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BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 07:49 PM
Another PM from fuckoff:

Yesterday, 07:01 PM
fuckoff
Junior Member Join Date: Jul 2008
Posts: 6

America sucks

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BlueAngel Wrote:

I'm here, JIMBO, alive, walking this planet, a survivor of MKULTRA/Project Monarch and for that I am THANKFUL!!!

Mind Control is a SUBJECT of great concern to me because it involves more than just "programming" a slave for some future mission.

When one thinks of mind control they usually equate it to a Manchurian Candidate. That does not even cover the spectrum of what is involved in their programs; particuarly Project Monarch, which is trauma-based.

I know that government conspiracies are real. I know that our government is corrupt. Both parties. So, if that was their goal for my future, I have no allegiance to either.

I have allegiance to my country. The America that should be!

Maybe people do lie to themselves to mask the reality that they lived, but as far as mind control victims are concerned most times the reality that they lived is so horrific that blocking it was the only way they survived.

THEY DO NOT REMEMBER and, therefore, are not lying to themselves or anyone else. They can have dozens of alters. Psychological warfare ensues.

Coupled with hypnosis, electricshock, drugs, sleep, water, food, sensory deprivation, etc., etc., etc., false memories implanted doesn't really allow all of the REAL memories and the entire picture to evolve once a victim/survivor is triggered into remembering their past abuse and incarceration in one of these programs.

Trauma too horrible for the mind to endure is FORGOTTEN. Compartmentalized. This, the only way for mind control victims to survive the abuse. The brain's self-defense.

I was replying to NOMAD about the "Whiz Kid" and just making some general remarks as to memories I have as a child that seemed to parallel his experience. I was interested in his story and the fact that he was institutionalized because he was a threat to THEM and not himself.

I'd ultimately LOVE to interview him.

JIMBO, I'm 48 years old...soon to be 49. I only uncovered this past life of mine about four years ago.

That, my friend, is the essence and depth of mind control. The victim is unaware for decades that they were sujected to such vicious manipulation, control and abuse.

When the memories surface, the question remains for those who are alive and were not killed or snuffed out in porn films. WHY?

I admire Henry's work. And, by the way, I say "Oh, Henry," like the candy bar.

I know that there are many more like him who have been working behind the scenes for decades to uncover this CULT.

I am open to feedback and any answers you may have are certainly welcome!!

InPeace,
BlueAngel

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This post contains bullshit, America sucks

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Alrighty, then.

Anyhoo, the only bs this post contains is about Makow.

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 09:15 PM
Springsteen's song, "Kitty's Back" must be the most boring and longest song ever recorded.

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 09:20 PM
They have a thread over at BTX in the Political World about melanoma.

They're so dense.

The fact of the matter is that people are staying out in the sun longer because they think that wearing a sunscreen with an SPF factor of 30 or more is protecting them from the sun's damaging rays.

The sunscreen lasts for about 15 minutes and people don't reapply that often.

And, you've been lied to, as usual.

One poster says HE/SHE gets checked every two years.

That's not often enough.

Most Sunscreens Fail to Protect - Yahoo! News (http://news.yahoo.com/s/livescience/mostsunscreensfailtoprotect)

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 09:33 PM
MadMel said about Obama's flip flop vote for the surveillance bill:

"That may not explain everything about his vote, but it does satisfy me to an extent."

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Barrack Obama is so thrilled that he as satisfied you, MadMel, because your ONE vote will place him in office and his goal in life is to make sure that how he votes on bills satisfies Mad Mel because you are all that matters to him.

Mr. Obama thanks you, MadMel.

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 10:09 PM
What a bunch of Sheeple. Especially Seth Ruffer.

Because Springsteen is a Democrat, the FANATICS believe that our country's problems are due to the REPUBLICANS only.

As if a Democratic President can or ever has saved us from the "powers that be."

Kennedy tried and he had his brains blown out.

Clinton helped by giving us a false sense of security.

Spend, spend, spend.

Democrats and Republicans who hold positions of power are equally to blame.

Both parties have helped to escalate America to the dire position that we find ourselves in at present.

Because the people have no power.

The Banksters; the Secret Government does and our politicians are beholden to them.

Republicans (Neo-cons; Jewish Cabal) and a Democratic controlled Congress; those who are slaves to their masters, same as Springsteen are responsible for waging war and voting everything Bush and Cheney desire.

Corrupted along the way.

Blackmailed, as well.

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 10:40 PM
Oh Gosh, Mariah, shut up.

People are desperately trying to put food on the table, buy gas and you're giving away gold at your 4 million dollar wedding.

Like the people at your wedding are in need of GOLD?

Exclusive from ELLE: Mariah Carey opens up about race, politics, her new marriage and the secrets she's had to keep - Fashion + Beauty on Shine (http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/beauty/exclusive-from-elle-mariah-carey-opens-up-race-politics-marriage-and-secrets-203604/)

What is the title of her latest hit song from her newest CD?

"Touch my Body."

So many of them wind up marrying their "controlling" record producers.

Didn't Janet Jackson marry her manager/producer?

Same with Shania Twain?

Celine Dion?

Mariah says that when she was unhappy in her life she just wanted a way out, wanted to be kidnapped.

Huh?

I can understand wanting a way out, but wanting to be kidnapped?

That's somewhat desperate, don't you think?

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 10:54 PM
What a slap in the face.

The American fanatics aren't the recipients of three hour shows or songs they long to hear.

Springsteen delivers this to his oversea's fanatics.

On another note.

What is a Springsteen performance like?

A kindergarten class where all the children up front in the pit try to get the attention of their leader/teacher so they can hand him their hand-written sign with a song request and get acknowledged when he plays the song and holds out their sign for all to see?

Deprived children.

Pathetic!

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 11:15 PM
31 songs by the E Street Band tonight.

My goodness.

Not since the Tunnel of Love tour.

It's not quantity, but quality, my friends.

That's what matters when you're not a mind controlled slave who thinks everything your master does is exceptional.

When you're a follower and being led by the nose, it doesn't matter what your leader sounds like, you listen cause you're in an altered state of consciousness hanging on his every word.

You have no life.

You've surrendered it to him.

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 11:53 PM
The American Springsteen fanatics are thrilled.

They are excited that they GET a three our performance from the E Street Band on a
set-list watch thread from overseas.

They are excited that they GET to read the song titles being typed on a set-list watch thread that are being performed overseas.

They actually think they are there!

BlueAngel
07-11-2008, 11:57 PM
What math, Jeremy?

Can't you just pull up the set-list from the Tunnel of Love tour on a specific date and count the number of songs played?

What math is involved?

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6.

Can't you can't to 32?

I mean, is this calculus or something?

It's certainly not rocket science.

BlueAngel
07-12-2008, 12:04 AM
Oh, yes.

Everyone please be kind to Chasesmom's sensitive artist's ego.

Sorry, but Springsteen looks nothing like this.

You left out his very pronounced under bite.

BTX :: View topic - Illustration I'm Working on... (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101473)

The fanatics do whatever it takes in an attempt to receive praise from the other "brainwashed" followers.

BlueAngel
07-13-2008, 09:06 PM
Why do you love this picture, Pam?

Infatuation?

Obviously, a reflection of the state of mind of the posters over at BTX.

BTX :: View topic - Old news, but I love the picture... (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101645)

BlueAngel
07-13-2008, 09:11 PM
Will Springsteen be dedicating a song to Tony Snow at his next performance?

BTX :: View topic - Tony Snow Dies - Sad Day (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101486)

BlueAngel
07-13-2008, 09:58 PM
Remember back in 2004 when I was posting on Springsteen's official site and I was sitting on my porch one day wearing my white robe when a helicopter flew over?

Minutes later, I logged onto the site and Vast started a thread with a comment asking if CRT always sits in his backyard wearing a white robe.

The comment was for me and not CRT.

How'd Vast know what I was wearing?

Remember when TiesthatBind was whining about how I was copying and pasting and DoubleNegativesAllowed commented to him:

"Ties, this isn't a free ride" and signed it Bruce?

Was Springsteen using DNA's handle?

BlueAngel
07-13-2008, 11:37 PM
Remember when I was PMing Lampshade on Springsteen's official Sony site and said that I felt as if I was being watched and received in response the SICK lyrics to Police's stalker song?

"EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE, every move you make, every step you take, I'll be watching you."

Remember when Vast commented on the official site that he wished I would check my email and when I did there was an email from him that said:

"I love you, now what?"

Shortly thereafter, it disappeared from my inbox.

BlueAngel
07-14-2008, 07:32 PM
From BTX, The Promised Land:

Post subject: Re: So I was in the food store today

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Shiny Saw Blade wrote:
and wearing my T shirt from Ribgate. Some guy says to me...

"Bruce Springsteen, he's great, have you ever seen him?"

I replied, "Yes, a few times"

He comes back and says...

"He will never be appreciated as the artist he is until he is long gone."



I just found that very strange.

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seekay wrote:

Joined: 27 Oct 2006
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Location: Waterford, Ireland
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Not that strange Shiny.
Death has always done wonders for a career. Think James Dean, Elvis, Lennon (and Lenin too!), etc.

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I can't believe this poster is placing Springsteen in the same pot with James Dean, Elvis and John Lennon.

He doesn't even spell Lennon's name correctly.

Shows what he knows.

Elvis died a tragic death at the age of 42.

Lennon died a tragic death at the age of 40.

James Dean died a tragic death at the age of 24.

These TRAGIC deaths AT A VERY YOUNG AGE are the reason that their "heirs" have made a fortune on their namesake.

I have written about this on this thread.

Worth more dead than alive when they reach such a super-star status.

Springsteen is an old man, or at least looks like an old man and he has never and will never reach the epic proportion of star status that the aforementioned entertainers did.

They're just milking the cow for all he's worth and right about now, it ain't what it use to be.

So, they're gettin' it while they can.

BlueAngel
07-14-2008, 08:57 PM
Come on, Pamela.

Do you even read what you post before you attach a title to it?

Excerpt:

So hot is the speculation that war-crimes trials will eventually follow in foreign or international courts that Lawrence Wilkerson, Colin Powell's former chief of staff, has publicly advised Mr. Feith, Mr. Addington and Alberto Gonzales, among others, to "never travel outside the U.S., except perhaps to Saudi Arabia and Israel." But while we wait for the wheels of justice to grind slowly, there are immediate fears to tend. Ms. Mayer's book helps cement the case that America's use of torture has betrayed not just American values but our national security, right to the present day.

BTX :: View topic - Worries About War Crimes Heat up in the White House (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101850)

Yeah, right.

Bush and Cheney singlehandedly masterminded the destruction we are all experiencing at present, MovieLady.

Just THEM two.

All by their little ole' selves.

To believe that Bush and Cheney, et. al. will be tried for war crimes in America or anywhere else for that matter and sent to prison only shows your lack of insight as far as who our politicians are, who protects them and who they work for.

Have any spent time in prison?

This is very naive.

There is a bigger picture, but those of you who post in the Political World at BTX have succumbed to the close-minded opinion that Democrats are good and Republicans are evil.

Just as they want.

Divide and conquer so you can't see the truth.

BlueAngel
07-15-2008, 11:16 AM
Excuse me, Jeremy, but if Patti Scialfa had any control over Springsteen, in her absence, he wouldn't be displaying his sick desire to be groped by men, women and children while he makes his body accessible to the fans in the pit; or dance with little girls on stage or spread his legs in the faces of the fans in the pit so they can touch his crotch, along with the rest of his body parts; or kiss the hands of female fans in the pit.

If Springsteen had any respect for Scialfa he wouldn't be behaving as he does.

Obviously, they both have no respect for each other or themselves, individually.

They have proven this beyond a reasonable doubt.

Maybe Scialfa refused to perform during this leg of the tour and Springsteen thought this "sick" behavior would force her to return.

If you come back, I'll stop.

Quite frankly, I don't think he has control over his most recent "sick" actions on stage.

Personally, I just couldn't imagine being intimate with my husband if he acted in the manner that Springsteen does.

Public groping???

Very sick!

If the man displays this type of behavior in public, imagine what he's involved in behind closed doors?

Scialfa has learned to put up with it for obvious reasons, but, then again, they seem to be two peas in a pod from the moment they met.

Public affair and all.

It could also be that Scialfa doesn't recognize Springsteen's public display of exhibitionism, to a minor degree, as wrong, just as she doesn't recognize the lyrics to many of his songs as wrong because she doesn't see it as wrong.

Cause like I said, "two peas in a pod."

His lyrics speaks to the degradation of women as tramps; having sex with little girls; boys/men; hookers, etc.

Afterall, Scialfa does stand on stage with him when they duet "Red-headed Woman" and he sings about all of his other love interests from Mary to Wendy to Rosalita to Sandy to Leah to Maria, etc.

BTX :: View topic - WELCOME BACK PATTI !!! (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101930&start=15)

BlueAngel
07-15-2008, 11:30 AM
Patti Scialfa obviously condones her husband's display of exhibitionism; the groping of his body parts by strangers in the pit because she will now return to the ESB tour.

How embarrassing?

Standing on stage next to that pervert.

They have no shame, obviously and the woman definitely has problems.

No wonder so many fanatics speak poorly of both of them.

They don't respect themselves and if you don't respect yourself, you can rest assured you will not receive respect from others.

They're a soft-core PUBLIC porn show.

I do think though that Springsteen and Scialfa should open up the next show with "Red Headed Woman" followed by RENO.

BlueAngel
07-15-2008, 11:48 AM
When a man tries to negate something that he is, but that which the public is not aware, often times, he winds up revealing the same in an attempt to disprove it.

Such as an elderly man paying much more than normal attention to children in his audience.

When people don't want you to know the state of someone's emotional mind-set, often times, they give away the truth, by repeatedly stating that a certain person is happy.

Why are the fanatics so concerned as to whether or not Springsteen is happy and why would they care?

What would bring them to the conclusion that he might not be happy and why would they want to convince SOMEONE that he is?

Obviously, he's not happy and they know this.

BlueAngel
07-15-2008, 12:49 PM
My, what a coincidence.

After my suggestion that Mr. and Mrs. Springsteen open the show today with Red-headed Woman, Jeremy over at BTX has made this his prediction.

Jeremy said on the "set-list" watch thread:

Hello everyone. It's another edition of the U.S. internet series "Afternoons with Bruce," where we gather and talk about the current Bruce Springsteen concert.

Today my predictions are something of Tunnel (maybe the song itself) and maybe Red Headed Woman to celebrate Patti's return.

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I think that's a wonderful idea.

The Mister singing about having oral sex with his red-headed woman.

How 'bout RENO?

Don't you think that should follow Red-headed Woman, Jeremy?

The Mister singing about his infidelities.

BTX :: View topic - Official San Sebastian Setlist Thread (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101978)

BlueAngel
07-15-2008, 12:54 PM
Scroll down after you open the thread to the picture of Springsteen during a performance with his legs spread open into the faces of the fans in the pit.

Is that a little girl whose head is in between his crotch?

Maybe that's the reason he decided to do it during this particular show, cause it isn't the only time.

Sick man and sick wife!

BTX :: View topic - WELCOME BACK PATTI !!! (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101930&start=15)

BlueAngel
07-15-2008, 01:01 PM
Firstly, the fanatics are concerned about the arm bands Springsteen has been wearing.

Very concerned.

The man is old before his time.

Ever hear of tendonitis?

And, yes, he is walking with a limp.

This will give the fanatics something to discuss for the next couple of months.

Why is he limping?

When did it happen?

What could it be?

They are so connected to him.

They feel his pain.

Use the second link:

BTX :: View topic - Bruce at the beach (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101969)

BlueAngel
07-15-2008, 02:56 PM
A few responses to those on the BTX site who are trying in vain to defend Springsteen's PIG behavior and Scialfa's acceptance of it.

First of all, he was a PIG 20 years ago and long before that when he and Scialfa were having onstage, clothed sex with his current wife, Julianne, in the audience.

So, he certainly isn't a class act now and never has been and neither has Scialfa.

Secondly, he's a musician and to the poster who commented that it's part of his job and Scialfa knew this, you are out to lunch.

How many musicians do you know who open their legs so the fans in the pit can touch their crotch and grope their body parts?

How many musicians do you know who kiss the hands of female fans in the audience?

How many musicians do you know who are male and have a passionate kiss with another male musician in their band on stage?

How many musicians do you know who dance with "little girls" on stage?

How many musicians do you know who have written the VAST amount of songs that speak to sex with "little girls," men/boys, prostitutes, threesomes, 250 up the ar*e, etc., etc., etc.?

Not to mention Springsteen's violent, degrading songs and the too many to count songs about his infidelities.

He's not in a strip club, but perhaps that's where he belongs.

No. Not as a patron, but as an act.

As far as Scialfa, laughing at his behavior if she were there, what else can she do?

There aren't many musicians, in fact, I can't think of one who displays such SICK behavior while performing.

So, yes, Scialfa didn't marry a mechanic, but she knew WHAT she was marrying and it isn't because of his profession.

She accepts it because she finds nothing wrong with it just as Springsteen doesn't.

Case in point, "Red-headed Woman."

If you think Scialfa has any control over Springsteen; what he writes; or cares about what HE and SHE subject their children to, the evidence speaks for itself.

She accepts it because, otherwise, where would she be without him?

BTX :: View topic - WELCOME BACK PATTI !!! (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101930&start=15)

BlueAngel
07-15-2008, 03:04 PM
The Music Industry and Rock and Roll in particular certainly isn't about angelic behavior.

They promote that which Springsteen, Scialfa and many other musicians promote.

Sexual inhibition and sexually deviant behavior.

That which they have been subjected to, in many cases, from a very young age.

It becomes their way of life.

It becomes NORMAL to them.

Groomed for the business and incarcerated in it for the rest of their lives as cash cows.

Mind controlled slaves to a certain degree.

In most cases, there is no escaping.

In some cases, ONE chooses to pay the price for fortune and fame, if indeed, there was a way out.

BlueAngel
07-16-2008, 08:03 AM
What worse things has Scialfa been through with Springsteen other than him kissing fans on stage?

Please, do tell, Girl in Summer Clothes.

Girl in summer clothes said on the Welcome Back Patti thread:

Lord, the man has so many opportunities to kiss other women when there are NO cameras around - if he really feels he has to. Patti has been with him through good and bad - and that definitely includes worse things than kissing fans on stage.

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If he really feels HE HAS TO?

Or wants to?

BlueAngel
07-16-2008, 05:48 PM
Is he constipated, in pain, or straining?

Unwatchable!

BTX :: View topic - Radio Nowhere Pro shot from San sebastian (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=102231)

BlueAngel
07-16-2008, 05:57 PM
Jeez!

Twenty years later and we're just now finding out that Springsteen was responsible in helping to tear down the wall.

Gosh.

I think this is a dollar short and a day late.

BTX :: View topic - Did Bruce help bring down the Berlin Wall? (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=102127)

I assume he managed this feat after he healed the sick and helped the blind to see.

BlueAngel
07-16-2008, 06:51 PM
Originally Posted by redrat11
You have been abandoned by your CAPTORS. Your captors have gained maximum yield from your CAPTIVITY. Now, they have left you for the wolves to devour.....Yes, your government has abandoned you in the wilderness, NO FOOD, NO SHELTER, NO FUEL, NO CLOTHING, NO MONEY, yes, your all alone now, no-where to run or hide to. YOUR ALL ALONE NOW, Who will protect you from the wolves? What, you think your 'Phony Pagan God,' you know that one you conjour up everytime you so desire will rescue you? DON'T COUNT ON IT!

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http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f41/abandonment-6378.html

Typical mindset of an abuser.

When you are incarcerated amongst PIGS, those PIGS become your saviors. You rely upon them to sustain your life. They can starve you to death. Torture you, etc. You learn to do as you are told.

They may throw you naked and cold into the woods at Grey Bull Lodge, if you don't behave.

You are isolated from the world.

They have control of your mind.

When I was on Springsteen's official site, I felt the same sense of isolation as in the past coming upon me again through their use of "triggers" and mind control because THEY know who I am.

This was a "red flag," needless to say.

I know when there is an attempt to alter me. That is what helped to save me from them having complete control of my mind in the past.

It is not unlike any other cult wherein the members become isolated from society.

You begin to fear the outside world and anyone or anything that is not a part of the "cult."

They wanted my complete surrender to them of my mind so they could cause me to suicide or become institutionalized.

They insinuated Springsteen had saved me from the cult.

I was told to give all of my love to Springsteen and him only.

This, an attempt to further isolate me from my husband and cause a destruction of my marriage in the hope that I would then be ALONE!

I had to stay with them and give all of my love to him and, as I have repeated over and over again, we would one day go public, because, after all, he was a witness.

NOT!

What's love got to do with it?

If you saved someone from a "satanic cult," you must not be a part of it, but everything pointed to the opposite.

