MIND CONTROL AND THE MUSIC INDUSTRY

Trouble River (i can't keep from cryin')
Bruce Springsteen

Well, the river runs through this valley Combing deep and black (?)
Coming like a tombstone's
Shadows across my back

Trouble river
Six foot high and risin'
Trouble river
I can't keep from cryin'

Woke up last night a 'shakin'
Shakin' from a dream
Shakin' from a dream
All i seen was smilin' faces
Starin' back at me

Trouble river
Six foot high and risin'
Trouble river
I can't keep from cryin'

Snakes crawling in the house
I'm stuck in muddy ground
Tonight i'm gonna shed this skin
Cause water's risin' and i goin' down to
Trouble river
Six foot high and risin'
Trouble river
I can't keep from cryin'

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Valley, deep, dark river. More shadows, another dream, sheddin' his skin again.

Where the Bands Are
Bruce Springsteen

I hear the guitars ringin' out
Ringin' out down union street
I hear the lead singer shoutin' out, girl
I wanna be a slave to the beat
Yeah, tonight i wanna break my chains
Somebody break my heart
Somebody shake my brains
Downtown there's something that i wanna hear
There's a sound, little girl, keeps ringing in my ear

Chorus:
I wanna be where the bands are
I wanna be where the bands are
Where the bands are
I wanna be where the bands are
I get off from work and i grab something to eat
I turn the corner and i drive down your street
Little gray houses darling looks like nowhere
But hey I know you're hiding in there
Come on out for just a little while
You know that heart of stone, girl, it just ain't your style
Tonight i wanna feel the beat of the crowd
And when i tell you that i love you
I wanna have to shout it out loud
Shout it out loud

(chorus)

I hear the guitars ringin' out again
Ringin' on down union street
I hear the lead singer shoutin' out and girl
I wanna be a slave to the beat
And i want something that'll break my chains
Something to break my heart
Something to shake my brains
There's a rocker's special on tonight
So meet me on down
'neath the neon lights

(chorus)

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Another little girl. Hiding in her house. He wants her to come out. She has a heart of stone. How many times have we heard this? Maybe this "little girl" is hiding for a reason. Maybe it's not a heart of stone. Maybe she doesn't want to let him in.

Just a thought!

I Wanna Be With You
Bruce Springsteen

So let the frozen sands crumble, crumble and fall
Yeah that's all right, i don't mind at all
Well let it all tumble right into the sea
Yeah that's all right, that's fine with me
Since you came down the line
I don't sleep at night
I got one thing on my mind
And so every day, every night
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
That's what i wanna do
'cause you're so out of sight
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
That's what i wanna do

Well i lost my job at the texaco station
Instead of pumpin' gas i dreamed of you
I got thrown out of my house
I got such a bad reputation
'cause all i wanna do is be seen with you

They gave me my pay and said walk
I don't care what they say
Go ahead and let 'em all talk
Until the world falls apart
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
That's what i wanna do
Until they rip out my heart
I wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
That's what i wanna do

Bedtime, hold tight, love me just a little bit
All night, a little bit more
Tonight, tonight ...
Oh i don't know, i don't know
I don't understand it you ain't pretty at all
But i come when you whisper
I run when you call
And baby i can't stand it
And baby that's all
Ridin' by your side in my car
Oh, oh i wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Darlin' don't you know
Oh, oh i wanna be with you
I wanna be with you
Because i love you so

In Peace,
BlueAngel

All he wants to do is be with her. Dreamin' again.

Get this line:

"I don't understand it you ain't pretty at all."

Kind of like the line in "Thunder Road," "you ain't a beauty, but hey, you're alright and that's alright with me."

Or, calling Wendy a tramp.

