Nothing that you just wrote is even remotely Christian. It sounds just like that 'Insider' nonsense. Is that what you're about?
My Word makes 'no sense'. For it is not of the order of 'sense', that is, the 'passions'. This is not of Scientia, but Sapentia.
And this was the Coagula given in cipher in Liber AL vel Legis:
4 6 3 8 A B K 2 4 A L G M O R 3 Y x 24 89 R P S T O V A L.
But the Solution, that is 'True Solve' is now manifest:
AB ABH ABCh
A:A: ABA AL GMR
AB Y K AHVBY GVP
RPS TVB AL
The Father to bind
The Father to will to conceal
A:A:, the Father, God to finish
The Father, the Power, the Kingdom, the Beloved to silence
The glad word reversed is AL
For Antichrist came only that he may bind the Will of the Father.
Christ came that he might manifest the Love, that is Agape, of the Father.
So long as the cipher was unsolved, then Mystery of Iniquity reigned in the world. For it was sent by God through Satan because the world has chosen Apostasy.
But now the Son of Perdition is destroyed by the Spirit of the Mouth of Christ. His kingdom is finished. For the cipher is broken on all planes. And now the True Light of Will shines once again even as it was in the beginning.
For Christ Jesus is Crowned an Conquering, and His Love has conquered all.