When they overheard my husband and I having sex and reported same on the site, they (HE) was out of there.

I had to stay connected to reality and not allow them to control me.

This took every ounce of strength I had then and in the past.

Otherwise, I knew I would again be incarcerated amongst abusers/pigs who would attempt to cause my self-destruction to save their souls.

The wolves don't eat me.

I devour them.

Rats are tasty, too.

Especially red ones.

I am Springsteen's worst enemy.

BlueAngel
07-16-2008, 07:13 PM
Anyone ever hear the Springsteen songs, Tougher than the Rest, Tunnel of Love or Brilliant Disguise on the radio?

Not me.

Guess that's why he wrote the song, "Radio Nowhere."

His songs are nowhere on the radio.

BlueAngel
07-16-2008, 09:48 PM
More crotch shots and groping:

BTX :: View topic - WELCOME BACK PATTI !!! (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=101930&start=60)

The man does seem to delight in this kind of touching, doesn't he?

BlueAngel
07-18-2008, 09:20 PM
Spear's gives Federline sole custody of her children.

Unbelievable!

They credit Spear's father for this decision and for helping to get the Pop star's life back in order.

Huh?

She just relinquished custody of her children to her husband and she now has visitation rights.

This is a good thing?

Spears is a "mind controlled" slave.

She broke through her programming and they caused a "psychotic break."

Britney Agrees to Sole Custody for K-Fed - Yahoo! News (http://news.yahoo.com/s/eonline/20080718/en_celeb_eo/d624796a787f_4e5e_bda9_c3c421bb0c07)

BlueAngel
07-19-2008, 09:23 AM
Creepy:

From the setlist watch thread today over at BTX.

sanctified4one
Joined: 26 Oct 2006
Posts: 15244

Posted: Jul 19, 2008 10:00 am Post subject:

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I just now finally was able to lbring myself to listen to and watch FOR YOU from Paris...
What a beautiful heartfelt gift Bruce gave to me.. oh why, oh why didn't I go?

Talk about the price you pay...

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Anyway, check Gina's blog. She has a question. Do you believe humans are God's creation or descendant's from apes?

Email her and no one will get hurt, so it says.

WEIRD!

Can't find it now, but it was there yesterday.

I'll look around.

Gina's Blog:

For You (http://ginagiambone.blogspot.com/)

Setlist watch thread:

BTX :: View topic - The Official Barcelona Spain Set List ~ July 19th (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=102804)

BlueAngel
07-20-2008, 04:22 PM
Here!

JollyRoger over at BTX in The Promised Land commented to CherryTop today when she said she was leaving the site:

Think it was on the setlist watch thread posted today,

Jolly Roger
Joined: 24 Mar 2008
Posts: 1390
Posted: Jul 20, 2008 7:18 am Post subject:

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buh bye sweet cherry top can i please fuck yer sweet cherry ass one mo time before you go, i promise t give yo a reach around this time fanks

BlueAngel
07-21-2008, 07:58 PM
Political scalpers:

BTX :: View topic - BRUCE SPRINGSTEEN FUNDRAISER (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=103242)

BlueAngel
07-26-2008, 09:11 PM
Keepin' the FAITH.

Not to be confused with "your FAITH will be rewarded."

BlueAngel
07-27-2008, 06:28 AM
Little girl on stage with Springsteen handing him flowers.

Bruce Springsteen News: brucespringsteen.net (http://www.brucespringsteen.net/news/index.html)

BlueAngel
07-27-2008, 04:54 PM
Who, ultimately, decides how many tickets will not be released for sale to the public, but set aside for VIP's when a venue has scheduled a performance by the E Street Band?

Who panders to politicians?

Would it be Springsteen and Company?

BTX :: View topic - NY Post Editorial on Lautenberg Bruce ticket fiasco (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=105190)

BlueAngel
07-27-2008, 05:16 PM
From The Ladies' Picture thread at BTX.

Steve VanZandt's wife said:

MrsVanZandt

Joined: 19 Jul 2007
Posts: 29
Location: TheUndergroundGarage
Posted: Jul 27, 2008 6:11 pm Post subject:

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thescreendoorslams wrote:
Oh yes, Steve is SEXy. It is way more than a physical thing (which some men don't get). You can tell he would make you feel real, real good and leave you too exhausted for more.

Mrs.VanZandt said:

What can I say? You took the words right out of my mouth!
Im not saying Bruce isnt sexy, because theres lots of pics in this thread that prooves he IS, but if I had to choose between the two of them (as if THAT would ever happen!)) it would definately be Stevie for me!
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BlueAngel
07-27-2008, 06:11 PM
It is no longer my JOB.

OUR MISSION accomplished.

It is now in your hands; the hands of my guardian ANGELS/protectors.

The rest is up to you.

In the past, as a child and while on Springsteen's official site, I had to use every immoral quality THEY tried to instill in me through the use of mind control against him and the OTHERS.

You understand, of course, that these OPERATIONS were carried out while I was "in between" and not in a completely altered state of consciousness.

Otherwise, it would have been impossible.

The OPERATION could not have been brought to a favorable conclusion, if I had been totally altered and unaware of my actions.

BlueAngel
07-27-2008, 06:51 PM
You realize, too, that ALL OF YOU assisted in providing me with the TOOLS necessary to escape the cult and the TOOLS necessary to have the wonderful life that I live free of the cult and their control.

It has not been an easy road, of this I'm sure you are aware, but we ALL did the best we could provided the circumstances.

What doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

The outcome is exactly as it should be.

I am in tact.

To those of YOU who saved my life, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

Please proceed accordingly.

BlueAngel
07-27-2008, 08:28 PM
I must make one itty, bitty correction.

If the demand for tickets for the E Street Band Show at Giant's Stadium tonight required that the venue make the seats behind the stage available, they would have done so.

Instead, you want to justify the empty seats behind the stage by blaming the venue for not wanting to release them for sale.

Give me a break!

Yeah, I'm sure they'd prefer empty seats and less profit.

BlueAngel
07-27-2008, 08:31 PM
Undoubtedly, it was a ploy to have me cease and desist.

Now I'm certain he's still in earshot.

Out of the Box
07-28-2008, 07:38 AM
How the **** did a thread on the music industry become this long?!?!?!

BlueAngel
07-28-2008, 05:12 PM
How the **** did a thread on the music industry become this long?!?!?!

Does it really matter?

BlueAngel
07-29-2008, 06:56 PM
Springsteen fanatics bring their small children, tots sometimes, to shows and stand with them in the PIT.

One poster says they're being used as Brucebait.

Couldn't agree more.

He's very attracted to children.

GlennR

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The kids aren't the problem -- it's the parents. Too many people taking their kids to shows who shouldn't be there or are there only for Brucebait purposes.

How many different kids did Bruce put the microphone out to and have the kid have no idea whatsoever what to sing? 5?

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That is why he is playing Hershey, for the kids, for the kids....

BTX :: View topic - any kids in the PIT last night ? (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=105686)

BlueAngel
07-29-2008, 07:28 PM
More PIT fan groping of Springsteen's crotch while his wife is on stage.

YouTube - Bruce Springsteen Giants Stadium July, 27 2008. 10th Avenue. (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OcjKvazjbjQ)

BlueAngel
07-29-2008, 09:34 PM
Remember when UNGODLY BRUCE was posting at BTX in The Promised Land; answering questions as if he were Springsteen and making sexual comments about Winona Ryder?

The threads are on this page somewhere if BTX hasn't deleted them.

The following thread from BTX addresses the Ryder/Springsteen issue:

BTX :: View topic - Bruce, Patti & Winona Ryder (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=104641)

BlueAngel
07-29-2008, 09:39 PM
Another example of Springsteen's obsession with children.

Hones right in on them.

Hey, he's a rock star.

He's not Mr. Rogers.

Not that Mr. Rogers was appropriate, either.

BTX :: View topic - PLEASE HELP-Photo needed from last night -7/28 (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=105993)

BlueAngel
07-29-2008, 09:41 PM
Frightening.

How young was the kid?

BTX :: View topic - young kid on the floor 4th row 7/27 and sect 113 row 33 7/28 (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=105977)

BlueAngel
07-30-2008, 01:22 PM
The parents of the children who bring their TOTS/children/pre-teens to an E Street Band show and nonetheless make them stand in the PIT for hours are only thinking about themselves.

They love, adore, worship Springsteen and now they must "condition" their offspring.

The same way it works within families and mind control cults, but, of course, less vicious.

Afterall, how else could they possibly justify their behavior to their children unless they FORCE them to feel the same?

Anyway.

A poster at BTX in The Promised Land said:

Ice Cream Lawyer
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Bruce made eye contact with and pointed at my 9-year old daughter while singing a line of Living in the Future (we were in Sec 4, Row 2) Monday night. She was pretty stoic about it, but I thought her mother was going to faint.

Yes - the signs, kids, requests all humanize Bruce. Also, he is very smart. By involving them now, these kids will be the fans who will buy his old albums and songs in the future and who will perpetuate his legacy when his touring days finally end.

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This makes Springsteen human?

What did you think he was?

A robot?

This 58 YEAR OLD MAN sings about his pedophile desires and other sexually deviant behavior and this is the reason he pays AN EXTRAORDINARY AMOUNT OF TIME MAKING EYE CONTACT WITH CHILDREN, SINGING TO THEM, GIVING THEM HIS HARMONICA, BRINGING THEM ON STAGE TO DANCE WITH HIM.

Yes.

Exactly.

You're forcing Springsteen on your children and by the time they are ready to make their own decision as to whether or not they like his music, he'll probably either be dead or have "turned into Elvis."

Remember this.

A pedophile is PAYING attention to your children, but you're so under HIS mind control, you can't see the forest from the trees.

Do the mothers and fathers of the children in the PIT feel good about themselves while their children watch them grope at Springsteen's crotch while he is spread eagle into the faces of the PIT fans; laying flat on the stage and engaging in some type of sexual fulfillment?

Hoping a child will touch him, perhaps.

Hey, probably happens.

I mean, afterall, the parents are teaching their children well, aren't they?

And, what does Scialfa do?

Strums her guitar and turns the other way.

BTX :: View topic - The signs / request / kids etc. have made this tour special (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=106359)

BlueAngel
07-31-2008, 02:40 PM
For your reading pleasure:

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f20/delta-redrat-nwo-operatives-5711.html

BlueAngel
08-03-2008, 07:26 PM
Is the ONE crotch shot where there is supposedly a FAN in the PIT whose face is blacked out photo cropped?

Funny, isn't it?

I said aloud in my house the other day that if the pictures of me are released my face would have to be blacked out due to the fact that I was a minor and, how coincidental is it that backstreetsbev posts a picture of Springsteen's spread eagle legs and his crotch in the face of a fan in the PIT whose face has been blacked out?

Looks like a youngster whose face is blacked out and there is someone in the background who looks very familiar to me.

What is the deal with the picture where he looks like he's sleeping on stage?

BTX :: View topic - Gilette Pics (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=107714)

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 08:14 AM
Ever since the FIRST crotch shots surfaced on BTX, I've been sifting through the disinformation and have ascertained the following truth:

I wondered why on earth the fanatics would remain silent about such disturbing pictures of their HERO with his legs spread eagle and his crotch in the faces of PIT fans and, in some cases, what appear to be children.

For them to ignore these very disturbing pictures illuminates their disturbed state of mind is the conclusion one must draw, but there is more.

Back in the day, I told HIM that there were pictures of ME when a minor forced to engage in sexual acts while incarcerated in MKULTRA/Project Monarch and that these pictures were in SAFE HANDS.

If anything should happen to me, THEY WOULD BE RELEASED AND MY FACE WOULD BE BLACKED OUT.

As you know, I mentioned aloud in my house that my face would be BLACKED OUT the other day while recalling this memory.

Shortly, thereafter, backstreetsbev posted some pictures of the Gillette show and ONE in particular appeared to be cropped with the BLACKED OUT face of what appears to be a little girl or boy.

This was to call up the disinformation that the pictures of me that are in SAFE HANDS were photo cropped with his picture.

They question everything over on BTX, but not why this one time the face of a fan in the PIT was blacked out.

The AGENTS over on BTX have confirmed that these pictures of which I speak exist and the disinformation they wanted me to believe back in the day and now was that they photo cropped his picture within.

They were not then and have never been photo cropped.

They are authentic and untouched.

They are ONE part of the evidence against my abusers.

Look at backstreetsbev's signature line.

Cozy picture of her and Springsteen.

Is she merely a fan or an acquaintance?

After I questioned the validity of the ONE picture backstreetsbev posted, Philip69 started a thread wherein he rambled about Van Zandt being a rock 'n' roll angel and that in the video clip of an E Street Band performance, which link was provided, at a certain time frame, Springsteen says to Van Zandt, "thank you, Angel."

I viewed this clip and did not hear this audio.

I was not confirming what THEY wanted me to believe when I questioned the authenticity of the ONE particular photo that backstreetsbev posted.

Why are they photo cropping these crotch shots, if, indeed, they are?

To call up disinformation.

As I mentioned earlier on this thread, there is no streaming video of Springsteen placing himself into this position.

However, they seem to be able to capture much of everything else he does and place it on you tube.

Another poster showed a video of Springsteen leaving the show.

This, so that I would notice the jeans he was wearing when he departed did not appear to be the same as the jeans he was wearing in the crotch shot.

A fan in the background of this crotch shot appears to be one of my siblings.

If not, it's a very good look alike.

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 08:36 AM
Correction:

Permission never had to be granted by me to release these photographs of which I speak when I was a minor.

When a minor is being sexually abused and otherwise by adults, AUTHORITIES have the RIGHT to protect them.

Permission does not have to be granted by the minor.

THE perpetrators wanted me to believe that these photographs would never be released because as a minor, I had not given my permission and by the time I was of adult age, I had not given my permission either due to the fact that I had been tortured, traumatized and when released did not remember my past.

As I said, these photographs and other evidence are the reason I am alive.

If anything were to happen to me while a minor or adult, they would be RELEASED.

However, it would not be plausible to release them if I did not remember my incarceration and, alas, I have.

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 11:10 AM
The GOAL and the PLAN was to get me out of the CULT before I was an adult.

To do this, evidence was needed against them for perpetrating acts of violence and abuse upon me when I was a minor.

This was accomplished.

If you are a victim of this CULT and do not escape before you are an adult, you are placed in compromising positions that they will use against you if you dare to speak out publicly against them.

This, together with the FEAR of them killing you, your family, spouse, children; framing you, as well.

If you were not an OPERATIVE who worked with others inside the intelligence community to the end that I did, your chances of escaping are zero to none.

Was I prepared at a very young age for this to become a public matter and the aftermath that would follow?

Of course not.

The plan was to wait until I was an adult and mentally ready. As I've stated, that PLAN came to an end when I was brutalized and released without memory of my past.

This, of course, no longer the case.

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 11:20 AM
The only way for THEM to attempt to call up disinformation is to present a tidbit of truth.

The truth is always covered up with screen memories/disinformation.

The trigger/truth was "CROTCH SHOT."

Always putting his crotch in my face.

This is their downfall, however, because they were unable then just as they are now to PLACE and KEEP me in an altered state of mind wherein I am not connected to reality and, therefore, ill equipped to discern the truth from the lies.

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 04:49 PM
Oh, great.

What kind of weird sh*t is John Mayer into?

Same as Springsteen?

Some reports of his romance with Jessica Simpson suggested he was into some dark stuff.

Now, he's courtin' Jennifer Aniston.

Here he is performing a cover of Springsteen's PEDOPHILE SONG.

YouTube - John Mayer - I'm On Fire -- Where Will I Be (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WHtZ5koRMrY)

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 05:36 PM
Release the pictures to the media of ME when I was a child; incarcerated in MKULTRA/Project Monarch and forced to engage in sexual acts with adults against my own free will!

Release any and all pertinent evidence/information that you have in your possession regarding this matter.

I am ready, willing and able.

The TIME has come!

I have worked long and hard for this moment and it shall not pass.

The targeting continues and I have had enough!

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 06:56 PM
Yes, thanks so much GINA for all you do.

They must pay you well because obviously you are unemployed, but somehow able to fly overseas and attend several ESB shows and feed, clothe and care for three children.

Again, thanks.

Cause all WE wanna do is listen to Springsteen 24/7.

BTX :: View topic - American Leg II ~ 08 Premieres & Shows (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=107833)

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 08:28 PM
Yes, we know.

S41 is THE ONE as in She's the One.

S41 wishes she was Springsteen's wife and dreams about making love to him as depicted in her thread.

"Making Love to Bruce."

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 08:41 PM
PRICELESS!

BTX :: View topic - Some bosses get sweet Springsteen ticket deal (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=108162)

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 08:47 PM
Thanks, Gina, you're so sweet.

We appreciate all you do.

I mean, hooking us up to SKPE and the juke box you carry on your back of every Springsteen and ESB performance.

Obviously, you are in LOVE and OBSESSED with the man.

How do you afford to care for three children and yourself when you are unemployed?

Or, are you employed?

Please, do tell what you do for a living?

Kisses and hugs!

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 09:41 PM
How old is this MovieLady person?

Two?

She authors a juvenile thread, among many, over at BTX in The Political World with the title, get this:

"Happy Birthday to Barack Obama"

Are you kidding me?

She's wishing Barack Obama a Happy Birthday.

Get real.

Doesn't take much for THEM to become infatuated especially if Springsteen endorses it.

BTX :: View topic - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARACK OBAMA (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=107982)

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 09:50 PM
Something's missing MovieLady.

Aren't you suppose to be pretending that Obama's in the house and all the BTXer's in The Political World are singing Happy Birthday to him; he blows out the candles and then you share cake and ice cream with him?

BlueAngel
08-05-2008, 11:51 PM
You will soon know the true identity of BlueAngel.

I am not ashamed.

Those who victimzied me carry the shame.

NOT I.

BlueAngel
08-06-2008, 12:05 AM
Thank GOD for MovieLady.

She is really on top of all the breaking news.

She posted Paris Hilton's rebuttal to the McCain ad that was on MSNBC's Keith Oberman as if it had never been seen!!

She loves Keith Oberman!

Springsteen and Obama, too.

OMG!!!

Breaking!

That's what they do over at BTX in "The Political World."

They post a link to a news article that has already been distributed over the internet and deem that it is breaking news.

As if they're reporters or something who broke the story on BTX.

As if BTX has any significance other than amongst themselves.

Go figure.

BTX :: View topic - Paris Hilton rebuttal on Countdown now!!! (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=108148)

LOOK!!

Breaking news again from MovieLady.

Something about Toby Keith.

OMG!

Thanks for posting this. I'm certain if not for MovieLady, I would have never been IN THE KNOW about this country boy.

BTX :: View topic - Thank God he's a country boy?????? (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=108182)

After the news is old, read it at BTX.

BlueAngel
08-07-2008, 08:22 AM
Everyone is familiar with the techniques used for hypnosis.

Right?

You become sleepy and your body becomes dead weight.

Your subconscious mind is present and your core is not.

When you're a mind control victim, they use this technique to inject "false memories" into your subconscious. These "false memories" can either be housed by another alter that they've called OUT or stored in a compartmentalized area of your brain.

The alters and/or compartments are created through trauma-based torture.

Alters can be called out when in a trance-state, during hypnosis or when placed into a suggestible and altered state of mind through the use of verbal triggers/commands.

Alters can also be triggered into the five different levels of programming in the same way.

Beta, by using sexual programming triggers.

Delta, by using suicide triggers.

Just as you've seen in the movies.

The patient and/or in my case and the case of many other victims of mind control programs, the patient/victim is hypnotized and they ask whatever alter they desire to COME OUT.

Hypnosis is not necessary to SWITCH a victim from one alter to another, but for the implantation of false memories it is because they are infiltrating the subconscious mind at this level.

When the Springsteen crotch shots showed up and during this period of recalling my past, when false memories are surfacing I become very tired and my body feels like dead weight.

I'm recalling that which was implanted during hypnosis and the physical effects present themselves.

As I said, in order for them to trigger false memories a tidbit of truth must be present, such as crotch shot.

I know when I'm in the state of sifting through truth and fiction due to the fact that I become very tired and my body feels like dead weight.

Sometimes, it takes a while for me to get to the truth, but after I do, the feeling subsides.

Just as in the past when being hypnotized, I had to use every ounce of strength I had in order not to SWITCH from reality completely so that I could report and so that I didn't act upon some of their suggestions.

It was imperative that I REMEMBER some of the bullshit they were implanting and the abuse they were thrusting upon me.

So, I concentrated on KEY words/phrases, such as CROTCH SHOTS to trigger my own memory to the TRUTH.

I even pretended at times that I was in a deep trance and that they has been successful.

I'm certain they had control of my mind many times, but in order to escape I had to KEEP CONTROL OF MY MIND as best I could.

