MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY

I had a memory shortly after I AWOKE to the reality of my past about BOXES of documents, evidence being in the possession of OTHERS.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Fear can cause the fight or flight response. A certain amount of fear is a good thing. It alerts you to danger.

After my last comments, I am experiencing the FLIGHT response.

The reality of his involvement causes a feeling that I need to FLEE and/or hide. Like I was born to run or something.

I was "led" to believe that this fear/flight of him was instilled in me so that we could not be together so as to be witnesses against the goverment and their abuse.

It was implied that I went missing from him in the past or that I was kidnapped from him. This is disinformation to cover the real memories that I would go missing from my house for days and then have no recollection of whom or where I was or at least not tell my parents. It is also disinformation to re-enforce the implanted memories that the INSIDERS had kidnapped me and brainwashed me against him.

It was also implied that a helicopter came and took me away in the middle of the night and I was institutionalized after posting comments about having cut up my baby.

This speaks to the being MISSING and then returning from an institutionalization that left me "brainwashed" against him.

This, to cover the real memories of why I had been institutionalized and it probably goes back to the "razor blade" incident.

It was said I was a threat to society and myself.

A court scene still lingers. As if this was attempted before.

I was DAMAGED GOODS, they said and would never make a good witness.

And, then there are the words, "building a case against the government."

In Peace,
BlueAngel

I was made to feel sorry for him. Sorry because it was said he was a victim himself.

He was controlled, too.

He had an opportunity, I recall saying and instead he used it against me and chose to stay with the cult and, for this, I suffered.

He chose to pay the price for fortune and fame and let the broken heart stand.

He's going about his life as if nothing happened to me, I said.

I was told he had the evidence. The boxes were in safe-keeping. I was told that there would be a time we would be together, but not until I was better. Better!!!

I should WAIT!!! If I fall behind, he'll wait for me. If he falls behind, I'll wait for him.

On the site, it was implied that I risked my life to protect him!!!! I endured torture and wouldn't speak his name for fear they would hurt him.

I endured torture attempting not to be silenced from speaking his name.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

As far as the razor blade incident, a man came into the house through the back door. He wore a stocking on his face.

The razor blades and money were under the bed. My sister was told to get them. She cut her fingers.

He said to hand them to me and for me to cut myself. Cut myself so that I would bleed to death.

I refused. My sister was forced to be an accessory.

When all was said and done, and I reported what happened, my sister denied the man and said that I did it to myself.

I was said to be delusional, psychotic, etc.

I always referred to it as being sent away and I believe there was more than one time.

The disinformation is just too unbelievable for me to repeat.

It would have been quite the discrediting factor.

The court scenes may be what occured before being released back into my parent's custody.

I do remember it being said that the records were sealed and only the judge could have them opened. Could be because I was a juvenile.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Sexual programming "triggers" for some mind control victims, especially if used in the music industry are contained in some songs.

Being on "fire" and/or HOT are two and there are songs that contain some verses/lines that speak to this such as the following:

"burning desire"
"I'm on fire"
"fire down below"
"can't start a fire"
"hot for you"

In Peace,
BlueAngel

There was disinformation about why he didn't talk to me in the past or why he wouldn't be able to talk to me in the future if we reconnected.

It was said that since we were witnesses together, there could be no collaboration. If it was going to go to court, we would have to remain apart until that time. We couldn't share information.

Since I was left in a state of mental distress, to help me recover my memory, it was suggested that I listen to music, his especially, and this would help jog my memory because there would be clues and messages contained within.

He would be able to drop hints, but, of course, as we know, listening to music, and dropping hints on his site, was used to call up the false information that had been planted long ago.

This, to keep me hanging on to the fairy-tale as if I he was waitin' on a sunny day or something.

When it was said that he wasn't a part of the cult, my response was, "how could that be, when most everyone you associate with is a part of it?"

In Peace,
BlueAngel

It was said they would kill him if I exposed my past and his involvement in it.

Not because they wanted to keep us apart so that we could not be witnesses against the government.

This, to silence me about THEM and HIM.

Did I want to be responsible for his death? Did I want to have HIS blood on my hands?

In Peace,
BlueAngel

To him/THEM, I was an IGNORANT SLUT, a pathological liar and delusional.

I was a story-teller; however, this title fits him well.

HE was just like my father. I told him this often. You act just like my father. You treat me just like my father.

Almost as if he and my father were one in the same, but they were not. This is what they would like me to believe.

Like they shared my programming. My codes, my keys and my triggers.

I remember being very young standing out front with him and my father and there was talk about cars with lights on during the daytime.

Oddly enough, when I awoke, this occured. Yes, I know there are daylights on cars now, but this was in numbers.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

As for the razor blade incident, whether there was a man with a stocking on his face I will probably never know.

Although I do not believe I inflicted the wound myself, I was to take the blame.

This, so that the person who was responsible, would not receive punishment.

My father said it was important to keep the family together.

He was talking to someone and he said, "why should we doubt what our daughter says?" She was here. She didn't see a man with a stocking on his face. Why would she lie?

Because she was either an accesory and forced to commit the act or did it herself.

The man with the stocking on his face could be disinformation so that I would believe she was an accessory. So that I would believe she didn't do it to me.

She cut her fingers on the razor blades trying to stop me from inflicting harm on myself, they said.

This matter was a closed book. In the past. Never to be spoken about again.

It wouldn't be the first time I attempted suicide they said.

And, of course, I was delusional. I made things up for attention. I lived in my own little world. I would make a good fiction writer someday.

Blah, blah, blah!

I would telephone home and tell my father that these so-called doctors were not REALLY doctors. They were not helping me. Just do as your told. Cooperate with them and you'll be home soon.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

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Blue Bayou...

Sorry to interrupt your thread BA, I just wanted to add something to this Music mind control stuff, A Dr. Horowitz person discovered that certain types of musical sounds cause human DNA to "TUNE UP" like receptor signals, it is said these "TUNED UP" DNA are very beneficial for the SOUL. Hence, this is why the Book of PSALMS in the BIBLE is full of songs of praise to GOD, HYMMS.

http://www.barb-coolwaters.com/c001/bluebayou.html

I'm searching for a song I think sung by Fleetwood Mac, it has these words in it I think.

theres a place down in Mexico

got me hypnotized

I've been searching for the band of those lyrics for a year now, do you know who it is?



THE PANIC ROOM

http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/panicroom/

this thread is somewhat like the movie.(Jodie Foster)
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