MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY

[BlueAngel]

"Good Morning, Beautiful"

"Welcome to my World"

"The Angels Love You More Than You Know"

"I Love You"

What else can you do now?!?!? in your own words from one of your songs.

Like I said before and I'll say it again in Tina Turner's words:

WHAT'S LOVE GOT TO DO WITH IT?

Is this some kind of condition that you think must be met between you and I before we expose the perpetrators; MKULTRA/Project Monarch and Mind Control Within the Music Industry?

Keep dreamin'. Seems you do alot of that.

You have nothing to expose about what I speak because you are a part of it.

I would imagine at this point you're reverting back to this LOVE thing because all other measures have failed including this one.

I don't LOVE people who abuse me sexually, mentally, emotionally and physically. I detest them. And, I certainly don't LOVE handlers/controllers from my past.

The ANGELS, the what are suppose to be "seductive pictures, the castle, the blinking lights, the colors, the roses, the hearts!!

WOW!!!

FYI, thanks for the video clips. I can now look at Springsteen's face, hear his voice, listen to him sing, read his lyrics and not be placed in an "altered state of consciousness." A dream-world created for me built on lies while controlling my mind.

Reality prevails!

[BlueAngel]

Let's remember this!

Supposedly, he is a witness to my abuse. He helped me escape the cult. We're both going to publicly expose this, BUT I MUST LOVE HIM FIRST!!

Makes perfect sense, right?

WRONG!!!

Remember, too, that I was instructed I couldn't love two men at the same time.

This tactic to distance me from my husband and so far out of reality possibly to the point of no return.

But, I was born with the strength and power of a locomotive.

You remember that, don't you?

Don't you just love this line from his song, Land of Hope and Dreams:

"grab your suitcase and your ticket, thunder's rolling down the tracks. You don't know where you're going, but you won't be coming back."

Were WE going? To the Land of Hope AND DREAMS??

I was thinking about Paul Simon's song, "50 ways to lose your lover."

Nice one, isn't it??

[BlueAngel]

I found this on Wikipedia:

The songs "Reno" and "Long Time Comin'" came as a surprise to many listeners. "Reno" describes in graphic detail an encounter with a prostitute. "Long Time Comin'" has the word "fuck" in the lyrics. Springsteen explained the two songs by revealing that "Reno" was about a man so in love with his lost wife that his desperation could not be vanquished even by a prostitute ("It wasn't the best I ever had / not even close") and that the expletive in "Long Time Comin'" was not negative but, in fact, a positive affirmation ("I ain't gonna fuck it up this time," referring to raising his new child).

A man so in love with his LOST wife?

Where'd she go?

Disappear into thin air?

Couldn't find her way back home?

I guess Springsteen had a child with someone we don't know about and he "fuc*ed" it up and, according to this song, he's having another child and he ain't gonna f**k it up this time. Is the MRS. pregnant?

Maybe he fuc*ed up raising the baby he had with MARY!!! cause you know he got her pregnant when she was just 17 and we haven't heard yet anything about this.

"And those memories come back to haunt him and they haunt him like a curse."

"Is a dream a lie if it don't come true or is it something worse."

IT'S A NIGHTMARE.

How could a dream ever be a LIE????

What world does he live in?

The stories, MY!!!

Very VIVID IMAGINATION!

[BlueAngel]

"The E Street Band"

"Nuff Said"

Excuse me, but ENOUGH has not been said. There will be more to come.

It ain't over til the fat lady sings.

[BlueAngel]

Bear with me for a moment.

There is a reason I keep coming back to Springsteen's song, "The River." This song plays a very significant "disinformation" role.

When the "false" memories associated with this song were called up when I was on SPRINGSTEEN's official site, I was under my covers for days reliving "torture" memories that were inflicted upon me in the past to implant these "false" memories. It was like the torture was happening all over again.

It felt like they were sticking needles in my head. Just torturing the information into my subconscious. Making me repeat it. Telling me what a horrible person I was! What kind of an animal was I? How could I do this to my own child? How could I ever look him in the eye?

The "disinformation, as we know, was that I had a baby with Springsteen and the OTHERS programmed me to cut it up so that I would be institutionalized and he and I couldn't be witnesses.

As I said, I knew Springsteen long before I was 17 years old and even if this song were true, I would have been a minor and he is 7 years older than me.

I was hysterically crying. Naturally, I thought these memories were real. I was in an altered state of consciousness. The connection to my past that I was searching for and thought I had found were feeding me lies through "mind control."

I had fallen back into the hands of my past abusers and, most probably, handlers/controllers I didn't know from the past, as well.

I wasn't eating for days. I lost alot of weight.

Of course, they never imagined I would have survived long enough to undo the lies. They were banking on suicide, institutionalization, etc. I made it this far because my PROTECTORS armed me with knowledge, wisdom, but, most importantly instructions.

In an altered state, the implication was that we were going to be together again and go public with MKULTRA/Project Monarch. The reason this didn't happen in the past was because the OTHERS told me lies about him and tore us apart.

I knew this would NOT be. I was never totally under their control just as in the past. This is one of the reasons I refer to myself as an operative. I was capable of staying connected to a certain degree and reporting to my PROTECTORS. I never loved him. I did what I had to do to escape. I endured what I had to endure to escape. I risked my life to escape and to bring my incarceration/abuse to light.

He is not a hero in any sense of the word.

So, back to the song. Why would he write a song about getting someone pregnant, if he didn't?

Very strange!

Well, the reason is twofold. It plays into the disinformation and also covers up the truth as to whom he got pregnant.

It wasn't me.

However, if you look back at what he said about Bono's incestuous song, you'll have a clue.