This feeling happened again yesterday when I read a thread at BTX in "The Promised Land" by the poster erupt:

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erupt

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Posted: Aug 06, 2008 9:28 pm
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rockethead (not to be confused with guitar legend buckethead) is in the process of having all posts that refer to him as bossfan950 deleted. he has publicly stated it is time to move on and wants to be remembered solely for his role in the upcoming story about jared the subway guy. he has disassociated himself from his past and simply wants to move on as rockethead, the guy who played jared b4 he went to subway.

he is grateful to elton john who immortalized him with the prophetic song "rockethead".

glooper23

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huh?
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1. Nothing Man
2. Radio Nowhere
3. The Promise
4. Racing in the Street
5. Pretty Flamingo

Indy Bracelet is still kicking.

05/11/05. 8/7/05. 10/13/05. 5/31/06. 10/21/07. 3/20/08. 3/22/08. 7/31/08

Bossfan950

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glooper23 wrote:
huh?


Don't worry about it. It's just another immature post from someone who is acting like he's in the 3rd or 4th grade. He's posted similar nonsense on LE and PW.

Some people will do anything to get attention.
So very sad.
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erupt

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just your ire

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As you see in the thread above from BTX, Bossfan has no clue what ERUPT is talking about.

But, I do.

Change name; delete posts/threads; publicly stated he HAS disassociated himself from his past.

BlueAngel
08-07-2008, 08:47 AM
When I was recalling "false memories" implanted during torture sessions, again, the physical symptoms presented.

I didn't feel the pain, but the crying from the hurt associated with the sessions kept me in bed for a long time.

I was PROGRAMMED to follow the SUGGESTIONS in various Springsteen songs.

Not that they played his music, but I was PROGRAMMED to follow his commands just as when he was my main handler/controller/abuser.

After I was released, of course, I didn't listen to his music, but you really can't escape it when you're out publicly.

Instructions from HIM in songs such as Dancing in the Dark; gotta stay hungry; they'll be carving you up all night.

Instructions in Hungry Heart; leave your family; go out for a ride; make a wrong turn and don't go back.

Magic; cut you in half with my shiny saw blade.

I think it's the song The River; if you hear VOICES to trigger THE VOICES that HAD various objectives.

Born to Run; tramps and every one's out on the run tonight but there's no place left to hide; run.

Glory Days; going to the bar to get my fill.

Many of his song contain lyrics about DRINKING.

They opened the Right Wing Lounge on his official site where drinking was happening at all hours of the day and night.

This, an attempt to have me become inebriated and act in a manner not becomming to myself.

Or, turn me into an alcoholic for discrediting purposes.

Lest we forget the BETA triggers, such as in the songs I'm on Fire and FIRE.

There are more.

These are a few examples.

BlueAngel
08-07-2008, 11:08 AM
At present, I am experiencing the feeling of hypnosis from the past.

I am tired.

My body feels heavy and I am in between states, but still connected to reality.

I am attempting to retrieve the information from the torture sessions and hypnosis regarding their forceful attempts to have me recant either in the past or in the future.

I have not disassociated as was suggested by erupt.

Like I said, I am in between states.

This is necessary in order to retrieve what occurred.

One could not do that if they disassociated completely.

So, the tired feeling could also be the result of keeping my core in tact and not allowing an alter to the forefront to act upon erupt's suggestion that I disassociate from my past, delete threads/posts.

I am accessing my subconscious on a level that was created during hypnosis and torture.

My subconscious is in the forefront and my core is intact.

We are both operating at the same time.

As I've said, I had to LEARN to OPERATE this way so that I could report.

This is HOW I helped to save my life and escape the cult.

I will write about the torture/hypnosis sessions later that speak to their attempts to have me recant and say that I lied.

There were several issues that I didn't like to think about due to the fact that I re-experienced them again.

The first obstacle was the torture.

I was PROGRAMMED to relive these events in the present when false information was called up; which they were affecting on Springsteen's official site.

I'm sure they relished in the fact that I was laying in bed in the dark for what seemed like months, crying and wasting away.

I didn't experience the pain from the torture in real time, but the depression, the sadness, etc., that accompanied it.

The second obstacle was remembering laying on a cold, steel table naked and freezing.

This memory was horrendous.

When I recall false memories that were implanted during hypnosis, it produces similar effects in present time that it did in the past.

I feel very upset at this moment at the perpetrator's for continuously trying to take my MIND from me.

Infect it, infiltrate it.

The trigger on the BTX site by the poster erupt was the word disassociate from your past.

He didn't say forget your past.

He said disassociate.

To disassociate is to disconnect from reality.

To switch from your core.

So, my body and mind were fighting that, as well.

His suggestion to disassociate from the past conjures up the memories of being tortured, hypnotized and fighting them when they attempted to FORCE me to recant, if, in deed that did happen in the past, or when they were attempting to install these instructions for the future.

There will be NO PUBLIC RECANTING on this site or otherwise.

There will be no DISASSOCIATION from my past.

There will be no deletion of my threads and/or posts.

There will be no NAME CHANGE.

Is this what ERUPT wanted?

To call up another alter with a different name who would delete my threads/posts here; disassociate from my past and publicly recant what I have written?

There is no other reason why he posted what he did.

Out of context and did not pertain to Bossfan.

I had conversations with my comrades about how difficult it was for me to remain in reality when they were attempting to hypnotize me and/or trigger me into another alter.

We discussed how it was IMPERATIVE and IMPORTANT that I fight with every ounce of strength I had not to allow them to do this.

To remain in my core.

This was accomplished, but it required that I was in an "in between" state which exhausts a lot of energy psychologically, emotionally, mentally and physically.

As my husband said the other day, I am inoculated against Springsteen, his music and otherwise.

They can continue to run their psychological operations, but in the end, as he also said, what matters is that they didn't THEN and they CAN'T now TAKE YOUR MIND.

BlueAngel
08-07-2008, 08:00 PM
Sometimes one thing leads to another memory.

While being tortured and my perpetrators attempting to make me tell them the names of my protectors, I said, do you think they're stupid?

They could never compromise themselves; their positions, but at some point they must have made themselves known to the perpetrators in order to present the tapes, the pictures and keep me and themselves alive.

I hope they are well.

When I was released and my memory wiped, false information implanted, my brain scrambled, needless to say I was distraught.

All plans were put on hold.

My perpetrators told me what they were going to do to me so that I could never be a WITNESS against the government in this matter.

I am not the only EVIDENCE. I'm sure my protectors and others have been gathering information for decades.

I said to my protectors that I felt as if I had let them down.

They told me they were PATIENT men.

They would wait until I was ready.

How would I ever be ready, I asked them.

I don't remember what I knew before I was tortured.

You will remember one day, they assured me.

Something will trigger your memories.

You know what?

I've been remembering since the day I was whisked away and tortured mercilessly.

Bit by bit.

Little by little.

I don't need to remember it all.

I've remembered enough.

It was reported prior to erasing of my memory; prior to leaving me in an altered state of mind and not completely within my core when I was released.

I asked my protectors what would happen if they died before me. What would happen to the evidence? How would I remain safe?

Don't worry, it will always be in safe-keeping and it has been.

They are patient men. They would wait for me.

They would wait until I was better.

How will I ever get better, I asked them.

You will, they said.

You are strong.

You are invincible.

We have faith in you and you must have faith in yourself.

God bless you!

BlueAngel
08-07-2008, 08:04 PM
Why are Springsteen's most die-hard fanatics posting cropped pictures of his spread eagle legs with his crotch in the faces of little girls/boys and adult fans in the pit if, indeed, they are cropped?

We know why.

I had been working on this memory since the first picture was posted wherein I inquired as to whether or not the face of the fan who had her head in between his legs and her face in his crotch appeared to be a little girl.

I'm not referring to the black-out picture.

That is what began the trigger to the truth; although as per usual they would like me to believe the lie.

Is this the reason Scialfa didn't join the band in Europe?

Otherwise, it would have been impossible for people to accept that he would act in this manner with his wife on stage.

Whether they're cropped or not, I wouldn't find that behavior impossible for him with or without Scialfa's presence.

BlueAngel
08-07-2008, 11:36 PM
Is this person looking for Wendy or is her name Wendy?

BTX :: View topic - everlasting kiss license plate (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=108575)

BlueAngel
08-07-2008, 11:41 PM
Look, a thread where Philip69 writes as if he has command of the English language.

BTX :: View topic - BRUCE Criminal drug dealing songs (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=108400&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0)

BlueAngel
08-08-2008, 03:53 PM
I don't know if, in the past, I recanted what I had reported to my protectors or not.

If I did, it was because the PIGS tortured me mercilessly and I was told I would NEVER be released until I SAID what they wanted me to say.

It could have been that they were implanting false memories for the future and making me repeat what they wanted me to say like a parrot until it was etched in my subconscious and would, hopefully, surface and spew out of my mouth in the event it came to THIS one day.

All of their attempts have failed and so, it has come to this for them as indicated by erupt's thread over at BTX in The Promised Land attempting to alter me; have me delete my threads/posts and disassociate from the past.

They assured me that I would remain there; locked inside the four walls and that they would turn me into a walking zombie, if I didn't SAY what they wanted me to say. They would turn me into a vegetable and leave me brain dead if I didn't cooperate.

I wasn't a good subject when it came to hypnosis. I had been instructed and taught by my protectors how to fight them in their endeavor to take control of my mind. I was also infuriated that they had power over my mind. So I resisted.

They said I was making it hard on myself by not cooperating and allowing them to hypnotize me and/or switch me so they would have to resort to torture sessions.

I told them that they were all pigs and I would never say what they wanted me to say or believe any of the lies they were telling me because I knew the truth and so did other people.

Even if you make me recant; even if you make me lie, the truth will still be known because it has been reported previously and there is evidence to support my accusations against all of YOU.

Everyone will know that YOU forced me into recanting through torture; scare tactics, erasing my memory, etc.

There are the pictures of which I speak, but I believe there are also pictures of me with bruises, markings, etc.

They knew I had awakened to my past. I was posting on Indy Media and I'm under 24/7 surveillance and they knew it wouldn't be long before Springsteen's role in my past emerged.

They needed to run interference before this happened so they had to lure me to him.

Springsteen called for Bush's impeachment at one of his shows and the media carried it.

Knowing my disdain for the War and Bush and my thoughts about 911 and after listening to O'Reilly slam Springsteen for his call for the impeachment of Bush, I discovered Springsteen had a Political forum on his Sony site and I began posting about my incarceration in MKULTRA/Project Monarch, my thoughts about 911; the Iraq War, etc.

I wrote O'Reilly an email expressing that everyone is entitled to a political opinion.

I was programmed to come to Springsteen's defense.

YOU WILL ALWAYS DEFEND HIM, they said.

Why, of course, they wouldn’t want it any other way, now would they?

I was being TRAINED to do this in a sense when the DRUDGE people, as the regulars referred to them, would invade the site and post negatively about Springsteen.

By this time, the mind controllers on the site had already placed me in a somewhat altered state of mind and called up the false information that Springsteen had rescued me from the cult.

Beta programming had been triggered.

Springsteen’s lyrics to many of his songs were constantly posted, which I’ve stated have BETA triggers.

“Dancing in the Dark” was posted over and over again due to the fact that it contains self-mutilation and unable to eat (starve yourself to death) suggestions.

I was aghast. I had finally found the PERSONS responsible for saving my life and it was Bruce Springsteen.

The false information continues.

The story line they followed was that HE LOVED ME and I LOVED HIM, too, once, but the perpetrators ripped us and our love apart so we couldn’t be witnesses against the government.

They brainwashed me against him by instilling fear of him, but, of course, this is disinformation. We are all aware as to why I would have been fearful of him and/or falling back under his control.

Love?

I was a child.

I professed that they would never keep us apart.

We would together be witnesses against the government.

Red flags were going up all over the place. I was recalling instructions from my protectors.

I told HIM that my protectors warned me that if I ever fell into his hands again that he would trigger BETA programming, profess his love for me; his heroic role in my past; suck me further into the cult and out of reality thinking that I was only safe with them; disappear into thin air; leave me at the drop of a hat frightened, fragile; believing only HE could protect me from the perpetrators, and, in the interim, the mind controllers would keep me hanging on to the LIE as Springsteen went about his business as if nothing happened (just like in the past) so that they could emotionally, mentally and psychologically abuse me in the hope of creating a psychotic break in order to discredit me on the site; cause institutionalization; suicide, etc.

This is exactly what happened although, as evidenced by my presence here, I'm neither institutionalized, did not succumb to a psychotic break, have not been discredited and have not suicided.

The implication was that HE wanted to marry me and spend the rest of his life with me.

I was asked in an email, if we spent the rest of our lives together was I always going to get this angry.

Vast sent an email that said, “I love you, now what?”

Said email has disappeared from my inbox.

Vast played into this by referring to me as his wife on the site.

Someone on the site posted a comment that said, Springsteen is going to leave his wife and marry that ugly girl.

They wanted me to feel ugly and be afraid of cameras as S41 alluded to in one of her recent posts.

So ugly you'll break the camera.

Let’s clear this up for the record.

I never went to Springsteen’s Sony site because I was a fan. I didn’t listen to his music for decades and there isn’t any need to explain why.

I never professed my love for Springsteen.

I NEVER indicated I wanted to marry him.

These were HIS remarks.

This plays into something RedRat wrote about me and one has to wonder how RedRat knows about this scenario.

RedRat said I was lying about Springsteen because I wanted to marry him and he rejected me.

Excuse me, but I rejected all of THEM.

I wasn’t following orders such as not having sex with my husband.

I wasn’t giving all of my love to him as suggested by CRT when he posted a song with this verse.

So, I called HIS bluff and said "divorce your wife."

After my husband and I were walking in the neighborhood one day, a chopper flew over and Vast posted a comment, "Oh, the jealousy."

This was to call out the programming that I would become insanely jealous of Springsteen's wife.

So, shortly thereafter, pictures of them together were posted, appearing together for the VFC tour, etc.

It was never jealousy.

More like disgust and hatred for the sadistic pigs; their sociopathic illness and their abuse of my mind.

I knew they were controlling me to a certain degree just as in the past or at least attempting to and I do not go for that.

Vast started a thread:

“I’ve Loved Bruce Springsteen Since I was a Teenager.”

Vast is a male and has never been to a solo or ESB Performance.

I was following Vast’s lead to a certain degree and the reason he posted this thread.

Did they think I was going to write something on the site about how Springsteen and I were going to be married or that I loved him?

They failed, again.

I trapped him just like in the past, but this time there is no escaping for him.

Sure, it was hurtful to find out that they had LIED about his/their role in my past and were actually mind controllers.

The hurt was very short-lived.

I bailed.

In between all of this when they realized they were not successful in ANY of their attempts to discredit me on the site, cause institutionalization, suicide, etc, they tried to lure me over to The Promised Land in the hope of turning me into some fanatic.

If someone rescues you from a cult and saves your life, and I’ve asked this pertinent question before, unless they are a sadistic controlling pig, why on earth would YOU have to LOVE them? Why would they insist that you not have sex with your husband or they’ll leave?

RED FLAG!

An attempt to distance me from my husband in the hope of ruining my marriage; leaving me lost, alone and afraid just as they did in the past.

Do you think someone who saves your life from a cult and is responsible for keeping you alive all of these years, would behave in this manner?

The answer is CRYSTAL CLEAR.

In the words of Tina Turner, “What’s Love got to do with it?”

As I’ve said before, as well, a pedophile isn't going to marry the child he sexually abused when she's an adult and CERTAINLY the child he sexually abused doesn't want ANYTHING TO DO WITH HIM.

BlueAngel
08-08-2008, 05:54 PM
A trip to a psychiatrist is in order for most of the posters on this thread.

You're embarrassing yourselves and sound like a bunch of fools.

BTX :: View topic - for the ladies-how can a poor fan stand such pics...? (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=42&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=4800)

Check out S41's essay about Springsteen's song Candy.

Understanding Candy is the title of the thread.

Frightening!

BlueAngel
08-08-2008, 07:11 PM
When the operation began to distance me from my husband, I felt as thought I had to FLEE.

I couldn't run from my past, he said, but that's not why I had the feeling that I needed to FLEE.

Instructions embedded by the mind controllers from the past had emerged.

I COULDN'T LOVE TWO MEN AT THE SAME TIME.

Remember, when we reunited at some point in the future, according to the disinformation, we were going to be together because HE loved me; rescued me from the cult and we were going to be witnesses against the government and I COULDN'T LOVE TWO MEN AT THE SAME TIME.

This, the reason for the insistence that I refrain from having sex with my husband and to give all of my love to him and him only.

I COULDN'T LOVE TWO MEN AT THE SAME TIME.

So, the feeling that I had to flee enveloped me.

FLEE from HIM, too, because I knew I was back in the hands of mind controllers and flee from my husband because they were systematically trying to turn me against him.

ManOfPeace implied that HE WAS ONE OF THEM.

I was in a state of panic.

Scare tactics were used by the perpetrators in the past in an attempt to make me live my life alone and unable to trust anyone with the secrets from my childhood.

If I married.

I would marry ONE OF THEM.

They would put someone in my path to make sure this happened.

They, too, failed in this regard.

On another note, regarding the women on the Ladies' Picture Thread.

Are they for real?

Or are they behaving this way in an attempt to affect something in someone?

If not either of the aforementioned two, maybe they're all BETA slaves.

BlueAngel
08-09-2008, 10:35 PM
From the "Ladies' Picture Thread."

For goodness sakes, Sanctified4One, get a life.

Since you've completed your essay about a fictional character by the name of Candy in Springsteen's song, "Candy's Room," how 'bout you busy yourself with an essay on Wendy, the tramp.

We know you wish you were married to Springsteen and you're not, so now you're going to become infatuated with his son?

What next?

A thread about making love to Sam or Evan?

sanctified4one

Joined: 26 Oct 2006
Posts: 15910

Posted: Aug 09, 2008 10:19 pm Post subject:

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Poor Sam?

I think that he's quite beautiful...
I see both of them in Sam... equally.
and yes... his older brother is gorgeous.
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BlueAngel
08-09-2008, 10:36 PM
You're about as disgusting as Patti Scialfa, S41.

BlueAngel
08-09-2008, 11:36 PM
How 'bout all you Springsteen fanatics on the BTX site take the money you would spend on following Springsteen from show to show and invest in psychiatric help.

S41, in particular.

Cause lady, you are seriously in need of help.

Take MovieLady with you.

And, Vast, he should DEFINATELY come along, too, together with Dubya'sNegativesAllowed, CRT, TiesthatBind, MadMel, Pamela, Kirkaya and all the other sickos from Springsteen's Sony site past and present.

BeenThereDoneThat
08-10-2008, 12:31 PM
Mind control in general is your own choice to be controlled, or to control. Realizing what fortune you are after will sensitize your GOALS and help you addapt to what you actually aim to produce. Are you a slave? Are you a Master? Your submission or refusal to submit determines what weapon will be used against you(or not used).
Everything about Blue Angel and what she has written in the last page is starting to make sense to me now. We are programmed by the music we listen to, and it IS the depth and core of the SWITCH in our soul that allows us to be controlled or to control. Seperating ones self in order to report is one way for sure to express what you are trying to get across. Very intelligent I must add. Still does not stomp me.

Last but not least. I am not a christian, and one of my most favorite songs is IRON MAIDEN (you liked that I can tell)'Number of the Beast'

My top song to listen to at the moment is from Judas Priests Double CD, bad ass kickin riff called 'Alone' from the Nastradamus titled "BEST PIECE" they have ever recorded.

'A quote from the lyrics without the repeat lyrics that basically fits into the way I feel:

"They say we are fools
We say look at you.
Long ago, we were just a few
Still say we don't need you.

We don't wanna belong
We said all along
we just wanna be -left alone

Think that we must have lost our way
Running from the blaze
You were wrong
We chose our course
Counted up the days
enduring in a rage
We got strong

You denied everything that is good
Reacting as you would
With your shame.

So we turned
and left you all behind
We dont need your kind
You're to blame.

In years to come
You will hear my name
When darkness falls
On Judgement day"




I am deep into how music makes me feel. I have the choice to choose what lyrics I take in and which lyrics to deny.

The whole matter here is not what you have been programmed to be, but what you have chosen not to be programmed to become..

I have written over 25,000 songs and poems. Without this programming...I would not want to exist! I am in charge of my emotions(though I don't need em) and if I should ever need to shun them...I could. I would pop in the Boston CD, 'Don't look back' and move on.

Sex is the reward for being dis-obedient.Someday it may not be an option. And who would argue that that is not a good thing(losing our mental virginity)?Enjoy your sexual fantasies while they last.

