Let me make this clear.
Some of the "tortured lies" that were installed in me were about a particular MAN from my past. I refer to him as a controller/handler.
These lies were about a "false" role that he played in my past of a loving, caring individual who was a witness to the government atrocities that I endured at the hands of a "satanic cult" of which he is a part.
The "if I can't have you, no one will" is not a tortured lie. It is the TRUTH and the mutilation that followed, as well.
The lies they wanted me to spread and/or believe were the lies that they installed of some "heroic" role he had in my past.