Really, you have been enslaved?.
Where did this happen? When did it happen? Who held you as a slave?
I would bet anything that you have never been a slave anywhere at all. You just believe you were a slave, because you were required to work for your living, instead of having everything provided to you.
Slavery has a very specific meaning. I would really like to know just where and when you were a slave?
And paranoia is defined as a person that sees enemies and conspiracies where one exist. That describes YOU to a tee.
Oh yes, ideation is a word by the way. You need a better and more complete dictionary.