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01-26-2007, 06:13 PM
My husband believes that Roy Orbison wrote and Ringo Starr covered the Sweet 16 song I referenced earlier in this thread.

I cannot confirm or deny this.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 06:28 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

Haven't seen you around here in a while Spectre.

Any reason, in partiuclar, why you have chosen to rear your head and comment on this particular post?

Please explain it to the audience. WE are all reading your every word.

FYI, reverse psychology involves two people.

IT HAS BEEN DISCLOSED and more disclosure is to follow.


In Peace,
BlueAngel

Simple. Where a topic is of interest to me I may choose to jump in. In this case, "MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY" is among such topics. I believe comments I have left in another thread will validate this: <<>> (http://www.clubconspiracy.com/modules/newbb/viewtopic.php?topic_id=5245&forum=13&post_id=36999&PHPSESSID=98d393e8841b151330be7bba1843de89#forumpo st36999)

01-26-2007, 06:33 PM
spectre wrote:
[quote]
BlueAngel wrote:

Haven't seen you around here in a while Spectre.

Any reason, in partiuclar, why you have chosen to rear your head and comment on this particular post?

Please explain it to the audience. WE are all reading your every word.

FYI, reverse psychology involves two people.

IT HAS BEEN DISCLOSED and more disclosure is to follow.


In Peace,
BlueAngel

Simple. Where a topic is of interest to me I may choose to jump in. In this case, "MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY" is among such topics. I believe comments I have left in "other" another thread will validate this:

You have never replied on this thread before. You have shown no interest in this topic whatsoever until the I posted that HMMMMM is a sexual trigger.

You cannot validate yourself let alone any comments you have posted.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 06:57 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

You cannot validate yourself let alone any comments you have posted.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Nor do I need to validate myself. Given what I have posted, I believe it speaks for itself. I'm not the one among us making any extraordinary claims and if you look at it right, I took the time to provide visual representations of research I've conducted on the topic of this thread. I've heard your story before by the way. Three times from three seperate indivuals. In those cases, the musician/s in question were Sting, Bob Dylan and another unnamed musician. Of these three individuals, none we able to convince me of anything. The difference between them and myself (and perhaps you and I) is that I never demanded that they prove anything. My point is that for a person (like yourself) to make the claims that you have (volumes of them) and then display the nerve to be THIS critical of others (me) is fascinating.

On one hand, you thank this forum (or certain members) for giving you a place to "get it out" and then turn around and deny others of the same.

Take a look one more time:


BlueAngel wrote:

You cannot validate yourself let alone any comments you have posted.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I've got a mirror sitting here waiting for you. Let me know when you would like to come get it!

01-26-2007, 06:59 PM
What an odd statement to make.

Why would I want a mirror and why on earth would I come get it from you???

Do you UNDERSTAND HOW RIDICULOUS AND OUT OF CONTEXT YOUR COMMENT IS?

I think not.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 07:00 PM
No one is "THE BOSS" of me, I would tell HIM. You are not "THE BOSS" of me. You will never be "THE BOSS" of me.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 07:15 PM
Well except that it makes perfect sense. If you find
the comment out of sorts, there is little I can do about that. I think the point is was *trying* to make was simply "look in a mirror" before asking ANYONE to validate or explain themselves. I thought I would draw you a picture since so many comments I leave go right over your head. I am running out of means of communicating with you now that I see that we cannot seem to connect through words or pictures.

So be it! As previously stated, I have no specific need to validate or explain myself. Again, I'm not the one making all of the accusations and claims.

And no, I was not asked to say any of this you by anyone.

I find your lack of response on certain aspects of my last post interesting.

01-26-2007, 07:18 PM
Lastly, you can drop hints for years to come and people will unlikely give you the response you desire, so please allow me...

Bruce Springsteen

01-26-2007, 07:18 PM
*ducks*

01-26-2007, 07:33 PM
spectre wrote:
Well except that it makes perfect sense. If you find
the comment out of sorts, there is little I can do about that. I think the point is was *trying* to make was simply "look in a mirror" before asking ANYONE to validate or explain themselves. I thought I would draw you a picture since so many comments I leave go right over your head. I am running out of means of communicating with you now that I see that we cannot seem to connect through words or pictures.

So be it! As previously stated, I have no specific need to validate or explain myself. Again, I'm not the one making all of the accusations and claims.

And no, I was not asked to say any of this you by anyone.

I find your lack of response on certain aspects of my last post interesting.

You say that you "THINK" the point you were trying to make. You are unaware of the point you are trying to make?? Kind of like when you started a thread but that wasn't your intention?

I don't need to validate myself to anyone regarding any posts that I have made on this site.

You say you are running out of means of communicating with me. Why do you feel it necessary to communicate with me?

Why would you think that you could connect with me through words and/or pictures? Is this your typical method of communication?

Lack of response by me. Now that's funny.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 07:36 PM
spectre wrote:
Lastly, you can drop hints for years to come and people will unlikely give you the response you desire, so please allow me...

Bruce Springsteen

Who said I was looking for a response from anyone?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 07:45 PM
It was more than implied.

01-26-2007, 07:51 PM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

You cannot validate yourself let alone any comments you have posted.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Nor do I need to validate myself. Given what I have posted, I believe it speaks for itself. I'm not the one among us making any extraordinary claims and if you look at it right, I took the time to provide visual representations of research I've conducted on the topic of this thread.

Please provide the back-up for your visual representation and research regarding this thread.

I've heard your story before by the way.

You have never heard my story as I have never told it to you. Why would anyone have to convince YOU of anything regarding any musician?

Three times from three seperate indivuals. In those cases, the musician/s in question were Sting, Bob Dylan and another unnamed musician. Of these three individuals, none we able to convince me of anything. The difference between them and myself (and perhaps you and I) is that I never demanded that they prove anything. My point is that for a person (like yourself) to make the claims that you have (volumes of them) and then display the nerve to be THIS critical of others (me) is fascinating.

On one hand, you thank this forum (or certain members) for giving you a place to "get it out" and then turn around and deny others of the same.

Really? I have the power to deny others the same as I've been provided here? Amazing. I didn't realize I had so much power.

Take a look one more time:


BlueAngel wrote:

You cannot validate yourself let alone any comments you have posted.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I've got a mirror sitting here waiting for you. Let me know when you would like to come get it!

01-26-2007, 07:57 PM
Spectre said:

"Simple. Where a topic is of interest to me I may choose to jump in. In this case, "MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY" is among such topics. I believe comments I have left in another thread will validate this: <<>>"

You made one comment on the the link you have provided about Pink Floyd and we should conclude that you are an expert in "mind control within the music industry?" We should also conclude that this post is evidence of your research into the matter?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:00 PM
spectre wrote:
It was more than implied.

No it wasn't.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:05 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

You made one comment on the the link you have provided about Pink Floyd and we should conclude that you are an expert in "mind control within the music industry?" We should also conclude that this post is evidence of your research into the matter?

In Peace,
BlueAngel
Nowhere have I remotely claimed the title of "expert" in "mind control within the music industry."

Where do you get your material?

I said only that the topic caught my interest. If you find the substance in the single comment I left in the thread (love the minimization tactic by the way) to equate to knowledge one would only know having done such research, then I will take it as a compliment.

01-26-2007, 08:06 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

spectre wrote:
It was more than implied.

No it wasn't.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Allow me to connect you with yourself:


BlueAngel wrote:
Are you the least bit interested to know who the FAMOUS musician/singer/songwriter is that I speak about?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:08 PM
Question:


BlueAngel wrote:

Who said I was looking for a response from anyone?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Answer:

You.

01-26-2007, 08:11 PM
spectre wrote:
Question:


BlueAngel wrote:

Who said I was looking for a response from anyone?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Answer:

You.

Actually, you're wrong again.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:13 PM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

spectre wrote:
It was more than implied.

No it wasn't.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Allow me to connect you with yourself:


BlueAngel wrote:
Are you the least bit interested to know who the FAMOUS musician/singer/songwriter is that I speak about?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Connect ME with myself. Now, that is truly funny.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:22 PM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

You made one comment on the the link you have provided about Pink Floyd and we should conclude that you are an expert in "mind control within the music industry?" We should also conclude that this post is evidence of your research into the matter?

In Peace,
BlueAngel
Nowhere have I remotely claimed the title of "expert" in "mind control within the music industry."

You have made such "false" claims in previous posts.

Where do you get your material?

I would refer you to the thread itself and other relevant threads I have posted on this site.

I said only that the topic caught my interest. If you find the substance in the single comment I left in the thread (love the minimization tactic by the way) to equate to knowledge one would only know having done such research, then I will take it as a compliment.

It was not a compliment. It was underscoring the fact that you have used one post you made about Pink Floyd to substantiate your interest in "mind control in the music industry."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:28 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

It was not a compliment. It was underscoring the fact that you have used one post you made about Pink Floyd to substantiate your interest in "mind control in the music industry."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Point being..?

01-26-2007, 08:32 PM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

It was not a compliment. It was underscoring the fact that you have used one post you made about Pink Floyd to substantiate your interest in "mind control in the music industry."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Point being..?

Point being, you have no interest in "mind control in the music industry."

Point being, you have not conducted any research or talked with any persons who were victims of MKULTRA/Project Monarch and used as "sex slaves" in the music industry.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:36 PM
I would think that my mere presence (and not just my comments) would serve to substantiate my interests in any topic.

Just remember, I explained my silence in advance. If you ever choose to demonstrate a valid opportunity to communicate with you I may try again.

Until then.

01-26-2007, 08:38 PM
spectre wrote:
I would think that my mere presence (and not just my comments) would serve to substantiate my interests in any topic.

Just remember, I explained my silence in advance. If you ever choose to demonstrate a valid opportunity to communicate with you I may try again.

Until then.

There will never be a valid opportunity.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:48 PM
I was very young when I met HIM. Much younger than 17.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 08:57 PM
Spectre wrote:

"Since we're making so many assumptions, I want to give it a shot. Let's assume for one millisecond that there is a shred of truth in any of what you are claiming. Whether you can remember it or not, you allowed for this to happen to you. You allowed for your temptation to get the best of you. It would seem this is an ongoing inner battle and I truly wish you the best of luck with it."

First of all, WE'RE not making any assumptions here. YOU ARE.

The twisted logic you present is just that, TWISTED.

The abuser is never at fault. The abused always allowed it to happen in the eyes of a perpetrator.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 09:17 PM
Spectre said:

"True enough. Noone EVER deserves to be abused and when one leaves themselves open to such abuse it is almost always due to some form of prior abuse whether emotional or physical."

These words speak for themselves.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-26-2007, 09:20 PM
Spectre said:

"Well but I somehow do not foresee Christ making excuses for the insignicant tendencies of mankind. The devil would of course. The devil is always willing to offer sympathy and justification.

You get no less from my responses than what you desire to. Isn't everything what we make of it?"

Again, these words speak for themselves.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-27-2007, 08:31 AM
I've always harbored a memory of having known a boxer at some point during my victimization.

I said, "he showed me all his moves." Upper cut, stranglehold, chokehold, below the belt, upper jab, lower jab, put up your dukes, let's see you fight each other.

I think the disinformation is that it was my father. Something like, my father use to know a boxer and he learned all his moves from him and then showed them to me.

Seemed like I was being taught to be a boxer/fighter somehow.

Put you in the ring someday. Truly strange.

I think I called him Mickey.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-27-2007, 08:59 AM
The twisted logic of an abuser. They must blame the one they abuse. How else can they justify their behavior? How else can they attempt to control them? This is true of those who are abused and not mind control victims.

When you are a mind control victim, FEAR of him and what he would do to me if I didn't behave, follow orders, do as I was told, give in to his desires, is the control mechanism that is put in place.

Physical abuse is applied and referred to as "suffering the consequences of your actions" for misbehavior or for not behaving as they/HE deemed appropriate. This to keep you in line.

Same sick logic as triggering your sexual programming and then calling you a "dirty little girl" when you are forced through their control to engage in sexual behavior as a young child against your own free will.

You have NO CHOICE because all choices are made for you through their control using triggers, commands, altered states of consciousness, etc.

All choices are made for you.

You are void of FREE WILL. You do not own your mind, body or soul. HE/THEY do.

You respond, similar to the way a computer responds to your input through the use of codes, commands, triggering, NLP, reverse psychology, trance states, etc.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-27-2007, 09:06 AM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

spectre wrote:
It was more than implied.

No it wasn't.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Allow me to connect you with yourself:


BlueAngel wrote:
Are you the least bit interested to know who the FAMOUS musician/singer/songwriter is that I speak about?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Actually, that's a YES or NO question.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-27-2007, 04:53 PM
The walls had ears. So, whenever I spoke about the abuse inflicted on me, the next time, I suffered for it.

My whole body would tremble. I would cry, please don't hurt me. Please don't hurt me. I promise I won't say anything ever again to anyone.

As far as HE is concerned, I think we met when I was around eight years old.

We were "paired" together. This is something used within the the mind control/music industry. It is similiar to the twinning aspect.

He was grooming me.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-27-2007, 10:17 PM
Spectre said:

I've heard your story before by the way.

You have never heard my story before because I have never told it to you.

Three times from three seperate indivuals. In those cases, the musician/s in question were Sting, Bob Dylan and another unnamed musician. Of these three individuals, none we able to convince me of anything. The difference between them and myself (and perhaps you and I) is that I never demanded that they prove anything. My point is that for a person (like yourself) to make the claims that you have (volumes of them) and then display the nerve to be THIS critical of others (me) is fascinating.

So, let me get this straight. You've talked to three different individuals who told similar stories as mine involving Bob Dylan, Sting and another unnamed musician, but they couldn't convince you of anything. And, why would anyone need to convince you? Can you produce these individuals? I'm certain I'm not the only female who was used as a sex slave in the music industry.

On one hand, you thank this forum (or certain members) for giving you a place to "get it out" and then turn around and deny others of the same.

Yes, that's true. I do thank them, again.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-27-2007, 11:03 PM
It is still difficult for me to remember and speak about the physical abuse. Even when doing so with my husband, a certain amount of fear enters and brings me back to that time. I go through all the emotions and try to stay connected to present reality and get out as quickly as possible from the mental state that ensues.

The fear as I said coming from the fact that I was tortured so that I would never be able to talk about it without feeling that same fear.

I think I have overcome it to a certain degree, but I don't know that it will ever disappear completely.

I remember being in the car and then let out in a strange neighborhood. Lost, lonely, afraid. Becomming paranoid, naturally. I was young. Would he come back? This was typical MO.

He would and then, of course, he was my protector. He saved me.

I remember having welts on my back. In this memory I see myself hanging in the dungeon. That's what it was called. Dark, dank, dungeon. Whips being used.

It was said that when I came back home, I was returned with bruises and welts alot of the time.

Apologizing when abused was demanded. This to make me feel like the guilty one.

Apologize to me, damn it. Apologize right now or I'll kick you out of the car and leave you on the side of the road stranded.

But, I didn't do anything. Why should I apologize? Because I said so.

Because afterwards, I'm sure you can assume what it is that would take place.

Once on HIS site, during an email, and internet sex, it was said that he found another entry place.

It was said, "always willing to please." Again, the twisted logic. Like I requested it, but I DIDN'T.

I can remember when I was young explicity saying how it hurt and I didn't like it. But, for them, this is a must.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 09:01 AM
A certain poster on this site has commented more than once, "I C U are talking to yourself again."

Let me elaborate.

Back in the day and after leaving his site, I was left in a horrible state of mental, emotional and psychological distress.

During these periods, unable to truly explain to my family, although they had witnessed the psychological changes in me and emotional distress while on his site, the OPERATION that had taken place, my only alternative was to speak out loud in the house about him and the abuse I suffered while on HIS site.

Same as in the past.

Inotherwords, the suffering in silence method had been deployed.

Who could understand this? A past that involved abuse in a "satanic cult" and used within the music industry as a sex slave. Something I was unaware of until decades later.

Certainly, I wasn't going to talk to neighbors and/or family outside of my husband and children. What would they think? Obviously, exactly what they would want people to think.

So, I spent much time, working through my anger talking out loud in my house.

This poster refers to it as "talking to myself." Hopeful these words may trigger that response again. As if I have no one to talk you.

I am now here, talking to YOU and, my husband, well, I couldn't have married a more caring, understanding listener. He is all EARS!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 02:42 PM
cold wrote:
You are the example.

Indrid Cold


All else has failed, so you present yourself here "disguised as the Devil."

As you said in your own words, the GAME continues.

This would refer to the GAME you and your ILK play, as there is no other.

I'm a SOLO act and I DON'T PLAY GAMES!

You know, interesting how there are two sets of lyrics to the song, "devils and dust."

Both sound completely different. Like they were written by two separate entities.

I've always wondered if some musicians truly write their own songs or if somebody ELSE writes them.

Different personalities, ghost writers. Not sure. Could be both.

Is that smoke on the horizon you see or the "devil in the mailbox?"

How 'bout the song, Reno? Sounds like a threesome is going on. Ugh, that line, $250.00 up the ar*se."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 03:05 PM
Masters of War
Bob Dylan

Come you masters of war
You that build the big guns
You that build the death planes
You that build all the bombs
You that hide behind walls
You that hide behind desks
I just want you to know
I can see through your masks

You that never done nothin'
But build to destroy
You play with my world
Like it's your little toy
You put a gun in my hand
And you hide from my eyes
And you turn and run farther
When the fast bullets fly

Like Judas of old
You lie and deceive
A world war can be won
You want me to believe
But I see through your eyes
And I see through your brain
Like I see through the water
That runs down my drain

You fasten all the triggers
For the others to fire
Then you set back and watch
While the death count gets higher
Then you hide in your mansion
While the young people's blood
Flows out of their bodies
And is buried in the mud

You've thrown the worst fear
That can ever be hurled
Fear to bring children
Into the world
For threatening my baby
Unborn and unnamed
You ain't worth the blood
That runs in your veins

How much do I know
To talk out of turn
You might say that I'm young
You might say I'm unlearned
But there's one thing I know
Though I'm younger than you
Even Jesus would never
Forgive what you do

Let me ask you one question
Is your money that good
Will it buy you forgiveness
Do you think that it could
I think you will find
When your death takes its toll
All the money you made
Will never buy back your soul

And I hope that you die
And your death'll come soon
I will follow your casket
In the pale afternoon
And I'll watch while you're lowered
Down to your deathbed
And I'll stand o'er your grave
'Til I'm sure that you're dead

This is one of Dylan's most popular songs. Probably put him on the road to becomming a legacy.

This song connected with SOOOO many people at the time and gave Dylan a true following. Most people see it as a political statement against war. It is that. But it is much more.

It is a very PERSONAL song.

...THEY threaten HIS baby before it is born.

Not our babies. HIS baby. This is exactly what they do. They threatened me. If I ever had children, I'd have to do the same thing to them that they did to me. They would have to be raised in the cult.

If I left the cult, my children would never be safe. I spent most of my life worrying that whenever my children weren't with me, someone was abusing them. This came from my subconscious and today, I know why.

When I first went onto the musician's website who was my past handler and controller, one of the first songs posted was "Masters of War."

It altered my state of consciousness. I thought, yes, Dylan knows.

But, the truth is, although he may know, he will never tell YOU/US anything more than the little bits of crumbs he allows to come through in his lyrics. Nothing more and nothing less.

THEY make a fortune on allowing musicians to express in their lyrics the hatred, the brutality, the darkness of the world in which they are imprisoned.

When they write political songs, they attract a following. Does this threaten the "powers that be?" Never. It makes money for those who own, operate and control the music industry and their artists.

Can most of those who know Dylan's body of work read these lyrics and derive from them what I do? The answer is NO.

They were not a part of this world.

Most of the public cannot even comprehend the reality that a "satanic cult" exists, nonetheless within all aspects of society and the music industry, as well.

Read Dylan's hatred for these people. It is a personal hatred expressed in his lyrics.

Read how they put a gun in HIS hand. How they play with HIS world, like it's their little toy.

This line; "how much do I know to talk out of turn..."

This is a very PERSONAL song.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Just as I was being groomed when very young and writing lyrics from about the age of eight years old, so, too, do many singer/songwriters.

Like I said, they look for children who are talented, children who have been abused, children whose father's have connections to the Mafia, children who were born into the cult, children who are from poor families. They prey on the less fortunate as they do not have the resources/intelligence (many times) to fight back. Their parents, in most cases, came from the same cycle of abuse.

They find out where your talents fit best. How you can serve them best.

They compile your body of work (lyrics/songs) and when it is time, they bring you into the limelight/public eye.

01-28-2007, 04:19 PM
Point Blank
Bruce Springsteen

You wake up one morning... you've been shot Point Blank...