The end of time as we know it is fast approaching. Get ready to see the truth. It may not be what you expect.Believing that you can stop the NWO, is a fantasy. Some of us are ready! We have already crossed over.

If for some reason by opportunity that I could ever reign....YOU ALL WOULD BE CHIPPED!(protected). Thank God I am not in charge, ehh? No one wants to be saved, lol.

BlueAngel
08-10-2008, 02:10 PM
Mind control in general is your own choice to be controlled, or to control.

Wrong. It's not a choice.

Realizing what fortune you are after will sensitize your GOALS and help you addapt to what you actually aim to produce. Are you a slave? Are you a Master? Your submission or refusal to submit determines what weapon will be used against you(or not used).

What are you? A slave or master?

Everything about Blue Angel and what she has written in the last page is starting to make sense to me now. We are programmed by the music we listen to, and it IS the depth and core of the SWITCH in our soul that allows us to be controlled or to control. Seperating ones self in order to report is one way for sure to express what you are trying to get across. Very intelligent I must add. Still does not stomp me.

I wasn't talking about the depth and core of a switch in our souls that allows us to be controlled or to control. I was referring to the techniques used on mind control victims by their controllers/handlers when they are SWITCHING their slaves from one alter to another and how I was trained to remain in my core in an in-between state so that I could report to my protectors as to what was perpetrated upon me and my abuser's activities.

The mind controllers are those who are responsible for separating their victims. It is not of the victim's choosing

Last but not least. I am not a christian, and one of my most favorite songs is IRON MAIDEN (you liked that I can tell)'Number of the Beast'

My top song to listen to at the moment is from Judas Priests Double CD, bad ass kickin riff called 'Alone' from the Nastradamus titled "BEST PIECE" they have ever recorded.

'A quote from the lyrics without the repeat lyrics that basically fits into the way I feel:

"They say we are fools
We say look at you.
Long ago, we were just a few
Still say we don't need you.

We don't wanna belong
We said all along
we just wanna be -left alone

Think that we must have lost our way
Running from the blaze
You were wrong
We chose our course
Counted up the days
enduring in a rage
We got strong

You denied everything that is good
Reacting as you would
With your shame.

So we turned
and left you all behind
We dont need your kind
You're to blame.

In years to come
You will hear my name
When darkness falls
On Judgement day"




I am deep into how music makes me feel. I have the choice to choose what lyrics I take in and which lyrics to deny.

When I say that I was programmed to music, I am referencing my incarceration in MKULTRA/Project Monarch and the programming to tones, trigger words, etc. in songs to call-up different levels of Monarch programming such as Beta, Delta, etc.

The whole matter here is not what you have been programmed to be, but what you have chosen not to be programmed to become..

Couldn't agree more.

I have written over 25,000 songs and poems. Without this programming...I would not want to exist! I am in charge of my emotions(though I don't need em) and if I should ever need to shun them...I could. I would pop in the Boston CD, 'Don't look back' and move on.

Have you written any songs that we are familiar with?

So, this song writing ability isn't a natural talent that you were born with, but a programming "tool" such as an "altered state of consciousness?"

Sex is the reward for being dis-obedient.Someday it may not be an option. And who would argue that that is not a good thing(losing our mental virginity)?Enjoy your sexual fantasies while they last.

Sex is the reward for being dis-obedient, you say. Doesn't sound like a good thing to me. You must be dealing with a sadistic pig.

The end of time as we know it is fast approaching. Get ready to see the truth. It may not be what you expect.Believing that you can stop the NWO, is a fantasy. Some of us are ready! We have already crossed over.

End time, end time, ad naseum by people who post on this site. What truth will we see? How did you cross over to the NWO?

If for some reason by opportunity that I could ever reign....YOU ALL WOULD BE CHIPPED!(protected). Thank God I am not in charge, ehh? No one wants to be saved, lol.

Yes. Thank Goodness you're not in charge!!


Why do I keep receiving the message that my message is too short and I have to lenghten it by two characters?????

BlueAngel
08-10-2008, 02:22 PM
S41 thanks Springsteen for 30 years of love on her Bruce Love thread. Not to be confused with her "Making Love to Bruce" thread.

How old was she when they began their love affair?

She also leaves two kisses for him at the end of her post by typing two "x's."

Creepy!

BTX :: View topic - The Bruce Love Thread (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=13655&start=120)

BlueAngel
08-10-2008, 02:49 PM
Regarding the cropped picture shot.

They try to cover their tracks.

Sorry, doesn't work.

You already stepped in it.

The comments that follow after I wrote my synopsis about this operation are about as transparent as saran wrap.

The ever so sick MovieLady comments that the picture of Springsteen laying flat on the stage with his legs spread eagle and his crotch in the face of a fan whose face has been blacked out confuses her.

Huh?

What's so confusing?

What is it you don't understand?

This crotch shot looks similar to all the others except for the blacked out face, yet you don't question that.

What a set-up.

MovieLady's confusion, which she doesn't elaborate on because there is no confusion, was to trigger the following response in an attempt to VOID what I wrote as the TRUTH regarding this picture and possibly all the other crotch shots.

topfueler

Joined: 25 Nov 2007
Posts: 9

Posted: Aug 04, 2008 9:37 am Post subject:

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To the person that was confused by the picture of Bruce laying backwards.

He was singing Spirit in the Night, in front of my wife who has her head turned and her left hand on his leg in disbelief that he is right in front of her. I am the guy standing behind my wife, and his hand was so sweaty it slipped out of my hand while he was leaning backwards. Bruce just chuckled when he fell further than he expected. So I just put my arms in the air while he finished the song. After about 6 people had to assist him back on his feet. What a Night. Thanks for the posting.

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Sorry, but unless we see the person's face, we can't trust that it is your wife and/or an adult.

And, even if you uncover the face, you could CROP anyone in there that you desire.

Maybe your wife didn't want his crotch in her face and the reason she turned her head.

As I've said, unless there is streaming video leading up to Springsteen's crotch shots, it will not be taken seriously.

The sick MovieLady isn't confused as to why Springsteen would behave in such a SICK manner.

Oh, no. She's confused as to the shot.

Why?

What's the confusion?

She wasn't confused about any of the other crotch shots that looked exactly the same.

It was a set-up so this man could come forward and claim that the blacked out face of the person in the pit was his wife in an attempt to void the TRUTH I explained in detail.

What's the matter?

Is your wife shy?

Did she request that her face be blacked-out?

Don't think so unless she got in touch with Backstreetsbev before she posted the pictures.

How come MovieLady doesn't ask the obvious question which is why is the face of this particular fan blacked out?

Never before has this occurred in one of Springsteen's crotch shots and there even appeared to be a little girl's face in between his legs in an earlier one.

TRANSPARENT!

BTX :: View topic - Gilette Pics (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=107714&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0)

Let's see if they answer my question.

BlueAngel
08-10-2008, 03:35 PM
Your submission or refusal to submit determines what weapon will be used against you(or not used).


Interesting.

What type of weapons?

BlueAngel
08-10-2008, 10:13 PM
Pain equals pleasure when you're a mind control victim.

This is what you are conditioned to accept.

I never accepted it.

They like to rape, especially if you've been bad.

Didn't want to go here.

You know that.

They want you to fight back, because they're sadistic pigs.

I preferred to be a dead fish, if you know what I mean.

Their weapon of choice is a stun gun, especially on the neck area.

Depends upon how you are behaving as to the consequences you receive.

I wrote plenty of songs and many poems in an altered state and HATED it.

Maybe you've heard some of them.

I did whatever I had to do to escape the cult.

I didn't care if they KILLED me.

I was not going to be a slave for them and allow them to turn me into something I am not.

I am in charge of my emotions, but I definitely LOOK BACK.

The past is what makes us who we are and one cannot escape that.

You can try to deny it, but it is a part of your soul.

I am not affected by music or lyrics.

THEY DO NOT SPEAK TO ME other than on a very impersonal level.

Fantasize?

I think not.

That's what the freaks over at BTX do.

My GOAL was to escape THEM by providing evidence so that I remained alive and I did.

My GOAL was for this to be PUBLIC knowledge and it will be.

OVER AND OUT, for now.

Thank you for that!!!

BeenThereDoneThat
08-13-2008, 12:13 AM
You are one of those zombies. Go back to mk-ultra...u were better off.
Your so fake you make me puke.I know what they mean by Blue Bonnet now.Why ya gotta attack everyone and what they say, huh? you are a spoiler. I hope they fry your brain, you deserve it! Keep twistin my words country crock. You deserve to be an Mk-ultra victim from what I gather.....lol. I hope you explode.

BlueAngel
08-13-2008, 08:33 AM
You are one of those zombies. Go back to mk-ultra...u were better off.
Your so fake you make me puke.I know what they mean by Blue Bonnet now.Why ya gotta attack everyone and what they say, huh? you are a spoiler. I hope they fry your brain, you deserve it! Keep twistin my words country crock. You deserve to be an Mk-ultra victim from what I gather.....lol. I hope you explode.

Yep.

I'm a spoiler, alright.

But, I fail to see where I twisted your words.

That's what THEY DO and DID for quite some time on this forum.

No one deserves to be an MKULTRA victim, idiot and it's not a laughing matter as in your lol about it.

Only a sadistic pig would think someone was better off incarcerated in a mind control program and, obviously, by your words you've indicated yourself to be one.

They tried to fry my brain once and it didn't work and there will never be a second time.

Oh, there will be an explosion, but I won't be in harm's way.

Now, go crawl back under the rock from where you came.

It is not a bunch of CROCK.

WE KNOW THAT.

Funny, I said in my house last night that the "Ladies' Picture" thread over at BTX makes me want to puke and now this fool says I make him want to puke.

There was an article posted at BTX written by O'Reilly calling Springsteen fans a bunch of zombies.

I agreed aloud, but that's about the only thing I agree with O'Reilly about.

This fool uses the word Zombie in his post, as well.

Listening in?

BeenThereDoneThat
08-13-2008, 10:36 AM
Go ahead and be the fine bitch you are to me. and keep talkin trash.I came to the forum as a Psycotronic victim gone rebel myself. I do think some of you will end up dead because you have BIG MOUTHS. I nominate you.
You are so rude, and thats fine, I know you are crazy, why your crazy, and that youll die crazy. God is doing this to you because you made your self available. YES YOU DID. You were a sex slave freak because( I would guess) you were once a crack whore (were you?). Every post, you stick your nose in it, like your something big and special (sorry Blue Devil, you aint). Ever dawn on you, others may need infoand help instead of your spewage and sympathetic craving for attention? You should just stop being so rude. I did not come here to be your enemy. I know now we will never be friends.How you have survived with such hatred to others is amazing. Like any other forum, there is one Blue devil that makes it a circus.

Stop crying for attention, because you are the talk of the threads all over the net as the looniest of the loonies. I Wish people like you that 'HAVE NOT FIGURED OUT WHY you were chosen' would shut up.You make life hell on the rest of us.
What a .......&$%#*. Go ride the broom.

BlueAngel
08-13-2008, 11:09 AM
Go ahead and be the fine bitch you are to me. and keep talkin trash.I came to the forum as a Psycotronic victim gone rebel myself. I do think some of you will end up dead because you have BIG MOUTHS. I nominate you.

So, you're a rebel, but without a BIG MOUTH you won't wind up dead. News for you, pal, neither will I. BIG MOUTH and all. You wish me dead? Why? Because I have a BIG MOUTH or just because I'm a bitch, as you say. Must be a bigger reason, I would think, don't you? I don't talk trash. Seems you do, however.


You are so rude, and thats fine, I know you are crazy, why your crazy, and that youll die crazy. God is doing this to you because you made your self available. YES YOU DID. You were a sex slave freak because( I would guess) you were once a crack whore (were you?). Every post, you stick your nose in it, like your something big and special (sorry Blue Devil, you aint). Ever dawn on you, others may need infoand help instead of your spewage and sympathetic craving for attention? You should just stop being so rude. I did not come here to be your enemy. I know now we will never be friends.How you have survived with such hatred to others is amazing. Like any other forum, there is one Blue devil that makes it a circus.

Nah, I'm not half as rude as some of the people who use to post on this forum and not nearly as rude as you are. I don't wish people dead. You don't know anything about me and you certainly appear to be the one who is crazy. Those who incarcerated me in MKULTRA/Project Monarch are crazy, as well. Know any of them?

God isn't going to do anything to me except open the gates of heaven when it's my time many, many years from now.

I didn't make myself available to being a sex slave incarcerated in MKULTRA/Project Monarch and nope, never been a crack head. You illuminate quite clearly how the abusers blame the victim. Keep going. Look around, I don't stick my nose in every post and if, I do, it's really not any of your business.

I'm not spewing for sympathy or craving attention. I'm writing about my victimization, past and present. It's called exposure of the sadistic pigs.

When others here have needed help, I've offered my advice and asked others, if I couldn't give it, to please do so.

I haven't been rude. You posted something and apparently my comment has turned you RUDE. No one said you're my enemy, but if you choose to see yourself in that way, please feel free to do so. I don't post on this forum to make friends with everyone. Nothing but love in my heart for so many people, but certainly not sadistic, abusive PIGS.

Stop crying for attention, because you are the talk of the threads all over the net as the looniest of the loonies. I Wish people like you that 'HAVE NOT FIGURED OUT WHY you were chosen' would shut up.You make life hell on the rest of us.
What a .......&$%#*. Go ride the broom.

So, who are you George_Bush under another name? If you see this thread as crying for attention, pal, you're delusional. It's called exposure. Really, people are talking about me all over the net? Awesome.

So, you think I was chosen for some reason to be incarcerated in MKULTRA/Project Monarch and I haven't figured out what that was for yet? Whatever you think it was, I certainly had no desire to partake in it.

Please, do tell, though. Seems you know something.

Why were you chosen?

I know exactly why I was chosen, pal, and I did what I had to do to escape being someone like you for the rest of my life.

Why am I making it hell on the rest of you? And, who are the rest of you? Name some names, okay?

I'm off on my broom.

Why do I continually receive the message after posting text, that it is too short and I need to lengthen it by two characters and, when I do, I receive the same messsage?

BeenThereDoneThat
08-13-2008, 11:30 AM
Gates of Heaven? Your on the outside lookin in. Arent we all. Good luck with that one.You wont see the kingdom of God. Your illusion is that you have a gate to approach. Hidden in your language...is the truth. You just hope...you do not know, lol.

BlueAngel
08-13-2008, 11:51 AM
Gates of Heaven? Your on the outside lookin in. Arent we all. Good luck with that one.You wont see the kingdom of God. Your illusion is that you have a gate to approach. Hidden in your language...is the truth. You just hope...you do not know, lol.

Why don't you tell EVERYONE here why you wish I were dead.

While you're at it, tell us WHY what I write about mind control; MKULTRA/Project Monarch; my incarceration in same and used in the music industry as a sex slave makes life hell for the rest of you.

Also tell us why you are listening in and invading my privacy?

Let me tell you something.

My intention was never to make it easy for any of you.

They made my life HELL for way too long and now the shoe is on the other foot.

Name some names of those whose lives I am making hell.

I dare you.

Come on, now.

Don't hold back.

Spill the beans.

BlueAngel
08-13-2008, 12:36 PM
While you're at it beentheredonethat, how 'bout you tell everyone why it is you believe I was a CHOSEN ONE?

As if being CHOSEN for a trauma-based, mind control program is a good thing.

Why were you CHOSEN?

Certainly, not based upon an exceptional musical, songwriting or singing abilities, I would think.

Last night before I viewed the BTX site, I said aloud, "what are my enemies doing?"

Funny, beentheredonethat referred to me as his enemy.

I never said he was my enemy on this board, now did I?

Tell us why you are listening in and invading my privacy and which poster you are over at BTX.

BlueAngel
08-14-2008, 12:28 AM
Gates of Heaven? Your on the outside lookin in. Arent we all. Good luck with that one.You wont see the kingdom of God. Your illusion is that you have a gate to approach. Hidden in your language...is the truth. You just hope...you do not know, lol.

I'm on the INSIDE looking out.

Nothing is hidden in my language.

I speak the truth

I don't hope.

I know and so do many others.

Without them, I wouldn't be here.

It's a WIN WIN situation.

Yes, there were plenty of people who would have preferred me dead back in the day and in present time so that I couldn't make their lives a living hell as they tried to make mine.

So, they sent me away and tried to teach me how to behave.

But, I never learned to see it their way and I'm back.

I am their worse nightmare.

Calm, cool and collected, I shall remain.

Let the evidence present itself.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

BeenThereDoneThat
08-15-2008, 11:16 PM
OMG! We Will...We Will...Rock you.

Im just a stranger and don'y know what that is(BTX),wasn't he a serial killer...lol.. please continure on,,,I love a good rant! You declared yourself my enemy when you threatened to stomp me. I have judged you by your own standard, basically meaning you did that for mr...ta ta
Your so polorized....buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzz.


Leap in limp out.But get out



I was born in the USA.I was.....
;)

BlueAngel
08-16-2008, 04:18 PM
OMG! We Will...We Will...Rock you.

Im just a stranger and don'y know what that is(BTX),wasn't he a serial killer...lol.. please continure on,,,I love a good rant! You declared yourself my enemy when you threatened to stomp me. I have judged you by your own standard, basically meaning you did that for mr...ta ta
Your so polorized....buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzz.


Leap in limp out.But get out



I was born in the USA.I was.....
;)

OUTSTANDING!

BlueAngel
08-25-2008, 09:21 PM
He is what HE is.

More pictures of Springsteen exhibiting "inappropriate" behavior.

Making out with a female fan in the pit and demonstrating his infatuation/lust for children.

BTX :: View topic - Pics: Somebody's kids in St. Louis? (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=111989)

BTX :: View topic - Kansas City Pictures (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=112045)

BlueAngel
08-25-2008, 09:49 PM
Now, look, people, Springsteen and Bon Jovi are wealthy elitists.

Yes, they're musicians, but, they're wealthy elitists.

Springsteen isn't a blue-collar worker, FYI.

If they perform at the DNC, it's not because they're ONE OF YOU, it's because they're ONE OF THEM.

Get your facts learned and get them learned real good.

justgroovy
08-26-2008, 11:04 AM
If they perform at the DNC, it's not because they're ONE OF YOU, it's because they're ONE OF THEM.


i hear that

BlueAngel
08-26-2008, 08:28 PM
Don't forget the cotton for your ears if Springsteen goes solo or otherwise on Thursday at the DNC.

I remember listening to his solo preformance of a few songs at Kerry's OHIO rally.

Enough to make you want to vote for the other party.

What a hack!

justgroovy
08-26-2008, 08:29 PM
lol >.<

BlueAngel
08-26-2008, 08:33 PM
lol >.<

This thread needs a good laugh.

But, don't get me wrong.

I have looked backed on it, but someday it will never all seem FUNNY.

BlueAngel
08-27-2008, 09:13 AM
I guess freedom of speech doesn't exist on this site.

My comments on another thread were deleted.

BlueAngel
08-28-2008, 08:02 PM
Brian Williams, you're a freak.

2Hearts wants to know who gave COSTAS the tip that he gave to Williams about Springsteen that turned out to be FALSE.

What tip?

That Springsteen dedicated a song to Phelps when he won his 8th gold medal.

That's a tip?

Finding out that Springsteen did something.

PLEASE!!!!

The information was completely wrong and more to the point, Springsteen dedicating a song to anyone is completely queer most of the time BECAUSE HE DOES IT SO OFTEN and even more ODD when he dedicates love songs to politicians such as Kerry.

Yes, I'm sure Phelps and his MOTHER were completely distraught when they found out that Springsteen DID NOT dedicate nor sing Born in the USA during his performance on the night that Phelps won his eighth gold medal.

Brian Williams refers to BTX as OUR community.

He checks the sight for information and set lists.

Does he seriously think he can rely on this FREAK site for information?

About what?

Bruce Springsteen?

Most of it is HYPE and bullsh*t.

Williams' sounds like the rest of the children over at BTX.

They don't seem to realize that the majority of American citizens could care less about Bruce Springsteen.

I think Williams, along with several other news people announced that Springsteen would be performing at the DNC.

The latest rumor is that he will be performing at the Super Bowl.

2Hearts writes:

Hmm. So who gave Costas the bad tip?

Brian Williams clarifies:

Accident on the backstreets - The Daily Nightly - msnbc.com (http://dailynightly.msnbc.msn.com/archive/2008/08/18/1273817.aspx)

"So I'm sitting in the NBC Sports studio on the night when Michael Phelps won his eighth gold medal, and Bob Costas, who had just completed his own interview, tells me in front of a studio full of people that the one element he didn't have time to mention was the fact that Bruce Springsteen, at a concert in Jacksonville, had announced to the crowd that Phelps had just won his seventh gold medal. Bob went on to say that Bruce had dedicated "Born in the U.S.A." to Phelps.

