I was made to feel sorry for him. Sorry because it was said he was a victim himself.

He was controlled, too.

He had an opportunity, I recall saying and instead he used it against me and chose to stay with the cult and, for this, I suffered.

He chose to pay the price for fortune and fame and let the broken heart stand.

He's going about his life as if nothing happened to me, I said.

I was told he had the evidence. The boxes were in safe-keeping. I was told that there would be a time we would be together, but not until I was better. Better!!!

I should WAIT!!! If I fall behind, he'll wait for me. If he falls behind, I'll wait for him.

On the site, it was implied that I risked my life to protect him!!!! I endured torture and wouldn't speak his name for fear they would hurt him.

I endured torture attempting not to be silenced from speaking his name.

In Peace,
BlueAngel