Say your prayers little darling and go to bed tonight
Pray that tomorrow everything will be alright
But tomorrows fall in number, in number one by one
You wake up and youíre dying, you donít even know what from


They shot you point blank, they shot you in the back,
Baby Point blank, you've been fooled this time,
Baby that's a fact
Point blank, right between the eyes, Baby Point blank
Right between the pretty little eyes that they sell.


They fed you and they raised you and how well you learned
All the little things that baby wants, baby has to earn
So you worked your hands to the bone til you go to bed at night
And all them pretty little things that you need
Well you can never have,


They goy you Point Blank, right between the eyes,
Baby Point Blank, right between the pretty lies that they sell
Point blank, they've got you in their sites,
Baby Point Blank, one false move and baby the lights go out,


Day turns to night time
And night shift turns to day
And all, all your hopes and your promises
They just fade away
And they caught you holding your number
They try to stay alive,
But little girl, little girl, no-one survives unhurt, no-one survives...


Hearts filled with anger, hearts filled with hate
You see them faces on the street, you turn your eyes away
But baby itís too late


Their voices call you, late at night
They come knocking at your door
There's no sleep for baby tonight
So you stumble into the morning
Your lookin for another fix
But baby them old distractions
They don't give the kicks they used to give
So you're gonna pack your pistol
Go lookiní for the one
But baby youíre caught in the middle
You donít know where to aim your gun


Oh baby baby point blank
Right between the eyes, darling
Point blank, right between the pretty lies that they sell,
Point blank, they got you in their sights, baby
Point blank, one false move and baby the lights go out
Point blank, right between the eyes,
Point blank, right between them pretty lies that they sell
Point blank, they got you in their sights, baby
Point blank, one false move and baby the lights go out
Point blank, theyíve got you in their sights, point blank
Point blank, one false move, and baby the lights go out
Point blank, theyíve got you in their sights, point blank
Point blank, one false move, and baby the lights go out...
Point blank

NICE SONG, ISN'T IT?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I use to wake up
feelin' like I was dyin'
didn't know why
didn't even feel like tryin'
spent the mornin' hours cryin'
subsconsciously knowin'
you were lyin'

one false move, baby and
it's right between the eyes
one false move, baby,
and they've got me in their sights
one false move and
out go the lights

ain't that what you said
they wanted me dead

and you thought
way back then
that I'd pay the price
for fortune and fame
didn't know I'd think twice
about all those pretty little things
you said I had to earn
about all those things you said
I had to learn

didn't know that I was gonna think twice
didn't know that I wouldn't pay the price
didn't know that I was gonna sacrifice my life
didn't know that I was never gonna be your wife

everything you thought you knew about me was wrong
every time I hear one of your songs
like point blank right between the eyes
I understand your need for a "brilliant disguise"

didn't know I wasn't gonna pay the price
didn't know I wasn't gonna sacrifice
didn't know I was gonna think twice

Now you know

01-28-2007, 05:06 PM
BORN TO RUN
Bruce Springsteen

In the day we sweat it out on the streets of a runaway American dream
At night we ride through mansions of glory in suicide machines
Sprung from cages out on highway 9,
Chrome wheeled, fuel injected
and steppin' out over the line
Baby this town rips the bones from your back
It's a death trap, it's a suicide rap
We gotta get out while we're young
'Cause tramps like us, baby we were born to run

Wendy let me in I wanna be your friend
I want to guard your dreams and visions
Just wrap your legs 'round these velvet rims
and strap your hands across my engines
Together we could break this trap
We'll run till we drop, baby we'll never go back
Will you walk with me out on the wire
'Cause baby I'm just a scared and lonely rider
But I gotta find out how it feels
I want to know if love is wild
babe I want to know if love is real

Beyond the Palace hemi-powered drones scream down the boulevard
The girls comb their hair in rearview mirrors
And the boys try to look so hard
The amusement park rises bold and stark
Kids are huddled on the beach in a mist
I wanna die with you Wendy on the streets tonight
In an everlasting kiss

The highway's jammed with broken heroes on a last chance power drive
Everybody's out on the run tonight
but there's no place left to hide
Together Wendy we can live with the sadness
I'll love you with all the madness in my soul
Someday girl I don't know when
we're gonna get to that place
Where we really want to go
and we'll walk in the sun
But till then tramps like us, baby we were born to run (x3)

In Peace,
BlueAngel

In the day I sweat it out on the streets
runnin' from a stalker I never want to meet
at night I ride through mountains of glory
thinking about my wonderful life story

I escaped from demons on the bs.net site
I'm chrome wheeled, fuel injected
and again walking a sane line

Baby, this town don't rip the bones from my back
you're the death trap
you're the suicide rap

I got away from you when I was young
I ain't a tramp
and I wasn't born to run

You're never comin' in
and you're not my friend
you can't guard my dreams and visions
it's all just a game you pretend

01-28-2007, 05:17 PM
SATAN's CROWN JEWEL

Don't know if this is the Springsteen version;

Now if I were a queen and a ruler of nations,
With diamonds and jewels profound
Well, I'd rather know that I had salvation
Than to know my reward
Would be Satan's jewel crown

I've worm it so long but God for my
Soul has reached down
His love set me free
He made me His own, and helped me cast off
Satan's jewel crown

Oh, the life that I live so sinful and needless,
Drinkin' and runnin' around
All the things that I do for the love of the devil
I know my reward
Will be Satan's jewel crown

Satan's jewel crown
I've worn it so long
But God for my soul has reached down
His love set me free
He made me His own, and helped me cast off
Satan's jewel crown

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 05:25 PM
ďIn the end you have to look at a song and not know exactly where it came fromĒ (BRUCE SPRINGSTEIN, Dateline, Dec. 14, 1998).

Why do you have to do this?

Because most songs come from the pain, hurt of their world in altered states of consciousness, make-believe, hypnosis, pretending this, pretending that, being brought back into the past to relive memories of sex slaves.

That's exactly how the majority of my lyrics were written in the past and while on my controller's site.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 05:26 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

I am now here, talking to YOU and, my husband, well, I couldn't have married a more caring, understanding listener. He is all EARS!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Yet you choose to find yourself relevant literally in every thread on this forum...

http://home.earthlink.net/~rob1976/sitebuildercontent/sitebuilderpictures/blue_angel.jpg

...and to think you want to question me.

Fascinating. You should seriously look into finding yourself another outlet for you problems. You could even buy your own domain and continue your insane rambling dialogue on it.

I should say I respect your overall grammar. Now if you would only use your words for good instead of for evil. You may not realize it but you are a constant source of negativity. Reread your own posts. Take this virtual mirror which I am offering to you.

Must you make your own personal matters our business and make all comments of all people here your business?

You are clearly far more invested in what used to be an okay place to kill some time than I and while I wish not to trample on you needlessly here with my criticism I can't help but say it - You are just another reason this site has suffered this last year the way it has.

Is it healthy for your husband to have to listen to you all of the time? Do you think he might ever need someone to listen too?

Ehh, no need to answer. Proceed with the insults.

01-28-2007, 05:31 PM
SO, what's your point?

That I'm relevant.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 05:31 PM
ďIn the end you have to look at a song and not know exactly where it came fromĒ (BRUCE SPRINGSTEIN, Dateline, Dec. 14, 1998).

Why do you have to do this?

Because most songs come from the pain, hurt of their world in altered states of consciousness, make-believe, hypnosis, pretending this, pretending that, being brought back into the past to relive memories of sex slaves.

That's exactly how the majority of my lyrics were written in the past and while on my controller's site.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 05:50 PM
Spectre said:

...and to think you want to question me.

I don't question YOU. I ask you questions which you deflect.

Fascinating. You should seriously look into finding yourself another outlet for you problems. You could even buy your own domain and continue your insane rambling dialogue on it.

Why should I look for another outlet? This one is just fine and I'm welcome here. Why should I buy my own domain? Club Conspiracy suits me well.

I should say I respect your overall grammar. Now if you would only use your words for good instead of for evil. You may not realize it but you are a constant source of negativity. Reread your own posts. Take this virtual mirror which I am offering to you.

My words are good and not evil. Of course, you would think the opposite. I'm not a constant source of negativity. I'm a constant source of negativity for you, but a constant source of information for others. I don't need to reread anything I post. Don't need a mirror either, but you do.

Must you make your own personal matters our business and make all comments of all people here your business?

Yes, I must.

You are clearly far more invested in what used to be an okay place to kill some time than I and while I wish not to trample on you needlessly here with my criticism I can't help but say it - You are just another reason this site has suffered this last year the way it has.

I've only been here since December of last year, so the suffering of that time was not of my doing.

Is it healthy for your husband to have to listen to you all of the time? Do you think he might ever need someone to listen too?

Yes, my husband talks to me, but truly your concern for him is fascinating.

Ehh, no need to answer. Proceed with the insults.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 05:53 PM
This is relevant to ALL threads for WHAT reason?

Definition of "Internet Troll":

In the context of the Internet, a troll is a person who makes inflammatory or comments, which by effect or design cause disruptions in discourse, or a post made by such a person. Trolling can be described as a breaching experiment, which, because of the use of an alternate persona, allows for normal social boundaries and rules of etiquette to be tested or otherwise broken, without serious consequences.

01-28-2007, 05:54 PM
RENO
Bruce Springsteen

She took off her stockings
I held 'em to my face
She had your ankles
I felt filled with grace

"Two hundred dollars straight in
Two-fifty up the ass" she smiled and said
She unbuckled my belt, pulled back her hair
And sat in front of me on the bed

She said, "Honey, how's that feel
Do you want me to go slow?"
My eyes drifted out the window
And down to the road below

I felt my stomach tighten
As the sun bloodied the sky
And sliced through hotel blinds
I closed my eyes

Sunlight on the Amatitlan
Sunlight streaming through your hair
In the Valle de dos Rios
The smell of mock orange filled the air

We rode with the vaqueros
Down into cool rivers of green
I was sure the work and the smile coming out 'neath your hat
Was all I'll ever need

Somehow all you ever need's
Never quite enough you know
You and I, Maria, we learned it's so

She slipped me out of her mouth
"You're ready," she said
She took off her bra and panties
Wet her fingers, slipped it inside her
And crawled over me on the bed

She bought me another whisky
Said "here's to the best you ever had"
We laughed and made a toast
It wasn't the best I ever had
Not even close

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 05:58 PM
spectre wrote:
This is relevant to ALL threads for WHAT reason?

Definition of "Internet Troll":

In the context of the Internet, a troll is a person who makes inflammatory or comments, which by effect or design cause disruptions in discourse, or a post made by such a person. Trolling can be described as a breaching experiment, which, because of the use of an alternate persona, allows for normal social boundaries and rules of etiquette to be tested or otherwise broken, without serious consequences.

Excuse me, but am I not the disrupter nor am I a troll. I am posting in threads I have created and those who respect me here let me be, those who don't, like you, are trolls.

Their motives are obvious.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 06:00 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
RENO
Bruce Springsteen

She took off her stockings
I held 'em to my face
She had your ankles
I felt filled with grace

"Two hundred dollars straight in
Two-fifty up the ass" she smiled and said
She unbuckled my belt, pulled back her hair
And sat in front of me on the bed

She said, "Honey, how's that feel
Do you want me to go slow?"
My eyes drifted out the window
And down to the road below

I felt my stomach tighten
As the sun bloodied the sky
And sliced through hotel blinds
I closed my eyes

Sunlight on the Amatitlan
Sunlight streaming through your hair
In the Valle de dos Rios
The smell of mock orange filled the air

We rode with the vaqueros
Down into cool rivers of green
I was sure the work and the smile coming out 'neath your hat
Was all I'll ever need

Somehow all you ever need's
Never quite enough you know
You and I, Maria, we learned it's so

She slipped me out of her mouth
"You're ready," she said
She took off her bra and panties
Wet her fingers, slipped it inside her
And crawled over me on the bed

She bought me another whisky
Said "here's to the best you ever had"
We laughed and made a toast
It wasn't the best I ever had
Not even close

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Sounds like a threesome to me. Could be a foursome counting the woman he's thinking about.

01-28-2007, 06:02 PM
What's the reason you're trolling me now, Spectre?

There wasn't anyone posting on this thread except for myself before you interrupted.

Hence, the reason you are a troll.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 06:06 PM
Freehold
Bruce Springsteen

I was born right here on Randolph Street in Freehold
Here right behind that big red maple in Freehold
I went to school right here
Got laid and had my first beer
Here in Freehold

Well, my folks all lived and worked right here in Freehold
I remember running up the street past the convent to the church in Freehold
Chased my daddy down in these bars
First fell in love with this guitar
Here in Freehold

I had my first kiss at the YMCA canteen on a Friday night
Maria Espinoza baby where are you tonight
You were thirteen but way ahead of your time
I walked home with a limp but I felt just fine
That night in Freehold

Well now the girls at Freehold Regional yeah they all looked pretty fine
I had my heart broken at least half a dozen times
I wonder if they miss me if they still get the itch
Would they have dumped me if they knew I'd strike a rich
Straight out of Freehold

Well, a lot of good folks gave us kids a hand in Freehold
When we started up our rock and roll band in Freehold
Yeah we learned pretty quick how to rock
I'll never forget the feeling of that first five bucks in my pocket
That I earned in Freehold

Well, I got outta here hard and fast in Freehold
Everybody wanted to kick my ass back then in Freehold
Well if you were different or black or brown
It was a pretty redneck town
Back in Freehold

Well, now something broke my daddy's back in Freehold
He left for thirty years he'd never come back
'cept once he drove from California in just three days
Called my relatives some dirty names
And pulled straight out of Freehold
Now heís there by the highway buried in the dirt
His ghost flippiní the bird to everybody in Freehold

Well my sister got pregnant at seventeen in Freehold
Back then people they could be pretty mean
Ah honey you had a rough road to go now you ain't made of nothin' but soul
I love you more than you'll ever know
We both survived Freehold

Well my buddy Mike he's the mayor now in Freehold
I remember when we had a lot more hair in Freehold
I left and swore I'd never walk those streets again Jack
Now all I can say is Holy shit I'm back
Back in Freehold

Well I read something in the papers a few weeks ago that was pretty funny
The town council is debating whether to put up a statue of me in my home town
But it cost too much money
Well Iíd like to thank the town council my friends
For saving me from humiliation and displaying the good hard common sense
We learned in Freehold

Well, this summer everything was green
Rode my kids on the fire engine through the streets of Freehold
I bored 'em with where dad was born and raised
And first felt the sun on his face
In Freehold

Well I still got a lot of real good friends back there
And I can usually find a free beer somewhere
With free dinners I am blessed
Should I go crazy, blow all my money, hit the tabloids
Become fodder for moronic talk shows and turn my life into a complete fuckiní mess
Well, at least I'll never go hungry I guess
In Freehold

I got a good Catholic education in Freehold
Led to an awful lot of masturbation in Freehold
Well Father it was just something I did for a smile
Hell I still get a good one off once in a while
And dedicate it to Freehold
Don't get me wrong, I ain't puttin' anybody down
In the end it all just goes and comes around
In my hometown back in Freehold

In Peace,
BlueAngel

How 'bout this verse:

Led to an awful lot of masturbation in Freehold
Well father it was justing something I did for a smile
Hell I still get a good one off once in a while

01-28-2007, 06:09 PM
Red-Headed Woman
Bruce Springsteen

Well, brunettes are fine, man
Blondes are fun
But, when it comes to getting the dirty job done,
I'll take a red-headed woman, a red-headed woman.
It takes a red-headed woman to get a dirty job done.

Well, listen up, stud,
Your life's been wasted
'til you've got' down on your knees and tasted
A red-headed woman, a red-headed woman.
It takes a red-headed woman to get a dirty job done.

Tight skirt, strawberry hair
Tell me what you've got, baby, waiting under there.
Big green eyes that look like, son,
They can see every cheap thing that you ever done.

Well, I don't know how many girls you dated, man
You ain't lived 'til you've had your tires rotated
By a red-headed woman, a red-headed woman.
It takes a red-headed woman to get a dirty job done.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 06:20 PM
My Loverman
Bruce Springsteen

You treated me hard and made my heart ache
I know you're only human, and men they make mistakes
Your life with her turned to black
And now you want our love back
Well come into my arms and fall, my lover man

Was it a gypsy's curse or a hex sign
Or was it just that simple thing that led you from these arms of mine
Oh yes, I've had the days
To grow used to your foolish ways
And what is it really, after all, my lover man

I can see the change in your eyes
There's no need to apologize
We stood at the wishing well
Our dreams like coins into the water fell
The water so cold and black
There was no going back

I don't mean to cause you hurt or cause you pain
Life is short and love's a dirty game
Now there's no need for our game to end
Come close and we'll begin
To find our beautiful selves again, my loverman
My loverman
My loverman

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Don't know when this song was written, but it sounds very familiar to me.

He's a man singing to another man whose love with another woman is over???

Or, could it be I wrote this song long ago???

01-28-2007, 06:26 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

My words are good and not evil. Of course, you would think the opposite. I'm not a constant source of negativity. I'm a constant source of negativity for you, but a constant source of information for others. I don't need to reread anything I post. Don't need a mirror either, but you do.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I have nothing against you with exception to your abuse of this forum and it's members but I have to be honest and say that your words are in no way informative or positive. I am vague with my answers only because there is no end to your questioning and I am tired of feeding your mind with responses that will only be turned around and used against me not more than two seconds following whatever response I do leave.

There is no point in communicating where you and I are concerned. So just let it go already or I will be forced to assume this is the kind of undivided negative attention you seek. This, for the record, IS clubconspiracy and NOT clubblueangel.

I'll be on the lookout for "information" and maybe even something "positive" from you in the future but I won't be holding my breath!

The picture in the prior comment says it all.

Use some restraint and choose to see that you are your own opposition.

01-28-2007, 06:39 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

Excuse me, but am I not the disrupter nor am I a troll. I am posting in threads I have created and those who respect me here let me be, those who don't, like you, are trolls.

Their motives are obvious.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Here, in this thread, sure... wonderful. My point was more directed in all other threads:

http://home.earthlink.net/~rob1976/sitebuildercontent/sitebuilderpictures/blue_angel.jpg

Keep in mind, you and I had no problems until you started making your accusations and began inquiring as to who I was posting to, the reasons I was posting what I was when I was where I was all the while insisting on following any of my posts regardless of the topic or the context with some commentary of your own.

I feel very sorry for you.

Just ignore me and I'll ignore you.

It's simple, really. Be respectful. Even simpler!

8-)

01-28-2007, 07:04 PM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

My words are good and not evil. Of course, you would think the opposite. I'm not a constant source of negativity. I'm a constant source of negativity for you, but a constant source of information for others. I don't need to reread anything I post. Don't need a mirror either, but you do.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I have nothing against you with exception to your abuse of this forum and it's members but I have to be honest and say that your words are in no way informative or positive. I am vague with my answers only because there is no end to your questioning and I am tired of feeding your mind with responses that will only be turned around and used against me not more than two seconds following whatever response I do leave.

Why don't you take up my so-called abuse with the administrator if it bothers you so much? Let's see, which members do I abuse? Or, do you mean their abuse of me? Yes, I think that would be more correct. My words are informative, but you have a problem with them. Gee, wonder why? The answer is obvious. Go post something. Start a thread. No one is stopping you. Say something positive for a change instead of coming into this thread and pretending somehow it's disruptive when the only disrupters in this thread are you and several other posters. Hey, what about them, Spectre? You don't consider Fugitive or Shadow trolls? Shows your distorted view of the truth. You say nothing in this thread, except that you want me to STOP posting in it. Why? I'm not bothering anyone in this thread, but you, it seems. If you don't like it. Don't come in. Go post on another thread. Like I said, create one of your own.

There is no point in communicating where you and I are concerned. So just let it go already or I will be forced to assume this is the kind of undivided negative attention you seek. This, for the record, IS clubconspiracy and NOT clubblueangel.

You said there was no point in communicating with me several days ago. So, don't. No one is holding a gun to your head, "point blank," are they? I have no desire to communicate with you. I could care less what you want to assume about me. Maybe it is clubBlueAngel.com.

I'll be on the lookout for "information" and maybe even something "positive" from you in the future but I won't be holding my breath!

Yes, be on the lookout and when you find something try adding something positive for a change. Hold your breathe, don't hold your breath. That's your decision. I write at my own pace.

The picture in the prior comment says it all.

Go look in the mirror. That picture will say it all.

Use some restraint and choose to see that you are your own opposition.

I choose not to use restraint because I am not controlled or a victim of mind control where constraint/restraint is the key. I'll choose to see what I desire and not what you suggest.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 07:12 PM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

Excuse me, but am I not the disrupter nor am I a troll. I am posting in threads I have created and those who respect me here let me be, those who don't, like you, are trolls.

