Ol' catfish in the lake, we called him big jim
When i was a kid, my only wish was to get my line in him
Skipped church one sunday and throw'd in my line
Jim took that hook, pole and me right over the side
Went drifting down past old tires and rusty cans of beer The angel of the lake whispered in my ear
"before you chose your wish, son, you'd better
With every wish there comes a curse"
I fell in love with beautiful doreen
She was the prettiest thing this old town'd ever seen
I courted her and i made her mine But i grew jealous whenever another man'd
come walkin' down the line
And my jealousy me me treat her mean and cruel
She signed, "bobby, oh bobby, you're such a fool
Don't you know before you chose your wish you'd better think first
With every wish there comes a curse"
These days i sit around and laugh at all the rivers i've crossed
But on the far banks there's always another forest where a man can get lost
Well there in the high trees love's bluebird glides
Guiding us 'cross another river on the other side
And there someone is waitin' with a look in her eyes
And though my heart's grown weary, and more than a little bit shy
Tonight i'll drink from her waters to quench my thirst
And leave the angels to worry
With every wish...
With every wish there comes a curse. Really?
The ever present angels.
In this song he fell in love with Doreen and his name is Bobby.
Due to his jealousy, he treated her mean and cruel.
At one point while I was on Springsteen's OFFICIAL site and under their control, suggestible to a certain degree, believing that my husband, as I mentioned, was one of them, I also began to think that my husband was GAY.
This is absolutely false!
So, where did these thoughts come from? Why was it that I thought my husband was one of THEM?
Why was it that I thought my husband was GAY?
Were these suggestions planted in the past to cover the truth or were these suggestions implanted at some point when I was married?
I don't have the answer to that. There may have been communication while I was married. This has not become clear yet in my mind, but it has always been THERE as a strong possibility.
When the time is right, it will surface.
I also began to believe that my husband was hiding money from me.
This, of course, is not true.
Somehow, this speaks to money that I may have made in the past while forced to partake in pornograpy and it being said that there would be a trust fund in place for me.
I would have had to stay within the cult to see any of this money, but I believe I was advised and knew that I would never realize any of it.
I also believe that I was told at some point to start a business and they would get the money to me that way for my silence.
I believe this again to have been communicated to me while I was married.
I hear myself "yelling," get out, get out of my house. My husband will be home soon. The answer was that they knew when he would be home because they WATCH.
It was also said that he would put money in a trust fund for me.
I said, what if I die? The answer was that it would be passed down in perpetuity.
Now, imagine that. I die and people come forward with money for my kids, husband and explain to them why.
Nothwithstanding what else I have reported. Regarding the above, that would definitely put a halt on someone's career and those words always repeat.
FYI, Jealousy is not a factor. There isn't anything about him that would make me jealous that he is married to a beautiful woman.
I don't want anything to do with him. Never did.
This was short-lived on his site, when in a suggestible state of mind, handled/controlled, manipulated, altered state of reality, sexual programming triggered.
Reality does not lend itself to what you seek to accomplish. Only child-like altered states of consciousness accomplished this as so many of his fans display.
Remember the "I've loved Bruce Springsteen since I was a teenager" follow along while I was on the site. Well, you can try the same in The Promised Land, but you look like the DESPERATE fools that you are.
You can use his wife to try to effect jealousy, but I've already stated it was a programming tool/method and you have, once again, proven the same.
To use her; however, is quite pathetic and to make that post on a forum is even more pathetic.
I couldn't have married a more handsome, sexy, kind-hearted man whom I am proud to have as a husband, father, friend and partner.
I am writing on this site about my incarceration in MKULTRA/PROJECT MONARCH; being victimized in the music industry as a sex slave; being used in Mafia/CIA pornography when I was a child; being traumatized; being handled/controlled; genetalia mutilated; radiation lights used on my skin; tortured, etc., etc.
THESE ARE CRIMINAL MATTERS!!
I DO NO TAKE THEM LIGHTLY nor should anyone else.
So, I will pose this question to YOU.
