When I first began having memories of my horrendous past and it involved CIA/Mafia pornography, how they work together, it was difficult for me to speak about it without producing a clenched jaw. It was almost as if I had to spit the words through my teeth.
I was seeing a psychologist and I called her to my home so my husband would be present during the recall of this information to her.
Her answer was that I didn't want to face the fact that my parents were responsible solely for my abuse and, therefore, I was blaming the CIA and Mafia.
There was never a time when I wasn't aware that my parents were involved in my abuse, so, naturally, I terminated my relationship with her.
There was a point when the word PEDOPHILE surfaced and I was unable to say this word, as well.
Clenched teeth and having to spit the word out were present.
Many times, this scenario presented itself in front of my children and husband when I was recalling memories.
This, the result of information being tortured out of me. Unable to speak the words because of the associated discomfort when electroshock was being used. All muscles become tight, shaking occurs, teeth and jaw are clenched.
Last edited by BlueAngel : 03-29-2015 at 12:36 PM.
Watching these people have sexual foreplay with an imaginery pretty, little pussy cat by the name of FIGMENT is quite disgusting.
Wade is rubbing her behind her ears while in his lap and MadMel tells him that she likes it when you stroke her face with both hands.
I wonder what they do to the real pets they have in their house.
2Hearts asked, "Figment, where are you?" as if she's going to get a response.
I suppose they think all the music links they're supplying and the Springsteen chatter is somehow going to attract Figment.
Even more frightening are the posters who regularly frequent the Political World Cafe, don't involve themselves in this sexually deviant behavior with a kitty cat, but converse non-chalantly as if they're all normal.
Most writers write from experience. Without experience, you don't have much to draw from.
In Springsteen's case, he must have a very wild imagination because he seems to portray himself in every capacity imaginable.
That, coupled with hypnosis, make-believe and all the other methods used to get a "mind controlled" artist's creative juices flowing adds to the songwriter's ability.
SPRINGSTEEN said it himself. In the end, you have to look at a song and not know where it came from.
That is total bullsh*t. He doesn't know where many of his songs came from because he was in altered states and perhaps being coached with words/scenarios/drawing from his subconscious, bits and pieces of his past (the reason so many of his songs start out with a theme, it seems, and then drift off) and it is, most probable, THAT HE DOESN'T WRITE MANY OF HIS SONGS.
Like I said, his earlier stuff is COMPLETELY different than some of what he has produced. It could be the result of his many different personalities.
If you sing incessantly about "little girls" and being on the prowl for a wild child it suggests an obsession born from experience.
If you incessantly sing about sexual deviant behavior, it is most likely and in Springsteen's case born from experience.
If you sing incessantly about alcohol, it is most likely and in Springsteen's case born from experience.
However, any poet, lyricist/artist derives from experience and they reflect themselves in their work and Springsteen certainly has shown those who do not follow him with blind faith, what exactly his morals are, if any.
Sure, he's a story-teller to a certain degree, but not a very good one at that, in my opinion. Not only because his characters are usually as immoral as he portrays himself, but because so many of his songs don't make any sense.
Could be one BIG EXPERIMENT using triggers, sexual programming, etc. in his songs, because our minds, from a very young age, are programmed through music and television and can be altered into different states.
His songbook also portrays his sexually deviant behavior and his own inability to trust himself.
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- posted that he had cold-cocked somebody because he was a smug Republican and left him to possibly die.
- said that he realized not everyone was a heavy hitter like him, but that everyone could do their part. That if they were a coach, they should cut a Republican's kid from the team. That if they worked in a restaurant, they should spit in or otherwise tamper with Republican customers' food. That they should key Republicans' cars.
- said that "The only way to really make a difference is to go out and cut open a Republican from throat to balls".
- urging that all Republicans be killed;
- urging that all Muslims be killed;
- urging that every Republican woman be raped until impregnated, then be forced to undergo an abortion.
- repeated threats of physical violence against other posters, this from someone with past convictions for violent crimes.
All from one poster - Wade.
2Hearts has just told a poster that he/she is so emotionally over the top with her post(s) that she/he should consider taking a break or will get banned.
Keep up your psychotic shit BA, I've given you plenty of leeway, it's over now!
You have been BANNED over 6 times on this forum. do you want another?
I will say this, I'M not your FUCKEN TORMENTOR! go look for another poster to harass. You keep on fucken insinuating that I'm someone else you CRAZY! now please fuck off and go away before your banned again.