Their motives are obvious.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Here, in this thread, sure... wonderful. My point was more directed in all other threads:

http://home.earthlink.net/~rob1976/sitebuildercontent/sitebuilderpictures/blue_angel.jpg

This is an example of what? Oh, my, please, arrest me, I posted comments in other threads.

Keep in mind, you and I had no problems until you started making your accusations and began inquiring as to who I was posting to, the reasons I was posting what I was when I was where I was all the while insisting on following any of my posts regardless of the topic or the context with some commentary of your own.

Your comments were out of context. I asked questions for explanations. You deflected. Obviously, you don't think it's appropriate for anyone to question another poster. Please learn the difference between accusations and questions.

I feel very sorry for you.

I wonder why you would feel sorry for me. I'm perfectly fine. It is you who has some problem with what I'm posting on this site.

Just ignore me and I'll ignore you.

So, ignore, Spectre. Try using some self-control. You said this several days ago and now you're back. Was it something in particular that I posted on this thread for your appearance here?

It's simple, really. Be respectful. Even simpler!

8-)

I suggest you heed your own advice.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-28-2007, 07:14 PM
My Loverman
Bruce Springsteen

You treated me hard and made my heart ache
I know you're only human, and men they make mistakes
Your life with her turned to black
And now you want our love back
Well come into my arms and fall, my lover man

Was it a gypsy's curse or a hex sign
Or was it just that simple thing that led you from these arms of mine
Oh yes, I've had the days
To grow used to your foolish ways
And what is it really, after all, my lover man

I can see the change in your eyes
There's no need to apologize
We stood at the wishing well
Our dreams like coins into the water fell
The water so cold and black
There was no going back

I don't mean to cause you hurt or cause you pain
Life is short and love's a dirty game
Now there's no need for our game to end
Come close and we'll begin
To find our beautiful selves again, my loverman
My loverman
My loverman

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Don't know when this song was written, but it sounds very familiar to me.

He's a man singing to another man whose love with another woman is over???

Or, could it be I wrote this song long ago???

redrat11
01-28-2007, 09:37 PM
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=151395656

01-29-2007, 06:35 AM
Ah, Santana's Black Magic Woman.

Any reason you'd like me to listen to this song, RedRat?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 06:59 AM
Black Magic Woman
Santana

Got a black magic woman
Got a black magic woman
I've got a black magic woman
Got me so blind I can't see
that she's a black magic woman
She's trying to make a devil out of me


Don't turn your back on me baby
Don't turn your back on me baby
Yes don't turn your back on me baby
Stop messing 'round with your tricks
Don't turn your back on me baby
You just might pick up my magic sticks


Got your spell on me baby
Got your spell on me baby
Yes you got your spell on me baby
Turning my heart into stone
I need you so bad, magic woman
I can't leave you alone

In Peace,
BlueAngel

redrat11
01-29-2007, 07:35 AM
BlueAngel wrote:
Ah, Santana's Black Magic Woman.

Any reason you'd like me to listen to this song, RedRat?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I never mentioned for you to hear that song, This is a Music and Mind Control Thread Remember,(Nothing More, Nothing Less.) :-o

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=151395656

01-29-2007, 07:37 AM

01-29-2007, 07:48 AM
redrat11 wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
Ah, Santana's Black Magic Woman.

Any reason you'd like me to listen to this song, RedRat?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I never mentioned for you to hear that song, This is a Music and Mind Control Thread Remember,(Nothing More, Nothing Less.) :-o

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=151395656

Really, you never mentioned for me to hear the song, but you provided a link and when it is clicked the song begins to play.

So, then what was your intention?

Just figured you'd provide a link to Black Magic Woman for no particular reason and that no one would click on it?

Throughout this entire thread, I have mentioned over and over again about "occult" and non-occult songs that affect my state of consciousness, how they carry mixed messages, disinformation and how HE spoke to me through verse/songs.

For the most part, songs that would attempt to make me feel GUILTY about something I did not do to HIM.

So, inotherwords, their is no purpose in your post. So, then why post it?

How 'bout adding to the thread with information about Mind Control and the Music Industry.

Do you think this is an "occult" song?

I am the AUTHOR of this thread so your reminding me that it is the Music and Mind Control Thread is not necessary.

Actually, it is MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY, and it is MORE.

You are the only poster who has posted links to songs in this thread. Interesting!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

redrat11
01-29-2007, 08:04 AM
BlueAngel wrote:

redrat11 wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
Ah, Santana's Black Magic Woman.

Any reason you'd like me to listen to this song, RedRat?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I never mentioned for you to hear that song, This is a Music and Mind Control Thread Remember,(Nothing More, Nothing Less.) :-o

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=151395656

Really, you never mentioned for me to hear the song, but you provided a link and when it is clicked the song begins to play.

So, then what was your intention?

Just figured you'd provide a link to Black Magic Woman for no particular reason and that no one would click on it?

Throughout this entire thread, I have mentioned over and over again about "occult" and non-occult songs that affect my state of consciousness, how they carry mixed messages, disinformation and how HE spoke to me through verse/songs.

For the most part, songs that would attempt to make me feel GUILTY about something I did not do to HIM.

So, inotherwords, their is no purpose in your post. So, then why post it?

How 'bout adding to the thread with information about Mind Control and the Music Industry.

>>>Do you think this is an "occult" song?<<<

I am the AUTHOR of this thread so your reminding me that it is the Music and Mind Control Thread is not necessary.

>>>Actually, it is MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY, and it is MORE.<<<

You are the only poster who has posted links to songs in this thread. Interesting!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Interesting indeed, why do you get so paranoid?

Yes, I think most of the Rock music industry is a Satanic Cabal, And you seem to not CONTAIN yourself, regarding this HANDLER of yours, I believe Spectre when he mentioned that you Voluntarily used to go to that "Music Site." It seems from your own words, nobody forced you their.(I may be Misqouting something Spectre wrote, don't hold my feet to the fire.) 8-)

01-29-2007, 08:33 AM
redrat11 wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

redrat11 wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
Ah, Santana's Black Magic Woman.

Any reason you'd like me to listen to this song, RedRat?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I never mentioned for you to hear that song, This is a Music and Mind Control Thread Remember,(Nothing More, Nothing Less.) :-o

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=151395656

Really, you never mentioned for me to hear the song, but you provided a link and when it is clicked the song begins to play.

So, then what was your intention?

Just figured you'd provide a link to Black Magic Woman for no particular reason and that no one would click on it?

Throughout this entire thread, I have mentioned over and over again about "occult" and non-occult songs that affect my state of consciousness, how they carry mixed messages, disinformation and how HE spoke to me through verse/songs.

For the most part, songs that would attempt to make me feel GUILTY about something I did not do to HIM.

So, inotherwords, their is no purpose in your post. So, then why post it?

How 'bout adding to the thread with information about Mind Control and the Music Industry.

>>>Do you think this is an "occult" song?<<<

I am the AUTHOR of this thread so your reminding me that it is the Music and Mind Control Thread is not necessary.

>>>Actually, it is MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY, and it is MORE.<<<

You are the only poster who has posted links to songs in this thread. Interesting!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Interesting indeed, why do you get so paranoid?

Yes, I think most of the Rock music industry is a Satanic Cabal, And you seem to not CONTAIN yourself, regarding this HANDLER of yours, I believe Spectre when he mentioned that you Voluntarily used to go to that "Music Site." It seems from your own words, nobody forced you their.(I may be Misqouting something Spectre wrote, don't hold my feet to the fire.) 8-)

Well, there you go. You added something to the thread. RedRat believes most of the music industry is a Satanic Cabal.

Questions do not indicate paranoia. This is your perception. They are designed to illicit response/answers that are clear and concise.

Why would I contain myself regarding the past handler of whom I speak?

You can believe whomever you choose to believe. Your opinion and Spectre's opinion is not important to me.

If you think that from my own words nobody forced me there, I would suggest you read this thread entirely to have a better understanding about the loss of "free will" when you are under the control of a handler.

His control and handling of me within the "satanic cult" was long ago. The "abuse" on HIS site is just another chapter.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 08:48 AM
Well, RedRat, now that we know you think the entire music industry is a "satanic cabal," can you or, better, will you elaborate on this?

What has led you to this conclusion?

That's what this thread is about, so any pertinent information/knowledge is very much welcomed.

I do hope you don't find these questions to be of a PARANOID nature.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

redrat11
01-29-2007, 08:56 AM
BlueAngel wrote:
Well, RedRat, now that we know you think the entire music industry is a "satanic cabal," can you or, better, will you elaborate on this?

What has led you to this conclusion?

That's what this thread is about, so any pertinent information/knowledge is very much welcomed.

I do hope you don't find these questions to be of a PARANOID nature.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Is'nt it obvious BA? The vast magority of the music they forcefeed us on a daily basis through the MASS-MEDIA is Satanic and Occultic in nature, this is no coincidence. Read about the Tavistock Institute below. Very Intersting.

http://www.barefootsworld.net/tavistok.html

http://www.tavinstitute.org/index.php

01-29-2007, 09:27 AM
redrat11 wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
Well, RedRat, now that we know you think the entire music industry is a "satanic cabal," can you or, better, will you elaborate on this?

What has led you to this conclusion?

That's what this thread is about, so any pertinent information/knowledge is very much welcomed.

I do hope you don't find these questions to be of a PARANOID nature.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Is'nt it obvious BA? The vast magority of the music they forcefeed us on a daily basis through the MASS-MEDIA is Satanic and Occultic in nature, this is no coincidence. Read about the Tavistock Institute below. Very Intersting.

http://www.barefootsworld.net/tavistok.html

http://www.tavinstitute.org/index.php

Well, now, RedRat, you're asking me if it's obvious.

Someone who was a victim of MKULTRA/Project Monarch, a "satanic cult" and used within the music industry, military and government as a sex slave and for various other operations. Someone whose past controller/handler is a very famous musician.

You're asking the person who is the author of this thread; Mind Control and the Music Industry and the MKULTRA/Project Monarch thread, if it is obvious to me?

Someone who has intelligence/knowledge about our corrput government.

Isn't it obvious to you that it's OBVIOUS to me?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 09:55 AM
So, then, RedRat, if this is your belief, why the comment about how I don't seem to be able to contain myself regarding my past handler/controller?

Don't you think that, ultimately, this should become public knowledge?

Trying to convince me that the music industry is corrupt and occultic in nature is like trying to convince the "Shepherd that he as to leave the flock, in order to Fight off the wolves."

By the way, I tried to access your website; People who Browse Conspiracy Forums all day are Morons and I was brought to an UNKNOWN ZONE.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

redrat11
01-29-2007, 11:15 AM
BlueAngel wrote:
>>>So, then, RedRat, if this is your belief, why the comment about how I don't seem to be able to contain myself regarding my past handler/controller?<<<

Don't you think that, ultimately, this should become public knowledge?

Trying to convince me that the music industry is corrupt and occultic in nature is like trying to convince the "Shepherd that he as to leave the flock, in order to Fight off the wolves."

>>>>By the way, I tried to access your website; People who Browse Conspiracy Forums all day are Morons and I was brought to an UNKNOWN ZONE.<<<<

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Well you don't CONTAIN your feelings it seems, there's nothing wrong with that, it just seems like common sense, that a person who lived through the TRAUMA you supposedly went through, would try to keep it buried (so to speak.)

And I don't have a website, I was being sarcastic, there are some people who do in fact spend the entire day like morons staring at the stupid computer, don't you think that is unhealthy? Go to any conspiracy forum, you see these people wasting their lives it seems all damm day on forums. They should get out and get some fresh air, meet people, and do something other than watching a computer screen.


And by the way, you have a phenomenal skill at writing and expressing thoughts and feelings, you should self publish your story (just a thought.)

http://www.lulu.com/

igwt
01-29-2007, 11:17 AM
BA, there a couple of sites you may be interested in. Henry linked one of them in an article late last year.

The focus is on embedded and suggestive lyrics etc

http://www.goodfight.org/

http://www.hollywoodswar.com/

01-29-2007, 11:32 AM
igwt wrote:
BA, there a couple of sites you may be interested in. Henry linked one of them in an article late last year.

The focus is on embedded and suggestive lyrics etc

http://www.goodfight.org/

http://www.hollywoodswar.com/

Thanks for that. I will check it out.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 11:42 AM
redrat11 wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
>>>So, then, RedRat, if this is your belief, why the comment about how I don't seem to be able to contain myself regarding my past handler/controller?<<<

Don't you think that, ultimately, this should become public knowledge?

Trying to convince me that the music industry is corrupt and occultic in nature is like trying to convince the "Shepherd that he as to leave the flock, in order to Fight off the wolves."

>>>>By the way, I tried to access your website; People who Browse Conspiracy Forums all day are Morons and I was brought to an UNKNOWN ZONE.<<<<

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Well you don't CONTAIN your feelings it seems, there's nothing wrong with that, it just seems like common sense, that a person who lived through the TRAUMA you supposedly went through, would try to keep it buried (so to speak.)

Your logic is twisted here. That would be what they describe as SUFFERING IN SILENCE. Isn't that what battered women are usually forced to do in order to protect themselves from further abuse? Same as in the cult. Do you think suffering in silence is emotionally and psychologically healthy for those who were victims of mind control programs or any other type of abuse? Suffering in silence is basically a given when a mind control victim back in the day. There wasn't any information so to talk to someone about it was to be labeled crazy.

And I don't have a website, I was being sarcastic, there are some people who do in fact spend the entire day like morons staring at the stupid computer, don't you think that is unhealthy? Go to any conspiracy forum, you see these people wasting their lives it seems all damm day on forums. They should get out and get some fresh air, meet people, and do something other than watching a computer screen.

To each their own.

And by the way, you have a phenomenal skill at writing and expressing thoughts and feelings, you should self publish your story (just a thought.)

Thanks, but there won't be any self-publishing.

http://www.lulu.com/

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 01:39 PM
Okay, RedRat, you seem to have strayed away from the original question/topic that we were discussing.

You were unable to provide an answer to my inquiry as to why you posted a link in this thread to Santana's Black Magic Woman song. Instead, you deflected by calling me paranoid.

As I've stated, you are the only person on this site who has posted links to songs out of the BLUE.

You said you didn't expect that anyone would click the link.

Really?

That's a somewhat dumb statement, isn't it?

If that is what you thought, why did you post the link at all?

Did you think the same when you posted the AI link?

You most certainly knew I would click the link and hear the song. Are you pretending to be a DUMB RedRat?

You posted the link, added no comment as to how it pertains to this thread, didn't think anyone would click on it, but you posted it anyway.

Yes, that makes perfect sense!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 01:40 PM
Just curious, RedRat, why do you keep capitalizing and emphasizing the word CONTAIN?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 02:30 PM
IT will be PUBLISHED, but not self-published.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 04:50 PM
People are intriqued with mystery. So, the more mysterious a person is, an event is, the more attention it draws. But, it also opens the mind to suggestibility. This is based in part on the mystery religions from Babylon times.

This is what the musician who was my past handler/controller personifies to his fans.

He is a good storyteller and his fans, who have followed his career, want to hear more. Hoping for more insight as to the mystery characters, stories, he has created in his songs.

Captivating his audience with mystery. What is he singing about? Who is he talking about? Tell us more. Tell us more. Almost as if they are children trapped in HIS fairy-tale world.

Almost as if they are HYPNOTIZED by him.

Do you suppose that the people who followed the Pink Floyd ENIGMA actually thought it was being created by something other than "mind controllers?"

Most probably, because what do they know about mind control.

In a sense, they were victims themselves.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

redrat11
01-29-2007, 06:34 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
Okay, RedRat, you seem to have strayed away from the original question/topic that we were discussing.

You were unable to provide an answer to my inquiry as to why you posted a link in this thread to Santana's Black Magic Woman song. Instead, you deflected by calling me paranoid.

As I've stated, you are the only person on this site who has posted links to songs out of the BLUE.

You said you didn't expect that anyone would click the link.

Really?

That's a somewhat dumb statement, isn't it?

If that is what you thought, why did you post the link at all?

Did you think the same when you posted the AI link?

You most certainly knew I would click the link and hear the song. Are you pretending to be a DUMB RedRat?

>>>>You posted the link, added no comment as to how it pertains to this thread, didn't think anyone would click on it, but you posted it anyway.<<<<

Yes, that makes perfect sense!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

This is a music thread is it not? some people like music,(nothing more, nothing less.) :-)

01-29-2007, 09:11 PM
After I went into the so-called government safe house where I was tortured, Wendy was no longer and Mary was born. Another alter, another entity; however WE choose to describe her.

Mary, of course, did not have the same memories as Wendy and she was programmed with much disinformation.

Mary is no longer. She was just awful and served their purpose at the time.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 09:13 PM
redrat11 wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
Okay, RedRat, you seem to have strayed away from the original question/topic that we were discussing.

You were unable to provide an answer to my inquiry as to why you posted a link in this thread to Santana's Black Magic Woman song. Instead, you deflected by calling me paranoid.

As I've stated, you are the only person on this site who has posted links to songs out of the BLUE.

You said you didn't expect that anyone would click the link.

Really?

That's a somewhat dumb statement, isn't it?

If that is what you thought, why did you post the link at all?

Did you think the same when you posted the AI link?

You most certainly knew I would click the link and hear the song. Are you pretending to be a DUMB RedRat?

>>>>You posted the link, added no comment as to how it pertains to this thread, didn't think anyone would click on it, but you posted it anyway.<<<<

Yes, that makes perfect sense!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

This is a music thread is it not? some people like music,(nothing more, nothing less.) :-)

No, it's not a music thread. Of this, I'm sure you are aware.

Your dumb act is not flattering.

You can start a music thread, if you so desire.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 09:27 PM
Don't you love this line:

"you ain't a beauty, but, hey, you're alright and that's alright with me."

Well, gee, as long as it's okay with you.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-29-2007, 09:34 PM
The first day I was on HIS site, I was posting the lyrics to George Harrison's song, "Brainwashed." This song, of course, gives insight into their world.

But, like I said, they can sing about it all they want, cause they aren't going anywhere. If they reveal too much or become a problem, they will find some way to get rid of them permanently.

Several posters commented on some infringement right by posting his lyrics. Afterwards, other people on the site posted lyrics all the time.

I assume this was suggested so that I wouldn't do what I am doing now on this thread with various songs.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Read the lyrics to Brainwashed.

redrat11
01-29-2007, 10:00 PM
Have your cake, and eat it too.

you can have your MUSIC THREAD as you wish. please continue...

01-29-2007, 10:05 PM
redrat11 wrote:
Have your cake, and eat it too.

you can have your MUSIC THREAD as you wish. please continue...

I do like to eat my cake when I have it.

I'll continue as I please.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

P. S. It's not a music thread. The thread is titled, "Mind Control and the Music Industry."

redrat11
01-29-2007, 10:09 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

redrat11 wrote:
Have your cake, and eat it too.

you can have your MUSIC THREAD as you wish. please continue...

I do like to eat my cake when I have it.

I'll continue as I please.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

P. S. It's not a music thread. The thread is titled, "Mind Control and the Music Industry."

Petty argument...


Mind Control-------------AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY.
What exactly have I been posting that does'nt relate to that? The music I post is there for the DISCERNING type to learn.(MIND CONTROL.)

01-29-2007, 10:18 PM
There wasn't an argument.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

How 'bout Blue Bayou? Post some information about it as relates to mind control within the music industry.

redrat11
01-29-2007, 10:22 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
There wasn't an argument.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

How 'bout Blue Bayou? Post some information about it as relates to mind control within the music industry.

There is nothing EVIL about that particular song, I just happened to like it.(nothing more, nothing less.) We are allowed to post Actual music are we not? :-o

01-29-2007, 10:36 PM
I would prefer not. Please start a music/lyric thread.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

cold
01-29-2007, 10:49 PM
...

igwt
01-29-2007, 10:56 PM
ditto

cold
01-29-2007, 11:02 PM
Too much fun.

igwt
01-30-2007, 03:00 AM
cold wrote:
Too much fun.

