Aren't you suppose to be pretending that Obama's in the house and all the BTXer's in The Political World are singing Happy Birthday to him; he blows out the candles and then you share cake and ice cream with him?
Everyone is familiar with the techniques used for hypnosis.
You become sleepy and your body becomes dead weight.
Your subconscious mind is present and your core is not.
When you're a mind control victim, they use this technique to inject "false memories" into your subconscious. These "false memories" can either be housed by another alter that they've called OUT or stored in a compartmentalized area of your brain.
The alters and/or compartments are created through trauma-based torture.
Alters can be called out when in a trance-state, during hypnosis or when placed into a suggestible and altered state of mind through the use of verbal triggers/commands.
Alters can also be triggered into the five different levels of programming in the same way.
Beta, by using sexual programming triggers.
Delta, by using suicide triggers.
Just as you've seen in the movies.
The patient and/or in my case and the case of many other victims of mind control programs, the patient/victim is hypnotized and they ask whatever alter they desire to COME OUT.
Hypnosis is not necessary to SWITCH a victim from one alter to another, but for the implantation of false memories it is because they are infiltrating the subconscious mind at this level.
When the Springsteen crotch shots showed up and during this period of recalling my past, when false memories are surfacing I become very tired and my body feels like dead weight.
I'm recalling that which was implanted during hypnosis and the physical effects present themselves.
As I said, in order for them to trigger false memories a tidbit of truth must be present, such as crotch shot.
I know when I'm in the state of sifting through truth and fiction due to the fact that I become very tired and my body feels like dead weight.
Sometimes, it takes a while for me to get to the truth, but after I do, the feeling subsides.
Just as in the past when being hypnotized, I had to use every ounce of strength I had in order not to SWITCH from reality completely so that I could report and so that I didn't act upon some of their suggestions.
It was imperative that I REMEMBER some of the bullshit they were implanting and the abuse they were thrusting upon me.
So, I concentrated on KEY words/phrases, such as CROTCH SHOTS to trigger my own memory to the TRUTH.
I even pretended at times that I was in a deep trance and that they has been successful.
I'm certain they had control of my mind many times, but in order to escape I had to KEEP CONTROL OF MY MIND as best I could.
This feeling happened again yesterday when I read a thread at BTX in "The Promised Land" by the poster erupt:
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Location: san francisco
Posted: Aug 06, 2008 9:28 pm
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rockethead (not to be confused with guitar legend buckethead) is in the process of having all posts that refer to him as bossfan950 deleted. he has publicly stated it is time to move on and wants to be remembered solely for his role in the upcoming story about jared the subway guy. he has disassociated himself from his past and simply wants to move on as rockethead, the guy who played jared b4 he went to subway.
he is grateful to elton john who immortalized him with the prophetic song "rockethead".
Joined: 26 Oct 2006
Location: West Lafayette, Indiana
Posted: Aug 06, 2008 9:31 pm Post subject:
1. Nothing Man
2. Radio Nowhere
3. The Promise
4. Racing in the Street
5. Pretty Flamingo
At present, I am experiencing the feeling of hypnosis from the past.
I am tired.
My body feels heavy and I am in between states, but still connected to reality.
I am attempting to retrieve the information from the torture sessions and hypnosis regarding their forceful attempts to have me recant either in the past or in the future.
I have not disassociated as was suggested by erupt.
Like I said, I am in between states.
This is necessary in order to retrieve what occurred.
One could not do that if they disassociated completely.
So, the tired feeling could also be the result of keeping my core in tact and not allowing an alter to the forefront to act upon erupt's suggestion that I disassociate from my past, delete threads/posts.
I am accessing my subconscious on a level that was created during hypnosis and torture.
My subconscious is in the forefront and my core is intact.
We are both operating at the same time.
As I've said, I had to LEARN to OPERATE this way so that I could report.
This is HOW I helped to save my life and escape the cult.
I will write about the torture/hypnosis sessions later that speak to their attempts to have me recant and say that I lied.
There were several issues that I didn't like to think about due to the fact that I re-experienced them again.
The first obstacle was the torture.
I was PROGRAMMED to relive these events in the present when false information was called up; which they were affecting on Springsteen's official site.
I'm sure they relished in the fact that I was laying in bed in the dark for what seemed like months, crying and wasting away.
I didn't experience the pain from the torture in real time, but the depression, the sadness, etc., that accompanied it.
The second obstacle was remembering laying on a cold, steel table naked and freezing.
This memory was horrendous.
When I recall false memories that were implanted during hypnosis, it produces similar effects in present time that it did in the past.
I feel very upset at this moment at the perpetrator's for continuously trying to take my MIND from me.
Infect it, infiltrate it.
The trigger on the BTX site by the poster erupt was the word disassociate from your past.
He didn't say forget your past.
He said disassociate.
To disassociate is to disconnect from reality.
To switch from your core.
So, my body and mind were fighting that, as well.
His suggestion to disassociate from the past conjures up the memories of being tortured, hypnotized and fighting them when they attempted to FORCE me to recant, if, in deed that did happen in the past, or when they were attempting to install these instructions for the future.
There will be NO PUBLIC RECANTING on this site or otherwise.
There will be no DISASSOCIATION from my past.
There will be no deletion of my threads and/or posts.
There will be no NAME CHANGE.
Is this what ERUPT wanted?
To call up another alter with a different name who would delete my threads/posts here; disassociate from my past and publicly recant what I have written?
There is no other reason why he posted what he did.
Out of context and did not pertain to Bossfan.
I had conversations with my comrades about how difficult it was for me to remain in reality when they were attempting to hypnotize me and/or trigger me into another alter.
We discussed how it was IMPERATIVE and IMPORTANT that I fight with every ounce of strength I had not to allow them to do this.
To remain in my core.
This was accomplished, but it required that I was in an "in between" state which exhausts a lot of energy psychologically, emotionally, mentally and physically.
As my husband said the other day, I am inoculated against Springsteen, his music and otherwise.
They can continue to run their psychological operations, but in the end, as he also said, what matters is that they didn't THEN and they CAN'T now TAKE YOUR MIND.
Last edited by BlueAngel : 08-07-2008 at 02:08 PM.