Look guys, I'm nothing, really. I'm just an average disciple of Christ.
I wake up in the morning, eat a healthy breakfast, and destroy Aeons by lunchtime.
Living in your own world as a prisoner inside of your own mind, believing you are someone you are not, creating fantasy, fairy-tale, make-believe and fiction-based personas which do not exist in your reality is a sure sign of "schizophrenia."
You can be helped with the proper treatment and medication.
I do hope you pursue this avenue.