You feel a personal obligation to stick up for the justice of that which people don't see, it's normal. But the paranoia is you unrealistic perception of it which I don't blame you for. I was followed by a grey van over this shit before- but it wasn't until time passed and I realized I was a mere speck that couldn't create a mass social impact on the understanding, that my paranoia was irrational. I say you just need to take a step back, and make conspiracy information 25% of your life, rather than 75%, because nothing is going to change any sooner, whether you learn it all now, or not. One love man, nothing's gonna happen, you'll be fine. I Proved a lot of things, and nothing has happened to me, the times have changed.
thank you. Btw... what part of the conspiracy made you paranoid if you don't mind me asking...
I wasn't going to bring this up cause your response was so well said, but actually you misunderstood me.
What I was saying was that all over this forum I was seeing OTHER people show alot of paranoia (they're watching me, the satanists are out to get me etc...) and I was asking if this was normal or not because I've believed in weird conspiracy crap for years but it doesn't make me paranoid.
I wasn't actually talking about myself, but other people, when you responded so kindly and thoughtfully I didn't want to point that out, just commend you for a great post
Oh God.. you mean like posting stuff like "I'm the spawn of Satan and I'm watching all of you!!!" Lol... I mean who knows dude, maybe they ARE being followed, I'd feel like a real jerk laughing about someone's paranoia only to find out they disappeared or something... then I'd be a sad panda.
Touche... haha... good point. But at the same time, I was watched for a year, and I said a lot of pretty intense stuff then, I basically proved that the Government doesn't realize there's a negative coercion in the U.S. Military- possibly that has a lot to do with 9/11, I wouldn't be surprised. But nothing ever happened to me... so it's kind of a joke to me now. I don't know, the whole killing people who know too much thing was a part of the "old ways" of that coercion, now-a-days they'd rather do nothing and work as hard as possible to make people look like fools, so I doubt they're even dead, they're just a bunch crazy people to me, getting carried away on their boat of "Conspiracy Theories." But you're right... it's a good thing I stopped doing that a long time ago. I'm Daniel Jacobs (Hyena) on facebook. I've directed my attention to other deep concepts now, I feel like I've defeated the conspiracy question already, it's old news to me. Steven Basset knows my input, it's an old topic.