I find it curious sometimes. The mind is a very strange thing. Some moments of life we distinctly remember while others, even whole years can't be recalled at all. What I do remember is watching TV, a breaking news bulletin that Saddam had been captured. Well, when the live feed came for an instant I saw a line of soldiers with a command soldier walking up and down the line screaming vehemently " You are all under oath".
Now that particular segment I never saw again. At the time I thought it curious, today I think it was most natural. A glimpse of truth in the mistake of live feeds!
Yup, the real Saddam is sipping margharitas on a tropical island, part of the CIA asset relocation program!
The island thing is something I've thought about for quite some time. Could have been Bimini.
It was referred to as a "witness protection program."
You know, where there is an attempt to erase the "real" evidence and the "ENGINEERING" of false information is implanted through torture.
The reference to me being a stripper somewhere on an island on his site was repeated over and over again. You know, anything is possible in Mafia/CIA pornography, but the stripper thing on an island seems to be disinformation to cover the real reason I was SENT AWAY.
It think it was said that, you know, it was for my OWN GOOD!! My protection! My life was in danger. I had spoken to the WRONG PEOPLE!!!!
This, of course, after HE knew and then passed it along.
Now, I have memories of making phones calls to my father perhaps and adamantly stating that these MEN (G-men), doctors, whomever, were not helping me. They were confusing me, making me worse, torturing me. I was told to cooperate.
Let them help you.
Let him help you, perhaps this was said after my return, because I distinctly recall saying that HE, too, only made it worse.
I stated over and over again, I do not want to be with HIM. I tell you what he does to me and you still want me to be with him and, at that point, I really just did not want him to be able to come near me.
So, to a certain degree I feel as though I have been held hostage by the government for most of my life.
I believe I was told that if I didn't go in a witness protection program, it was said, our family would have to relocate, change our names, etc.
It was I who had been changed and not for the better.
I agree Saddam is an asset and has been relocated.
As far as taking an oath, a vow and a pledge never to reveal government secrets, this applies to all CIA operatives whether a part of the "rogue" CIA or "satanic cult."
However, when you are a wee little thing born and raised in a "satanic cult," used in black operations, a mind control victim of the CIA, told that you are helping to protect the country against communism and this VOW is forced upon you so that they can carry on with their SADISTIC activities and include you in them, this VOW, this OATH, this PLEDGE is null and void for me.
And, yes, I passed INTELLIGENCE and GOVERNMENT SECRETS to those whom have protected me from THEM all of my life!!! as best they could because, in my mind, I took a VOW, a PLEDGE and an OATH to protect and defend the constitution of the United States of America from those WHO SEEK TO DO HER HARM!!!
For this, I was considered a traitor. I committed perfidy and I was to suffer in silence.
So, when you are tortured, when you are inflicted with pain, you must suffer in silence or they will turn it up a notch.
And, when those memories begin to bubble, to errupt to the surface, the subconscious holds that pain as a blocking mechanism.
There are several mind control victims who have written books and referenced the fact that they were told they were protecting the US from the threat of communist takeover.
The problem I have with this, is that I remember it as being the other way around.
This may have been said to US by the perpetrators, because, in fact, many of us at that time were very young and were being forced to hide under our desks at school, then there was the Cuban Missile Crisis, the fear that the REDS, as they referred to the Chinese as taking over our country. The threat was perceived to be real.
The fear was being instilled in all of us no matter what our age, but, many of the mind control victims who were young, may have been told we were being trained to fight against this. The "cold war" was a hoax for this reason. Point the finger elsewhere as they always do to take the spotlight away from themselves. Distraction is key.
However, my INTELLIGENCE is that the communist takeover in our country began decades ago and has been escalating since that time.
The communists are inside our government.
Someday, it was said, we would all be living behind an iron curtain and ruled with an iron first by men who are behind the shadows, behind the curtains.
Is this not what are government has been and is at present?
Back to the witness protection program. This was his LOCATION under his user name.
WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM off the coast of Florida.
One must know it was for reason.
So, it may well be that this is what was to occur had I been brought back into the cult; however, this "operation" would have had to penetrate my husband and children and so it was destined to fail from the onset. No matter what state of mind I had been tranced into, I just don't see how this would have materialized and, if I can't see it happening, how could they have underestimated themselves to this degree?
There is a memory of it being said that I would have to go BACK into a WITNESS PROTECTION PROGRAM as if it had happened before and didn't bring about the results that HE and I expected which was to bring this matter to light. The reason; because they had TURNED ME AGAINST HIM. Brainwashed me against him.
I think the reference to this was to call up the disinformation that I had been placed in a Witness Protection Program and this is where the memories of his "innocent" involvement in my past were erased.
On Nick Berg. Yup, first off I fully believe a group of Iraqi "insurgents" who don't even have electricity had a supply of orange jumpsuits. The masked guys, well a rag tag group of civilians from a completely different culture certainly know instinctively to stand at "parade rest". And the same rag tag group also has plenty of plastic lawn chairs in their supply chain.