Fear can cause the fight or flight response. A certain amount of fear is a good thing. It alerts you to danger.
After my last comments, I am experiencing the FLIGHT response.
The reality of his involvement causes a feeling that I need to FLEE and/or hide. Like I was born to run or something.
I was "led" to believe that this fear/flight of him was instilled in me so that we could not be together so as to be witnesses against the goverment and their abuse.
It was implied that I went missing from him in the past or that I was kidnapped from him. This is disinformation to cover the real memories that I would go missing from my house for days and then have no recollection of whom or where I was or at least not tell my parents. It is also disinformation to re-enforce the implanted memories that the INSIDERS had kidnapped me and brainwashed me against him.
It was also implied that a helicopter came and took me away in the middle of the night and I was institutionalized after posting comments about having cut up my baby.
This speaks to the being MISSING and then returning from an institutionalization that left me "brainwashed" against him.
This, to cover the real memories of why I had been institutionalized and it probably goes back to the "razor blade" incident.
It was said I was a threat to society and myself.
A court scene still lingers. As if this was attempted before.
I was DAMAGED GOODS, they said and would never make a good witness.
And, then there are the words, "building a case against the government."
There was disinformation about why he didn't talk to me in the past or why he wouldn't be able to talk to me in the future if we reconnected.
It was said that since we were witnesses together, there could be no collaboration. If it was going to go to court, we would have to remain apart until that time. We couldn't share information.
Since I was left in a state of mental distress, to help me recover my memory, it was suggested that I listen to music, his especially, and this would help jog my memory because there would be clues and messages contained within.
He would be able to drop hints, but, of course, as we know, listening to music, and dropping hints on his site, was used to call up the false information that had been planted long ago.
This, to keep me hanging on to the fairy-tale as if I he was waitin' on a sunny day or something.
When it was said that he wasn't a part of the cult, my response was, "how could that be, when most everyone you associate with is a part of it?"
Sorry to interrupt your thread BA, I just wanted to add something to this Music mind control stuff, A Dr. Horowitz person discovered that certain types of musical sounds cause human DNA to "TUNE UP" like receptor signals, it is said these "TUNED UP" DNA are very beneficial for the SOUL. Hence, this is why the Book of PSALMS in the BIBLE is full of songs of praise to GOD, HYMMS.
I'm searching for a song I think sung by Fleetwood Mac, it has these words in it I think.
theres a place down in Mexico
got me hypnotized
I've been searching for the band of those lyrics for a year now, do you know who it is?
THE PANIC ROOM
this thread is somewhat like the movie.(Jodie Foster)
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