Too funny

01-30-2007, 08:40 AM
Thunder Road
Bruce Springsteen

screen door slams
Mary's dress waves
Like a vision she dances across the porch
As the radio plays
Roy Orbison singing for the lonely
Hey that's me and I want you only
Don't turn me home again
I just can't face myself alone again
Don't run back inside
darling you know just what I'm here for
So you're scared and you're thinking
That maybe we ain't that young anymore
Show a little faith, there's magic in the night
You ain't a beauty, but hey you're alright
Oh and that's alright with me

You can hide 'neath your covers
And study your pain
Make crosses from your lovers
Throw roses in the rain
Waste your summer praying in vain
For a savior to rise from these streets
Well now I'm no hero
That's understood
All the redemption I can offer, girl
Is beneath this dirty hood
With a chance to make it good somehow
Hey what else can we do now
Except roll down the window
And let the wind blow back your hair
Well the night's busting open
These two lanes will take us anywhere
We got one last chance to make it real
To trade in these wings on some wheels
Climb in back
Heaven's waiting DOWN ON the tracks
Oh oh come take my hand
Riding out tonight to case the promised land
Oh oh Thunder Road, oh Thunder Road
oh Thunder Road
Lying out there like a killer in the sun
Hey I know it's late we can make it if we run
Oh Thunder Road, sit tight take hold
Thunder Road

Well I got this guitar
And I learned how to make it talk
And my car's out back
If you're ready to take that long walk
From your front porch to my front seat
The door's open but the ride it ain't free
And I know you're lonely
For words that I ain't spoken
But tonight we'll be free
All the promises'll be broken
There were ghosts in the eyes
Of all the boys you sent away
They haunt this dusty beach road
In the skeleton frames of burned out Chevrolets

They scream your name at night in the street
Your graduation gown lies in rags at their feet
And in the lonely cool before dawn
You hear their engines roaring on
But when you get to the porch they're gone
On the wind, so Mary climb in
It's a town full of losers
And I'm pulling out of here to win

In Peace,
BlueAngel

screen door slams
Mary runs away
like a demon she sees him
standing in the hallway

Roy Orbison's singing a tune
Mary runs and hides in her room
She turns him home again
guess he'll have to face himself alone

well I know just what he's here for
and I'm thinking I ain't that young anymore
so I'll show a little faith
and tell it to him straight
there's no place for you in my life
and I'm not gonna wait

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, Thunder Road
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, Thunder Road

I won't be hiding neath my covers or studying my pain
making crosses at my lovers
throwing roses in the rain
and all my praying was never in vain

so turn back around
there's the door
don't leave your dirty hood upon my floor

you're no hero, yes, that's understood
you're no savior
never thought that you would
I don't have wings
don't want in your wheels
not looking for the promised land
cause you're not real

I'm a beauty and I'm alright
and that's alright with me

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, thunder road
can't you see
ooh, ooh, ooh, thunder road
can't you see

I'm not lonely for the words you ain't spoken
not waiting for some promise to be broken
so trade in your wings for some wheels
and let them take you anywhere
but don't find your way back here

ooh, ooh, ooh, Thunder Road
ooh, ooh, ooh, Thunder Road

igwt
01-30-2007, 08:59 AM
BlueAngel wrote:
Thunder Road
Bruce Springsteen

screen door slams
Mary's dress waves
Like a vision she dances across the porch
As the radio plays
Roy Orbison singing for the lonely
Hey that's me and I want you only
Don't turn me home again
I just can't face myself alone again
Don't run back inside
darling you know just what I'm here for
So you're scared and you're thinking
That maybe we ain't that young anymore
Show a little faith, there's magic in the night
You ain't a beauty, but hey you're alright
Oh and that's alright with me

You can hide 'neath your covers
And study your pain
Make crosses from your lovers
Throw roses in the rain
Waste your summer praying in vain
For a savior to rise from these streets
Well now I'm no hero
That's understood
All the redemption I can offer, girl
Is beneath this dirty hood
With a chance to make it good somehow
Hey what else can we do now
Except roll down the window
And let the wind blow back your hair
Well the night's busting open
These two lanes will take us anywhere
We got one last chance to make it real
To trade in these wings on some wheels
Climb in back
Heaven's waiting DOWN ON the tracks
Oh oh come take my hand
Riding out tonight to case the promised land
Oh oh Thunder Road, oh Thunder Road
oh Thunder Road
Lying out there like a killer in the sun
Hey I know it's late we can make it if we run
Oh Thunder Road, sit tight take hold
Thunder Road

Well I got this guitar
And I learned how to make it talk
And my car's out back
If you're ready to take that long walk
From your front porch to my front seat
The door's open but the ride it ain't free
And I know you're lonely
For words that I ain't spoken
But tonight we'll be free
All the promises'll be broken
There were ghosts in the eyes
Of all the boys you sent away
They haunt this dusty beach road
In the skeleton frames of burned out Chevrolets

They scream your name at night in the street
Your graduation gown lies in rags at their feet
And in the lonely cool before dawn
You hear their engines roaring on
But when you get to the porch they're gone
On the wind, so Mary climb in
It's a town full of losers
And I'm pulling out of here to win

In Peace,
BlueAngel

screen door slams
Mary runs away
like a demon she sees him
standing in the hallway

Roy Orbison's singing a tune
Mary runs and hides in her room
She turns him home again
guess he'll have to face himself alone

well I know just what he's here for
and I'm thinking I ain't that young anymore
so I'll show a little faith
and tell it to him straight
there's no place for you in my life
and I'm not gonna wait

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, Thunder Road
ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, Thunder Road

I won't be hiding neath my covers or studying my pain
making crosses at my lovers
throwing roses in the rain
and all my praying was never in vain

so turn back around
there's the door
don't leave your dirty hood upon my floor

you're no hero, yes, that's understood
you're no savior
never thought that you would
I don't have wings
don't want in your wheels
not looking for the promised land
cause you're not real

I'm a beauty and I'm alright
and that's alright with me

ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, thunder road
can't you see
ooh, ooh, ooh, thunder road
can't you see

I'm not lonely for the words you ain't spoken
not waiting for some promise to be broken
so trade in your wings for some wheels
and let them take you anywhere
but don't find your way back here

ooh, ooh, ooh, Thunder Road
ooh, ooh, ooh, Thunder Road

Can you honestly remember all those lyrics? Wow!

01-30-2007, 09:07 AM
That's not from the past. I just now wrote it.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 09:19 AM
Rosalita
Bruce Springsteen

Spread out now Rosie, doctor come cut loose her mama's reins
You know playin' blindman's bluff is a little baby's game
You pick up Little Dynamite, I'm gonna pick up Little Gun
And together we're gonna go out tonight and make that highway run
You don't have to call me lieutenant Rosie and I don't want to be your son
The only lover I'm ever gonna need's your soft sweet little girls tongue Rosie
you're the one
Dynamite's in the belfry playin' with the bats
Little Gun's downtown in front of Woolworth's tryin' out his attitude on all the
cats
Papa's on the corner waitin' for the bus
Mama she's home in the window waitin' up for us
She'll be there in that chair when they wrestle her upstairs
'Cause you know we ain't gonna come
I ain't here for business
I'm only here for fun
And Rosie you're the one

(CHORUS)
Rosalita jump a little lighter
SeĖorita come sit by my fire
I just want to be your love, ain't no lie
Rosalita you're my stone desire

Jack the Rabbit and Weak Knees Willie, you know they're gonna be there
Ah, sloppy Sue and Big Bones Billie, they'll be comin' up for air
We're gonna play some pool, skip some school, act real cool
Stay out all night, it's gonna feel all right
So Rosie come out tonight, baby come out tonight
Windows are for cheaters, chimneys for the poor
Closets are for hangers, winners use the door
So use it Rosie, that's what it's there for

(CHORUS)

Now I know your mama she don't like me 'cause I play in a rock and roll band
And I know your daddy he don't dig me but he never did understand
Papa lowered the boom, he locked you in your room
I'm comin' to lend a hand
I'm comin' to liberate you, confiscate you, I want to be your man
Someday we'll look back on this and it will all seem funny But now you're sad, your mama's mad
And your papa says he knows that I don't have any money
Tell him that this is last chance to get his daughter in a fine romance
Because a record company, Rosie, just gave me a big advance

My tires were slashed and I almost crashed but the Lord had mercy
My machine she's a dud, I'm stuck in the mud somewhere in the swamps of Jersey

Hold on tight, stay up all night 'cause Rosie I'm comin' on strong
By the time we meet the morning light I will hold you in my arms
I know a pretty little place in Southern California down San Diego way
There's a little café where they play guitars all night and day
You can hear them in the back room strummin'
So hold tight baby 'cause don't you know daddy'scomin'

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 10:14 AM
How 'bout this verse from a Beatle's song:

"better run for your life if you can little girl

hide your head in the sand little girl

catch you with another man

that's the end of little girl"

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 11:43 AM
Going back to the COMMANDS on HIS site to pack my bags as he woud be coming for me.

First I have to state that I was so far out of touch with reality at this point, and in an altered state of consciousness.

I was being controlled.

Looking back now, not being controlled, not in an altered state of consciousness, I never in my "normal" state of mind would have packed my bags, watiting for a FAMOUS MUSICIAN to just what? come to my doorstep and off we go.

Leave my husband and children behind.

It was said that if we ever reunited this is what would have to be. I would have to leave MY life as I knew it behind.

As they watched me go through the motions, I'm sure they saw I was crushed when he didn't show. I went through this drill several times. Even cashing in my investments and opening my OWN checking account.

Another roller coaster ride of emotional instability created by THEM.

I assume since he didn't show, since there wasn't any plan to come get me, they thought I would then leave my husband and go somewhere to wait for him.

This is what they desired, but it was also to call up disinformation that someone in my house, parents most likely, would pretend that he had called, that I should pack my bag and that he would be coming to get me, but he never showed. In otherwords, playing tricks on me. For what purpose, I have no idea. This is the problem with this disinformation.

It is to cover the real memory that I always had to have my bag packed and ready to go at a moment's notice, because it was said, I never knew when he would be in town and/or when he would show up unexpectedly to get me. I always had to be ready to go.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 11:53 AM
The abusers are really anyone the Beta victims have come in contact with...that knows what she/he is and how to activate their programmed triggers.

To name a few, there are drug lords, politicians, (federal, state, and local) corrupt law enforcement personnel, big name entertainers who themselves usually own a Beta victim or two and a host of other conspiracy members.

Victims are traded among members like livestock. When they reach 30 years of age they are many times used in snuff porn movies, or what is termed "thrown from the Freedom Train." The abusers are too numerous to mention here, but in the reports previously disseminated, were named - many on the Washington, DC level, and hopefully will become visible media targets once myself and concerned others wake up the populace with the well hidden truth.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 12:00 PM
Instructions and alter switching can be achieved in a victim through "triggers" and codes in written material, music, telephone signals, television. Anything the victim might see and/or hear. Keep in mind that it does not have to be directed at them specifically.

It is covert and most of the operation on HIS site was covert.

I was programmed to many songs as an alter-changing trigger especially for Beta sexual activties/abuse.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 12:07 PM
Play Me Backwards
Joan Baez

You donít have to play me backwards
To get the meaning of my verse
You donít have to die and go to hell
To feel the devilís curse
Well, I thought my life was a photograph
On the family Christmas card
Kids all dressed in buttons and bows
And line up in the yard
Were the golden days of childhood
So lyrical and warm
Or did the picture start to fade
On the day that I was born?

You don't have to play me backwards
To get the meaning of my verse
You don't have to die and go to hell
To feel the devil's curse

Iíve seen them light the candles
Iíve heard them bang the drum
And Iíve cried Mama Mama
Iím cold as ice
And I got no place to run

Let the night begin, thereís a pop of skin
And the sudden rush of scarlet
Thereís a little boy riding on a goatís head
And a little girl playing the harlot

Thereís a sacrifice in an empty church
Of sweet liíl Baby Rose
And a man in a mask from Mexico
Is peeling off my clothes

You don't have to play be backwards
To get the meaning of my verse
You don't have to die and go to hell
To feel the devil's curse

So Iím paying for protection
Smoking out the truth
Chasing recollections
Nailing down the proof

You donít have to play me backwards
To get the meaning of my verse
You donít have to die and go to hell
To feel the devilís curse
Iíll stand before your altar
And tell everything I know
Iíve come to claim my childhood
At the chapel of Baby Rose

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I have also mentioned the use of masks by perpetrators and Dylan mentions this also in his song, Masters of War.

01-30-2007, 12:10 PM
In the home of the brave, Jefferson turning over in his grave,
Fools glorify themselves, try to manipulate Satan. - Bob Dylan -
- Rigorous Intuition, Oct 05, 2005 -


All my loyal and my much-loved companions
They approve of me and share my code
I practice a faith that's been long abandoned
Ain't no altars on this long and lonesome road

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 03:15 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
Recognizing that each child is unique, early researchers into mind control were able to make some identification of the specific traumas during the various developmental states in the life of the child that would cause sufficient wounding, and of the specific nurturing experiences during those same developmental states that were necessary to prevent trauma-induced schizophrenia, narcissistic personality disorder, psychopathic personality, as well as other mental disorders." (Oglevie, 2004).

In Peace,
BlueAngel

In order to acheive the trauma-induced schizophrenia, narcissistic personality disorder, psychopatic personality, multiple personality disorder, etc., the specific nurturing experiences required to PREVENT these disorders were withheld.

There are many other varied types of torture/abuse that the victim experiences as well.

In my particular case, I underwent torture/interrogation, food, water, sensory deprivation.

It was said that I brought it ON MYSELF. This, of course, due to my status as a traitor and/or having committed treason and my struggle to fight their control.

Many times, HE was reprimanded for not being able to control his SLAVE. You better get her under control. You better learn to control her.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 03:24 PM
HE always said that I made it harder than it had to be. That I brought it on myself. That I needed to stop fighting him.

I make it hard because I don't want you or anyone else to control me.

How is that illogical, I would ask.

How would you like someone controlling you? Or, are you controlled, too? Who is your handler? What is his name?

Everyone is controlled. From the top to the bottom of the totem pole.

I don't want to be a SLAVE for the rest of my life and I'm going to do what I have to do to get out.

I don't care if they kill me. I don't care what they do to me.

I would rather be dead than be a part of this "cult."

I want to get married to a normal person. I want to have a normal life. I want to have children and I'm not going to have children if I have to raise them in a cult.

My life would never be normal, he said. And, they would make it a living hell if I DEFECTED.

I am warning you, I said. I will DO what I have to do to BE FREE and if it includes going public, I will!

You will not stop me. No one is going to stop me.

These words were probably what caused my visit to the so-called government safe-house.

So, here I am. Thirty years later.

FORGIVE ME FATHER FOR I HAVE SINNED
BUT DO YOU KNOW WHERE I HAVE BEEN?

The Lord is my savior.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 03:39 PM
The conspiracy, predictably, involves the CIA, Nazis, the Vatican, Satanists, HAARP, Walt Disney, assorted rock musicians, and Freemasonry. Naturally, childhood sexual abuse plays a key role. According to the escaped sex-slaves of Project Monarch, it all serves the world's (or, it seems, America's) power elite.

Good guy, bad guy routine. An all out campaign to out one of Perps so that the other perpetraters appear to be the good guys and can then lure the victim back into their CULT.

---------------------------------------------

I have mentioned the creation of a particular thread on HIS site where I was constantly degraded whether posting in it or not.

The most prominent poster in that thread, as I stated, was not considered an ally of the other posters.

However, almost as if he owned the site, this thread was allowed to remain.

This would speak to the 2nd paragraph above. The perpetrators who did not frequent this thread wanted to appear to be the "good guys."
This would be negative.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 04:05 PM
The conversation continued something like this:

If I went public, how did I know they wouldn't kill him so that he wouldn't be able to corroborate any of my accusations.

I said that the OTHERS whom I had reported to knew about me and knew about him and much more. It would just make them look guilty if one of us were killed.

So, this speaks to the disinformation about HIS name being tortured out of me so that we couldn't be witnesses against the government.

More like his name was tortured out of me so I couldn't go public, but they'd like me to believe that I was tortured and wouldn't speak his name to THEM in order to protect him from being killed. I wouldn't give up the witness' name. This is negative.

After the so-called government safe house, he said that if we ever reunited, you know, when I was BETTER, he would have to act/pretend like he was one of them until it was time to go public.

I said, that's ridiculous. You're one of them. You're just as guilty as they are. And, you expect me to believe that I'm out of the cult, you're still in it, but somehow you have discontinued your evil ways. Like they will allow this???

Oh, it would hurt, he said. It would hurt him as much as it would hurt me, but that it would be necessary so that he didn't blow his cover.

I was told to go about my life as if nothing happened. Get out. Be around other people. Get some fresh air. One day we'll be together and it will all be made public.

Can't sit around thinking about what may have been.

What a BS artist.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-30-2007, 06:26 PM
Bump!

01-30-2007, 06:29 PM
Cold said:

"Bitch, no one here including the fuck all igwt gives a damn about your life, grow up and shut up about it. Find yourself a new broom and go for a long ride. I want this thread at the top.

Igwit, take concern over the area of your renal arteries near there conjunction with the aorta.

I want this thread at the top. We will play it at the lowest level, your home."

The Devil

01-30-2007, 07:30 PM
You know, logic told me at the end of my time on his site after all the disinformation that was fed to me by THEM proved to be lies; after I spent TWO years bringing myself back to normalcy; enduring much suffering after my INFILTRATION, that if HE had protected me from the cult; if HE was the reason I had survived; if he was a WITNESS, all the harrassment would have stopped, right? WRONG!

If he wasn't a perpetrator; if he wasn't my controller/handler from the past; all of the harrassment would have stopped, right? WRONG!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

cold
01-30-2007, 10:16 PM
Monkey see Monkey do ( no offense to monkeys, just to you earwig or bitch).

igwt
01-30-2007, 11:19 PM
cold wrote:
Monkey see Monkey do ( no offense to monkeys, just to you earwig or bitch).



REMEMBER TO FORGET

01-31-2007, 09:16 AM
You know, logic told me at the end of my time on his site after all the disinformation that was fed to me by THEM proved to be lies; after I spent TWO years bringing myself back to normalcy; enduring much suffering after my INFILTRATION, that if HE had protected me from the cult; if HE was the reason I had survived; if he was a WITNESS, all the harrassment would have stopped, right? WRONG!

If he wasn't a perpetrator; if he wasn't my controller/handler from the past; all of the harrassment would have stopped, right? WRONG!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 10:10 AM
I had two choices in my life. I could either stay with the "cult," with him, and never have free will or I could risk my life in order to get out.

I chose to risk my life.

Sounds unbelievable, doesn't I?

But, it's true.

I never loved him. He was abusive. I had to keep going back and pretending that I loved him in order to get as much information as possible, even when I could have been free of him much sooner.

The only time I ever felt that I may have loved him was through altered states of consciousness, child-like personalities and the triggering of sexual programming.

I knew when those conditions were present, it was a false love. A love born of make-believe and fear.

To love him was to FEAR him.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 10:26 AM
Even after returning from the so-called government safe-house, remembering he was abusive, knowing he was responsible for what I endured there, he would attempt to convince me of this "ficticious" love that existed. The one they also implanted.

Listen to my songs. These love songs. They're all about you.

I said, you know what, your love songs don't mean anything to me. That's not WHO you really are. So, you might as well just stop writing and singing about me.

I never loved you and I never will. I don't love people who abuse me. Period!

This projection of a love for someone in his songs that was ripped from his life by other entities of which he had no connection is NEGATIVE.

Like he is the one who has SUFFERED.

The twisted world in which THEY live.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 10:35 AM
He would say, you better want to have sex with me or you know what I'm going to have to do.

I'd say what?

Tickle you like your father does until you pee your pants.

I'd say, why would you do that?

Or, I'll have to call out one of your alters, cat-like alters, child-like alters.

I'd say, why can't we just have sex without switching me?

Why do I have to be someone else, something else? Why can't I just be my normal self when I'm with you?. Cause I like little girls.

But, I'm not a little girl anymore.

I just don't want to be switched. If you love me, you should be able to have sex with ME and not have to change me into someone/something else.

This, so that I could stay aware and report.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 10:54 AM
There was alot of role-playing on his part, as well.

I would be the "mommy" and he would be my son.

I'd ask, why do you want to be my son? You're a man, aren't you?

Sometimes, he'd say I just want to be a baby or a son having sex with my mommy.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 11:58 AM
He said. Okay, you little BITCH! I know you've been talking to people about me, about our sex life.

Something about if it went public, he had things to say about me.

I said, there isn't anything to say about me. Everything I had to do, I was forced to do.

Do you think I wake up with these bruises on my arms and my body because they just appear by themselves?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

redrat11
01-31-2007, 01:04 PM
Time Limit...

4 months...



CONTAIN yourself....



Progression: unresolved issue(s), non-compliant.

igwt
01-31-2007, 01:49 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
He said. Okay, you little BITCH! I know you've been talking to people about me, about our sex life.

Something about if it went public, he had things to say about me.

I said, there isn't anything to say about me. Everything I had to do, I was forced to do.

Do you think I wake up with these bruises on my arms and my body because they just appear by themselves?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Sounds like straight out of the movie, "Blue Velvet"

01-31-2007, 02:06 PM
Was that Dennis Hopper? Creepy guy.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
01-31-2007, 02:13 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
Was that Dennis Hopper? Creepy guy.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

That's the one.

01-31-2007, 02:16 PM
redrat11 wrote:
Time Limit...

4 months...



CONTAIN yourself....



Progression: unresolved issue(s), non-compliant.

Listen up, RedRat and listen real good because this is probably going to be my last response to you.

