How 'bout when I went through months of psychological "torture" on the site and then I was told THEY would pray for me.
Or, when I was making a fuss about my Kerry confession and he went on the campaign trail with him, I was told, "it was necessary."
Certainly, if I had "reported" to YOU in the past, campaigning and rubbing noses with a politician whom I was sexually used to blackmail as a child would mean you are "in bed" with THEM.
Wonder why it was necessary?
Was this part of an operation to protect Kerry?
When their attempts to totally control me had failed, communication "cut off" with him, another poster intervenes in an effort to make me feel BAD for something I had not done to HIM. How could I have no sympathy, empathy for someone who abused me past and present?
Ah, because I don't particulary care to be "jerked" around.
Again, an example of the twisted world that they live in.
Further, the aircraft and helicopters that have been a presence over my house for five years are not for my benefit.
Therefore, when I was feeling "suicidal" while on the site after being jerked around like a puppet on a string and this was known, because I expressed it to an insider via email, and, as I've stated, I'm tapped to the gills, a helicopter flew over.
Minutes later on the SITE, of course not directly to me, a Thread was created and a comment to another poster about wearing a white robe in the daytime was made.
It was me wearing the white robe in the daytime.
This, after he loved me, left me, loved me, left me, protected me, abused me, protected me, abused me, jerked me around, used me.
Again, causing the creative juices to flow and me spewing lyrics all over the place.
Of course, I was suppose to be thrilled that HE made me laugh and all was to be well, just peaches and cream.
They are of the opinion that laughing makes the abuse okay.
Strange, isn't it? I never paid attention to this artist since we parted long, long ago, of course, for very good reasons. Two major reasons would be self-preservation and sanity.
Didn't see him in concert. Didn't buy his CD's except maybe one or two of his most famous.
Rarely, listened to them.
As I've stated, they turned music against me, well, used it to their advantage and so I stopped listening as much as I would have liked to.
Anyway, saw him in 1999 and "the voices" began. My sister asked me if I was hearing "the voices" again. Haven't spoken to her since.
Odd, isn't it? She knows about the voices, but drops from the face of the earth.
The voices disappeared, but psychologically I was going through some changes.
Saw him again in 2001 in an HBO special.
As I've written, shortly after 911, this is when memories began to surface but not before I endured great depression and suicide commands.
Mind control victims who are no longer incarcerated are programmed to suicide upon the sight or sound of their handler's voice.
There was disinformation that "he went into hiding" or was laying low so as not to cause my destruction because, blah, blah, blah, they had programmed me this way to keep us apart because we were witnesses against the government.
By the time I hit his site in March, 2004, I had overcome alot; however, from past experience they knew I would never KILL MYSELF so from heretofore I will refer to the operation they deployed as "operation destruction." That was their only resort.
If this failed, they would attempt to have me CLEAR his name with the disinformation they called up and my coerced verification of same.
I will refer to this tactic as "Operation Failure."
It wasn't HIM who had to go into hiding or lay low, it was me who had to HIDE from him and lay low.
Again, the twisted world in which they live.
As far as the so-called "witness protection program." Afterward, it was said that changes had to be made for my own safety. I knew too much.
Hello...I came across this site searching for information about MKNAOMI I believe...there wasn't much of anything useful but I clicked a link and found this forum and eventually your "MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY" thread.
How can someone read it and not believe you? SHEEPLE don't care about others. The suffering you (and other victims of mind control etc) have gone through...most, including myself, couldn't comprehend it, but I dont think thats a reason to IGNORE it. The only other option that I can see is prayer... (may you heal)
oh...also...being born in the late eighties I'd never heard of/listened to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_J._Geils_Band ... but it kind of scares me to think of how many bands/musicians I listen to with a similar story... (please tell me, the beatles aren't REALLY evil? haha...)
Posted on: 2007/1/21 0:07
I place no importance on who believes and who doesn't.
As the topic has been read by 400+, not counting those who were not logged in and reading it, this is an indication that it is NOT being ignored.
I don't need an option.
I am healed.
Prayer is a personal thing between God and myself.
I know him. I don't know you.
Posted on: 2007/1/21 0:17
Let's see. In this PM, the word IGNORE is capitalized. This is for whom? We don't even have to assume. WE know.
This is the reason he states that prayer is the only other option.
