Re: Mind Control Programming - MKULTRA
Yes, surrender to them is what they desire; so I became a fighter!! Many children do not have the fighter instinct. They can't resist. They have to surrender through fear and then they are controlled.
They instill the "fear of death" in their victims. Try to make them afraid of everything.
Then the role is switched. The abusers become your protectors. And, the vicious cycle continues. However, I couldn't accept this. Abuse and love never intertwined for me.
I never knew why I was pre-occupied with the thought of dying on a daily basis until I discovered I was a victim of Project Monarch.