You have revealed yourself. This is the fate of those who attempt to control me.

I will not and I cannot be controlled.

Anyone of your alters, anyone of your ilk can come here and post "covert" messages, but as you and many others have demonstrated they are destined to become plain for all to see.

I will not CONTAIN myself. I contained myself for three decades plus from the pain inflicted upon my mind, body and soul by HIM and the rest of the "sadistic pigs" inside this cult.

This is my FINAL WORD to you. I am no longer suffering in silence. I will not be silenced. I will not be neturalized and I will not be CONTAINED.

GOD is my witness and he will serve justice as he sees fit.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 03:29 PM
I know someone was paid not to "talk." It may have been an ex-wife.

The physical abuse that he directly inflicted on me is the hardest part to talk about, but the door has been cracked.

I am trying to comfort myself in knowing that if I do, it's alright, because he can never hurt me again.

On his site, I was put through the wringer, but it wasn't physical.

It was a deep wounding. If HE is capable of watching me suffer from what he and they directly inflicted on me while on HIS site and in the past, one can imagine how intense the physical abuse would be.

Those who surround him know and they protect him. They've ridden him for what he's worth.

Kicked around the floor like a dog.

I hear myself saying, please, please don't hurt me. I know you're going to hurt me. I promise I'll do and say whatever you want. Just don't hurt me anymore. The trembling lip and clenched jaw and the fingers on pressure points in my neck. Crying and sobbing. Covering my face.

That'll teach you to behave. That'll teach you never to talk to anyone about me again.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 03:41 PM
I think I was forced to go back to the OTHERS and change my story. Or, at least, forced to tell them that I had lied.

This speaks to several songs that have messages about the "lies that killed us," and Rod Stewart's "reason to believe."

In otherwords, I lied about him to OTHERS. This is negative. I was forced through torture/abuse to recant what I had reported about HIM out of fear.

Being in an altered state of consciousness, I'm sure he was able to put me in a state of confusion. By this, I mean, being torn between the reality of what he really was and how when in the child-like, altered state, sexual programming triggered, the abuse would be forgotten, minimized and a "false" love would be felt for that time.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 05:56 PM
I have been seeing this house in my mind for a very long time. I don't know where it is. But, it's a small house and it's in a wooded area. Doesn't seem to be a neighborhood. I look out of the window and there are woods.

I see the living area. It is small. The kitchen and sitting area are in the same room. I think the dining room table is round. There is one bedroom and I see a night table.

I see myself chained or tied sometimes to furniture and then I am left alone. I actually see myself eating and drinking from a dog dish.

Seems I was left on my own there to a certain degree. Always begging, please don't leave me here alone. Laying in my own feces and urine. Please don't leave me alone. When will you be back. I promise I'll behave.

I guess I'm going to have to put a diaper on you like a baby.

Many times, the mornings bring about fear. I think this is associated with having to wake up and face it all over again. Not what I'm doing here, but what I had to face in the past. Waking up alone in this house I keep seeing.

Sometimes night would fall and I would be there alone. Just seeing myself lying on the floor crying.

Also if and when I was institutionalized knowing that I only had more torture to endure in the morning.

When I write about the physical abuse or begin to access it, I sometimes start to tremble just as I would in the past knowing I would have to face HIM and more abuse. Telling my parents, I tell you what HE/THEY do to me and you still make me go with him. I don't want to be paired with him. I don't want to marry him. I don't want anything to do with him.

Could be my father was telling HIM what it was I was remembering and then HE was torturing it out of me.

Seems people would come when I was alone. His friends, maybe and then when telling him, he played the innocent/DUMB act. You must be delusional. Seeing things, is what was said. I was with them today. How could they have been here?

When I would return home, I was bruised from head to toe many times. I think some of it was from the tightness of whatever was used to restrain me. Cover up would be that I bruised easily and/or was clumsy.

I was young and remember being told to wear long sleeve shirts to school to cover the needle marks.

I feel as though at some point I had to go through withdrawal, or beg for whatever drug it was they/HIM were addicting me to. Behave in order to get a fix.

I think the etchings were made with a knife/razor blade. They flesh wasn't broken. Sharp enough to produce minimal bleeding. Sit still or we might puncture a vein.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 08:43 PM
I don't know how to spell the name of the entity that was shown to me via link by a poster on HIS site, who said, remember...JABOLLAH.

A horney type creature.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 08:46 PM
There was a poster on HIS site who wanted it to appear as though she was a part of the CIA, as this is what HE portrayed himself to be.

While information was either being extracted by OTHERS or disinformation called up, she said inside the thread, "anyone without intelligence," leave the room.

There was also a poster who talked about Frank Sinatra frequently as if they wanted to call up false information about him.

I made no comment.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 08:48 PM
IGWT, the post above WAS NOT taken from Blue Velvet. Just to clarify.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 08:54 PM
I have never found lyrics so different for the same song:

Devils and Dust

parked my car on Parsons Lane
Walked a mile to my father's front gate
He sat on the porch out of the rain
It's always too early but never too late

Talked until the stars fell asleep
Little time when the years run fast
Lots of creases in my shirt to keep
Lots of streets full of devils and dust

Called it quits around mid mornin'

Went inside to get somethin' to eat
Pa's asleep on the porch and snorin'
Dreamin' about the sons he wanted to meet

Slump back in my chair and watch the cars roll by
Endless roads and neigbourhoods
Engines in need of oil and fixin'
Devils and dust under the hood

Devils and Dust
Bruce Springsteen

"Devils & Dust"

I got my finger on the trigger
But I don't know who to trust
When I look into your eyes
There's just devils and dust
We're a long, long way from home, Bobbie
Home's a long, long way from us
I feel a dirty wind blowing
Devils and dust

I got God on my side
And I'm just trying to survive
What if what you do to survive
Kills the things you love
Fear's a powerful thing, baby
It can turn your heart black you can trust
It'll take your God filled soul
And fill it with devils and dust

Well I dreamed of you last night
In a field of blood and stone
The blood began to dry
The smell began to rise
Well I dreamed of you last night, Bobbie
In a field of mud and bone
Your blood began to dry
And the smell began to rise

We've got God on our side
We're just trying to survive
What if what you do to survive
Kills the things you love
Fear's a powerful thing, baby
It'll turn your heart black you can trust
It'll take your God filled soul
Fill it with devils and dust
It'll take your God filled soul
Fill it with devils and dust

[Harmonica solo]

Now every woman and every man
They wanna take a righteous stand
Find the love that God wills
And the faith that He commands
I've got my finger on the trigger
And tonight faith just ain't enough
When I look inside my heart
There's just devils and dust

Well I've got God on my side
And I'm just trying to survive
What if what you do to survive
Kills the things you love
Fear's a dangerous thing
It can turn your heart black you can trust
It'll take your God filled soul
Fill it with devils and dust
Yeah it'll take your God filled soul
Fill it with devils and dust

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 09:07 PM
This is part of Bono's speech inducting Springsteen into the Rock 'n Roll Hall of Fame:

"We call him the Boss. Well that's a bunch of crap. He's not the boss. He works for us. More than a boss, he's the owner, because more than anyone else, Bruce Springsteen owns America's heart."

The OWNER??

In Peace,
BlueAngel

01-31-2007, 11:07 PM
At one point, while on HIS site, in the beginning when I was steadily being controlled, but they weren't achieving the results they desired, we were conversing via email and I was being referred to as Wendy. I was running into a block. He wasn't happy so the name was said over and over again. It wasn't producing whatever results he desired which was most likely the child-like Beta slave. So, he proceeded onto the site to involve his cohorts in some mission.

I believe he was my main controller/handler, but I was difficult to control so there were several others. They may have been musicians also. There are two others who have always been in the "back of my head."

One email said, "Wendy, I don't want to ever leave you alone again and to not be afraid of your past.

Well, this statement had somewhat of an opposite effect in that I wasn't really feeling alone until I was sucked deep into their world and almost completely out of reality and out of touch with my family and friends. So, basically, when he was there and then gone; one person one minute; another the next, I was feeling very ALONE and this is what they wanted. Complete dependency on HIM being there to fulfill the lonely void I was experiencing due to my isolation. But, HIM being there was predicated by my not having intimacy with my husband and behaving/obeying. So the emotional stress was building. Disconnected from family and friends and then him being there one minute and then not the next.

So, what HE really wanted for me in the past and present, since he would never be there, was to be alone; was to leave me trapped in an altered state; out of touch with family, friends and reality.

I also wasn't really afraid of my past until that was suggested. I was becomming afraid because of my transformation and the seclusion from family and friends; the feeling of being disconnected from reality. All the while thinking they held the KEYS to my past. Instead, they held the keys to my programming.

I received an email with the programming levels asking if they helped to jog my memory. Assuming this was intended to refresh my memory of BETA programming. There was no elaboration/explanation.

After receiving an email saying, "I love you, now what? the next morning I received an email saying it wasn't really him I was conversing with, it was someone named Beautiful Joseph and that he became interested in me from the site.

All this really did is provoke implanted memories of a baby I may have had named Joseph. Not sure if one of the Nazi doctors was was referred to as Beautiful Joseph or not.

So, the pictures I emailed to HIM are now in Beautiful Joseph's possession supposedly. I ask him what he is going to do with them and he says that he has them on his wall. This is becomming so strange, as you can imagine, in an altered state, I am an emotional wreck. Being jerked around like a marionette.

Now, he's back again but not as Beautiful Joseph. We're conversing via email.

A day or so later, I receive an email telling me to go back to my husband that he could never make me happy. Something about the past getting in the way.

Some of these emails disappeared from my mailbox.

When HE first emailed me, he said, "I could tell him anything, but I couldn't trust him." I'm sure this is so I wouldn't think it was him.

But, it was.

Also, he mentioned something about the GOONS. Perhaps to stir up memories of the torture that I seemed to relive for weeks.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 07:50 AM
Yuck!

When I think about how I was signing some of my emails to him, it reminds me of a line from one of U2's songs, "did I leave a bad taste in your mouth?" Yes, for a moment.

I would sign:

Pleasant Dreams,
Wendy

My birth name is not Wendy. So, why was I signing my emails this way?

BECAUSE I WAS IN AN ALTERED STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS!!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 08:20 AM
bump!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 08:31 AM
My husband is a constant source of strength. I just wanted to acknowledge him here.

He is prepared for whatever lies ahead in our future and, so, too, am I.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 08:45 AM
LaDomino said:

Of course these individuals have insecurities and such, but rather show compassion than mockery - as we are all essentially on the same boat.

It would be like laughing at a tiger in a bear trap. Let us not be filled with this heartlessness. Although it can be a challenge, we must always be at our zenith - where the air is pure, and the view is unbroken and unremitting.
_________________
BlueAngel said:

Who are you talking to?

I would certainly hope it would be one or more of the perverse posters on this site and that would not include IGWT or myself.

FYI, you might be on the boat with them, but I jumped overboard a long time ago.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

P.S. I have no "Sympathy for the Devil."

BlueAngel said:

Do as you say, LaDomino. Let's see you show compassion for these posters whom you claim have insecurities.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

BlueAngel said:

You've got to be kidding me. This isn't a mental health site. If they have problems, that's where they should be.

You know, same logic as others who have posted on this board.

Show ABUSERS compassion.

I'm not the victim of a mind control program where this is standard practice and something one is forced to do!

Respect those who show only disrespect. Who refer to me as a cunt and a bitch.

Thanks for your advice, but I don't need it.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 09:38 AM
Let's put this into perspective.

But, first let's ask ourselves some questions.

Why does this THING come to ClubConspiracy and refer to himself as The Devil?

It couldn't have anything to do with the "satanic cult" I'm writing about, could it?

Why does he single me out and refer to me as the "B" and "C" word?

It couldn't have anything to do with what I'm writing about in the "Mind Control within the Music Industry" thread, could it?

Why did he attempt to hypnotize me the other night and implant suggestions/commands?

It couldn't have anything to do with the fact that I'm a survivor of MKULTRA/Project Monarch, could it?

Why did I refer to myself as Wendy while on HIS site?

It couldn't have anything to do with the fact that those on his site knew of my programming and that Wendy was an alter, could it?

It couldn't have anything to do with the fact that they altered my state of consciousness, could it?

Why is Shadow here, day in and day out?

IT is a TROLL.

Why does RedRat suggest that I CONTAIN myself?

Shall I go on?

Or, have I made myself CLEAR?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

What were some of the suggestions/commands by The Devil during his attempt at hypnosis:

"I know nothing of anything and I will not speak." I replied Negative. He replied I repeat the same as above.

"My brain is a wasteland. Isn't that right, he asked?"

"I know nothing of music."

02-01-2007, 10:00 AM
Anyone, musician or otherwise, as he did, who calls out at a show for the impeachment of the President is not considering that if Impeachment were realized, who Bush's successor would be.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 10:57 AM
I don't care how many people worship HIM and his music. I don't care how much money he has. I don't care what his future might hold. I don't care how much power he thinks he may possess.

Did he care about my future, past and/or present?

Did he watch me suffer, past and present?

Did he cause some and/or most of my suffering, past and present?

Was there an OPERATION on his SITE to destroy me?

Was there an operation in the past to destroy me?

WE know the answers.

I do not have compassion for "sadistic pigs."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 11:07 AM
I would HOPE there are more people in this world/country who care about the "secrets" our government harbors and the atrocities they inflict around the globe than those who care about this "nothing man."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 11:36 AM
The conversation with him and his ilk in the past went something like this:

You would ruin his career?

Why should I care about his career?

He didn't care about me. He didn't care about abusing me, watching me be abused, torturing me, sending me away to get tortured?

I'm suppose to care about him because he's rich and famous and it doesn't matter what he did to me because I'm not.

I think there was an offer of money. You'll never have to want for anything. He'll take care of you for the rest of your life. Life of luxury. Something about a trust fund.

That's not what I want. You think that money can make up for what HE and THEY did to me?

You think this will make it all go away? You think this will make the scars heal? You think this will make my memory come back? You think this will comfort me? You think I want your dirty money? You just want me to sign on the dotted line and put a gag order on me.

This will never happen.

You think money can buy my silence?

What if he winds up going to jail?

I don't care where he goes. Did he care where I went? Did he care where he sent me?

I was punished for crimes inflicted on me and HE and THEY were not.

If I were ever to call him a "sadistic pig," he would say, what did you say? Come here to my face and say that? Don't you ever let me hear you say those words again.

If I were to ever use the word pedophile, the same would happen.

At first, during memories surfacing, I couldn't say the word pedophile without clenched jaw and trembling lips.

I'm underage, I would say. He is not a teenager. There is a law about this.

So, I am saying again, I don't care what his FATE is.

How can he make it right? I was asked. He can't make it right. He'll never be right. He's not right.

He's a victim, himself, they would say. I'd say, well, he had his chance and he chose to remain a victim.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Once on HIS site, there was a message to me:

"GIVE ME MONEY."

A memory of a trust fund waiting for me if and when I were to awaken.

Again, I don't accept pay-offs.

02-01-2007, 02:46 PM
I find it truly amazing how I am able to recall with great detail, the names, the emails, what was said, who said it, etc. while I was on HIS site even though I was in an altered state of consciousness.

I have purposely left out the names of the posters.

This speaks to photographic memory.

What I had before they tortured me, created amnesia, drugged me and tried to destroy me.

This speaks to how I was able to report to the OTHERS before I was almost turned into a vegetable.

I find it amazing how I am able to recall conversations with HIM from the past, now that I'm not in an altered state of consciousness and being mind controlled as I was on HIS SITE. Now that I'm not being "triggered" into sexual programming/disinformation. Now that I am in control of my own mind.

Yes, there are INTRUDERS here, but I can spot them a mile away. I am no longer suffering from the emotional, psychological and mental abuse that THEY left me in not once, but TWICE.

I remember telling HIM in the past that if HE ever messed with me again, HE would be the one who would face interrogation. He would be the one who would have to answer questions.

I also remember telling HIM that he took something that could have been beautiful and turned it into filth.

How he could have sought help. How he could have been a WITNESS.

He chose the alternative. For what? Fortune and fame!!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 03:06 PM
Why did they attempt to control me, psychologically damage me, render me in a child-like state, because I am STRONG otherwise.

I am an army of one and THEY know it. They knew it then and they know it now.

Regardless of their tactics, their OPERATIONS, I was capable of fighting their infection in my life then and I am capable of fighting their infection in my life NOW.

I defied them every step of the way in the past. I will defy them every step of the way in the present and future.

The difference now is that I am a mother, a wife and a friend. I am surrounded by people who know me and protect me.

As Helen Reddy says in one of her songs:

"If I have to, I can do anything."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-01-2007, 08:40 PM
This is very difficult for me to write because the results that HE/THEY, those persons on his site, involved in the "covert" operation against me, wanted was for me to be DEAD.

That's all there is to it. Nothing more and nothing less.

They can't KILL me themselves so they were hoping I would either suicide or be left in a "psychotic state." They traumatized and fractured me all over again.

First, you must understand that a "mind control" victim is highly suggestible. And, when one is back under the control of her/his handlers, whatever activity they desire for you to engage in can be coerced through suggestion.

We already know that I was in a child-like state, out of touch with reality, my family, my friends, isolated and under their control. I was in a dream world/fairy tale world of lies and disinformation.

In this particular thread that I have talked about, the drinking of alcoholic beverages was the topic. It was a LOUNGE and it was on an island. It was a make-believe scenario for me.

For the record, I am a modest drinker, but they were pouring this and pouring that and posters would be asked, what will you have tonight? This was ongoing for months.

Outside of this thread, other threads would be set-up on Friday/Saturday nights and drinking was the topic as well. Conversation and drinking. All in a very polite manner. All so sweet and cute with one another.

What'll it be tonight?

Some posters talked about drinking regularly in their homes. I'm going to have this tonight or that tonight.

So, anyway, I found myself drinking. My husband commented that I was drinking more than he has ever seen me drink before.

He was right. I have never before, since my marriage to him finished an entire bottle of wine by myself plus some.

This became frequent.

They were aware that I take an anti-anxiety medication and I am of the belief that alcohol poisoning is what their objective was.

Remember, they watch me. They listen in. They know when I'm leaving my house and when I return home.

What are you drinking, they'd ask? What's your favorite drink?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

cold
02-01-2007, 09:00 PM
Boring as HELL

The Devil

02-01-2007, 09:06 PM
cold wrote:
Boring as HELL

The Devil

You should know since you've SPENT YOUR ENTIRE LIFE THERE.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
02-01-2007, 11:16 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

cold wrote:
Boring as HELL

The Devil

You should know since you've SPENT YOUR ENTIRE LIFE THERE.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

So true

cold
02-01-2007, 11:24 PM
THE MUSIC INDUSTRY IS A FINE UPSTANDING GROUP OF DAEMONS. THEY DO MY WORK WELL.

02-01-2007, 11:25 PM
Yep, they certainly are.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

cold
02-01-2007, 11:27 PM
I NEW PRICKING THIS PART OF YOUR ASS WOULD DRAW YOU OUT. IS IGWIT YOUR DOGGIE?

02-02-2007, 12:13 AM
Draw yourself out of HELL.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 03:42 AM
BlueAngel, You are articulate. That I will give you.

Shadow
02-02-2007, 03:46 AM
41 pages and growing :-o

02-02-2007, 04:06 AM
That is all I'm giving her though. Credibility? How to prove true statements such as:

"Remember, they watch me. They listen in. They know when I'm leaving my house and when I return home."

I'd probably prefer not to know. There is a lot I would potentially like to say to BlueAngel but she offers advice and wisdom only and doesen't take it.

The truth is that we are ALL victims of mind control but in ways most of us would not bother to consider.

It's silence is loud and in plain site.

Shadow
02-02-2007, 04:17 AM
The only mind control that he (not sheas he claims)is from the medication that he should be taking.

Have anybody bothered to read some of the dribble at the start of this thread? It had some promis in the first few pages but then he lost the plot.

02-02-2007, 04:30 AM
Unfortunately yes. I read it. It's about an hour or so of my life I'll never be able to get back!

02-02-2007, 08:54 AM
ďIn the end you have to look at a song and not know exactly where it came fromĒ (BRUCE SPRINGSTEIN, Dateline, Dec. 14, 1998).

Really? Why do YOU HAVE TO look at a song and in the end not know exactly where it came from?

Are you in an altered state of consciousness?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Shadow
02-02-2007, 09:00 AM
BlueAngel wrote:
ďIn the end you have to look at a song and not know exactly where it came fromĒ (BRUCE SPRINGSTEIN, Dateline, Dec. 14, 1998).

Really? Why do YOU HAVE TO look at a song and in the end not know exactly where it came from?

Are you in an altered state of consciousness?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Really? What does this have to do with anything?

Give it a rest!