Forced to ignore the journalist's creed, "If your Mother tells you she loves you, check it out," and one minute away from starting the interview, lights on, mics on, cameras rolling, I mentioned the Springsteen story to Phelps in a question that has already aired.

Then the posts started coming in to our blog. A quick check of Backstreets, the leading website of our community of E Street fans, indicates that those who wrote us are right: no such thing apparently happened. It's especially embarassing given my status as an E Street fan in good standing (I've attended an embarassing number of concerts on the current tour, foreign and domestic, including at the Meadowlands just before leaving on this trip), and I'm working on finding out how this happened.

Because it was so entirely plausible, (Bruce has been doing quite a number of dedications during this tour, and it sounded so much like something he would do), and because there was no time to research it to confirm it or knock it down, it made it on the air. And because I often rely on Backstreets for set lists and news and concert reviews (and they've never steered me wrong before), I'm left to apologize for our good-natured, well-intentioned flub. I feel badly for Michael and his Mom, who were pretty psyched to hear the news from the Springsteen tour!"

justgroovy
08-28-2008, 08:27 PM
well look at that! the media gets unimportant stuff wrong too. :P

BlueAngel
08-28-2008, 08:31 PM
Here is the thread that was CENSORED by Heather. The crowdgather administrator or whatever she is.

I'm sure many of you read my posts and then "wallah," they disappeared into thin air after Heather accessed my account and deleted them.

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f34/who-new-owners-5917.html

BlueAngel
08-28-2008, 08:36 PM
Here is an email from Heather to me.

She refers to my post of her BLOG as stalking.

HUH?

Blue Angel,

If you continue to post your blog-stalkings of me on this site, I will delete them and have you banned. These posts are not topic related and not conducive to positive conversations.

Please stay on topic.

Thank you.

-Heather

I obtained your blog link from a thread that RedRat authored.

How come he wasn't threatened with banishment?

BlueAngel
08-28-2008, 09:17 PM
I'm beginning to wonder if WE need to copy and paste everything we write on CC in our word program or in our draft email.

Operative
08-28-2008, 11:14 PM
Some of the comments that were deleted by Heather from the Help/FAQ/About this site thread:

Re: Who are the new owners

BlueAngel said:

Censoring?

justgroovy said:

not by me

Administrator said:

Nope. Just deleting off-topic posts.

BlueAngel said:

HUH?

Well, then, you certainly will have your hands full if you continue deleting off topic posts, but I assume you only deleted off topic posts in this thread such as the following, which were NOT off topic as justgroovy and I were discussing YOU and the title of this thread is "Who are the New Owners."

The following is posted on your BLOG for all to see, so why are you ashamed for it to be posted here?

http://www.**************.com/**************/

- the universe speaks
Today sucked. For whatever reasons I hated everyone. It's times like this
that the first solution that comes to my mind is to kill myself. I just
don't want to live in a world filled with the kind of shit this one is
filled with. I know that sounds like a cop out. I know I should focus on the
positive good things. But I just want to cease to exist. I am too good, even
with my flaws, to continue to exist in this shithole called reality. I feel
death for myself or I want to destroy the world. Fucking bomb everything and
kill everyone (metaphorically, of course). It's strong emotions for my
little frame probably wracked full of chemical hormones. Fight or flight. Mad
Max road rage.

This mood only worsened on the drive home, behind sheeply drivers (20 mph max
up coldwater) behind sunday driving potty mouth cursers law breakers on
mulholland and retarded gridlockers. I am driving a weapon, but where is my
battering ram?

I know in these times, the times I hate my fellow stupid race, that I just need
to get home as fast as possible and not leave. Heather, the introvert, needs
massive rejuvenation. Alone. Solitude. Leave me the fuck alone with my thoughts
and my books and my ideas and my notebooks. Leave me alone with my crackpot
theories and understandings of the universe and why we all exist.

Sometimes the simple nourishment of this fragile ethereal temple called my body
is much of what it takes to calm my torrid 3rd world Armageddon vision. But an
hour wait for the pizza delivery was too long. Might as well blow my head off.
(Yes, I can be a bit extreme at times.) The boyfriend convinced me that it was
better to go to astroburger instead and to live another day.

I flipped my unicorn hair and off we went - me sulking and vomiting venom
through words. He's telling me to use the power of my mind, but what in my
mind is not pleasant at all. We're walking in and waiting in line. I'm
still grumpy, pondering what I might want. And then, someone walks in who make
me re-think about destroying the world in fire and ice: David Lynch.

I do a double-take. He looks just like his picture. He's wearing a suit. A
young unshaven man is with him. They are right behind me in line. I think, hmmm,
I guess David Lynch is a pretty good reason to let the world continue in my
mind. I'm thinking about my banana costume and syd who makes tesla coils. I
think of Iowa fields, the gothic house and TM. For some reason these are the
things that are loosely associated with David Lynch in my brain.

I'm not even going to say a word. I'm playing it cool - with my rainbow
dyed unicorn hair of course they would stare. Just another day in Hollyweird.
What would / could I say to him anyway? It's the universe's little
reminder - it's that glimmer of hope. It's the memory that even in all
the shit of this world, there are diamonds.

Then my number is called - except it's not my number, and I already have my
food - but it's the final wink, that says... what is said without words.

It's a moment. Something changes. And it matters, and yet does not. Because
all this will be played out again tomorrow and the day after, and has been each
day from when time began. The world is destroyed every day and rebuilt again.

Posted on July 16, 2008 at 09:40 PM in Introspection | Permalink

----------------------------------------------------------------------

FYI, deleting posts that you feel are off-topic on a thread is completely out of line.

It's called CENSORING and, with CENSORING, Freedom of Speech does not exist.

How 'bout deleting the perverted pictures so many of us have asked to have deleted, but still remain?

They're off topic.

Very inappropriate for you to access a poster's account and DELETE their posts.

YOU cannot be trusted.

BlueAngel said:

Here is a message from Heather to me.

She refers to my post of her blog as stalking.

HUH?

Blue Angel,

If you continue to post your blog-stalkings of me on this site, I will delete them and have you banned. These posts are not topic related and not conducive to positive conversations.

Please stay on topic.

Thank you.

-Heather

BlueAngel said:

I obtained your blog link from a thread that RedRat authored.

How come he wasn't threatened with banishment?

I can't find the thread and/or post wherein RedRat links to Heather's blog.

I assume Heather deleted it and perhaps warned RedRat of banishment, as well.

Seriously.

A blog is available for all the world to read.

If you're going to write something that you want to remain private, you certainly don't do it on a BLOG!!!

YOU WRITE ON A BLOG BECAUSE YOU WANT ALL THE WORLD TO READ!!

So, what's the problem?

Operative
08-28-2008, 11:23 PM
Seems Heather has deactivated her BLOG.

Operative
08-28-2008, 11:26 PM
A warning to Heather.

Do NOT censor this thread or any other thread I have authored as well as any comment I have made within a thread.

Operative
08-28-2008, 11:52 PM
Heather said that her writings on her blog are not related to the topic at hand and not conducive to positive conversations.

Couldn't agree more about this ONE particular blog entry as far as not being positive.

However, it is related to the topic at hand because justgroovy said on this thread that you were her Boss (one of the comments by justgroovy that Heather deleted) and the one blog entry I posted that was initially provided by RedRat was written by her BOSS.
<!-- / message -->

Operative
08-28-2008, 11:56 PM
Oh, I forgot to say.

BlueAngel received a TIME-OUT from Heather.

50 lashes with a wet noodle.

Actually.

Banishment until September 4th.

Maybe I should put the gum on my nose and go stand in the corner for not behaving like a "good" little soldier.

Operative
08-29-2008, 12:17 AM
Just so there isn't any confusion.

Operative and BlueAngel are one in the same.

Operative
08-29-2008, 01:49 AM
Your blog is an insight into who you are.

Are you suicidal and crying out for help or can this one entry from your blog be classified as creative writing?

After all, justgroovy did say that she changed your mind with her winning personality.

Creative types do very often possess a depressive side to their personality which, many times, is expressed through their writing.

This offers a "window" into their soul for all to see.

This is THEIR outlet.

If they can express it, in a sense, this allows them the ability to continue on.
Just as a painter expresses himself on canvas, writers/poets/lyricists express themselves through words.

The words/lyrics/paintings reflect how artists see themselves and life, which is not always in a favorable fashion.

It is this expression that attracts others to their work for they are able to convey that which one might feel and think but, otherwise, cannot make known through words or on canvas.

I wish you well,
BlueAngel
<!-- / message -->

Operative
08-29-2008, 02:40 AM
I can't imagine why Reagan misinterpreted Springsteen's song, "Born in the U.S.A." :confused:

I mean, other than the catch phrase, "Born in the U.S.A.," the song is about as nonsensical as the rest of his catalogue.

I always wondered why is was that Springsteen got into a hometown jam; someone put a rifle in his hand and sent him off to kill the yellow man.

Is that how one is drafted?

They get into a hometown jam?

Besides, Springsteen hasn't a clue about being drafted and sent off to war.

He never served.

Or, the line about the penitentiary.

What?

When you come home from war, you're sent to the penitentiary?

BeenThereDoneThat
08-29-2008, 11:04 AM
Hmmmm. I disagree with anyone deleting off topic posts...because they usually hold a tad of what the dialogue is producing (unless of course it is one of BA's rants-just kidding). Many subjects on earth have no proven link...but still many new things are proven every day. Often a discussion seems off topic when it is not. Usually there are emotions and responses to other related topics or connections that come out in the wash as BA has sort of proven here. I am not saying I agree with the threats to heather , because threating others is not cool. But heather ..supposedly deleted posts.
I want to like you BA, But every time you are like this ...You deserve to be a POW not a punished little soldier. I have been banned for life for saying go to hell. You are fortunate this site tollerates your attacks
Leap in Limp out.

Mind control in the Music industry is ---"WHEN THE FAT LADY SINGS"

well...she won the nashville contest. Mellissa!

I would have said about this thread...BA will be banished when 'PIGS FLY'.
Looks like some one brought the tabasco. But why? Please explain..I am sure i will understand. Are we allowed to recreate a new user acount when we are banned?

NOW lets hit this topic from the top...from the header:

Music has been satans tool according to the faithful christians and anti rock-n-roll and anti -speech advocates of our dimwitted and fast decaying nation.
Anything that goes against the grain(that jesus is our savior) is considered satans tool.
This crock of sheeeet antics of the governments elite to sensor anything violates our constitution of the US. remember...God is the boss here.We have a right to believe in him/her anyway we choose.I prefer 'HIM' as the 'Most High' whose 'Circle ' can't be broken.

But is God Jesus's dad? that is the one conspiracy that links the good son to the bad son...another crock of sheeeeet.
We are Gods children..each equal to the supposed christ or the true messiah to come. Remember he is a messenger...and what he says may save a life...but has he come yet,,,I SAY NO!IS he here now in the world today? POSSIBLY.. God knows that the true messiah has walked the pits of hell. When the true messiah returns...he will get spittle in the face and will still destroy his enemies with out lifting a finger except to type.
Seems to me...the messiah will be a rocker..some one who experienced life with no fear only to discover he was a loser. then he opens his eyes while smoking a joint and listening to the new Nastradamus CD by Judas Priest.If he could feel the way I do when i listen to it he would know who he was.

Hidden within every word is the emotional vibration of the inner soul of the performer. We are all prisoners to an advanced society of ...Again i say...dimwitts who suggest we are being brain washed by lyrics. I believe what i want to in these songs...always realizing it is just the bands point of view. I do not make a huge conspiracy of deep purples lyrics or what OZZY has to say.He is livin on top as he suggests though...

Music is the key to the soul. If a person feels victimized by free speech...then may his will bend. There is no substitute for victory...ah....the truth of the matter.

It sounds like a bit of a rant...but old testament ways speak of the day the Lord(not Jesus) will recieve new songs....those which arent dirrected against him. Are you all listening to the lyrics?


so...is the rock and roll an abomination to him? or is the 'Lord Jesus' songs the ones that irk his ire?

God is a hippy and i swear he loves to Rock. I...just like every abled man I know..who breaths the breath of life...is a son of God.


I still have my dignity...even if i am crazy...Praise God...he is the only one....
BUT HIS NAME IS NOT JESUS! Who knows what the truth is huh?
Makes you look at it all different doesn't it!

ah...we hit the truth in drop D! Lets burn those christian rock CD"S...

Just so ya all know...I have a hang over.

Operative
08-29-2008, 02:17 PM
Hmmmm. I disagree with anyone deleting off topic posts...because they usually hold a tad of what the dialogue is producing (unless of course it is one of BA's rants-just kidding). Many subjects on earth have no proven link...but still many new things are proven every day. Often a discussion seems off topic when it is not. Usually there are emotions and responses to other related topics or connections that come out in the wash as BA has sort of proven here. I am not saying I agree with the threats to heather , because threating others is not cool. But heather ..supposedly deleted posts.
I want to like you BA, But every time you are like this ...You deserve to be a POW not a punished little soldier. I have been banned for life for saying go to hell. You are fortunate this site tollerates your attacks
Leap in Limp out.

Mind control in the Music industry is ---"WHEN THE FAT LADY SINGS"

well...she won the nashville contest. Mellissa!

I would have said about this thread...BA will be banished when 'PIGS FLY'.
Looks like some one brought the tabasco. But why? Please explain..I am sure i will understand. Are we allowed to recreate a new user acount when we are banned?

NOW lets hit this topic from the top...from the header:

Music has been satans tool according to the faithful christians and anti rock-n-roll and anti -speech advocates of our dimwitted and fast decaying nation.
Anything that goes against the grain(that jesus is our savior) is considered satans tool.
This crock of sheeeet antics of the governments elite to sensor anything violates our constitution of the US. remember...God is the boss here.We have a right to believe in him/her anyway we choose.I prefer 'HIM' as the 'Most High' whose 'Circle ' can't be broken.

But is God Jesus's dad? that is the one conspiracy that links the good son to the bad son...another crock of sheeeeet.
We are Gods children..each equal to the supposed christ or the true messiah to come. Remember he is a messenger...and what he says may save a life...but has he come yet,,,I SAY NO!IS he here now in the world today? POSSIBLY.. God knows that the true messiah has walked the pits of hell. When the true messiah returns...he will get spittle in the face and will still destroy his enemies with out lifting a finger except to type.
Seems to me...the messiah will be a rocker..some one who experienced life with no fear only to discover he was a loser. then he opens his eyes while smoking a joint and listening to the new Nastradamus CD by Judas Priest.If he could feel the way I do when i listen to it he would know who he was.

Hidden within every word is the emotional vibration of the inner soul of the performer. We are all prisoners to an advanced society of ...Again i say...dimwitts who suggest we are being brain washed by lyrics. I believe what i want to in these songs...always realizing it is just the bands point of view. I do not make a huge conspiracy of deep purples lyrics or what OZZY has to say.He is livin on top as he suggests though...

Music is the key to the soul. If a person feels victimized by free speech...then may his will bend. There is no substitute for victory...ah....the truth of the matter.

It sounds like a bit of a rant...but old testament ways speak of the day the Lord(not Jesus) will recieve new songs....those which arent dirrected against him. Are you all listening to the lyrics?


so...is the rock and roll an abomination to him? or is the 'Lord Jesus' songs the ones that irk his ire?

God is a hippy and i swear he loves to Rock. I...just like every abled man I know..who breaths the breath of life...is a son of God.


I still have my dignity...even if i am crazy...Praise God...he is the only one....
BUT HIS NAME IS NOT JESUS! Who knows what the truth is huh?
Makes you look at it all different doesn't it!

ah...we hit the truth in drop D! Lets burn those christian rock CD"S...

Just so ya all know...I have a hang over.

Excuse me, beentheredonethat, but HEATHER threatened me and I issued a word of advice to her.

Operative
08-29-2008, 09:34 PM
When PIGS fly!

Ha, ha!

By the way, beentheredonethat, what is it that you are ranting on about?

A litmus test?

Operative
08-29-2008, 10:17 PM
EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!

Is this the same PIT woman that Springsteen was making out with in earlier pictures?

EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW!!

Was Scailfa on stage with him?

EEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW!!

He's crowd surfing at 60 years old.

Man, he just can't get enough of that Human Touch by strangers, can he?

Bruce Springsteen in Kansas City, MO - Aug 24, 2008 - a set on Flickr (http://www.flickr.com/photos/slymphotos/sets/72157606979440944/detail/?page=2)

Operative
08-30-2008, 01:57 AM
Watch until the end where Springsteen squeezes the water from a wet sponge into his crotch.

This is one of the weirdest performances EVER and the song is about as thrilling as walking across glass with barefeet!

YouTube - Bruce Springsteen - You can look (but you better not touch) (http://in.youtube.com/watch?v=pJzfzIq4-38)#

Operative
08-30-2008, 03:11 PM
The motel rooms!!

Being intercepted by the perpetrators; tricked; drugged; altered and raped by several men during one incident as I was not partaking in any of this of my own free well.

As I said, "dead fish" while in the cult and otherwise.

The only way not to allow BETA programming to be my core personality.

This, after I was rescued from the cult, on my way to recovering from the torture, etc.

Pictures?!?

Do they think this is BLACKMAIL to silence me?

Never!

They are responsible for these crimes against my mind, body and soul.

My protectors are aware.

Operative
08-30-2008, 09:51 PM
Are you waiting for an engraved invitation?

JUST DO IT!

I have reconciled and made peace with my past.

The time is NOW!

Operative
08-30-2008, 10:26 PM
Not yet?

You've got to be kidding.

Right?

As we agreed, I'll let YOU know when I'm ready and I'm telling you that I'm ready NOW!

The past is over!

It's time for him to be Livin' in the Future.

Operative
08-30-2008, 11:42 PM
From Gina's blog:

Excuse me, Sanctified4One, but you must not understand the lyrics to Springsteen's PEDOPHILE song, "I'm on Fire."

You say:

It's like someone took a knife baby edgy and dull and cut a six in valley through the middle of my soul.

Is your daddy home... did he go away and leave you all alone?? I gotta bad desire?? Only you... can cool my desire?? I'M ON FIRE (http://ginagiambone.com/page414.html)??"

So if he was on fire... why did he go away and leave her all alone??

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Don't you get it?

Obviously not.

Either that or you have a sick mind insinuating that the little girl's father shouldn't have left her all alone if he was on fire for her.

Sounds like you approve of incest.

The song doesn't infer that the little girl's daddy was on fire and he left her all alone.

It infers that Springsteen is on fire for the little girl who was left all alone by her DADDY!

Operative
08-30-2008, 11:57 PM
You are a very SICK person, Sanctified4One.

You write the following regarding Springsteen's PEDOPHILE song, "I'm on Fire."

I think that the only thing that redeems "Daddy" is that he comes home... with a bad desire. But there is a problem... while he was a way she met someone. "Is he good to you? Can he do to you the things that I do?" Which makes me wonder if the things that he did to her were actually as good as what he thought?? I wonder about his ego. Which leaves the unanswered question: Will she cool his desire or will she let him suffer and continue his ride on that Downbound Train.

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Daddy is redeemed when he comes home with a bad desire for his daughter?????

Huh?

This is sin, you freak not redemption.

Get your head checked out, lady.

While Daddy was away, the little girl met another pedophile, you say!

The song asks if the little girl's Daddy can do the things to her that the pedophile Springsteen can do?

They're both pedophiles.

You want to know if the little girl will cool Springsteen's desire or let him suffer!?!

Yeah, hopefully the little girls all COOL Springsteen's desire so the PEDOPHILE doesn't suffer.

Man, you are one sick puppy!

Springsteen has corrupted you.

Operative
08-31-2008, 08:55 PM
Three fragmented memories of where WE met at motels/hotels after I was 18.

One may have been an apartment in South Miami, Florida.

No pictures.

No rape by three men.

Disinformation.

Raped by HIM.

Left alone.

Waking up.

Not knowing where I was or how I arrived there.

Same with the other two scenarios.

One in Hollywood, Florida.

One in Grassy Key, Florida.

You can take that to the bank.

As I said.

Drugged, altered, amnesia, hypnosis.

Just as if I was still a victim.

The purpose was so that my core could not come front and center, but a personality which is not who I am would take over in the hope that I would destroy my life and/or engage in activities that could be used against me in the future for discrediting purposes.

Since this didn't happen, subsequent contact had to be made and the RAPE/picture disinformation planted.

The RAPE information speaks to another incident regarding my father of which I have not yet written.

This is how they BLACKMAIL and keep their politicians under their wings.

PICTURES, pictures, pictures.

The disinformation about three men in the room was so that I wouldn't remember it was him and believe that I partook in being gang banged of my own free will by men I had never met before while pictures were being taken.

Double vision from being drugged could have caused me to think there were three men.

