Originally Posted by Algebra
Lets put it this way mello. If what he/she claims to be true is in fact just that. Then that would mean he/she's witnessed a murder. So i would have to call the police who would see him as an accesorie after the fact, because they did'nt report it. In my experience if it sounds to far fetched and theres absence of any facts then. Theres a good chance that its bollucks. If it is'nt then im sorry but then as a good Christian they should be trying to get justice for that man who was "Sacrificed" should they not.
Now its because i believe this to be lies that i likened it to something out of a holywood movie. Whether or not Hollywoods interpratation of satanism is true or not is irrelavent. I guess what im trying to say is it blatently sounds like its been dreamt up. A fantasy created for some reason.
You will have to excuse my inability to do it.
You see, in a perfect world that IS what would happend. Unfortunately, I was only 13 years old when it happened and extremely frightened. I mean, look I was a KID, ok..Have you ever seen someone murdered and LIVED with the murders?
Imagine they are you're parents, and both are devoted Satanists (not of the Church of Satan type, allthough they did appreciate the Satanic Bible). Imagine further that you are 13 years old..Have you ever heard of SELF PRESERVATION? What if it was YOU, and it was implied indirectly YOU would be killed? Have you ever been in a kill or be killed situation, where you have to choose between their lives OR YOURS?
I suggest you shut the heck up unless you have. Sure, I could have ran to the police, but what if my parents had found out or if the coven had found out? Do you imagine, for a SPLIT SECOND they wouldn't have killed me? Let me erase any doubt: one more murder, to silence someone wouldn't have bothered ONE SECOND.
I live with that EVERY DAY. I dream of the blood and the taste of the blood since I was made to drink it. Every night is the same dream; the sight of the knife coming down into his chest and slitting his throat, with the chalice being held out to get it.
But I suppose if YOU had been 13 and seen that, being a choir boy you would have ran to the police..oh,yeah and then they would have KILLED YOU! Get it-YOU TELL, YOU DIE! Is that clear enough for you?! I only can talk about it now because I ran away from my parents, changed my name AND HAVE STAYED THE HECK AWAY FROM THEM! Don't think for a minute they wouldn't kill me NOW if they thought what I said could harm them or if they knew where I lived!
Of course, I am sure you are an expert in such moral dilemnas. But let me give you my two cents: Human beings, down deep, want all the same thing: to survive. When we are young and in a terrible situation, nine out of ten times we will choose someone else to die then us. Maybe you are different, but if you are, then you are in the minority.