02-02-2007, 09:07 AM
ďIn the end you have to look at a song and not know exactly where it came fromĒ (BRUCE SPRINGSTEIN, Dateline, Dec. 14, 1998).

Really? Why do YOU HAVE TO look at a song and in the end not know exactly where it came from?

Are you in an altered state of consciousness?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

In answer to your question, Shadow, "what does this have to do with anything?"

Obviously, ALOT! But, also, please check the title of this thread.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 09:26 AM
ďIn the end you have to look at a song and not know exactly where it came fromĒ (BRUCE SPRINGSTEIN, Dateline, Dec. 14, 1998).

Really? Why do YOU HAVE TO look at a song and in the end not know exactly where it came from?

Are you in an altered state of consciousness?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

In answer to your question, Shadow, "what does this have to do with anything?"

Obviously, ALOT! But, also, please check the title of this thread.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 11:06 AM
For some reason, Springsteen states that YOU have to look at a song in the end and not know exactly where it came from.

HE doesn't say I. He says YOU!

I am assuming HE is referring to those whom practice the same "art form" within the music industry. Other singers/songwriters.

THE BOSS has suggested before that it comes up out of the subconscious/unconscious. This suggests "altered states of consciousness."

Standard practice, as I've explained throughout these pages.

Songwriters are not extraordinarly talented. They are talented, yes. Just as I am talented, but my talents are not coerced and enchanced through "occult" practices as is such within the music industry.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 11:22 AM
When I look back at the lyrics I spewed all over HIS site and in emails, and when I look back into the past and remember writing lyrics, I can tell you EXACTLY where they came from.

ALTERED STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS.

How were they able to achieve this in me while on his site and in the past?

Because I am a survivor of MKULTRA/Project Monarch; a mind control "satanic cult." Because they are perpetrators from my past and knew my codes, keys, and triggers.

Do you think I can obtain copies from SONY of the lyrics I wrote while on HIS offical site during my imprisonment there?

The "players" have all been relocated elsewhere and are no longer connected to this label.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 11:46 AM
spectre wrote:
BlueAngel, You are articulate. That I will give you.

Excuse me, Spectre, but I'm not fishing for compliments from you. I know I'm articulate.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 11:48 AM
Shadow wrote:
41 pages and growing :-o

Yes, it will continue to grow. I tend to my "secret garden" everyday.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 11:57 AM
spectre wrote:
That is all I'm giving her though. Credibility? How to prove true statements such as:

"Remember, they watch me. They listen in. They know when I'm leaving my house and when I return home."

First of all, dear Spectre, I don't have to prove anything to anyone and, in particular, YOU! Anyone who, after reading this thread, doesn't believe I'm being watched and/or comes to a conspiracy forum and doesn't believe in these capabilties is obviously on the wrong site. Why would they be here sticking their nose in the thread? We know the answer.

I'd probably prefer not to know. There is a lot I would potentially like to say to BlueAngel but she offers advice and wisdom only and doesen't take it.

I'm not on this site offering advice or wisdom. I'm offering knowledge and INTELLIGENCE and I'm not here seeking advice or wisdom from some anonymous poster who doesn't believe in mind control programs or spying by the government on those who were victims and are writing about it on this forum. I seek advice from my husband, family, friends and the OTHERS. I wonder what advice and wisdom you would offer. The same as RedRat? CONTAIN YOURSELF.

The truth is that we are ALL victims of mind control but in ways most of us would not bother to consider.

Well, you better start considering before they implant you. Or, have you already been?

It's silence is loud and in plain site.

It's silence is loud and in plain site. OOh, is that some kind of coded command?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 12:01 PM
Shadow wrote:
The only mind control that he (not sheas he claims)is from the medication that he should be taking.

And, Shadow would know I'm not female, because????? You should double up.

Have anybody bothered to read some of the dribble at the start of this thread? It had some promis in the first few pages but then he lost the plot.

I think about 800 or so have read it. I wouldn't count you as one because I don't think you comprehend the written word. If you're looking for a book with a plot go to your local bookstore. This is fact, not fiction. Stay there all day. They have a very nice children's section.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 12:02 PM
spectre wrote:
Unfortunately yes. I read it. It's about an hour or so of my life I'll never be able to get back!

An hour of your life. Poor thing! And, how many hours, days, weeks, months, years, did he take from me?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 01:11 PM
Drugs and rock n' roll! Now that's a new concept, isn't it?

So, in addition to altered states, hypnosis and a variety of other methods, we know that drugs play role as well.

I remember the tubing on my arm and telling HIM/THEM that I didn't like being injected. Tell me when it's over. Oh, just a little pin prick and I'm wondering then why it's taking so long. Why is the needle still in my arm. I'm feeling all hot. Get it out. It's because the drugs are entering your bloodstream. Heroin? Not sure. Could have been a testing of many drugs to see how they heightened the creative talent. LSD, most probably as well.

I was always adamant about how I wanted to feel my NORMAL self. That's how I referred to it. I'm tired of being injected with drugs and then writing lyrics.

Oh, just sit back, relax, enjoy the ride, they would say.

I don't want anymore drugs, I'd say. I'll write lyrics without them. I don't want anymore needle marks in my arms.

I want to be my NORMAL self.

To get and keep you addicted is to OWN you.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 01:30 PM
During Springsteen's induction into the hall of fame, Bono's speech included something to this effect..

Afterall, he's not just THE BOSS, but he's the OWNER...the owner of American hearts.

The word OWNER used here, I believe, has another meaning.

I have information but I don't feel I can post it yet.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 02:04 PM
What I suspect is that he is the owner of the herd. They are distributed like livestock. Like I've stated and others have written, "sex slaves" are traded like livestock, passed around like hot potatoes; loaned out.

This was my case in the music industry and most probably the reason why so many songs by different artists seem familiar.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 03:49 PM
Quote:

cold wrote:
YOUR WIRE SHORTED LONG AGO WHEN HE WOULD NOT FUCK YOU.


Who would not *f* me?

I would assume you speak of my past handler.

Here, let me explain.

While on his site in the not so distant past, sexual programming was triggered continuously.

I was tranced into a fairy-tale, make-believe world that he played some heroic role in saving me from the cult when I was young. All of this was disinformation. We know this is negative. He was an abuser/controller.

So, why would they trigger sexual programming to the higest degree when there wasn't going to be any way that we would see each other?

I'll tell you why. A "torture" tactic to satisfy their sadistic nature. They enjoyed watching me suffer.

Thank goodness someone else not connected with them supplied me with an email address to write my sexual thoughts so that I would not display this on his SITE. Whomever you are, THANK YOU.

I know it wasn't him, because they desired that I become some kind of exhibitionist on the site, become angry and display this there.

I was instructed not to pay any attention to the "man behind the curtain." The email address to whom I was writing sexual thoughts to, but whom never responded.

When I didn't obey the order, HE placed the biblical quote that would come back each time I wrote to this email address under his location.

Desperate now, for me to think it was him, so I might express something on the board about it.

I did not.

I also didn't obey orders not to have intimate relations with my husband, so I'm sure this played into it.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 05:26 PM
Like I said previously, anytime I referred to him as a sadistic pig or a pedophile, he tortured me.

After writing the above post and insinuating same, I began to feel very cold and started to tremble, my vision became weird as if I was alter changing or having a memory about the past. I started having heart palpatations.

It was said that if I ever referred to him this way in the future, I would suffer the reprecussions for the rest of my life. The feeling that I was being tortured, afraid, cold, trembling.

Each time I told my parents what was occuring, they'd say he was teaching me the ropes; how to make it in the music business.

I'd tell them, well, that's not all he does and it doesn't involve the music business. I want out of this program. It's not a program. It's disgusting.

He has sex with me and he's too old. And, he's not the only one I have to have sex with. He hypnotizes me and makes me do things I don't want to do.

This is a program for talented children?

My father would confront him and, of course, he'd deny it and I'd be very upset, needless to say.

I'd say to my father, why do you ask him right in front of me? What do you think he is going to say, "yes," this is what I do to your daughter.

Well, he'd say, I want to get it from the horse's mouth. I'd say, he's just going to lie and you probably know what's going on and don't care because you continue to force me to go with him.

Why would you believe him and not me? Your own daughter. Why do you think I would make this up?

So, you must not care.

That's all there is to it. You don't care. You'd rather that I be rich and famous someday no matter what it takes.

He stopped asking him in front of me, but anytime I had to see him again, he would know if I had said something about him, referred to him as a pedophile or sadistic pig. Or, remembered not to forget anything else that had occurred.

I suspect my father continued to tell him or the walls had ears.

In either event, I was tortured just the same.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 09:40 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

spectre wrote:
Unfortunately yes. I read it. It's about an hour or so of my life I'll never be able to get back!

An hour of your life. Poor thing! And, how many hours, days, weeks, months, years, did he take from me?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Your cold and rude demeanor has eliminated any desire for me (and likely most others given their lack of response) to feel any sense of compassion for you. To answer your question, it simply isn't my problem when it comes to how many years someone has taken away from you. I am currently wondering how many additional years from now you will continue to allow yourself to be defeated. Your negativity serves as proof of this. I would think someone supposedly in your situation would realize the value of the simpler things in life... such as kindness. From what I've seen here up til now, I wouldn't want to work with you, I wouldn't want to stand in your checkout line at the grocery store, I wouldn't want you delivering my mail, I wouldn't want you on the receiving end of my customer support call, I wouldn't want you as a neighbor and I wish to have no further interactions with you on here. Every time I have responded to you, albeit in defense of your paranoid and twisted accusations, has not been to my personal advantage and has only watered down an already flooded site. Please refrain from referencing my name in the future. I think you are in need of serious help and I feel sorry for you, and your children especially and all here who you continually force your abuse upon. You claim not to be a victim but a survivor. Your words and actions convey nothing but hypocrisy.

02-02-2007, 09:53 PM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

spectre wrote:
Unfortunately yes. I read it. It's about an hour or so of my life I'll never be able to get back!

An hour of your life. Poor thing! And, how many hours, days, weeks, months, years, did he take from me?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Your cold and rude demeanor has eliminated any desire for me (and likely most others given their lack of response) to feel any sense of compassion for you. To answer your question, it simply isn't my problem when it comes to how many years someone has taken away from you. I am currently wondering how many additional years from now you will continue to allow yourself to be defeated. Your negativity serves as proof of this. I would think someone supposedly in your situation would realize the value of the simpler things in life... such as kindness. From what I've seen here up til now, I wouldn't want to work with you, I wouldn't want to stand in your checkout line at the grocery store, I wouldn't want you delivering my mail, I wouldn't want you on the receiving end of my customer support call, I wouldn't want you as a neighbor and I wish to have no further interactions with you on here. Every time I have responded to you, albeit in defense of your paranoid and twisted accusations, has not been to my personal advantage and has only watered down an already flooded site. Please refrain from referencing my name in the future. I think you are in need of serious help and I feel sorry for you, and your children especially and all here who you continually force your abuse upon. You claim not to be a victim but a survivor. Your words and actions convey nothing but hypocrisy.

Not here looking for compassion or response. I'm writing or can't you see that?

I haven't been defeated.

I am not negative.

I don't negate what happened in my childhood just to enjoy the simplier things in life.

I am a very kind person.

I wouldn't want to see you at the grocery store, either.

You've said good-bye, so please do so.

My accusations are not paranoid or twisted.

Yes, you are LOST IN THE FLOOD. Please leave so we can water you down.

You don't need to feel sorry for me. My children are wonderful. So am I and my husband.

I don't abuse anyone here. This is COMPLETELY OBVIOUS.

I am not a hypocrite.

I am a survivor.

Gloria Gaynor:

"Go on now go, walk out the door, don't come around here cause you're not welcome anymore."

"Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with your lies"

"Did you think I'd crumble. Did you think I'd lay down and die."

"Oh, no. NOT I. I will survive. Cause as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive."

"Cause I've got all my life to live and I've got all my love to give and I'll survive...."

Hey, Hey!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

P.S. You add nothing to this site or this thread. You are a trespasser.

02-02-2007, 10:02 PM
Your truth is whatever you tell yourself it is.

02-02-2007, 10:04 PM
Is there something you want, Spectre?

Over and over again you promise to end communication with me and then you don't.

By the way, I TELL MYSELF THE TRUTH.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Have a GOOD LIFE!

02-02-2007, 10:07 PM
I would have to agree with your assessment of my contributions to this site... but only for as long as I've been in dialogue with you. It is for this reason, with exception to my own defense, I will not partake in any further discussion with you. I also wish not to come here to discuss myself, but to talk openly on the more global issues. When you aren't insulting someone, you talk about you and only you.

</end transmission>

02-02-2007, 10:08 PM
Is there some reason you are bothered by this thread?

I can't imagine why.

It's not you I'm speaking about, is it?

You're not a musician, are you?

It doesn't infringe on your life.

The adminstrator doesn't have a problem with it. But, you, dear Spectre, do.

Very telling!

The OTHERS don't have a problem.

But, you, Spectre, have a problem with this particular THREAD and with me.

WE know the answer, so please spare me your psychobabble and do not respond as you have promised not to do over and over again.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-02-2007, 10:15 PM
spectre wrote:
I would have to agree with your assessment of my contributions to this site... but only for as long as I've been in dialogue with you. It is for this reason, with exception to my own defense, I will not partake in any further discussion with you. I also wish not to come here to discuss myself, but to talk openly on the more global issues. When you aren't insulting someone, you talk about you and only you.

You don't need to be in dialogue with me. Period. But, you continue.

</end transmission>

You don't need to be in dialogue with me. Period. But, you continue.

Do you see anyone else on this thread besides yourself, Shadow, Cold and RedRat? No, you do not. The four posters who harrass me. All others, well, they read and move on. I suggest you do the same.

You said you weren't going to partake in further discussion with me a few posts ago; the other day; two days ago.

So, why do you?

I'm here to write about my victimization in a "satanic cult," MKULTRA/Project Monarch, Mind Control within the Music Industry and any other topic which I desire. And, Spectre, I am WELCOME.

If you want to discuss global issues, do so.

No one is stopping you.

You are certainly not going to accomplish that by continuing to harrass me.

Please read your posts and then let me know who the INSULTER is.

Yes, I am talking about me in this thread and Project Monarch. One is connected to the other, Spectre.

And, Spectre, it's really none of your business.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 04:24 AM
For the last time... in my defense...

What I originally posted in what has now become a 43 page thread of nonsense was VERY valid and VERY much on topic and I even took the time to provide verifiable evidence to validate the existence of certain aspects of what you are discussing here, that is, should you choose to see it. I had NO problem with you whatsoever, nor this thread, nor the topic until YOU started questioning me and making what is now many false accusations where my "agenda" and "motives" are concerned... an area you know nothing about. You then began to comment within moments of my posting in OTHER threads. I started out patiently explaining myself which only served to fuel your questioning my existence on this site. I was thrown on the defense as your pointed remarks became more and more accusatory of some ego driven plot against you. So began this continued exchange.

Let's review the facts.

All of what I am saying is recorded on this site for all to see. This includes the timestamp that clearly shows your suspicious response to my posts in various threads, the patience I displayed when you began to harrass ME (that's right!) and the tolerance I continue to demonstrate in my ongoing clarifications of your delusional accusations. I find your insights when it comes to me particularly entertaining. You question me where, unlike yourself, I make no extraordinary claims. You insist on telling me where my own interests lie, turn my comments into weapons that you then use against me by twisting their meaning, and continue to jab me and will no doubt continue to do so as a result of this very post.

I DID state that I would not continue to interact with you, however the amount of time you spend here displayed by your presence in just about every active thread currently on this site, in addition to your continued remarks and comments using my username offer me a lot of incentive to continue to speak up on my own behalf.

I suggest starting from the beginning again so that you might be able to see for yourself that nowhere, until recently, did I remotely question you and your story and nowhere did I say anything to deserve the general comments you have flung in my direction since I first posted in THIS thread which, by the way, is MY right!

It is not my fault that you fail to see the validity in what I DID post but when it comes to the title of this thread, I can assure you it very much contributed where others are concerned. The pictures speak for themselves. Unfortunately, I was prepared to share much more than this, but your immediate negative response to my presence instead resulted in this weak exchange of words.

Furthermore, you know NOTHING about me! You have no idea where I come from or what I've gone through and assuming there is a shred of truth to a single word you say, you cannot say that I have not undergone similar experiences in my own life. The possibility remains that I had a great deal on this particular topic that I was hoping to share but you insisted on pushing your paranoid accusatory agenda onto me for reasons that are for you to figure out. The fact remains that you COULD have allowed yourself to benefit from the information that I DO have to offer on this particular topic.

The fact remains that ANY individual of a logical and sound mind would likely not bother to read this entire thread first off... and even if they did, I'm afraid that the jury would not be siding to your benefit.

The fact remains that you chose to corner and attack someone who if I do say so myself is a very kind person who is without any agenda and is here for very valid reasons and intentions. The point came where it was necessary to defend myself and it would seem to me that you get off on this type of exchange as there is no end to your false accusations and blatantly rude comments. It is a shame that the only one who seems to involve themselves with the desperate attempt to give and receive support on here fails to see how you clearly manipulate them in your ongoing dialogue.

Were you to take a vote, you would find that you may actually not be as welcome here as you think. It is for this reason I will not bother to defend myself against you again. The fact is, you are not a very nice person and while you are transparent to the trained eye, (at the risk of handing you yet another compliment) you can be highly manipulative as is evidenced in this final act of defense on my own behalf. I hope the day comes when you are able to be kind and respectful to others - especially given your supposed situation.

As stated multiple times this past week, I really do wish you the best!

Please do not bother to respond and please refrain from making any further references to my username.

02-03-2007, 08:06 AM
Why do you feel it necessary to defend yourself in this thread?

Is it you I'm speaking about?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 08:07 AM
So, you think these 43 pages are about you? Are they?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 08:13 AM
ďIn the end you have to look at a song and not know exactly where it came fromĒ (BRUCE SPRINGSTEIN, Dateline, Dec. 14, 1998).

Really? Why do YOU HAVE TO look at a song and in the end not know exactly where it came from?

Are you in an altered state of consciousness?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

In answer to your question, Shadow, "what does this have to do with anything?"

Obviously, ALOT! But, also, please check the title of this thread.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 09:21 AM
spectre wrote:
For the last time... in my defense...

What I originally posted in what has now become a 43 page thread of nonsense was VERY valid and VERY much on topic and I even took the time to provide verifiable evidence to validate the existence of certain aspects of what you are discussing here, that is, should you choose to see it.

This thread is not 43 pages of nonsense. That is your opinion. Seems to me the Project Monarch thread doesn't bother you, but the Mind Control within the Music Industry does. What verifiable evidence have you provided to validate the existence of certain aspects of what I am discussing here. Please provide it again.

I had NO problem with you whatsoever, nor this thread, nor the topic until YOU started questioning me and making what is now many false accusations where my "agenda" and "motives" are concerned... an area you know nothing about.

Seems to me I should be the one who has a problem with you. Let's refer back to some of your comments. What are they from the top of my head; "I'm paranoid, delusional, need help, childish, unkind, negative, etc., etc., etc. It is an area I KNOW ALOT ABOUT!

You then began to comment within moments of my posting in OTHER threads. I started out patiently explaining myself which only served to fuel your questioning my existence on this site. I was thrown on the defense as your pointed remarks became more and more accusatory of some ego driven plot against you. So began this continued exchange.

I'm allowed to comment within moments of your postings. There isn't a law here about that. It is YOU who is attempting to put me on the defense with your constant intrusion in this thread which serves no purpose other than to name-call. If you have information about this topic, post it. CONTRIBUTE. Instead, your focus is on me and what I'm writing and how I'm delusional, paranoid, unkind, childish. I have never stated that there was some ego driven plot against me.

Let's review the facts.

All of what I am saying is recorded on this site for all to see. This includes the timestamp that clearly shows your suspicious response to my posts in various threads, the patience I displayed when you began to harrass ME (that's right!) and the tolerance I continue to demonstrate in my ongoing clarifications of your delusional accusations. I find your insights when it comes to me particularly entertaining. You question me where, unlike yourself, I make no extraordinary claims. You insist on telling me where my own interests lie, turn my comments into weapons that you then use against me by twisting their meaning, and continue to jab me and will no doubt continue to do so as a result of this very post.

I suggest you review the facts on this thread. A SUSPICIOUS REPONSE BY ME. OMG! Call the internet police. I began to HARRASS you because I asked what the dots meant? PLEASE!! Delusional accusations about what? I asked you what the DOTS meant? They were there in plain sight. That, my friend, is not delusional. So, let's see. You make no extraordinary claims and then that means that I shouldn't!! I have never told you where your interests lie and I ask questions regarding your comments. If you see that as twisting, well, that' s your problem. WEAPONS THAT I USE AGAINST YOU. Oh, please, you're starting to sound like a VICTIM. I was HIS VICTIM. So, you post this and if I respond, I'm jabbing you??? Twisted world in which they live.