After I was tortured and no longer a slave, I began to fight my way back into my core and reality; trying to heal, so that I could go forward against the government. I accomplished this for a short period of time, but then infiltration/contact was made to keep me from remaining in my core personality and WHO I AM.

Triggers are everywhere for mind control slaves when their CORE is not in tact and most of the time their core does not surface. Their core has been engulfed by other alters and very rarely comes front and center.

I had to learn to master this tactic as best I could so that I never lost sight of who I was and not what they wanted me to be and so that I was never completely under their control.

I believe there was a 4th time that contact was made.

This would have occurred shortly after I was married. My husband was out of town and a so-called friend wanted me to go out with her. We did. This would have occurred in Ft. Lauderdale, Florida.

I was told that my husband was ONE OF THEM. He was gay, he cheated on me and that he was a pedophile who would abuse our children.

You see, I was to trust NO ONE, but I did and when I found the love of my life and was able to tell him I didn't remember my childhood and when he became familiar with my parents and my sisters, this concerned them.

To be in a loving relationship with someone to whom I could tell my darkest secrets is not what they wanted for me.

Alone, lost, destitute and homeless is what they preferred.

Or, a TRAMP because the programming they "instilled" and "called up" when contact was made was that I would have sex with anyone and anything. Strangers. Especially when under the influence of alcohol or drugs and when outside forces of which I was unaware could trigger BETA programming and alter me from my core!

I would be promiscuous.

Why would they want this?

Who knows.

Who cares.

It's about as useless as a two dollar bill.

It negates nothing!

Did they think that if I behaved in a way that was not WHO I AM due to their infiltration in my life, I would be ashamed to hold my head high?

I am not ashamed of my PAST!

They knew I was disinterested in having casual sex or SEX AT ALL when in my CORE after being sexually abused in the cult; my distrust for men and because this is WHO I AM.

They also knew I was able to counteract their attempts at making me enjoy their sexual abuse while in the cult by participating as if I were a dead fish.

They wanted a personality who would emerge and have sex with whomever she wanted; whenever she wanted, and I was instructed to have an orgasm when promiscuous, because this was something they said I would never have after I was no longer incarcerated since I refused it with them.

I guess they wanted me to enjoy sex and turn into some slut, or something, but I didn't.

They had minimal control over me.

My protectors had trained me well in that regard.

Again.

Why, promiscuous?

As if this would NEGATE their criminal acts upon me?

Did they want me pregnant by some stranger and/or spending my life with a loser?

I never satisfied my sexual partner and he never satisfied me.

So, the encounters are NULIFIED as acts that were conducted due to programming while not in my CORE; being altered, triggered, drugged, intercepted, infiltrated and acts that never brought about the desired result for the other party. You see, I never desired that result and waited until I was married.

Contact may have also been made shortly after I was married and disinformation implanted as to the activities of my children.

I have vague memories of telephone calls.

Remember, I really don't like to drink, but this is something they instilled while on Springsteen's official site, together with BETA programming.

I'm assuming in the hope that I would have an affair.

Again.

Why?

As if this would negate their criminal acts upon me while on Springsteen's site and in the past while a victm of MKULTRA/Project Monarch.

Do remember, though, that ManofPeace, on Springsteen's official site told me that he tried to warn me that my husband was one of them.

Really?

That's interesting.

When would that have been?

In Ft. Lauderdale, Florida back in the 80's?

Operative
09-03-2008, 09:14 PM
Re-read the last post I made on this thread as I did some major editing.

Makin' peace with the past.

It wont' be long now!

It was a part of my life, but it's time for me to live in the present and look forward to the future.

HE is alive because of the evidence against HIM.

So, it's a double edged sword for him.

He went about his life believing I would never emerge, but with memories that came back to haunt him like a curse.

He enjoyed it while he could never knowing what the future might hold because I did not cease to exist.

He would have preferred it if I were dead; institutionalized so they could get their hands on me again or suicided after their attempts to cause a psychotic break while on his official site.

This did not come to fruition.

So, the question remains.

Would HE prefer NOW that he were dead rather than face what lies ahead for him in the very near future?

My husband saved my life and helped to bring me full circle, together with my guardian angels who left me with instructions ALWAYS to help me function the best I could in life after being traumatized; tortured, sexually, emotionally, mentally and psychologically abused.

My husband deserves a medal of honor and, so, too, do they.

My father attempted to deter my life the best he could, but he was not successful.

This, because of his injustices and the fear that THEY would kill our family if I remembered and began speaking out again.

Little did he know that our family is protected, too, because of me.

He's dead now, but he failed in his attempts to destroy me even when he was alive before I met my husband.

BeenThereDoneThat
09-04-2008, 12:34 AM
The more I read the more I sense you miss it!

Operative
09-04-2008, 10:10 AM
The more I read the more I sense you miss it!

Miss what?

If you are implying what I think you are implying, you are one SICK man.

I could RANT right now in response to your comment and bury you with your words, but I won't.

What I've said in reponse to your comment is sufficient.

BeenThereDoneThat
09-04-2008, 10:22 AM
I am speaking of your past. You imply that you are making peace with your past. I am implying that you have accepted what has happened but want to replay it as much as possible. Get on with life,,,,you will never make peace with that type of spin...ITS NOT SOMETHING TO ACCEPT. HOLD THE MF"S GUILTY TILL JUDGEMENT DAY. Dont make peace with the past...destroy it! They deserve to DIE for what they have done to you.
I as well...was very sympathetic for you at first...but you keep implying you can destroy me or bury me...You must have had this said to you often. I dont fear no one...not you...I say what i feel. I feel you are just seeking attention...and can't find a better conspiracy subject to 'CONTROL'. Have you noticed...but you seem to be speaking to...and answereing your own posts. I hope you can find counseling and get a real normal life soon. Best of luck...but I will no longer reply to you directly in any thread as I only seem to upset you. Sorry!:(

Operative
09-04-2008, 07:50 PM
I am speaking of your past. You imply that you are making peace with your past. I am implying that you have accepted what has happened but want to replay it as much as possible. Get on with life,,,,you will never make peace with that type of spin...ITS NOT SOMETHING TO ACCEPT. HOLD THE MF"S GUILTY TILL JUDGEMENT DAY. Dont make peace with the past...destroy it! They deserve to DIE for what they have done to you.

Excuse me, but don't tell me what to do such as get on with life. My life isn't any of your business.

I don't recall asking you for advice nor do I believe anyone is holding a gun to your head and forcing you to read and/or comment on this thread. If you don't like this thread/subject, DON'T READ IT.

I'm not replaying anything and if I were, as I said, it really isn't any of your business.

It's called the healing process whereby ONE who was abused and doesn't remember until decades later filters her brain and makes peace with her past.

I ACCEPT my past and in no way, shape or form did I suggest that I wasn't holding any of the perpetrators guilty as charged.

I decide what to accept in my life and what not to accept, YOU don't.

What is with the doublespeak?

First, I should hold the MF's guilty, next you suggest I DESTROY my past.

Any suggestions on how to accomplish the destruction of my past that doesn't include suicide or is this what you are suggesting?

Again, YOU don't tell me what I can and cannot make peace with.

I as well...was very sympathetic for you at first...but you keep implying you can destroy me or bury me...You must have had this said to you often. I dont fear no one...not you...I say what i feel. I feel you are just seeking attention...and can't find a better conspiracy subject to 'CONTROL'. Have you noticed...but you seem to be speaking to...and answereing your own posts. I hope you can find counseling and get a real normal life soon. Best of luck...but I will no longer reply to you directly in any thread as I only seem to upset you. Sorry!:(

I'm not looking for sympathy from anyone on the internet. My husband is quite adept at providing me solace. I'm exposing MKULTRA/Project Monarch and mind control within the music industry and my incarceration in same.

I DO NOT keep implying I can destroy or bury you.

I never once said I could destroy you. I, one time, said, I could RANT and bury you and your words as I was aghast at your previous comment that you SENSE I MISS BEING a victim of a trauma-based mind control "cult." The metaphor being that I could take your comment and make minced meat out of it.

And, no, this was never spoken to ME in the past.

I'm not hear to make anyone FEAR me.

I could care less if you feel I am seeking attention.

I'm exposing my incarceration in MKULTRA/Project Monarch and, trust me, there isn't anyone on this site whose attention I seek. That my friend, is evident.

I'm not trying to control any conspiracy subject.

If you have something to add about this topic, by all means, do so.

Obviously, most people don't because this is my EXPERIENCE.

I don't speak to myself or answer my own posts and if I do, so what? This TOPIC doesn't really lend itself to debate and/or conversation with others since it is MY experience and something most people are unaware of and the majority of our population has not experienced.

I'm talking to the people who read this thread and there are plenty. I'm also talking to people whose names I name and my COMRADES.

I don't need counseling, pal.

This suffices just fine together with my HUSBAND and children who are my NORMAL life and have been for 26 years. And, by the way, they accept my PAST.

I have no clue why you think you have the power to upset me.

Maybe this is what you desire.

It's your choice.

Reply, don't reply.



Stop with the message is too short MESSAGE!

Operative
09-04-2008, 09:45 PM
Beentheredonethat says that I will never make peace with my past; it is not something to accept and that I should destroy it.

HUH?

My past is WHO I AM.

It cannot be destroyed unless I destroy myself.

Is this what he is suggesting?

I would think so.

I had no choice but to accept my past and make peace with it lest it destroy me.

IT IS WHO I AM!

I am not ashamed of that which disgusting pigs inflicted upon me.

I am PROUD that I survived and to have served my countrymen.

My past cannot be destroyed unless I destroy myself, which, I sense, is what beentheredonethat is suggesting.

Operative
09-04-2008, 10:13 PM
The BASTARDS!

Horse tranquilizers!!

BlueAngel
09-05-2008, 12:13 AM
BlueAngel has survived the 50 lashes with a wet noodle and her time-out by Heather.

WHEW!

That was difficult.

I mean, compared to electricshock, it was a breeze.

Leonardo
09-06-2008, 04:41 AM
oH WOULD YOU SHUT UP ABOUT MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY ALREADY! WE ALREADY KNOW WE'VE BEEN CONTROLED BY THE MUSIC INDUSTRY HOW ELSE DO YOU EXPLAIN THE RISE OF THE HOOTERS AND BRITANY SPEARS!

BeenThereDoneThat
09-06-2008, 08:58 AM
:cool:For a few i thought you were BA...Now i know your normal idiot like the rest of us...Not a God like BA....lol

BlueAngel
09-06-2008, 09:33 PM
:cool:For a few i thought you were BA...Now i know your normal idiot like the rest of us...Not a God like BA....lol

First of all, I have NEVER posted under a different USERNAME; pretending not to be who I am; BlueAngel.

I have nothing to HIDE!

I may have, at one time, as a joke when some idiot was on the board posted under the name of Dulcinia for about a day.

I AM always BlueAngel and will always be BlueAngel unless I am banned as the case was recently, for a short time, but I immediately returned under the username Operative and informed the board that BlueAngel and Operative were one in the same.

I have no reason to leave this board and return under a different username.

Only those who have something to hide follow this MO.

I'm surprised you were fooled so easily and quite frankly, I don't think that you were. More like playing dumb and participating in the game for a short time with Leonardo so you could post your comment to me on another thread which said:

BA, GO HOME!

Please, do tell.

BlueAngel is at home.

Is there some other place that you believe is my HOME other than where I am and you would like for me to go there?

Would this have anything to do with the BTX site?

Should I click my heels like Dorothy?

Hey, this sounds like the game show, "To Tell the Truth."

This thread:

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f38/ufos-light-pollution-6411.html

BlueAngel
09-06-2008, 09:41 PM
oH WOULD YOU SHUT UP ABOUT MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY ALREADY! WE ALREADY KNOW WE'VE BEEN CONTROLED BY THE MUSIC INDUSTRY HOW ELSE DO YOU EXPLAIN THE RISE OF THE HOOTERS AND BRITANY SPEARS!

Or, the rise of Bruce Springsteen.

Don't tell me to shut up.

Take your rudeness elsewhere.

BlueAngel
09-06-2008, 10:00 PM
Today, 10:58 PM
BlueAngel
Senior Member Join Date: May 2007
Posts: 5,238

Re: An Evil MAN WHO WANTS TO KILL ME!!!

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Quote:
Originally Posted by Leonardo
Listen, I understand that Blueangel is basically a shadow person already. but that doesn't mean that we shouldn't care for the soul. Yes, she is sick. Yes, she is Illuminati. But she's been tortured and made to think that she's a lizard. So, we might just have a little compassion here, folks.

BlueAngel said:

Excuse me, but I'm not sick nor am I Illuminati.

The Illuminati are rich and powerful.

That, I am not.

Secondly, how would you know I was tortured and made to think I was a lizard.

Where you there?

This thread:

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f41/evil-man-who-wants-kill-me-6406.html

BeenThereDoneThat
09-06-2008, 11:18 PM
Leonardo is not half as rude as you lizzard lady. BTX...you mentioned that before...what is that link?
Home...was to the black and white...you hit it on the head toto.

Now I think I would try and be cool to ba, but she is so f'n flipped out and abused so bad she has no soul.She went after me my first day here and she is trailer trash to me when she just talks sheeet, tells us how she became a lizzard etc....lol...except her BlueAngel user name....she stole it from my BlueStar profile when i entered this site...I know she is a mole.
She prob has accesss to our profiles and accounts...she thinks she knows me. She has no f'n clue who i am or the benefit i could have been to her. She is a hater..and wants enemies,,,cause she misses the good ole days.
I cant stand her either...its like I hate music now because she is the only one in her mind that has anything to say. SHE IS SO RUDE>>>I AM JUST DISHIN IT BACK>>>TILL SHE REPENTS FROM THE THREAT TO STOMP ME>

Still waiting...are you stressin to ur hubby BA...boo hoo. Was that a Bo Didly song? BOO HOO?
Nazareth honey...Hair of the dog...who you messin with. A simple I am sorry and we go forward. I am waiting to light it up around here.

Music destroyed her...Its that piece of crap Bruce. S

he musta been handcuffed and on plastic!

PS BA...talk at me...quoting is just a wate of space...It wont hurt you to try.
Talk with me..not against and I will back off...but you threatened me and I am waiting for you to make it cool....waiting....Did you really mean it...and when do you start?

It is my bussiness if you shared it on a post here....because 300+ pages of your rant has nothing to do with the subject. FAntasies set aside of course.

BlueAngel
09-06-2008, 11:45 PM
Leonardo is not half as rude as you lizzard lady. BTX...you mentioned that before...what is that link?
Home...was to the black and white...you hit it on the head toto.

Toto is a dog. So, obviously you wouldn't be addressing me.

Now I think I would try and be cool to ba, but she is so f'n flipped out and abused so bad she has no soul.She went after me my first day here and she is trailer trash to me when she just talks sheeet, tells us how she became a lizzard etc....lol...except her BlueAngel user name....she stole it from my BlueStar profile when i entered this site...I know she is a mole.
She prob has accesss to our profiles and accounts...she thinks she knows me. She has no f'n clue who i am or the benefit i could have been to her. She is a hater..and wants enemies,,,cause she misses the good ole days.
I cant stand her either...its like I hate music now because she is the only one in her mind that has anything to say. SHE IS SO RUDE>>>I AM JUST DISHIN IT BACK>>>TILL SHE REPENTS FROM THE THREAT TO STOMP ME>

I never went after you and quite frankly, I don't care whether you are cool to me or not. What, I replied to one of your comments and you consider that going after you. Get some lizard skin. I'm trailer trash? Nice, and you think I would want to engage in conversation with you? Obviously, you are an abusive person.

Really? I told you how I became a lizard. Please quote me. Otherwise, you're talking trash, as usual. Never stole your name from any profile. I've been posting as BlueAngel before you arrived here and, in case you haven't noticed Blue Star and BlueAngel aren't the same NAME!

You don't know anything about me and I'm certain most people other than the real MOLES, like yourself, know that I'm not a MOLE. Oh, yeah, I have access to every one's profile and account. I think you're hallucinating. I never said I thought I knew you.

Really? You could have been a benefit to me. Please explain. We are all ears. I'm not a hater nor do I want enemies. Seems to me I attract haters and enemies, like yourself, because of what I write. I guess it RUBS you the wrong way like oh, so many before you.

I miss the good ole' days? Huh? Please explain. What good ole' days are you referring to?

Sorry, pal, I don't think I'm the only one who has anything to say, and if you hate music, oh, well, YOU'LL have to learn to live with what you can't rise above. I never said I'd stomp you and I certainly have no intention on repenting. I think you're rude insomuch as you spew LIES.

Still waiting...are you stressin to ur hubby BA...boo hoo. Was that a Bo Didly song? BOO HOO?
Nazareth honey...Hair of the dog...who you messin with. A simple I am sorry and we go forward. I am waiting to light it up around here.

I LOVE my HUBBY and YEP, he's right there when I'm stressing whether it's about this, that or the other thing. Great man. Saved my life just as my PROTECTORS saved me from the CULT, but the perpetrator's contact with me and interference in my life back in the day deterred us from our plan. Not any longer.

Why in the hell would I tell you I'm sorry and for what? Ain't gonna happen. Don't wait on me. Strike the match.

Music destroyed her...Its that piece of crap Bruce. S

he musta been handcuffed and on plastic!

Music didn't destroy me. I'm not destroyed as is evident. Sadistic pigs attempted to do so, but they FAILED!! BOO, HOO!

PS BA...talk at me...quoting is just a wate of space...It wont hurt you to try.
Talk with me..not against and I will back off...but you threatened me and I am waiting for you to make it cool....waiting....Did you really mean it...and when do you start?

Talk at you about what? You'll back off if I talk to you. I could care less whether you back off or not. Do you think you're causing me some problem or something? NOT! I didn't threaten you. Not making anything cool. Did I mean what and start what? LOST IN TRANSLATION HERE FOLKS.

It is my bussiness if you shared it on a post here....because 300+ pages of your rant has nothing to do with the subject. FAntasies set aside of course.

Sorry, but I don't know you and you don't know me, so it's not your business regarding anything I shard on a post here whether they are 300 plus pages or not and it's not a RANT, pal, it's about the subject at hand which are not fantasies.

Message is too short again.

How is this message too short?

Leonardo
09-07-2008, 03:28 AM
:cool:For a few i thought you were BA...Now i know your normal idiot like the rest of us...Not a God like BA....lol

You know, I find that a little insulting, my friend. I have made a concerted effort to mark out a niche in this world as being a very unique idiot. So don't go and lot me in with the rest of the 'normal' idiots.

BlueAngel
09-07-2008, 01:21 PM
For posterity's sake:

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f10/microchip-technology-cloaking-6397.html

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f34/who-new-owners-5917.html

BlueAngel
09-07-2008, 01:59 PM
What is the deal with Leonardo saying that I am Cathy O'Brien?

George_Bush, a former poster, did the same.

As you know, I'm not Cathy O'Brien.

What is the deal with beentheredonethat telling Leonardo that "I don't know who I am yet?"

What a ridiculous statement.

Is he looking for an alter?

Obviously, because what other reason could there be that someone doesn't know who they are yet?

My CORE personality is who I am.

I don't think he likes that much.

If you're not looking for an alter, please do tell ALL WHO I AM since you proclaim to know something about me that I don't.

Is my birth certificate a forgery?

BlueAngel
09-07-2008, 02:04 PM
I can assure you, Leonardo, that my husband, whose name is not Mark, would never sit down at a table with you, nor would I.

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f41/evil-man-who-wants-kill-me-6406.html

BlueAngel
09-07-2008, 02:58 PM
beentheredonethat asked me, "did you really mean it and when do you start?"

This is completely out of context and has no relevance to anything I commented to him unless he, of course, can hear what I say in my house, which is the most obvious scenario.

I think beentheredonethat should tell all of us how he could have assisted me if only I would REPENT and tell him I'm sorry.

Sounds like blackmail to me.

He also appears to be controlling; manipulative, writes in doublespeak; gives mixed messages and is verbally abusive.

Leonardo
09-07-2008, 07:01 PM
I can assure you, Leonardo, that my husband, whose name is not Mark, would never sit down at a table with you, nor would I.

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f41/evil-man-who-wants-kill-me-6406.html

How's your daughter? I bet she's hot now.

BlueAngel
09-08-2008, 09:27 AM
How's your daughter? I bet she's hot now.

Sick man.

Three year olds are HOT to you.

justgroovy
09-08-2008, 09:37 AM
How's your daughter? I bet she's hot now.

obvious troll is obvious

BlueAngel
09-08-2008, 09:42 AM
obvious troll is obvious

Obviously. :)

BlueAngel
09-08-2008, 05:59 PM
Leonardo, one of the forum's newest members, can be described as a troll and/or Disinformation Agent.