He praised it!

[BlueAngel]

This is probably also the reason why I had "false" memories of him being with my sister.

That would be NEGATIVE.

[BlueAngel]

Thunder Road
Bruce Springsteen

The screen door slams
Mary's dress waves
Like a vision she dances across the porch
As the radio plays
Roy Orbison singing for the lonely
Hey that's me and I want you only
Don't turn me home again
I just can't face myself alone again
Don't run back inside
darling you know just what I'm here for
So you're scared and you're thinking
That maybe we ain't that young anymore
Show a little faith, there's magic in the night
You ain't a beauty, but hey you're alright
Oh and that's alright with me

You can hide 'neath your covers
And study your pain
Make crosses from your lovers
Throw roses in the rain
Waste your summer praying in vain
For a savior to rise from these streets
Well now I'm no hero
That's understood
All the redemption I can offer, girl
Is beneath this dirty hood
With a chance to make it good somehow
Hey what else can we do now
Except roll down the window
And let the wind blow back your hair
Well the night's busting open
These two lanes will take us anywhere
We got one last chance to make it real
To trade in these wings on some wheels
Climb in back
Heaven's waiting DOWN ON THE TRACKS
Oh oh come take my hand
Riding out tonight to case the promised land
Oh oh Thunder Road, oh Thunder Road
oh Thunder Road
Lying out there like a killer in the sun
Hey I know it's late we can make it if we run
Oh Thunder Road, sit tight take hold
Thunder Road

Well I got this guitar
And I learned how to make it talk
And my car's out back
If you're ready to take that long walk
From your front porch to my front seat
The door's open but the ride it ain't free
And I know you're lonely
For the words I ain't spoken
But tonight we'll be free
All the promises'll be broken
There were ghosts in the eyes
Of all the boys you sent away
They haunt this dusty beach road
In the skeleton frames of burned out Chevrolets

They scream your name at night in the street
Your graduation gown lies in rags at their feet
And in the lonely cool before dawn
You hear their engines roaring on
But when you get to the porch they're gone
On the wind, so Mary climb in
It's a town full of losers
And I'm pulling out of here to win

Always looking for the Promised Land.

Glad I looked at this song, never noticed quite so clearly the line "HEAVEN'S WAITING ON DOWN THE TRACKS."

What does that mean? Should one drive their car over the railroad tracks when a train is coming? Heaven is on down the tracks!! Whatever.

Couldn't figure out why that was being called up quite some time ago.

What does lying out there like a killer in the sun mean?

Dunno! One can only imagine.

Oops!! The ride IT AIN'T FREE!!! Got to pay the price, I suppose.

LONELY FOR THE WORDS YOU AIN'T SPOKEN. Don't be so full of yourself.

There are more important things in life than wanting to hear you speak.

LONELY!! There's that suggestion again. Lonely, dreams, pay the price, blah, blah, blah.

Tonight we'll be free, all the promises broken. I never break a promise.

True to my word!

[BlueAngel]

"Britney Jean Spears is the sweetest and the most sensitive and loving of all my children," says Spears, the mother of three children with ex-husband Jamie Spears. "She's just figuring things out."

OUCH!

How would you like to be the other two children.

[BlueAngel]

Land of Hope and Dreams
Bruce Springsteen

Grab your ticket and your suitcase
Thunder's rolling down the tracks
You don't know where you're goin'
But you know you won't be back
Darlin' if you're weary
Lay your head upon my chest
We'll take what we can carry
And we'll leave the rest

Big Wheels rolling through fields
Where sunlight streams
Meet me in a land of hope and dreams

I will provide for you
And I'll stand by your side
You'll need a good companion
for This par tof the ride
Leave behind your sorrows
Let this day be the last
Tomorrow there'll be sunshine
And all this darkness past

Big wheels roll through fields
Where sunlight streams
Meet me in a land of hope and dreamsMeet me in a land of hope and dreams

This train
Carries saints and sinners
This train
Carries losers and winners
This Train
Carries whores and gamblers
This Train
Carries lost souls
This Train
Dreams will not be thwarted
This Train
Faith will be rewarded
This Train
Hear the steel wheels singin'
This Train
Bells of freedom ringin'
This Train
Carries broken-hearted
This Train
Thieves and sweet souls departed
This Train
Carries fools and kings
This Train
All aboard

This Train
Dreams will not be thwarted
This Train
Faith will be rewarded
This Train
Hear the steel wheels singin'
This Train
Bells of freedom ringin'

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Strange, looking at this song again.

During that time on his site, I mentioned I was "qued" into packing my suitcase several times, waiting for him to come and this song speaks to that.

I guess the part where he says, "I'll provide for you and stand by your side" is suppose to be the offering that I was to recognize when I said in an email, "what have you offered me?" Nothing! and the response on a thread was cBS (bullshit).

At that point, it was only hurt and pain that had been thrust upon me. You know, trying to break my heart which is a constant theme in his songs.

You can break someone's heart when they're being controlled, abused, frightened, altered state of reality, disinformation, suggestive state, believing in a "love" that never existed thus not allowing the real memories to surface.

You get the picture. Believing all the lies as to his "heroic" role in my past. Certainly, thinking that were the case, I was elated. Wouldn't you be?

OMG, I loved him. He loved me and we were ripped apart. He is a witness!!!

However, my heart certainly doesn't love or break over someone who is abusive and victimizes me. There is no love lost. It never existed. Past or present.

[BlueAngel]

Yep, that signature line "hmmmm...." is just fascinating!!

I found this somewhere and it's one of the weirdest things I've ever read:

"If you want the ultimate, you've got to be willing to pay the ultimate price. It's not tragic to die doing what you love"