I DID state that I would not continue to interact with you, however the amount of time you spend here displayed by your presence in just about every active thread currently on this site, in addition to your continued remarks and comments using my username offer me a lot of incentive to continue to speak up on my own behalf.

Yes, you've stated this over and over again, but continue. You know, I really think you believe we've had more communication on this site than we actually have. When I'm speaking to you, what name should I use if not your username? Your real name.

I suggest starting from the beginning again so that you might be able to see for yourself that nowhere, until recently, did I remotely question you and your story and nowhere did I say anything to deserve the general comments you have flung in my direction since I first posted in THIS thread which, by the way, is MY right!

So, let's see. You have been completely kind to me. I haven't been kind to you. So, you're the VICTIM. Whatever!

It is not my fault that you fail to see the validity in what I DID post but when it comes to the title of this thread, I can assure you it very much contributed where others are concerned. The pictures speak for themselves. Unfortunately, I was prepared to share much more than this, but your immediate negative response to my presence instead resulted in this weak exchange of words.

Please post again whatever evidence you are referring to. And, I'm so sorry that you were going to share more but because of my negative response you will not. Suit yourself.

Furthermore, you know NOTHING about me! You have no idea where I come from or what I've gone through and assuming there is a shred of truth to a single word you say, you cannot say that I have not undergone similar experiences in my own life. The possibility remains that I had a great deal on this particular topic that I was hoping to share but you insisted on pushing your paranoid accusatory agenda onto me for reasons that are for you to figure out. The fact remains that you COULD have allowed yourself to benefit from the information that I DO have to offer on this particular topic.

Never said I knew anything about you. You're right. I have no idea what you've gone through. Never said you didn't go through similar experiences. You never said you did. Look, I don't care whether you offer information or not. If you're going to use me as an excuse not to then obviously you don't care about the topic of this thread. Blame the messenger.

The fact remains that ANY individual of a logical and sound mind would likely not bother to read this entire thread first off... and even if they did, I'm afraid that the jury would not be siding to your benefit.

Why do you care who does or doesn't read this thread? You should be afraid.

The fact remains that you chose to corner and attack someone who if I do say so myself is a very kind person who is without any agenda and is here for very valid reasons and intentions. The point came where it was necessary to defend myself and it would seem to me that you get off on this type of exchange as there is no end to your false accusations and blatantly rude comments. It is a shame that the only one who seems to involve themselves with the desperate attempt to give and receive support on here fails to see how you clearly manipulate them in your ongoing dialogue.

Yes, BlueAngel cornered and attacked POOR Spectre. Please state your very valid reasons for being here and your intentions as well. I thought you said you wanted to discuss Global issues. Why then are you speaking to me again when you have said over and over again you would not? It is you who continues to speak to me, so the "getting off" on it part would apply to you. False accusations about what? Blatantly rude comments would be from you. Oh, yes, I was always the MANIPULATER when I was UNDER HIS CONTROL. Clearly, I'm manipulating no one on this site.

Were you to take a vote, you would find that you may actually not be as welcome here as you think. It is for this reason I will not bother to defend myself against you again. The fact is, you are not a very nice person and while you are transparent to the trained eye, (at the risk of handing you yet another compliment) you can be highly manipulative as is evidenced in this final act of defense on my own behalf. I hope the day comes when you are able to be kind and respectful to others - especially given your supposed situation.

There will be no voting. If there were voting it would be to see if you were welcome here. Please do not bother to defend yourself against me because there isn't anything to defend yourself against. Sorry, but I'm not manipulative. THAT WOULD BE HIM. I am kind and respectful to others.

As stated multiple times this past week, I really do wish you the best!

You know, when someone continuously criticizes another and then offers a compliment, I just don't pay much attention.

Please do not bother to respond and please refrain from making any further references to my username.

Sorry, but if I'm responding to you, Spectre, I will have to use your username. And, I will continue to reference HIM in this thread.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 09:41 AM
FYI, Spectre, IF and WHEN this does go to JURY, this wouldn't be the only evidence presented.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 10:05 AM
It's somewhat like the OPERATION on his site. There would be posts made many times not directly to me, but obvious they were meant for my eyes.

Out of context as far as the thread was concerned.

One was, "I finally found my WENDY."

They're favorite one was "PATHETIC." That's a mild example.

Also, the long-winded explanations with hidden messages/meanings. Could be coded as well, using double-speak, reverse psychology.

The use of the word delusional and paranoid is relevant.

The use of words such as "unruly child," delusional, paranoid, feel sorry for you, and THEM playing the VICTIM part. Referring to me as manipulative, harrassing them, putting them on the defensive, etc.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 11:04 AM
NODE EH LYE UP

02-03-2007, 11:14 AM
http://www.loc.gov/exhibits/oz/images/vc68.jpg

02-03-2007, 11:36 AM
Dorothy, lost in the Wizard of OZ. In a dream world. Kind of like when He said, "I finally found my WENDY."

Like I was lost or something. Missing. Just vanished into thin air. Couldn't find me.

Like HE didn't have enough money to hire some detectives. He knew what I looked like. Knew my name, etc.

What? Since I've been tracked all of my life by the CIA and he has close ties/connections, he couldn't ask them?

Hey, "Where's my Wendy?" You know, there's this important matter. WE ARE BOTH witnesses to the abuse you perpetrated upon us. NOW, damnit, I need to find MY WENDY.

Sorry, but Wendy wasn't Born to Run.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 11:37 AM
spectre wrote:
NODE EH LYE UP

Don't recognize. This is an English speaking site.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 12:10 PM
spectre wrote:
http://www.loc.gov/exhibits/oz/images/vc68.jpg

It's so obvious when people post about mind control and make no comment whatsoever.

Why?

Because they have other motives.

Gee, do you think someone might want me to click my heels and go home to the "satanic cult?"

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Ain't happening!

I have a beautiful home, three wonderful children and a fantastic husband. I prefer to live in reality.

Maybe I'll ask my husband if he thinks it would be a good idea if I visited this musician's site again. Afterall, HE WATCHED me suffer while there and kept me healthy. DID THEY offer any help? No, they did not. They inflicted pain and suffering. Since my husband isn't a sadistic pig, We already know his answer.

Is he watching me suffer here? No. In fact he encourages my writing.

02-03-2007, 12:27 PM
It's somewhat like the OPERATION on his site. There would be posts made many times not directly to me, but obvious they were meant for my eyes.

Out of context as far as the thread was concerned.

One was, "I finally found my WENDY."

They're favorite one was "PATHETIC." That's a mild example.

Also, the long-winded explanations with hidden messages/meanings. Could be coded as well, using double-speak, reverse psychology.

The use of the word delusional and paranoid is relevant.

The use of words such as "unruly child," delusional, paranoid, feel sorry for you, and THEM playing the VICTIM part. Referring to me as manipulative, harrassing them, putting them on the defensive, etc.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 12:29 PM
Sometimes I felt like my life was in danger due to the physical abuse.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 01:42 PM
The listening in during sex when I was living at home with my parents did not involve HIM and I in the act or HIM and I in the act anywhere else for that matter. No one listened in on HIM and I!

My father was sexually abusive, too, and I would tell him that they were listening in because when I would see HIM, he would make comments about how I liked having sex with my father.

But, we heard you. You were enjoying it.

I'd tell him it was forced. I had NO CHOICE. And, they'd say, well, you could call the police, run out of the house.

I'd say, like I could call the police on you? And, if they don't do anything, than I have to live at home with him???

My father would say, I don't care who is listening in. This is my house!

In otherwords, I liked having sex with my father and pedophiles was the message they wanted to send me.

They weren't breaking any laws, doing anything wrong because I LIKED IT. I approved of it.

The twisted world in which they live.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

They'd imitate what they heard, etc. and then enact it in front of me. Humiliate me. Anger me, etc.

As I've stated in a previous post, disinformation was called up on HIS site when they were using one of their own whom they outted as a perp to make comments about what they overheard in my house when my husband and I were having intimate relations.

The disinformation being that HE was not one of THEM because some other entity was listening in on HIM and I in the past.

This is negative.

02-03-2007, 01:46 PM
Isn't it odd how when Leviathan was posting here, he made a comment something like:

"remember how clicking our heels and going home, helped us BA?"

I replied, "No, I do not recall it helping me."

Also odd how he recalled an incident between myself and a very good friend of mine when I was a teenager.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 02:06 PM
BlueAngel wrote to IGWT:

For argument sake, let's assume that when they're not addressing anyone in particular, their words are meant for me.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Spectre wrote:

This site was designed solely for you. We are all well compensated to correspond with you. There are no coincidences and not one single word is out of place for the master plan. Just stick around. This is mandatory. Your ongoing activity here is required to complete our mission. We will oomplete our mission very soon and all of this will be behind you.

Have a nice day.

BlueAngel wrote:

More like this site wasn't designed BY YOU. It was created by the person who owns this webspace and that certainly isn't Spectre.

The fact of the matter is this. It was created. I came and WE knew you would come so proper measures have been put in place.

You are not compensated. It is all at your own expense.

Excuse me, but words/pictures/text out of context is part of the COVERT master plan.

Shall I refresh your memory. I'm an operative. I know how it works. I know when COVERT action is taking place. I know when it is directed/targeted at me.

I "walk with my eyes open and my lips don't remain sealed."

I do not follow a CODE OF SILENCE!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Take note: From Spectre's comment:

It will all be BEHIND ME. This is mandatory and required.

In the past, it was always said, put the past behind you. Move on.

COLD has, in his abusive manner, told me to MOVE ON. KEEP MOVING!!

02-03-2007, 02:17 PM
Addicted to Love
Robert Palmer

Your lights are on, but youíre not home
YOUR MIND IS NOT YOUR OWN
Your heart sweats, your body shakes
Another kiss is what it takes

You can't sleep, you can't eat
Thereís no doubt, youíre in deep
Your throat is tight, you canít breathe
Another kiss is all you need

Whoa, you like to think that youíre immune to the stuff, oh
Yeah

Itís closer to the truth to say you canít get enough, you
Know youíre

Gonna have to face it, youíre addicted to love

You see the signs, but you canít read
Youíre runniní at a different speed
You heart beats in double time
Another kiss and youíll be mine, a one track mind

You canít be saved
Oblivion is all you crave
If thereís some left for you
You donít mind if you do

Whoa, you like to think that youíre immune to the stuff, oh
Yeah

Itís closer to the truth to say you canít get enough, you
Know youíre

Gonna have to face it, youíre addicted to love

Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love
Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love
Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love
Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love
Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love

Guitar solo (once around)

Your lights are on, but youíre not home
Your will is not your own
Youíre heart sweats, your teeth grind
Another kiss and youíll be mine

Whoa, you like to think that youíre immune to the stuff, oh
Yeah

Itís closer to the truth to say you canít get enough, you
Know youíre

Gonna have to face it, youíre addicted to love

Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love
Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love
Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love
Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love
Might as well face it, youíre addicted to love

In Peace,
BlueAngel

This SONG has a little of everything in it. Beta triggering, suggestions.

02-03-2007, 02:29 PM
The River
Bruce Springsteen

I come from down in the valley
where mister when you're young
They bring you up to do like your daddy done
Me and Mary we met in high school
when she was just seventeen
We'd ride out of that valley down to where the fields were green

We'd go down to the river
And into the river we'd dive
Oh down to the river we'd ride

Then I got Mary pregnant
and man that was all she wrote
And for my nineteenth birthday I got a union card and a wedding coat
We went down to the courthouse
and the judge put it all to rest
No wedding day smiles no walk down the aisle
No flowers no wedding dress

That night we went down to the river
And into the river we'd dive
Oh down to the river we did ride

I got a job working construction for the Johnstown Company
But lately there ain't been much work on account of the economy
Now all them things that seemed so important
Well mister they vanished right into the air
Now I just act like I don't remember
Mary acts like she don't care

But I remember us riding in my brother's car
Her body tan and wet down at the reservoir
At night on them banks I'd lie awake
And pull her close just to feel each breath she'd take
Now those memories come back to haunt me
they haunt me like a curse
Is a dream a lie if it don't come true
Or is it something worse
that sends me down to the river
though I know the river is dry
That sends me down to the river tonight
Down to the river
my baby and I

In Peace,
BlueAngel

This was the song used on HIS site to call up disinformation about me having had a baby, cutting it up and being institutionalized.

In many of his songs, he references a MISTER. Not saying it means anything. Just curious.

NOTE: THEY BRING YOU UP TO DO LIKE YOUR DADDY DONE. Verse from the above song.

Questions:

Did you really get someone pregnant at 17 or is this a song you wrote where in the end you looked at it and didn't know where it came from?

I didn't know Springsteen had a brother. I believe he has two siblings and they are female.

02-03-2007, 02:35 PM
Born to Run was used to call up disinformation that I had been turned against HIM and I wouldn't let him in.

Such as the lyrics:

"Wendy, let me in, I want to be your friend.
I want to guard your dreams and visions."

and

"We'll break the trap. We'll run till we drop, baby we'll never go back."

"Will you walk with me out on the wire. Cause baby I'm just a scared and lonely rider."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-03-2007, 07:45 PM
Dancing in the Dark
Bruce Springsteen

I get up in the evening
and I ain't got nothing to say
I come home in the morning
I go to bed feeling the same way
I ain't nothing but tired
Man I'm just tired and bored with myself
Hey there baby, I could use just a little help

You can't start a fire
You can't start a fire without a spark
This gun's for hire
even if we're just dancing in the dark

Message keeps getting clearer
radio's on and I'm moving 'round the place
I check my look in the mirror
I wanna change my clothes, my hair, my face
Man I ain't getting nowhere
I'm just living in a dump like this
There's something happening somewhere
baby I just know that there is

You can't start a fire
you can't start a fire without a spark
This gun's for hire
even if we're just dancing in the dark

You sit around getting older
there's a joke here somewhere and it's on me
I'll shake this world off my shoulders
come on baby this laugh's on me

Stay on the streets of this town
and they'll be carving you up alright
They say you gotta stay hungry
hey baby I'm just about starving tonight
I'm dying for some action
I'm sick of sitting 'round here trying to write this book
I need a love reaction
come on now baby gimme just one look

You can't start a fire sitting 'round crying over a broken heart
This gun's for hire
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
You can't start a fire worrying about your little world falling apart
This gun's for hire
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
Even if we're just dancing in the dark
Even if we're just dancing in the dark

In Peace,
BlueAngel

This song was posted over and over again while on HIS site.

OF NOTE:

NOTHING TO SAY!
CARVING YOU UP ALL RIGHT!
THEY SAY YOU GOTTA STAY HUNGRY!
MESSAGE KEEPS GETTING CLEARER
RADIO'S ON

As I've stated, I spent days reliving torture inflicted in the past. This is how disinformation was implanted and when some of it was called up while on HIS site, I relived what I experienced then.

I was literally starving myself. I couldn't eat. I lost about 30 pounds.

I went on the site to ask for permission to eat!

A couple of posters between each other said, "it's not nice to tease the incarcerated." Something to that effect.

I did, receive permission from his life-long friend.

Began listening to the radio day in and day out for messages. This is what "tripped the merry go round" of voices with disinformation because, as I've stated, I was PROGRAMMED to lyrics/songs. Also engaged the sexual programming trigger.

Many songs have "mind control" messages in them not only for me but other victims as well.

Since when does Springsteen live in a dump?

02-04-2007, 11:38 AM
So, where was I before I was so RUDELY interrupted?

Will continue shortly.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
02-04-2007, 11:44 AM
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

02-04-2007, 11:50 AM
igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
02-04-2007, 11:54 AM
BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I'm referring to the male you say was your handler, when you were a mind control slave.

02-04-2007, 11:57 AM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I'm referring to the male you say was your handler, when you were a mind control slave.

You asked if this person (ME) had a thing for the handler/controller from my past.

I refer you to my previous post.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
02-04-2007, 12:02 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I'm referring to the male you say was your handler, when you were a mind control slave.

You asked if this person (ME) had a thing for the handler/controller from my past.

I refer you to my previous post.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Just seems like you post lyrics to Bruce Springsteen songs, and in a previous posting you say he (handler)posted certain songs on HIS site?

Or have I missed a step here?

igwt
02-04-2007, 12:04 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I'm referring to the male you say was your handler, when you were a mind control slave.

You asked if this person (ME) had a thing for the handler/controller from my past.

I refer you to my previous post.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Just seems like you post lyrics to Bruce Springsteen songs, and in a previous posting you say he (handler)posted certain songs on HIS site?

Or have I missed a step here?

See following:

"...As I've stated, I spent days reliving torture inflicted in the past. This is how disinformation was implanted and when some of it was called up while on HIS site, I relived what I experienced then..."

This quote is what I am referring to.

02-04-2007, 12:41 PM
You've missed several steps.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
02-04-2007, 12:55 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

The why they have a thing for Bruce Springsteen is reason why they / him posted Bruce Springsteen lyric
that you say have codes.

igwt
02-04-2007, 12:57 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Why say HER past. Aren't you talking about yourself?

02-04-2007, 01:27 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Why say HER past. Aren't you talking about yourself?

Because you said THIS person, assuming she is female. That's why.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 01:28 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

The why they have a thing for Bruce Springsteen is reason why they / him posted Bruce Springsteen lyric
that you say have codes.

If Bruce Springsteen songs have triggers/suggestions why would that mean this person had a thing for him? It wouldn't. Your being illogical.

I've posted other lyrics by other musicians as well with triggers.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
02-04-2007, 01:32 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

You stated you were at HIS site. There were codes in the lyrics and they from Springsteens song, that why I said has HE got a thing for him or is this famous musician you're refering to Springsteen himself?

02-04-2007, 01:34 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

You stated you were at HIS site. There were codes in the lyrics and they from Springsteens song, that why I said has HE got a thing for him or is this famous musician you're refering to Springsteen himself?

You're babbling now.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
02-04-2007, 01:42 PM
BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

You stated you were at HIS site. There were codes in the lyrics and they from Springsteens song, that why I said has HE got a thing for him or is this famous musician you're refering to Springsteen himself?

You're babbling now.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Am I? 47 pages of the current thread and guess who's posted at least 80% of it's content.

Here is an actual quote:

""The words "little girl" appear quite frequently in the songs of the musician who was my main controller/handler.

In fact, many musicians use these words in their lyrics.

They refer to their sex slaves as girls. As I've said, it doesn't matter your age, child-like alters have been installed to satisfy the sexual deviant behavior of your handler and all those he "farms you out to, shares you with," trades you for. Kind of like being passed around like a hot potato.

We know the sexual programming for females is BETA and the sexual programming for males is ALPHA.

A chain exists. My handler had a controller/handler and quite possibly his controller, too. Male musicians are "sexually programmed" as well with child-like alters to satisfy the chain of command.

We are subjected to pornography and sexual abuse from a very young age. Those with talent are further immersed into the "satanic cult" and exploited for profit. They are owned, operated and controlled.

As I've stated, Wendy was one of my child-like alters.

In Peace,
BlueAngel""

igwt
02-04-2007, 01:43 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
I know what I know about the music industry because I was used within as a "mind control" sex slave. My main handler/controller is a very famous musician.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Another example.

igwt
02-04-2007, 01:44 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
I know what I know about the music industry because I was used within as a "mind control" sex slave. My main handler/controller is a very famous musician.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Another example.

So who is the hndler you refer to?

02-04-2007, 01:46 PM
Interesting. IGWT now has a problem with this thread.

As I said, you are babbling. Babble on.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

igwt
02-04-2007, 01:48 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
Interesting. IGWT now has a problem with this thread.

As I said, you are babbling. Babble on.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Still not answering the question(s)

Would that be because it's impossible?

02-04-2007, 01:51 PM
Here, IGWT, try this. I don't care to look through a haystack for a needle. Or sift through your babble.

Post a comment and enumerate your questions, one by one.

But, remember not to forget that I don't have to answer any of them.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 03:06 PM
BlueAngel wrote:
Interesting. IGWT now has a problem with this thread.
In Peace,
BlueAngel

There's nothing interesting about any of it. You're a bitch. You're insane. What do you expect? Either that or it's ALL scripted.

02-04-2007, 03:09 PM
spectre wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
Interesting. IGWT now has a problem with this thread.
In Peace,
BlueAngel

There's nothing interesting about any of it. You're a bitch. You're insane. What do you expect? Either that or it's ALL scripted.

So, don't read it. I can see, though, that it does certainly upset you. Wonder why that is. Any thoughts?

Yes, I'm typing right from the script that was sent to me. :lol:

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 03:17 PM
Gee, I wonder if this thread is the reason certain posters refer to me as a BITCH.