Disinformation agent would be more appropriate, I think, because he posts LIES.

This, in an attempt to confuse the reader.

The following is an example of his role as a DA:

Making comments about me being Cathy O'Brien in threads whose topics are not about mind control. This, of course, is a lie. I am not Cathy O'Brien.

If I were, seems I wouldn't have any problem posting my REAL name since Cathy O'Brien has PUBLISHED books about her experience and her experience was not that of being used in the music industry as a sex slave from what I understand.

A new member, or new reader happens upon the LIES posted by Leonardo on threads whose topics are not related to mind control before reading anything else I have written and/or this thread and well, you get the picture.

I believe Leonardo was a previous poster at CC under the username of George_Bush and, at that time, he was using mind control tactics directed at me.

I made NOTES about his posts on the related threads and what he was attempting with certain phrases, suggestions, etc., and I'm certain they still remain within the pages of CC.

justgroovy
09-08-2008, 06:08 PM
Comments as to me being Cathy O'Brien are inserted in threads whose topics are not about mind control.


Oh ffs, Leonardo. If BA was Cathy O'Brien why wouldn't she just say so?

BlueAngel
09-08-2008, 06:14 PM
Oh ffs, Leonardo. If BA was Cathy O'Brien why wouldn't she just say so?

Thanks for that.

I was still editing and you had already quoted me.

I basically said the same thing.

It's not like Cathy O'Brien hasn't published books in her name, made videos, etc.

justgroovy
09-08-2008, 06:17 PM
Yup, if Cathy O'Brien was posting I'm sure she'd have a link to her videos, books, speaking engagement schedule in her signature.

I think he's doing some weird internet flirting thing with you, but I'm afraid he's failing miserably.

BlueAngel
09-08-2008, 06:45 PM
Yup, if Cathy O'Brien was posting I'm sure she'd have a link to her videos, books, speaking engagement schedule in her signature.

I think he's doing some weird internet flirting thing with you, but I'm afraid he's failing miserably.

Ha, ha.

The first sentence is hysterical.

If Cathy were posting here, I'm sure Mark would be right along side of her.

The second paragraph is even more funny!

Didn't think anyone noticed! ;)

Very weird, indeed and failing miserably, I'll say.

Leonardo
09-08-2008, 10:29 PM
Ha, ha.

The first sentence is hysterical.

If Cathy were posting here, I'm sure Mark would be right along side of her.

The second paragraph is even more funny!

Didn't think anyone noticed! ;)

Very weird, indeed and failing miserably, I'll say.

That's not what you told me in your private messages.

Your mouth says no, but your eyes say yes.

BlueAngel
09-08-2008, 11:20 PM
That's not what you told me in your private messages.

Your mouth says no, but your eyes say yes.

Sorry, but I've sent you no private messages.

BlueAngel
09-08-2008, 11:21 PM
#17 (permalink) Today, 12:18 AM
BlueAngel
Senior Member Join Date: May 2007
Posts: 5,277

Re: An Evil MAN WHO WANTS TO KILL ME!!!

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Quote:
Originally Posted by Leonardo
No, it's not. I'm simply being cordial to you! Do you understand that? You have been programmed long enough. And I'm reaching out to you. You need friends. And yes, you need the likes of me. You can't just be a bitter old lady! You need to frolic again!

FROLIC I SAY!

You need to learn how to sing and dance again, and play basketball.

BlueAngel said:

So, how would you know about my programming, Leo?

And, how would you know about my singing and dancing?

Sorry, pal, but I'm not bitter nor am I old.

And, NO, I don't need the likes of you.

Leonardo
09-08-2008, 11:44 PM
Sorry, but I've sent you no private messages.

Dear, stop jesting like this. We both know what happened. And you said that you needed time to think things through, because you were so overwhelmed.

BlueAngel
09-08-2008, 11:52 PM
Dear, stop jesting like this. We both know what happened. And you said that you needed time to think things through, because you were so overwhelmed.

You would be the Jester.

Leonardo
09-08-2008, 11:55 PM
You would be the Jester.

But what about our time together, like you said?

You said it was time for you to give me love!

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 12:05 AM
http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f41/evil-man-who-wants-kill-me-6406.html

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 12:11 AM
http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f41/evil-man-who-wants-kill-me-6406.html

You can run, but you can't hide. You can't deny what you feel. What you need. What you've always known about us.

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BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 12:25 AM
You can run, but you can't hide. You can't deny what you feel. What you need. What you've always known about us.

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I don't run nor do I hide.

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 12:35 AM
I know that, dear.

That's why we just come running back to each other. Because of the love.

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BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 12:37 AM
Us???

I Don't Know You.

Go Away!

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 12:40 AM
Us???

I Don't Know You.

Go Away!

Dear, stop. Just stop lying like this.

You know we found each other, even through the darkest night, baby.

You were there. And I was there to take you into my arms...love.

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BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 12:46 AM
Dear, stop. Just stop lying like this.

You know we found each other, even through the darkest night, baby.

You were there. And I was there to take you into my arms...love.

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Creepy.

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 12:48 AM
But what about our time together, like you said?

You said it was time for you to give me love!

Creepy.

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 12:51 AM
Creepy.

Oh yeah, babe, you like that creepy freaky love. I gotta have that free love, baby.

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BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 12:52 AM
I know that, dear.

That's why we just come running back to each other. Because of the love.

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Creepy.

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 12:54 AM
Oh yeah, babe, you like that creepy freaky love. I gotta have that free love, baby.

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Creepy.

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 12:57 AM
Creepy.

That's right, girl, you'll never see me comin', I'm like a flash out of the Blue.

I'll eat all ya skittles, baby.

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 01:03 AM
I needed to quote Leonardo's comments and, at the moment, the only response I could think of, in order to do so, was the word CREEPY.

What position do you think Leonardo holds within the Music Industry?

Mind Controller/handler of the "beta" sex slaves?

Yeah, I thought you'd agree.

Sounds like he has alters with his reference to himself as WE and his ALPHA personality seems to be in the forefront at present.

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 01:03 AM
U C wut Im sayin?

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Leonardo
09-09-2008, 01:05 AM
I needed to quote Leonardo's comments and, at the moment, the only response I could think of, in order to do so, was the word CREEPY.

What position do you think Leonardo holds within the Music Industry?

Mind Controller/handler of the "beta" sex slaves?

Yeah, I thought you'd agree.

Sounds like he has alters with his reference to himself as WE and his ALPHA personality seems to be in the forefront at present.

Oh, baby, I'll get in any position you want me to get in.

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 01:06 AM
That's right, girl, you'll never see me comin', I'm like a flash out of the Blue.

I'll eat all ya skittles, baby.

In my life, I've seen heartache and pain and I didn't know if I could face it again, but I DID!

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 01:07 AM
U C wut Im sayin?

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No.

I don't see what you're saying.

Don't understand what you're saying or hear what you're saying.

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 01:08 AM
Oh, baby, I'll get in any position you want me to get in.

How 'bout you position yourself between a rock and a hard place.

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 01:09 AM
In my life, I've seen heartache and pain and I didn't know if I could face it again, but I DID!

Dear, I understand. I've been through a very similar situation.

COme on now, let's sing a song together...

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Leonardo
09-09-2008, 01:12 AM
How 'bout you position yourself between a rock and a hard place.

Oh, yeah, girl, talk like that to me...then you can position yourself right on top of my rock and a hard place..

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 01:16 AM
Dear, I understand. I've been through a very similar situation.

COme on now, let's sing a song together...

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Ab-so-fuc*king-lutely!

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 01:17 AM
Ab-so-fuc*king-lutely!

Oh, Blue, you move so fast. Hang on my lady, there's plenty of time for hanky panky, baby. Plenty of Fra to go around you know.

I still gotta take you dancin'

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BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 01:18 AM
Oh, yeah, girl, talk like that to me...then you can position yourself right on top of my rock and a hard place..

QUOTE!

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 01:20 AM
Oh, Blue, you move so fast. Hang on my lady, there's plenty of time for hanky panky, baby. Plenty of Fra to go around you know.

I still gotta take you dancin'

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QUOTE!

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 01:28 AM
Oh, baby, there's no quote on it. My love is free. My love is priceless.

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BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 06:19 PM
Oh, baby, there's no quote on it. My love is free. My love is priceless.

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QUOTE!

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 08:25 PM
One MILLION dollars!

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 09:19 PM
One MILLION dollars!

Five million dollars!

QUOTE

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 09:21 PM
Five million dollars!

QUOTE

One BILLION dollars!

BlueAngel
09-09-2008, 09:24 PM
Oh, I thought you were going to give me a million dollars and I thought, well, if, you're that generous, how 'bout five million.

But, if you're thinking billions, WOW!

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 09:29 PM
Oh, I thought you were going to give me a million dollars and I thought, well, if, you're that generous, how 'bout five million.

But, if you're thinking billions, WOW!

No way, baby, you were asking me for quote on how much it would cost to win my love. I see you know value when you see it.

One TRILLION dollars! Do I hear one trillion? One Trillion Dollars. Going once..

Leonardo
09-09-2008, 09:39 PM
Ha! I was jesting, and I have tricked you. You thought you could turn me into your man-whore!

BUT MY LOVE DON"T COME CHEAP!

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BlueAngel
09-11-2008, 09:30 AM
Ha! I was jesting, and I have tricked you. You thought you could turn me into your man-whore!

BUT MY LOVE DON"T COME CHEAP!

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QUOTE!

BeenThereDoneThat
09-11-2008, 10:32 AM
Jesus will lick the toes of the jews. Dont tell me that crap he was a jew...You cant be a "used to be jew"...lol.

claim hes Jew when he is a Blasphemer...Whats wrong with the wool around here?

Leonardo...You are too bright!

BlueAngel
09-11-2008, 08:17 PM
What is the deal with the planes flying over my house for about seven years now that produce high-pitched frequency sounds?

Eh?

Leonardo
09-12-2008, 03:02 AM
What is the deal with the planes flying over my house for about seven years now that produce high-pitched frequency sounds?

Eh?

I don't really know, maybe the are searching for you. Are you in some sort of trouble? Are you a fugative?

BlueAngel
09-12-2008, 10:09 AM
I don't really know, maybe the are searching for you. Are you in some sort of trouble? Are you a fugative?

Ah, well, since THEY know where I am, I highly doubt they're searching for me.

The point being made was reference to the high pitched frequency sounds they emit while flying over my house at a very low altitude.

BlueAngel
09-12-2008, 10:47 PM
So, what time is it?

About that time, I would suppose.

BlueAngel
09-14-2008, 07:51 PM
Darn.

That was difficult.

But, I have rebounded just like a red rubber ball.

Leonardo
09-16-2008, 03:25 AM
Darn.

That was difficult.

But, I have rebounded just like a red rubber ball.

You know we used to play with a red rubber ball when I was a child at school recess. We would all stand against the wall and someone would try to throw it at us and hit us with it and tag us out.

We also would take the ball out to the soccer field and kick it around against the other team and try to score a goal.

Those were good times. Good vibes. No conspiracies, just my lover and my wife Heather. She was 7 and I was 8. But every day after lunch we would meet by the big oak tree and resume our marital duties with one another. It was a two year mariage, she moved to Kentucky.

Best mariage I've ever been in. Only mariage I've ever been in. We even exchanged cracker jack rings.

BlueAngel
09-17-2008, 09:06 PM
You know we used to play with a red rubber ball when I was a child at school recess. We would all stand against the wall and someone would try to throw it at us and hit us with it and tag us out.

We also would take the ball out to the soccer field and kick it around against the other team and try to score a goal.

Those were good times. Good vibes. No conspiracies, just my lover and my wife Heather. She was 7 and I was 8. But every day after lunch we would meet by the big oak tree and resume our marital duties with one another. It was a two year mariage, she moved to Kentucky.

Best mariage I've ever been in. Only mariage I've ever been in. We even exchanged cracker jack rings.

WE thank you for your most important contribution to this thread.

I mean, describing your sexual relations with a seven year old while you were eight.

Seems quite apropos for the topic at hand.

Leonardo
09-18-2008, 12:10 AM
WE thank you for your most important contribution to this thread.

I mean, describing your sexual relations with a seven year old while you were eight.

Seems quite apropos for the topic at hand.

Well, it wasn't necessarily sexual, just imaginative. But I think we did love each other. We were too young to be sexual. The closest we got to that is when I would tackle her.

BlueAngel
09-19-2008, 08:50 PM
Testing, 1, 2, 3.

BlueAngel
09-20-2008, 10:28 PM
To be is to do.

BlueAngel
09-21-2008, 12:19 AM
Incredible, isn't it?

My siblings?

Especially my older one.

BlueAngel
09-21-2008, 11:15 PM
Re: Dissapearing Threads

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Quote:
Originally Posted by Delta

The rest of us considered it to be the most boring thread you ever authored.

You baseless accusations got you banned from most of the Springsteen forums so you had to bring it here. We were all quite suprised how Henry actualy tolerated you and never banned you for life.

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How did I miss this?

My baseless accusations got me banned from most of the Springsteen forums???

HUH????

I was a member for a short time on Springsteen's official site with SONY.

That, my dear, is the only forum and I LEFT of my own free will and how on earth would you even know if I was banned or not???

Were you there at some point?

Obviously!

One of the mind controllers?

What transpired there has been reported, documented and recorded.

It has been added to the record from the past.

I infiltrated and left.

Same as before.

You were surprised how Henry tolerated me???

HUH??

He tolerated the likes of you and COLD and a dozen just like you.

Makes one wonder what side of the fence Makow is sitting on.

As far as YOU and the OTHERS considering that the Mind Control within the Music Industry thread was one of the most boring, your opinion is not worthy.

You are off the mark in suggesting that I made PEDOPHILE accusations against Springsteen while on his SONY site, which did a disappearing act years ago, and being banned for the same. I NEVER did so on his site.

I was under the influence of mind controllers; placed in an altered state and thus believing the LIE that he rescued me from the cult because THEY didn't want me to make the accusations that I have on this site and publicly, which will soon be the case!!

BTW, they're not accusations.

They are TRUTH!

I was banned, thank GOODNESS, and knew that I would be when I called Paddy a/k/a Patriot on BTX a Pu**y.

Why did I call him this?

Because he is and I knew I would be BANNED for doing so.

My CORE knew they were full of it and I found my OUT, but had to call a spade a spade before I performed my disappearing act!

I had been brought to a STATE of DISTRESS; however, they desired a psychotic break and didn't get it because I DON'T break!

As they know.

I do the breaking!

I survived, cause as long as I know how to love, I know I'll stay alive and I have all my life to live and I have all my love to give and I'll survive, I will survive, hey, hey!!!

Let me tell you something DELTA DAWN, what's that flower you have on, could it be a faded rose from days gone by and did I HEAR YOU SAY THAT YOU WERE LEAVING ME HERE TODAY TO TAKE ME TO THAT MANSION IN THE SKY.

IS THAT A SUICIDE SONG?

BlueAngel
09-22-2008, 09:42 PM
Have you checked out the many sites connected to the Crowd Gather forum lately?

One, in particular, is very distasteful, IMO.

It's called the Spice Forum.

There are a few others, that, well, to put it politely don't sit well with me for obvious reasons.

http://www.crowdgather.com/communities.cgs

BlueAngel
09-22-2008, 09:55 PM
Wonder how it is that beentheredonethat knew I had been boo hooing to my hubby, as he described it.

Does he have his ear to my wall?

BlueAngel
09-22-2008, 10:02 PM
I do hope you have been witness to my most present revelations that have led to RESOLUTION.

A cleansing, so to speak.

A perspective.

An acceptance.

No shame.

No blame.

You didn't fail me and I didn't fail you.

A walk down memory lane.

Facing the pain.

Healing.

Ushering in PEACE!

May GOD bless you and keep you safe as you and HE did for me until we meet again!

BlueAngel
09-23-2008, 07:04 PM
Hello, hello.

Testing, 1, 2, 3....

This is not a TEST!

This is the real thing.

BlueAngel
09-23-2008, 10:10 PM
When looking at who is on line a short time ago, I was the only ONE member amongst 39 guests.

The guests are listed as GUESTS.

There are GUESTS not listed as GUESTS but as YAHOO! Slurp Spider and Google Spider.

Anyone know what these entities are?

BlueAngel
09-23-2008, 10:22 PM
Found these on another thread:

with my killer graces
and secret places that i never wanted any boy to fill
i've waited oh so long to sing this song
so don't expect for me to be sittin' still

well, that pact I made that you found engraved
waitin' for you on your window sill
left by a blue angel speaking all she knew
do you still have it in clear view

it was all your lies
your bogus alibis
and you knew it would never pay you well
so you were forced to sell
and you paid the price
and now in Satan's house you dwell

i was sent away, taught how to behave
came out as someone who
was filled with lies and crucified
practically burned right at the stake
I was afraid to walk
I was afraid to talk
afraid to look at my face

cause the scars were deep
and the memories unleashed
a painful living hell

but I do not weep for what I lost
but for all that I have gained
for my soul is strong and my soul is wise
and I have a family that cries
for what I survived

There is one thing that I know for sure
I did what I did to escape
imprisonment my whole life through
and my fate it rests in the palm of God's hands
and I know he'll see me through

In Peace,
BlueAngel

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I'm not waitin' on a sunny day
or thinkin' we're gonna find a way
there's no tear drops from my eyes
or dark clouds over the rise

i can't chase your blues away
you decided on them the day you stayed
don't look to me to hold your beat
i've got my own without you
and the sound is sweet

i'm not comin' to stay
i'm not comin' at all
sure as the tickin' of the clock on the wall
my smile doesn't bring any light to your eyes
you live in the dark
a world full of lies

hard times well they came and they're gone
sure as the tickin' of the clock on the wall
i'm a drummer girl
and i keep a mean beat
against all odds i rise to defeat

when i'm out on the street
i walk the way i wanna walk
i talk the way i wanna talk

ain't nobody got my heart, my soul or control
cause i got my facts learned
and i got em' learned real good
just like you knew i would

In Peace,
BlueAngel

justgroovy
09-24-2008, 10:47 AM
When looking at who is on line a short time ago, I was the only ONE member amongst 39 guests.

The guests are listed as GUESTS.

There are GUESTS not listed as GUESTS but as YAHOO! Slurp Spider and Google Spider.

Anyone know what these entities are?

I'm pretty sure these are bot programs that go into forums looking for key word so they'll come up on relevant searches, etc.

justgroovy
09-26-2008, 07:33 PM
BlueAngel you need to write either a book or a script.

BlueAngel
09-26-2008, 07:58 PM
BlueAngel you need to write either a book or a script.

At some point, I think that is plausible, but not yet.

BlueAngel
09-26-2008, 08:00 PM
I was lunching with a friend this afternoon and, as soon, as we were seated, Springsteen's song, "Tunnel of Love" was played.

Less than a half an hour later, Springsteen's song, "Pink Cadillac" was played.

What are the odds of a radio station playing the same artist in that time span?

Back in the day, I was a Mary Kay sale's representative and if you became a top seller, you received a Pink Cadillac.

Back in the day, I had a book titled, "Secret Garden."

Springsteen has a song titled the same.

Life is full of coincidences, isn't it?

justgroovy
09-26-2008, 08:38 PM
Well I think you have a very interesting and compelling story to tell, so whether you write it as a nonfiction memoir or a fictional script/novel that's up to you. Going the fiction route would enable you to change whatever you wanted without feeling like you weren't being 100% truthful, but it also allows you to remain protected from anyone or anything that may be angered that you are putting your experiences into words.

Either way I'll buy a copy or a ticket =)

BlueAngel
09-26-2008, 09:00 PM
Well I think you have a very interesting and compelling story to tell, so whether you write it as a nonfiction memoir or a fictional script/novel that's up to you. Going the fiction route would enable you to change whatever you wanted without feeling like you weren't being 100% truthful, but it also allows you to remain protected from anyone or anything that may be angered that you are putting your experiences into words.

Either way I'll buy a copy or a ticket =)

Big Screen, book and/or both, it'll be NON-FICTION.

But, first things first.

justgroovy
09-26-2008, 09:03 PM
Then get cracking woman! I can't wait!

BlueAngel
09-26-2008, 09:06 PM
Just to set the record straight.

I made peace with my past, but it certainly has no connection to the verse in Springsteen's song, "The Promise."

well now my daddy taught me how to walk quiet,
and how to make my peace with the past,
and I learned real good to tighten up inside,
and I don't say nothin' unless I'm asked

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That just makes me sick.

BlueAngel
09-26-2008, 09:11 PM
Then get cracking woman! I can't wait!

Oh, no.

