Before I began to realize my "incarceration" within the music industry, I had known that in some way/fashion I was "programmed" to music/songs/lyrics.
I also knew, in the back of my head, when I began to awake that I had at some point in my life been headed toward fortune and fame. I knew as well that some kind of "political" role may be called for in my future.
Not political in the sense of holding office, but in the sense of becomming involved in this arena.
In order to retain my core, I had to "distance" myself from music when I was young. We know that music plays a role in making people suggestible, altering their consiciousness, reaching their subconscious. In my case; however, having been a direct victim of "mind control" within this industry, the effects were intolerable.
As I've stated, BETA programming is attached to many songs. Were the hoping this would turn me into a TRAMP who was Born to Run?
I have written that many of "Fleetwood Macs" lyrics are poisonous for me. Stevie Nick's voice sounds demonic/possessed. There are "triggers" as well.
Many of Janice Joplin's songs share the same category.
For instance, Joplin's Bobby McGee, is a "delta" trigger.
They know this and the reason it was mentioned.
I think the next topic we should address would be the "brains" within the music industry.
Those who collaborate with musicians to write lyrics, but are unknown and those who compose the music.
You're not going to tell me that every singer/songwriter out there; especially in the rock and roll category compose all of their music.
This just isn't so.
As I've mentioned about American Idol winner Kelly Clarkson.
She is a lyricist and musical composer, as well? Is Brittney Spears the same?
How 'bout Maddonna?
The answer is NO.
They are pretty faces, with mediocre voices and the rest is left up to those behind the scenes.
Arranging the music that plays into suggestibility and altered states; fixation and worship; addiction to the star.
I'm not talking away from their talent. I'm just saying that media-hype plays a role, of course, in making them into something they're not and so, too, do the "brains" behind the scenes.
I am in the process of compiling a list of the posters who were present during the time I was on his official site.
They are in no particular order, but I will have to say that VastRightWingConspiracy also known as @ as he admitted for a short time, was instrumental in getting the ball rolling towards my "altered state."
Emails to him were sent to VastVastVastyahoo.com. He goes by the name of Michael Cheney. Emails also sent to MichaelCheneymsn.net. He stated he has a black American Express card but also that he had to work three jobs to pay for braces for his kids. Professed at one point to be self-made millionaire. Something to that effect.
His signature for quite some time was "witness protection program off the coast of Florida."
Springsteen's close friend, as he stated, was also a major player. His username was DoubleNegativesAllowed.
Springsteen's sister, PaminCT, was present.
MadisonMel, CRT, tiesthatbind, nightstalker, holeyghost, JCainforBruce, GoBruceGo, BossAngel, Immy, EELawson, Scott1234, Hemi, donnap, BostonBlackie, Freedomfighter, flyingzambini, Darkie, Lampshade (first emails were PM's to this person when I said, but THEY said, and he said, what did they say? I replied that I didn't want to say it on the board and that was that he would trigger sexual programming). He replied, PM me, Darlin'.
Also present, Mr. Mercury, Hard2baSaint, Jillian, Dangerbird, Who Am I, punchbuggy, Gaz23, Kirkaiya, Paddy (major player), PM's were also sent to EELawson.
Bobinto, 2Hearts, Tougherthantherest, Louie, Iverille (stated I was back after I had left my house for a while), Mark, Blue (later ***, major player), CountrygirlColorado, Mary6742, RED, first amendment guy.
Immy asked if it was time for an "alternate reality?"
Donnap instructed all those without intelligence to leave the room.
HoleyGhost was the disgusting poster in the RightWingLounge together with another disgusting poster HEMI constantly talking about licking Charleze Theron's a**.
HoleyGhost and Hemi were responsible for posting information in emails that weren't sent to them on the board regarding LIES I told purposely to HIM about not having an orgasm with my husband during sexual intercourse.
Saying, I did what you told me to do.
HoleyGhost the one who said I should scream louder next time after they were apparently listening while my husband and I were intimate.
When I had almost bought the LIES, in an altered state, believing that the INSTRUCTIONS I was armed with from my PROTECTOR(s), was Springsteen, Gaz27 said, or HIM using GAZ' username said, "who'd you think was talking to you, Charles Heston?"
Also, in one of the threads, of course, as per usual, there was alot of chatter in an attempt not to be able to pinpoint to whom a comment was being made.
Naturally, to me. A remark, "I finally found my Wendy."
DNA was the poster who said to the tiesthatbind when he was complaining about my cut and paste, "Carl, this isn't a free ride" and signed it Bruce.
Like I said on the site, "I've been down the rabbit hole and now I'm back."