Not sure. Just a hunch.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 03:27 PM
No you just earned the title. It takes a lot for me to use such words.

02-04-2007, 03:28 PM
That's not my recollection.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 05:04 PM
So, let's recap. IGWT shared a few PM's with me during the night cap we were having with The Devil a few nights ago.

He used the sexual programming trigger, MEOW, as in here, Kitty, Kitty.

The Devil was using the sexual programming trigger, Hymmmmm, attempting to disguise it with a Y.

IGWT also made a comment about masturbation, and the comment about BA flashing her T*its.

Perhaps, IGWT thought "sexual programming" would be triggered as on the musician's site and I would begin exchanging emails or, best case scenario for them would have been for me to display such IMMORAL behavior on THIS site as is a by-product of sexual programming. Become flirtatious, etc.

Due to the fact that I am no longer under THEIR control, in an altered state of consciousness, but rather completely grounded in reality, their attempt failed.

There was an attempt to alter my state of consciousness with constant repetitive posts by The Devil and re-reading them each time IGWT posted a comment, so, IGWT, was a part of this attempt at hypnosis.

As I explained, The Devil left several commands in a few threads, such as, "your brain is a wasteland." You know nothing of music.

IGWT gave himself away with a little help from his friends.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 05:06 PM
We also take note the Spectre is beggining to let his tongue fly using the word bit*ch to describe me and telling me to SHUT THE *F* UP.

There is a very famous musician who is notorious for telling is audience to STFU.

The musician who was my past handler/controller said the same to me. Many times. I was a BITCH as well.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 05:43 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

You stated you were at HIS site. There were codes in the lyrics and they from Springsteens song, that why I said has HE got a thing for him or is this famous musician you're refering to Springsteen himself?

You didn't say has HE got a thing for Springsteen. Read above. You said, "or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?"

This person being who? Me? If so, as I've stated previously, I have NO THING for the musician who was my past handler/controller. I think that is blatantly obvious throughout this thread.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 05:45 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:

igwt wrote:
Bruce Springsteen, is he the one you are referring to or just this person got a thing for Bruce Springsteen?

Who is this person?

And, why would this person have a thing for Bruce Springsteen, if, in fact, this is the person that this person speaks about who played an abusive role in her past?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

You stated you were at HIS site. There were codes in the lyrics and they from Springsteens song, that why I said has HE got a thing for him or is this famous musician you're refering to Springsteen himself?

You're babbling now.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Am I? 47 pages of the current thread and guess who's posted at least 80% of it's content.

Here is an actual quote:

""The words "little girl" appear quite frequently in the songs of the musician who was my main controller/handler.

In fact, many musicians use these words in their lyrics.

They refer to their sex slaves as girls. As I've said, it doesn't matter your age, child-like alters have been installed to satisfy the sexual deviant behavior of your handler and all those he "farms you out to, shares you with," trades you for. Kind of like being passed around like a hot potato.

We know the sexual programming for females is BETA and the sexual programming for males is ALPHA.

A chain exists. My handler had a controller/handler and quite possibly his controller, too. Male musicians are "sexually programmed" as well with child-like alters to satisfy the chain of command.

We are subjected to pornography and sexual abuse from a very young age. Those with talent are further immersed into the "satanic cult" and exploited for profit. They are owned, operated and controlled.

As I've stated, Wendy was one of my child-like alters.

In Peace,
BlueAngel""

So, what about it? It's perfectly clear.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 05:46 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
I know what I know about the music industry because I was used within as a "mind control" sex slave. My main handler/controller is a very famous musician.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Another example.

Example of what?

You are really out on a limb, now.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 05:47 PM
igwt wrote:

igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
I know what I know about the music industry because I was used within as a "mind control" sex slave. My main handler/controller is a very famous musician.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Another example.

So who is the hndler you refer to?

Isn't it obvious?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 05:54 PM
IGWT said in response to me stating that he was babbling:

"Am I? 47 pages of the current thread and guess who's posted at least 80% of it's content."

So, IGWT, let me guess who has posted 80% of it's content. Would that me ME!! Well, of course. Why would anyone else post it?

It involved me, HIM, mind control, the music industry and a satanic cult.

IT WAS MY EXPERIENCE.

I wouldn't expect someone to come to this site, enter this thread and contribute to my experience.

Like I've said, those who do, as yourself, have a vested interest in this information not becomming public knowledge.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 05:55 PM
igwt wrote:

BlueAngel wrote:
He said. Okay, you little BITCH! I know you've been talking to people about me, about our sex life.

Something about if it went public, he had things to say about me.

I said, there isn't anything to say about me. Everything I had to do, I was forced to do.

Do you think I wake up with these bruises on my arms and my body because they just appear by themselves?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Sounds like straight out of the movie, "Blue Velvet"

May sound like it, but it isn't.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 06:00 PM
igwt wrote:

Shadow wrote:
22 pages 218 replies and only 547 views

99% of the repliese and over 50% of the views being from BlueAngel, does that tell you something?


Unbelievable

Still I'm interested to know, how they are doing it?

IGWT posts a quote by Shadow and asks a question that has absolutely nothing do to with her comment.

I thought this was telling at the time.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-04-2007, 06:09 PM
spectre wrote:
What is all this "very telling" bullshit anyway?

Just STFU already! I'm trying to spare you years of research to find out the hard way that you're a schitz! You really should give this consideration.


Horrible things happen to people and those who know about it and what to keep it hidden, usually revert to calling the "messenger" every name in the book.

Obviously, I'm not the one who is ILL. They are. Obviously that is what they sought in the past and what HE/THEY sought while I was on HIS site.

To create mental illness through torture, mental, physical, emotional and psychological abuse. Mind control, manipulation, altered states of consciousness.

You failed once. You failed twice. There will never be a third time.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-05-2007, 08:41 AM
Bump!

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-05-2007, 09:46 AM
cold wrote:
Too Much Fun. Hymmmmmm...

IGWT wrote:
Masterbation, more like it
Followed by a dozen smiley faces

TAKE NOTE:

The sexual programming trigger HYMMMM is used. The suggestion, "TOO MUCH FUN." Further suggestion by IGWT, Masterbation more like it with all THOSE smiley faces.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-05-2007, 11:52 AM
Rosalita (Come out Tonight)
Bruce Springsteen

Spread out now rosie doctor come cut loose her mama's reins
You know playin' blind man's bluff is a little baby's game
You pick up little dynamite i'm gonna pick up little gun
And together we're gonna go out tonight and make that highway run
You don't have to call me lieutenant rosie and i don't want to be your son
The only lover i'm ever gonna need's your soft sweet little girl's tongue and rosie you're the one
Dynamite's in the belfry playin' with the bats
Little gun's downtown in front of woolworth's tryin' out his attitude on all the cats
Papa's on the corner waitin' for the bus
Mama she's home in the window waitin' up for us
She'll be there in that chair when they wrestle her upstairs `cause you know
We ain't gonna come
I ain't here for business, i'm only here for fun

Rosalita jump a little lighter, senorita come sit by my fire
I just want to be your lover ain't no liar, rosalita you're my stone desire

Jack the rabbit and weak knees willie you know they're gonna be there
Ah sloppy sue and big bones billie they'll be comin' up for air
We're gonna play some pool skip some school act real cool stay out all night it's gonna feel alright
Rosie come out tonight, rosie come out tonight
Windows are for cheaters chimneys for the poor
Closets are for hangers winners use the door

Rosalita jump a little...

Now i know your mama she don't like me `cause i play in a rock and roll band
And i know your daddy he don't dig me but he never did understand
Papa lowered the boom he locked you in your room
I'm comin' to lend a hand
I'm comin' to liberate you confiscate you i want to be your man
Someday we'll look back on this and it will all seem funny
But now you're sad your mama's mad
And your papa says he knows that i don't have any money
Tell him this is last chance to get his daughter in a fine romance
Because a record company rosie just gave me big bucks

My tires were slashed and i almost crashed but the lord had mercy
My machine she's a dud out stuck in the mud somewhere in the swamps of jersey
Hold on tight stay up all night `cause rosie i'm comin' on strong
By the time we meet the morning light i will hold you in my arms
I know a pretty little place in southern california down san diego way
There's a little cafe where they play guitars all night and day
You can hear them in the back room strummin'
So hold tight baby `cause don't you know daddy's comin'

Rosalita jump a little...

In Peace,
BlueAngel

This song calls up disinformation that my father/mother did not want me to be with my handler/controller from the past in the following verse:

Now i know your mama she don't like me `cause i play in a rock and roll band
And i know your daddy he don't dig me but he never did understand
Papa lowered the boom he locked you in your room
I'm comin' to lend a hand
I'm comin' to liberate you confiscate you i want to be your man
Someday we'll look back on this and it will all seem funny
But now you're sad your mama's mad
And your papa says he knows that i don't have any money
Tell him this is last chance to get his daughter in a fine romance
Because a record company rosie just gave me big bucks

It also calls up disinformation that my past handler/controller was my protector from the cult and my parents.

"Papa lowered the boom he locked you in your room. I'm comin' to lend a hand. I'm comin' to liberate you confiscate you i want to be your man."

Attempt to make light of the situation:

As in "Someday we'll look back on this and it will all seem funny."

The disinformation as it relates to my father's last chance to get his daughter in a fine romance is somewhat doublespeak as he was unable to convince me that being with my past/handler controller and continuing in the music industry was the right thing to do.

Basically, it was his last chance, but also the disinformation that he was the one keeping us apart.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

So, let's see, Springsteen wants to guard Wendy's dreams and visions. He wants to confiscate Rosie, lend a hand, be her man; and he got Mary pregnant when she was just 17.

Then there's Candy's room; makin' love in the dirt with Janey; Doreen; Leah, Maria.
Many more.

02-05-2007, 12:17 PM
Elouise (To the tune of Growin' Up)
Bruce Springsteen
Before the Fame

Well, what power of god does a nun use to hold up parish priests
And what makes a good cop let go a beautiful theif
Oh, and how does the queen know she got hold that manna honey
Oh and what makes an old woman give a young man all her money
Well late in the night 'neath that pale moonlight the power comes over me
And its all elouise yeah
I'm turning into elvis (and there's nothing i can do)

...kissed the babysitter. she screamed and i told her it was just the beast in me.
And on my way out of the house i shot out my tv
I went down to the corner luncheonette and said sally "fried peanut butter and banana will do(?)"
I'm turning into elvis and there's nothing i can do

I threw out my wife and family i took off my wedding ring
I told my friends and neighbors to refer to me now as "king"
I put a chainlink fence around my ranch house and on the gate a sign that reads "graceland ii"
I'm turning into elvis and there's nothing i can do

I visited my mama's grave and i headed out to hollywood and i signed a picture with mgm
I play a rebellious beachboy racecar driver who fucks a nun in the end
In the last scene i whip out my big guitar and show her a little memphis-style kung-fu
I'm turning into elvis and there's nothing i can do

But i drove on straight to vegas and i stopped in the first old stripper bar.
Found me a little hookerthat looked just like ann-margaret and we rumba'd in my sports car.
Well me and my drinking buddies turned my lovin' home into a frikkin' zoo.
I'm turning into elvis and there's nothing i can do

Well he came to me last night in a dream looking just like he did in '57.
He said "son that guitar is a wonder thing but it can be the living devils' friend. On the other hand there's sex-starved women, millions of dollars, and anything you want to do."
I'm turning into elvis and there's nothing i can do

02-05-2007, 12:55 PM
Jesse
Bruce Springsteen
Before the Fame

Oh jesse, you better start thinkin' about saving your neck
Oh jesse, you put on that leather jacket like you put on respect
You got cleats on your boots and a woman who shoots everytime you shuffle out the stage door
And darling jesse, do you know what its all for?
Ah jesse, your manager brought by them eight by ten glossies of your band
Oh jesse, he says you wear cross around your neck and come on with nails in your hands
With your insides showing and your new york band blowin' them old chicago blues
Ah jesse, can't you see you're the one jesse
Ah sonny, this time its you
Well jesse, your child is slobbering all over your pants
And jesse, your wife has fallen into a trance
She's got eyes that tell no lies
She's seen so many wars
Ah be a good boy jesse, tell her she don't have to look no more.
Well jesse, he knows all the tricks to get the crowd reeling
Oh and jesse, ya he rocks 'em with that old soul feeling
And he walks off the stage in a self-adoring haze
And gets shoved right out the door
Whoa jesse, can't you see now boy that that's what its all about jesse
Not even time to do that old played out encore
Whoa jesse

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Jesse is a male and he is married.

The singer says, and, darling Jesse.

In another line, the singer says, Oh, Jesse, can't you see, you're the one.

The next line is Ah, Sonny, this time it's you.

The singer refers to Jesse as a boy.

igwt
02-05-2007, 02:21 PM
Looks like someone is obsessed with Bruce Springsteen

02-05-2007, 02:26 PM
Nothing Man
Bruce Springsteen

I don't remember how I felt
I never thought I'd live
To read about myself
In my hometown paper
How my brave young life
Was forever changed
I a misty cloud of pink vapor

Darlin' give me your kiss
Only understand
I am, the nothing man

Around here, everybody acts the same
Around here, everybody acts like nothing's changed
Friday night, the club meets at Al's Barbecue
The sky's still, the same unbelievable blue

Darlin' give me your kiss
Come and take my hand
I am, the nothing man

You can call me Joe
Buy me a drink and shake my hand
You want courage
I'll show you courage you can understand
The pearl and silver
Restin' on my night table
It's just me Lord, pray I'm able

Darlin, with this kiss
Say you understand
I am, the nothing man
I am, the nothing man

In Peace,
BlueAngel

This song was referenced alot while on HIS site. I wonder if Bruce Springsteen really read about himself in his hometown paper and how his brave young life was forever changed.

What happened? What did he do that was so brave?

TAKE NOTE:

JOE

igwt
02-05-2007, 02:30 PM
igwt wrote:
Looks like someone is obsessed with Bruce Springsteen :-o

02-05-2007, 03:26 PM
Frankie
Bruce Springsteen

Dark weekends in the sun, out on chelsea row
Descending the stairs, frankie my love
Check your make-up in the mirror
Come on, baby, let's go
We'll dance round this dirty town
'till the night is all done
Then all the finer things sleep alone tonight
Then all the minor kings lose their thrones tonight
Don't worry about me baby, i'll be alright

There's machines and there's fire
On the outside of town
Young boys for hire
Waiting to blow us all down
There are strange flashes in the sky up above
I'll spend the night at the movies
With my secret love
At dusk the stars all appear on the screen
Just like they do each night in my dreams
But tonight's no dream, frankie
I can feel myself move
Living and dying
Like i was born to do

Walk softly tonight little angel
I wanna be alone with you
Talk softly to me tonight angel
Make all my dream-world come true

I remember standing in the freezing rain
Reading them "want" ads out on chelsea row
Winging down the street in search of new games
Hustling through the night packs where the actors go
Frankie they are crazy, let's run and hide

In the darkness there'll be hidden worlds that shine
When all of the glory in this desperate land
Will rise like raindrops in the palm of our hands
Rise like the rain
Let your sadness rise
Walk softly tonight little angel
Into the shadows where the lovers go
Talk softly tonight angel
Whisper your secrets so soft and low

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Is Frankie female or male? Sounds like he's referring to a female when he says check your make-up in the mirror.

But, then again, some men do wear make-up.

02-05-2007, 03:27 PM
Cynthia
Bruce Springsteen

Cynthia, when you come walkin' by
You're an inspirin' sight
Cynthia, you don't smile or say "hi"
But baby that's alright
'cause i don't need to hold you
Or taste your kiss
I just like knowin' cynthia, you exist at all
In a world like this
Cynthia, when you pass it seems
Like this whole town drops
Cynthia, maybe it's just me babe
Some fool stuck here watchin' the clock
Well, you give us a reason to start whisper "why"
To stop singin', baby, and salute your style
Yeah cynthia

Well now you ain't the finest thing i'll never have
And when you go the hurt you leave
Well, baby, it ain't so bad
No it ain't cynthia
Yeah there ain't a man in this whole town
Who'll say you ain't fine
D'you hear them guys talkin'
Tell me, baby, do you mind
Well you make us happy, honey, when we feel sad
To see sump'n'so good, in a world gone bad
There's still cynthia, oh yeah

Cynthia, no one knows your number
No one knows where you live
Cynthia, i wonder do you understand
This strange thing you give
Yeah, well baby, is it your style
The mystery in your smile
Or just how cool you walk
In a world gone wild
Ah tell me if you will, cynthia
Well i gotta be pretty naive to believe in you
I know you ain't ever gonna be my dream come true
That's alright, i gotta dream
That's as good as you, cynthia
Oh now baby, this ain't no come-on
It's a walk on, walk on
Oh that's right, oh yeah
Mmmm, you make me holier
Yeah, yeah, alright
I said yeah, yeah, alright
Well she's a yeah, yeah, alright
I said yeah, yeah, alright
Well it's a yeah, yeah, alright
Well she's a yeah, yeah, alright
I said yeah, yeah, alright

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-05-2007, 03:29 PM
Obsessed, you say? That would be negative. Remember, I'm a mind control survivor used in the music industry as a sex slave.

Remember, too, that lyrics contain embedded messages/disinformation/beta prgramming triggers.

I'm just doing research.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-05-2007, 03:35 PM
I Wanna Marry You
Bruce Springsteen

I see you walking, baby, down the street
Pushing that baby carriage at your feet
I see the lonely ribbon in your hair
Tell me i am the man for whom you put it there

You never smile girl, you never speak
You just walk on by, darlin' week after week
Raising two kids alone in this mixed up world
Must be a lonely life for a working girl

(chorus)
Little girl,i wanna marry you
Oh yeah, little girl, i wanna marry you
Yes i do
Little girl, i wanna marry you

Now honey, i don't wanna clip your wings
But a time comes when two people should think of these things
Having a home and a family
Facing up to their responsibilities
They say in the end true love prevails
But in the end true love can't be no fairytale
To say i'll make your dreams come true would be wrong
But maybe, darlin', i could help them along

(chorus)

My daddy said right before he died
That true, true love was just a lie
He went to his grave a broken heart
An unfulfilled life, makes a man hard

Oh, darlin'
There's something happy and there's something sad
'bout wanting somebody, oh so bad,
I wear my love darlin', without shame
I'd be proud if you would wear my name

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Refers to her as a little girl, but she's raising two kids alone.

Seems like she doesn't even know he exists, but he says comes a time when two people should think about having a home and family facing up to their responsiblities.

Seems she already has a family. She has two children.

02-05-2007, 03:37 PM
MaryLou
Bruce Springsteen

Your scrapbook's filled with pictures
Of all your leading men
Well baby don't me picture in there with them
Don't make me some little girl's dream
That can never come true
Oh baby, don't do it to me
I won't do it to you

Mary lou, i'm not like all those other guys
Mary lou, i won't fill pretty head with their pretty lies
Mary lou, and dreams that never, never, never ever will
Come true
Mary lou, i don't deserve to hurt and make you cry like
You do

You seen all the romantic movies
You dream to take the boys home
But when the action fades you're left all alone
You deserve more than this, oh your love that can grow
And not playing outtakes, girl, from some late-late show,
No no
Mary lou, you're not like all those others girls
Mary lou, so afraid to shake up that real world

Every night you go out lookin' for
True love's satisfaction
But you'll end up setting for just lights, camera, action
In another cameo role with some bit-player you befriended
You're gonna go broken-hearted
Lookin' for that happy ending

Mary lou, i know all those movies too
Mary lou, now one wants the dreams, baby, more than i do
But mary lou, you're gonna end up
Baby just another ticket stub
Mary lou, cryin' alone in the theatre
As the credits roll

In Peace,
BlueAngel

02-05-2007, 03:38 PM
Linda Let Me Be the One
Bruce Springsteen

Midnight boys are outside
Scrapin' tears up off the street
Standing guard over the window
Where the lonely linda sleeps
There's a kid named eddie
Walks like an angel in defeat
The ashes of a romance come
Traces linda's name in a seat

Calls
Linda will you let me be the one
Linda will you, hey let me be the one
Linda will you let me be the one
Linda will you let me be the one

In a room full of contenders
Shadow boxin', eddie's strong
Till he drops through a feigned surrender
To the canvas draped in scarves
Stole from linda's bedroom
The night he laid at her feet
And the midnight boys were wasted
Down on king street

He calls out
Linda will you let me be the one
Linda will you, hey let me be the one
Linda will you let me be the one
Linda will you let me be the one

Midnight's base is st mary's
Midnight boys hide from the rain
Stay with the stolen sisters
Till the streets are dry again
Talking fast cars and chrome parts
Different worlds and strange girls
Empty homes, busted hearts
And kneeling with linda in the dark

Linda will you let me be the one
Linda will you, hey let me be the one
Linda will you let me be the one

In Peace,
BlueAngel