I have implicated Bruce Springsteen as my main handler/controller and while lured to his site because of a political comment he made at one of his shows; and always having his name and Frank Sinatra's name in the back of my head, as well, a "covert" operation was deployed by him and his cohorts to call-up disinformation about some "heroic" role he played in my past.
I ask you this.
If this man rescued me from the cult and was not my main handler and abuser/controller, but a WITNESS to my abuse, why would HE/THEY even consider trying to make me jealous over his wife????
This is ridiculous!!!
As I have stated, it is a "programming" tool. Just as I don't have a mean bone in my body, I am not a jealous person.
The "jealousy" programming was deployed in an attempt, after HE/THEY believed I was so in love with him AGAIN, in an altered state, couldn't live without him, he was my protector, to bring me to a state of DISTRESS! Suicidal distress. Emotional distress.
As I have written on this site, when I was once walking with my husband in my neighborhood, a helicopter flew over and the next comment on the site was, "I'm out of here, oh this jealousy.
The next email, he was going on a trip. Probably a lie, like all the rest and I said, "don't walk next to any women." This was tongue in cheek referring to his leaving when I was walking with my husband. I couldn't have cared less if he walked next to three women. The comment back was something like you are the woman I love. I want all of you forever. Something like that.
The jealousy thing wasn't working because he needed me. I didn't, don't and never needed or loved him!!
An attempt, through an altered state, of infatuation with him because of who he is was attempted, but, again, short-lived.
I do not become addicted or infatuated with people. But, this another programming tool. "You are easily infatuated." You have an addictive personality. You are addicted to him. All of these past "programming" tools implanted subconsciously.
So, they deployed it. He distanced and then there were references to his wife. Him with his wife, etc., etc.
At that point, I was still somewhat in my core and realized that anyone in "their right mind" who was a witness to my abuse and wanted to go public with it would not be stringing me along, trying to make me jealous, triggering sexual programming, implanting disinformation, listening to me suffer in my house without any communication or verification.
Again. What's love got to do with it.
Love is unconditional. That is what I have with my husband. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE.
The point is not just to destroy society, but to teach the worship of Satan disguised as "liberation". Because basically it is liberation from Christian values, or just everyone's inborn sense of decency, which is errantly equated with "Christian guilt".
This was all part of a large--scale mind-control project. One version was for the masses, the other was for specific individuals, or Manchurian Candidates, trained as 'assassins", or more specifically terrorists.
The use of music to induce trance states is the very basis of the occult. This is referred to in the BIble in the episode of the Golden Calf as "pagan revel". It involves the use of music in combination with intoxicants, to rile the worshippers, until they become possessed by 'the god' [demon], and are able to perform supernatural feats, like soothsay, or more heinously, kill a child. This was then followed by the consummation of the child, and then orgies.
In ancient times, these were called Mysteries. They formed the basis of first Mitthraism, and from there to the rest of the so-called Western occult tradition. Today is simply referred to as Black Magic.
Those with a hidden insight into the activities of the occult, like the Illuminati, represented by the 20th centuries leading figures, including the Frankfurt School, recognized the possibilities of music to induce susceptible states of consciousness. So they created Rock and Roll, evidently produced by some of their most dysfunctional children.
The above link is not working, but the site has valuable information about the "music industry" and mind control, as well as another site I have linked to on this thread of which Wes Penre is the author.
I'll never FORGET these words written to me in an email while I was on SPRINGSTEEN's official site:
I want all of you, Wendy, forever and ever not to leave you alone again. Not to be alone.
I didn't feel alone! not until I entered the "mind control" site and was almost sucked back down into the rabbit hole, reality altered and isolation from everyone and anything except THEM began to occur.
SOUL SUCKERS attempting to suck the life out of me.
Do they thrive on this? You betcha. Makes them feel powerful being the "sadistic pigs" they are.
Do they like watching people suffer; making people suffer. You betcha. Being the "sadistic pigs" they are.
What else can they do when the word GUILTY is written on their foreheads.
By the way, his site was run by Sony which is owned by BMG and Columbia.
America is ONE BIG CORPORATE conglomerate owned and operated by THEM.