He is "subliminally" suggesting that I IGNORE the topic, "mind control and the music industry."
Posted on: 2007/1/21 0:49
I'm sorry. I suppose my message came across in a bad way. I didn't mean it like you took it...I'm not very good at communicating what I mean.
Your thread was a very long one...yet there weren't many replies other than george bushs/shadows etc....so it appeared to me that it was being ignored...other than being read, I suppose. It isn't exactly unusual for people to be apathetic and ignorant in this country.
As I said I came across the site/thread accidently, so no, you don't know me and I don't know you, it's the internet. :P
Posted on: 2007/1/21 0:55
People don't reply on a topic of which they have no knowledge. They read and learn and become knowledgable.
If you don't understand the presence of Shadow, George_Bush and the likes on the thread, let me explain. They are intruders. It should be obvious.
I am not concerned with receiving apathy, understanding, etc. from anyone in the country.
My suggestion to you.
It's the internet.
Don't end your salutation with love.
Posted on: 2007/1/21 1:01
"oh...also...being born in the late eighties I'd never heard of/listened to http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_J._Geils_Band ... but it kind of scares me to think of how many bands/musicians I listen to with a similar story... (please tell me, the beatles aren't REALLY evil? haha...)"
What bands do you listen to with a similar story? What similar story is it to which you refer?
The J. Giels Band is not the musician or the band of whom I speak.
"I know what I know and I'll sing what I said;
it's in the back of my head."
I cannot condemn the entire music industry, because I am of the belief that there were one if not more inside, but not a part of the cult, to whom I may have passed off information and in return they passed it along.
This is what they wanted me to believe was the role of the musician who was my past handler/controller. This is negative.
There are two other very famous musicians whom my past handler/controller is good friends with and they have always been in the back of my head as far as me constantly telling HIM, "why do you leave me with your friends" when I tell you what they do to me?"
I can't stand your friends. Isn't it enough that you abuse me. Do I have to be abused by everyone else you know, too?
It was standard practice in the industry. The sharing of slaves. To appease me, HE would ask them, they denied, HE knew, but I was called the liar.
I was hard to control. So, many times he had to call in reinforcements. Just the same on HIS site. He wasn't capable alone. This, to my benefit and his detriment.
There is information emerging as if I was prostituted on the street by HIM. Not sure where this plays in, it could be disinformation in one of his songs to cover up the sex slave industry.
Or the fact that I feel certain my mother may have prostituted me to neighborhood men. I remember her saying that her father did the same to her. They were very poor. Poor excuse, however. No excuse. Cannot excuse. Only GOD can forgive.
Joan Baez' song, "You can Play me Backwards," is very revealing. Please read the lyrics.
One verse speaks of how she is now paying for protection. This song was written long ago.
Recently at one of HIS shows, she was in the audience. I suppose this was to instill the thought that HE is the one protecting her. This would be NEGATIVE!
I referred to one of the other musicians who is his friend as Mr. Personality.
On another note, while on the site, and similar to what was attempted here last night on clubconspiracy, while I was practically starving to death, I was also 'sleep' deprived. The child-like alters in THEM would come out, triggered in me, and I would find myself being sucked in until all hours of the night.
Naturally, this causes altered states of consciousness and a lack of poor judgement and thinking capability.
Once, via email, I asked, "do you want to control me?"
More often than not, when your handlers/controllers are calling out child-like alters to satisfy their sexual deviant behavior, (i.e., pedophilia), they'll ask, "who wants to come out and play today?" Or, who do I want to play with today?
Does Wendy want to come out today?
The scene might be something like this:
The handler will say, "you'll be the baby" and I'll be your Daddy.
I use to ask about this. I'd say, isn't that wrong? I mean, Daddy's aren't suppose to have sex with their children.
I was told that HE wasn't really my Daddy. Of course, I knew this. It was just make-believe, he'd say. But, why make-believe, I would ask. Because some men like to have sex with little children. Isn't that wrong? Not within the cult, I was told.
I was very young to begin with, but the younger the better for them.
Or, I have to pretend to be your Daddy because somebody has to PROTECT you, take care of you. Your own father doesn't.
There are musician's with lyrics in their songs such as; Daddy's coming and/or come to papa!
There's a song, I've never quite understood with lyrics as follows:
"you don't have to call me lieutenant, Rosie, and I don't want to be your son."