"Even the beauty of a rose does not compare to the beauty of you." Kisses...
"You will see when you believe."
Oh, right, I forgot. I'll see the LIES as TRUTH when I believe them through an "altered state of consciousness."
Let me tell you this! When my consciousness was altered, it produced the TRUTH. You see, it is to cut off your nose to spite your face. It doesn't work with me. Same "programming" default as in the past. It backfires on the perpetrators. You, of all people, should know this.
You can rest your head on your pillow each night knowing that certain TRUTH!
Lies are lies until proven otherwise. Ample time to do so has been provided. Your bluff has been called numerous times.
What does this make you?
A LIAR?? attempting to use "mind control" tactics on a former victim of MKULTRA/Project in an effort to make me believe lies as truth and truth as lies.
Woke up this morning my house was cold
Checked out the furnace she wasn't burnin'
Went out and hopped in my old Ford
Hit the engine but she ain't turnin'
We've given each other some hard lessons lately
But we ain't learnin'
We're the same sad story that's a fact
One step up and two steps back
Bird on a wire outside my motel room
But he ain't singin'
Girl in white outside a church in June
But the church bells they ain't ringing
I'm sittin' here in this bar tonight
But all I'm thinkin' is
I'm the same old story same old act
One step up and two steps back
It's the same thing night on night
Who's wrong baby who's right
Another fight and I slam the door on
Another battle in our dirty little war
When I look at myself I don't see
The man I wanted to be
Somewhere along the line I slipped off track
I'm caught movin' one step up and two steps back
There's a girl across the bar
I get the message she's sendin'
Mmm she ain't lookin' to married
And me well honey I'm pretending
Last night I dreamed I held you in my arms
The music was never-ending
We danced as the evening sky faded to black
Here, let me help interpret this song for those die hard fans of his who don't seem to know what he's talking about.
That's understandable, as his lyrics are, for the most part, designed this way.
Mystery, hidden messages, meanings for mind control survivors.
Everyone loves a good mystery. IT JUST SUCKS THEM RIGHT IN!! Creates loyal fans and lots of revenue for the "squeaky clean" music industry and their musicians this way.
Sit down with a good mystery book and you don't want to stop reading it. You want to know how it ends. You get all wrapped up in it. Just as you get all wrapped up in the musician.
Springsteen has created a "mystery" about himself through his lyrics. You can't put him down. You think you're going to find something fantastic in the end. Get all the answers. But, you won't. You'll just keep getting the same ole' same ole' to keep you attached. Trust me on this.
You'll get another song that can't be interpreted even by him cause in the end, you have to look at a song, as he says, and not know where it came from.
Just another bone to keep you coming back for more.
Believe me, you'll never figure it out. Most of his songs are probably written through altered states of consciousness and therefore; that is why he cannot interpret his own lyrics. As well, they have much to do with his past involvement with a particular person(s) in the "satanic cult" and therefore; he will not explain that either.
You're caught up in the "fairy-tale" world/worship/love of him that he has created for you through mind control.
Trust me on this. I know of what I speak.
These are tricks of the trade. These are their tools.
Get their fans addicted to the personality and they will stuff their pockets for life. Media hype has helped Springsteen, because truly his vocals are mediocre at best along with his guitar playing.
If you never gave up listening to the potent "mind control" music from the 60/70's and continue to watch the same groups and listen to the same groups on DVDs/CDs, you're stuck in the past.
The ILLUMINATI have used these tools on the masses forever.
They've created a mystery surrounding themselves.
My interpretation: Plain and simple:
He has a partner at home, in this song, he's been arguing with.
He leaves. Goes to a bar. Sees a woman or could be "little girl" looking like she's interested.
I have just come to a revelation about the "packing my bag" scenario.
I was "triggered" in an altered state while on Springsteen's official site to pack my bags. I went through this drill twice!!!!!
At present, I still cannot believe that my "reality" had been altered to such a degree that I believed he was coming to get me.
I mean, what did I think? He was going to just show up on my doorstep? I was going to leave my husband and children.
Of course, he was never going to show up on my doorstep. THANK GOD!!
This drill was to call up the disinformation implanted from the past to cover the TRUTH.
The disinformation which I wrote about on his site was that my parents would tell me he called, they took the call, he was coming, get ready and then he wouldn't show.
They didn't do this, but the only reason I can think of as to an explanation would be that they didn't want me to be with him and wanted to prove that he wasn't trustworthy. However, that's the opposite. They wanted me to get them out of the POOR HOUSE.
This is the TRUTH: When it was set-up for me to go to a so-called "safehouse," witness protection program, whatever you chose to call it, by HIM, he did not come to get me. OTHERS came to get me. I inquired as to why he wasn't with them and they said he would meet up with us later.
However, of course, he never did.
So, while I was reliving the torture at home while on his site, laying in bed for days while disinformation about a baby, etc., was being TORTURED into me, I was calling out his name. Make them stop. He's not here, they said. He's not coming. He's never going to help you. You'll never see him again. You won't remember him when we're done with you.
I couldn't figure out why I was calling out his name. Now I know.
I also couldn't figure out why, while on his site, when I was reporting about the government, etc., at one point, I said, "I can't do this without you."
Now, I know why.
Subconsciously, I thought he was my protector and also because I knew when I was forced in the safe-house, whatever, to tell them what I knew/remembered, I was tortured and I thought if he had been there this wouldn't have happened.
Also, a comment was made to me on the site by one of the posters and he said, "I'm not going to disappear into thin air."
This, of course, is what happened when I was removed from my home; convinced by him that I would be protected and that he would be there as well.
As I've written on this thread, his intentions were never to be a witness. It was trickery, on his part, in order to protect himself.
Imagine that. The torture I endured not because I wouldn't give them his name, but so they could attempt to erase his name and memories of my victimization.
An email to me said, "I'm crying looking at what you have written." You went through all this for me. Referring, of course, to what I thought took place. Being tortured not to give them his name.
They know his name. Everytime I said his name, it was electroshocked out of me.
You will be afraid to say/speak his name when we are finished with you.
Deceitful does not even describe him. Pathetic does not even describe him.
I don't think there is a word other than "sadistic pig."