I'm under pressure. :)

QUEEN
Under Pressure

Mm ba ba de
Um bum ba de
Um bu bu bum da de
Pressure pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure - that tears a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets
Um ba ba be
Um ba ba be
De day da
Ee day da - that's o.k.
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming 'Let me out'
Pray tomorrow - gets me higher
Pressure on people - people on streets
Day day de mm hm
Da da da ba ba
O.k.
Chippin' around - kick my brains around the floor
These are the days it never rains but it pours
Ee do ba be
Ee da ba ba ba
Um bo bo
Be lap
People on streets - ee da de da de
People on streets - ee da de da de da de da
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming 'Let me out'
Pray tomorrow - gets me higher high high
Pressure on people - people on streets
Turned away from it all like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
but it's so slashed and torn
Why - why - why ?
Love love love love love
Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance
Why can't we give love that one more chance
Why can't we give love give love give love give love
give love give love give love give love give love
'Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And loves dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure

justgroovy
09-27-2008, 12:21 PM
I do love Queen!

Leonardo
09-27-2008, 02:42 PM
I do love Queen!

I do too. I guess..

--Fra Nothing

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BlueAngel
09-27-2008, 09:10 PM
This is quite amuzing.

Maybe I should start at page one of this thread for a re-read.

I love how one poster states that BlueAngel took care of this guy.

Yep.

That's how it's done.

Torchlithill says that the reason this thread has so many hits is because I can't shut my mouth.

You got that right.

Never was one for shutting my mouth.

Someone else says that even the "intelligence" agency screws up because, apparently, one poster doesn't disguise himself adequately from one of his other user names.

http://clubconspiracy.com/forum/f21/mind-control-programming-mkultra-719-29.html#post17296

BlueAngel
09-27-2008, 10:44 PM
Found this one amongst the clutter:

I handed you a light and you chose darkness
I cleared a path and you wouldn't walk it
you and your ilk had me sent away
almost put me in my grave
don't look to me to save you

i saved myself from the depths of despair
you were there and didn't care
you abused me, confused me, used me like dirt
i survived the pain i survived the hurt

i picked myself up and i still remain
the pieces of myself that you sought to steal
to rob, to cheat to try to make insane
i ask you now who is it that you will blame

i left it behind decades ago
i carried on and you should know
you have no place in my heart or soul
just a memory that still unfolds
of scars, deceit and truth yet to be told

a memory that I was forced to forget
a memory full of emptiness
a memory that i know you regret
i ask you now who is it that you will blame

a "little girl" without a name
a man who sought fortune and fame
the devil's curse upon your skin
your unforgiven and untold sins

I ask you now did you think I'd see
a better man in front of me
when in your eyes and on your face
no remorse and no disgrace

who is it now that you will blame
a "little girl" without a name
a man who sought fortune and fame
the devil's curse upon your skin
your unforgiven and untold sins

don't look to me to save you

In Peace,
BlueAngel

BlueAngel
09-27-2008, 10:54 PM
I truly adore this line:

"Don't look to me to save you."

I'll add:

Cause you couldn't even save yourself....

BlueAngel
09-29-2008, 06:38 PM
They do seem to be in desperate need of something to talk about.

I like this line from one of Bonnie Rait's songs:

"Let's give 'em something to talk about."

BlueAngel
10-05-2008, 09:17 PM
You know the cover of Springsteen's "Born in the USA" album, right?

If not, check this thread.

BTX :: View topic - Bruce and his \"concern\" for America (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=118256)

Does it depict him urinating on the American flag?

He's been stumping for Obama as of late.

The political whore and one of THEM that he is.

Anyway, this is one of his mantra's.

I want my house back.
I want my America back.
I want my Country back.

Huh?

HIS America?
HIS Country?

And, about HIS house.

Didn't Springsteen just recently purchase a house in Florida for about 5 million dollars?

BlueAngel
10-06-2008, 11:33 AM
You know, Sanctified4One, your infatuation with Springsteen is, well, just plain weird.

It sounds as if you think he's your husband and the surrogate father of your children.

Like your Happy Birthday wish to him:

Happy Birthday, Sweetie.

Or, he was in a good mood in Ohio because your SMILE was there.

Or, your thread about making love to Bruce.

Now you post this:

I once met a guy about 4 years ago... who told me about how he was a marksman in the service... and he told me that there was this one time that he had Osama in his sites... locked and loaded... finger on the trigger ready to fire... one breath away... but the "mission" was interrupted and called off before he took the shot. Bush knows exactly where his "friend" Osama is.

Not to mention your very distasteful comment that you couldn't imagine BEATING OFF to one of Shiny's threads.

Just wondering.

Do you and Springsteen have something romantic going on in reality or are you in a delusional/altered state of mind cause it surely sounds like one or the other.

BlueAngel
10-06-2008, 11:44 AM
Seriously, how pathetic!

BTX :: View topic - Phillip We Need You!!! (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=118272)

Sanctified4One said:

What's so hard to understand?

Bruce is a man who cares about other's needs, hopes and dreams...
and is willing to give of himself to show his care and perhaps make a difference in other's lives...

He is not a selfish man... and I wish that there were more men like him in this world.

Re: sports... he's a man

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If he cared, he wouldn't have conveyed the message the he was urinating on the American flag on the BITUSA album cover or MY face.

BlueAngel
10-06-2008, 03:11 PM
The fact of the matter is this.

Doesn't matter which politician Springsteen whores around with.

His endorsement of Obama makes no difference.

THEY already know who is going to be placed in the White House because our elections are fixed and Springsteen, being one of them, knows this.

The fraud that he is.

He is merely trying to fool those who haven't registered to vote into believing they have the power to elect our next President if they do so.

And, what is it with him telling the people during the Philly rally that he's been writing about American life for 25 years.

Yeah.

How so?

Through the use of words such as gas station attendant and refinery in some of his songs?

He's been writing about his sexually deviant lifestyle for 25 years.

What is he?

The Controller's poster BOY for the democratic party?

Urinating on the American flag.

Pathetic!

What else would you expect?

That's exactly the sentiment of those who seek to destroy America.

They urinate on the American flag and have no allegiance to our country or her people.

BlueAngel
10-06-2008, 03:13 PM
Yeah, FRIDAY.

I'll believe it when I hear and see it.

BlueAngel
10-06-2008, 07:40 PM
The depiction of Springsteen urinating on the American flag on the cover of his Born in the U.S.A. album is certainly within the framework of his character.

As a child, he was considered weird in school by his peers and, one time, urinated in his desk.

He also urinated in my face.

We don't need to make mention of the other bodily functions with which he was obsessed at this time.

BlueAngel
10-06-2008, 11:45 PM
You know, as a child, putting into perspective the sickness of the sexual deviants who abused me was diffuclt, but I was able, through the help of my protectors, to understand their sickness and know that I was not to blame.

However, when I had to report that HE was urinating in my face, I could NOT understand the satisfacion derived by the predators when engaging in this most horrendous activity.

To speak of it to my protectors was worse than describing the torture or sexual abuse that I endured.

It was humiliating and degrading to the utmost.

I see now, wherein HE derived his pleasure.

Humilitaing and degrading ME.

The urine, of course, caused burning and swelling of my eyes.

Until this day, I sometimes feel as if I am having the same reaction when cleansing my face.

BlueAngel
10-07-2008, 12:14 AM
Seriously, people, over at BTX, the fanatics, no one really cares what Springsteen is doing or saying politically, except for you folks.

Sorry to break the news, but, truly the ENTIRE country is NOT paying attention to HIM politically, musically or otherwise.

The majority of the population just doesn't care about Bruce Springsteen and what he has to say politically, musically or otherwise.

You're delusional in thinking that some how and in some way, Springsteen is angering and/or influencing people due to his recent political whoring around with John Kerry/Obama and his call for Bush's impeachment during a show.

Maybe some of his fans who are Republican are angered, but other than that, who else would care what he has to say?

Obviously, there is an attempt to shove him down people's throats as of late, but, you know what, it doesn't change a thing.

Understand that.

BlueAngel
10-07-2008, 11:28 PM
When Springsteen was interviewed in 1984 and asked about the cover of the BITUSA album, he said that they took lots of pictures and decided that his buttocks looked better than his face.

What else would he say?

Oh, yes, the cover artwork was meant to depict that I'm urinating on the American flag!?!

I, for one, don't buy it.

After all, we've already discussed his fascination with urinating on things and people.

BTW, why does Springsteen hide the fact that he is Jewish?

BlueAngel
10-08-2008, 09:53 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by theonewillcome
Good point Blue Angel, however i believe Bush made a pact with Canada and Mexico in regards to moving troops around N America to anywhere that presents a threat!! As far as i'm lead to believe this was done without the publics awareness. Or could this be just another distraction of which you are referring to??

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You believe this is the case or you know for a fact this is the case?

And, if you believe this is the case, why is it that you believe this?

Did you read it somewhere on the internet?

Most everything THEY do is done without public awareness and even if we are aware, then what?

You gonna stop them?

They release so many distractions, it's incredible and people who follow them are even more incredible.

It's not really about the symbols in Washington and Israel and every where else they can be found that suggest they are all a part of the good ole' boy's club; the Illuminati, what have you.

It's about starting wars for their own agenda based on lies.

It's about MIND CONTROL programs and the children they abuse within.

It's about the drugs that the CIA distributes in our country and elsewhere.

It's about the CIA and Mafia's participation in child pornography.

It's about LIES!

It's about arming and training terrorists to act against the US.

It's about so much more than following the little clues they release to the public so that people like ourselves, conspiracy theorists will waste our time trying to put together a zillion piece jigsaw puzzle instead of understanding and revealing to others the corrupt nature of our government.

They create mysteries around themselves so people will spend their time (waste their time) trying to figure out what the hell a symbol on this or a symbol on that means when the fact of the matter is that they are corrupt and their actions define this.

Not some symbol on an Amero currency.

Peace.

BlueAngel
10-09-2008, 12:00 AM
Is it me or do you find it kind of strange and perverted that a 60 year old man pays so much attention to the children at his shows?

He's like that Creepy Captain Kangaroo and Mister Rogers only worse.

Nah.

It's not just me.

Springsteen is a pedophile and, therefore, the reason for his fixation with children.

From BTX:

cptnkurk

Joined: 31 Aug 2008
Posts: 1

Posted: Oct 08, 2008 11:42 pm Post subject: Harley Fest-Devil with the Blue Dress

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When the Harley show finished, I promised a few people, especially sujormik, that I would share Kate's story. Kate is my daughter and was dressed as the Devil in the Blue Dress who Bruce showered with attention and eventually brought on stage to dance...

Here:

Read more about how this father was so thrilled that a 60 year old man showered his daughter with attention.

He says that she actually studied before she went to the show and was dressed as a devil with a blue dress on.

The things these fanatic parents make their children do to receive Springsteen's attention is creepy, to say the least.

BTX :: View topic - Harley Fest-Devil with the Blue Dress (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=118710)

BlueAngel
10-09-2008, 12:14 AM
Peter W. over at BTX finds it hard to believe that the polls show Obama with only a two percent lead over McCain considering the eight years of hell with Bush, etc.

Why do you find it hard to believe?

Do you actually think the polls are accurate?

I mean, seriously, they always call them close.

The slim margin keeps the populace believing that they have a VOICE in the matter on election day, but WE know that they KNOW who will be sitting in the Oval office long before that day.

It also keeps the public engaged in this long, drawn-out, fradulent campaign, so on election day when their man/woman wins the race, they can be jubilent, pop the champagne and rejoice in the power they believe they exerted as an American citizen when they went to the polls, cast their vote and placed the man/woman of their choosing into the Oval office.

It's an illusion.

Brought to you courtesy of the "mind controllers."

BTX :: View topic - Harley Fest-Devil with the Blue Dress (http://www.backstreets.com/btx/viewtopic.php?t=118710)

BlueAngel
10-09-2008, 12:40 AM
Okay, so the Viet Nam war ended in 1975 and Springsteen writes a song about it in 1984.

Born in the USA.

Huh?

Born in the USA is a protest song about the Viet Nam war written nine years later.

NINE YEARS LATER.

Actually, the song is about as obscure as the rest of his so-called political songs.

Here is an excerpt from an interview with Springsteen by the Rolling Stone magazine regarding his picture on the cover of the BITUSA album which depicts him urinating on the flag.

Just a quote from a Rolling Stone interview done in 1984 -

Actually, I know one fan who infers from the rump shot on the album cover that you're actually pissing on the flag. Is there a message there?

No, no. That was unintentional. We took a lot of different types of pictures, and in the end, the picture of my ass looked better than the picture of my face, that's what went on the cover. I didn't have any secret message. I don't do that very much.

He doesn't do secret messages very much, he says.

Well, what is your political stance? Election Day is two weeks away: are you registered to vote?

I'm registered, yeah. I'm not registered as one party or another. I don't generally think along those lines. I find it very difficult to relate to the whole electoral system as it stands. I don't really...I suppose if there was somebody who felt strong enough about at some point, some day, you know...

Those rumours have been around for a while...

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HUH?

Say what?

Check out the placement of his right hand on the cover of the album.

Tasteless, classless, but, hey, HE is what HE is.

But, urinating on the American flag.

Really!

How pathetic.

I guess some dogs just feel the need to leave their mark on anyone, anything and anywhere.

BTW, I think the red cap is in his back pocket so that his right hand is not completely visible.

What a PIG!

BlueAngel
10-09-2008, 01:22 AM
I'm sure Springsteen remembers how often I referred to him as a disgusting PIG or asked him why he behaved like a DOG.

Why does he pee on me, I would ask my protectors.

Who could possibly give a reasonable answer to that question other than he's like a dog who is marking his terrority and a very, very sick man.

It makes him feel powerful.

The urination memories are difficult.

Very difficult.

Considering the rest of the filth, being urinated on, as you can imagine, was of the utmost humiliation.

I can't explain it.

But, you can imagine how awful it would be.

I have overcome the disgust of those memories, but looking at the cover of the BITUSA album brings back the feeling of filth that he is.

To allow himself to be depicted as urinating on the American flag and to parade around as of late as the poster child of the Democratic party and a man who has written about HOPE for the American dream when what he has truly written about is LUST for little girls and sexually deviant behavior is sickening.

Governor Rendall introduced this PIG at the Philadelphia rally for Obama.

You should be ashamed of yourself, Governor.

You introduced a pedophile and a man who portrayed himself as urinating on the American flag.

Obama, a man who desires to be the next President of the United States aligns himself with this filthy pig.

Tells you what he is.

As if we didn't know.

BlueAngel
10-09-2008, 08:58 AM
One more comment before I depart.

They decided on Springsteen's arse because it looked better than his face?

No doubt.

So, who was the photographer?

Whad he say?

Face the flag, place your right hand as if you are urinating and let me take some shots of your arse?

BlueAngel
10-09-2008, 09:02 PM
That was weird.

Turned on the radio today, which I don't do very often, and the first song was George Thorogood's "when I drink, I drink alone."

A message before the song, said, this is for my "little kitty."

Funny.

I was sitting on my back porch last night by myself drinking.

Why do they bother?

I mean, I've been watched all of my life, but I'm curious to know what mechanism they use to "invade my privacy."

Satellite?

And, what do they think the words, "little kitty" will affect?

Like I said before, those are BETA triggers.

Seriously.

Why do they bother?

BlueAngel
10-12-2008, 04:59 PM
This was posted over at BTX.

The following is an excerpt from an article which appeared at Boston.com (http://Boston.com).

Asked about today's US Supreme Court ruling that sentencing someone to death for raping a child is unconstitutional, Obama said he disagreed with such a broad ban.

"I have said repeatedly that I think that the death penalty should be applied in very narrow circumstances for the most egregious of crimes. I think that the rape of a small child, 6 or 8 years old, is a heinous crime," he said, adding that if a state determines the death penalty should apply in such cases, they should be allowed to impose it.

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The political hacks over at BTX have an opinion about everything, but it appears they can't formulate one about this issue.

High court ruling to stand - The Boston Globe (http://www.boston.com/news/nation/articles/2008/10/02/high_court_ruling_to_stand/)

Obama outfoxes the Republicans (http://people.boston.com/forums/news/politics/general/?p=discussiondetails&activityid=2225075)

BlueAngel
10-17-2008, 09:54 PM
Weird.

I said aloud the other night how when I was on Springsteen's official site, there was constant talk about drinking alcoholic beverages.

A thread was started titled, "The RightWing Lounge."

Not come in, but CUM in.

Nice, huh?

Anyway, it was a lounge. They were drinking this and drinking that.

Always drinking.

DNA, doublenegativesallowed, now known as Dubya'sNegativesAbound, over at BTX was constantly signing his posts;

CHEERS!

I assume the suggestion was for me to drink and perhaps act inappropriately.

Now, all of a sudden a new poster on CC appears, who signs his posts;

CHEERS!

Such coincidences, eh?

BlueAngel
10-19-2008, 11:34 PM
Pilgrim in the Temple of Love
Bruce Springsteen

It was Christmas Eve, I was standin' in the parking lot
of "Fabulous Girls, Nude - Nude - Nude"
In the car next to me there was a young lady givin' a blow-job
to a man in a Santa Claus suit
His beard was crooked, his hat askew
Embarrassed, I turned to go
When from the back seat of that Mazda I heard somebody shout "Oh Baby, don't
stop"

And a merry "Ho-ho-ho"

When I walked inside, I ordered a beer and a double shot of whisk
And in three minutes I had fallen in love
The DJ announced "Ladies and gentlemen, from Forth Worth, Texas: Lady Godiva"
And I sat and worshipped 'neath the angel above
At the end of her set she brushed her hair
Came and sat on the stool to my right
And said "Will you buy me a drink?"
My heart beats fast, my trousers grew tight
And wittily I replied "Uhhh...."

She showed me a picture of her kid
Said during the day she's an art student
She dances six nights a week for slobs and idiots like this
Of course, present company excluded.

On Donner, on Dancer, on Comet, on Blitzen
I'm lost in the valley of the supervixens
Worshippin' at the feet of the goddess above
I'm a pilgrim in the temple of love, ma, just a pilgrim in the temple
of love

Well then Santa came stumblin' in, and somebody shouted
"Hey Santa, where's your elves?"
He sat down on the stool to my left
And the bartender took a vodka bottle of the shelf
He asked if Mrs. Claus had called
To tell her he worked on the late shift at the mall
And he was sorry, but he just got through
I turned and I asked him:
"How's the kid this year, Santa?"
Beneath his breath he whispered "A merry fuck you"

Well then the owner come over and he was a short gfat ugly guy
With a funny kind of pushed-in face
He shook my hand and said it was the first time
They'd ever had a real superstar in this place
Lady Godiva bought me a few drinks
And words came out of my mouth
What they were, I couldn't guess
But it was something about showgirls, lapdancing, motley crue
You can guess the rest

Well I walked outside, snow was falling
I had some toys to put together - it was Christmas time
Santa followed me into the parking lot
And threw up on the hood of the car next to mine
I gave him my handkerchief, pulled out onto the highway
And as I sat at the light
I swear I saw a sleigh with a dozen of reindeers
Pull up out of the parking lot and cut across the mall
And a voice shouted "Merry Christmas to all you assholes
and to all a good fucking night!"

BlueAngel
10-19-2008, 11:39 PM
Little Things that Count
Bruce Springsteen

She said we could just sleep together,
There'd be nothing wrong.
We could just hold each other with our clothes on.
I went to answer, I don't think we should.
Then I heard a voice say, yeah, I guess we could.
She kissed me lightly and said you know sometimes when you're down,


It's the little things that count
It's the little things that count
It's the little things...

She said it was too late, I really shouldn't try to drive.
She unbuttoned my shirt and whispered just close your eyes.
Here, let me take your boots off, you know sometimes when your luck's run out


It's the little things that count
It's the little things that count
It's the little things...

Bridge: Her dress rode lightly as she walked
Then she pulled the covers down.

(harmonica break)

Well I was so dry, she held a water glass to my lips,
And the polish on her nail was chipped.
She said she had a boyfriend that I reminded her of.
His hair was the same muddy brown; she stuck her tongue in my mouth...

BlueAngel
10-19-2008, 11:44 PM
In Michigan
Bruce Springsteen

Well my mother rolled over and died in Michigan
My dog got hit by a truck and I cried in Michigan
I got drunk and puked up my guts in Michigan

But I'm alright, I'm alright, I'm alright, I'm alright
And man I'm riding here tonight in Michigan

I ran a race and came in dead last in Michigan
Yeah, I shot myself in the ass in Michigan
I was lookin' for someplace to feel free But they busted my for just
being me In Michigan

But alright, it's alright, it's alright, it's alright
And baby I'm riding high tonight in Michigan

I ran into a little bad luck in Michigan
I met a woman ???

Baby I'm running late but you got here one hell of a state
In Michigan
Oh Michigan

This song has been played in a few towns in the US, each time the
title has been changed and some of the lyrics as well.
(GOTJ tour)