Loose Ends
Bruce Springsteen

We met out on open streets
When we had no place to go
I remember how my heart beat
When you said "i love you so"
Then little by little
We chocked out all the life that our love could hold
No, no

It was like we held a noose
And baby without check
We pulled it a little tighter around our necks
Each one waiting for the other Darling to say when
Now baby you can leave me tonight on the loose end

We didn't count tomorrows
We took what we had and baby we ran
There was no place for sorrow
Every place we went i held your hand
And when the night closed in
I was sure your kisses told me all i had to know
But oh no

It was like we held a noose
And baby without check
We pulled 'til it grew tighter around our necks
Each one waiting for the other
Darling to say when
Oh baby you can leave me tonight on the loose end

Our love has fallen around us
Like we said it never would
We saw it happen to all the others
But to us it never would
Well how could something so bad, darling
Come from something that was so good
I don't know

But it was like we held a noose
And baby without check
We pulled 'til it grew tighter around our necks
Each one waiting for the other
Darling to say when
Oh baby you can leave me tonight on the loose end

On a loose end

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Another love gone bad. How many now? I've lost count. Chorus presents a very nice image. I see he requests the loose end. Wonder if she gets the tight end?

They chocked the life out of their love.

What imagery!

Verse from "My Love Will Not Let You Down"

Well hold still now darlin'
Hold still for god's sake
Cause i got me a promise
I ain't afraid to make (i ain't afraid to make)

Strange! I always had a hard time holding/sitting still when my controller/handler was talkin' to me.

He use to say, "sit still" when I'm talking to you. Stop movin' around. Hold still.

I don't want to listen anymore, I'd say. I don't want to listen to what you have to say. I'm tired of listening to you. You keep repeating the same thing over and over again. They're all lies.

You make me repeat things back like I'm some kind of a parrot.

You tell me things that aren't true. You keep drumming stuff in my head that I don't care about.

I want to stand up. I don't want to sit straight. I don't want to listen to you. I don't have to believe anything you tell me.

I can believe what I want to believe. You can't force me to believe anything if I don't want to. I have a brain of my own. It's not your brain. I can make my own decisions. I can make up my own mind. You try to control everything I do and say. How I act. How I talk.

Get one thing through your thick skull, I told him, YOU DON'T OWN ME. You're not in control of my life, I am.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

[cold]

You need to learn a new tune. Your old one is stale and moth eaten and full of wormholes. Sounds like your future doesn't it!

D E V I L

cold wrote:
You need to learn a new tune. Your old one is stale and moth eaten and full of wormholes. Sounds like your future doesn't it!

D E V I L

I'm not trying to please your ears. If you don't like the music, get out of the thread.

I think Springsteen needs to find a new tune. His same ole' same ole' is played out.

Boring!

It would be YOUR future that you describe. Same as your past and present.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

cold wrote:
You need to learn a new tune. Your old one is stale and moth eaten and full of wormholes. Sounds like your future doesn't it!

D E V I L

The Devil would come to this thread and state the above because????

Because he knows what is in store for his future.

In Peace,
BlueAngel

Cover Me
Bruce Springsteen


The times are tough now, just getting tougher
This old world is rough, it's just getting rougher
Cover me, come on baby, cover me
Well i'm looking for a lover who will come on in and cover me
Promise me baby you won't let them find us
Hold me in your arms, let's let our love blind us
Cover me, shut the door and cover me
Well i'm looking for a lover who will come on in and cover me

Outside's the rain, the driving snow
I can hear the wild wind blowing
Turn out the light, bolt the door I ain't going out there no more

This whole world is out there just trying to score
I've seen enough i don't want to see any more,
Cover me, come on and cover me
I'm looking for a lover who will come on in and cover me
Looking for a lover who will come on in and cover me

In Peace,
BlueAngel

This song was referenced frequently while on HIS site and feeling frightened as to my altered state of consciousness, knowing inside that the very people, HIM and those on his site, alledging their heroic connection to me in the past were not what they appeared to be.

They were some of the same perpetrators from my past.

This song suggests, lock the door, don't want to go outside anymore.

It also suggests that he is protection because the song ultimately begins as if he's looking for someone to cover him, but, in reality, this song is about someone else who is suppose to be afraid of the world and going outside.

The whole world is looking to score!

Who are the THEM that they're hiding from?

I would say that it is THEM but that HE, my past handler/controller was ONE OF THEM!

Again, the LIE that he played some heroic role in my past and I sought him for protection.

This would be negative.

I sought to get away from him which I did.

I give words of advice to all those who have "warned" me about what I will face in the future, or who have warned me in other ways, such as "Think Diana."

IT IS NOT I who is fearful of my future.

It is YOU who is fearful of YOUR future.

Why?

Because it is NOT I who victimized ANYONE.

It is YOU!

In Peace,
BlueAngel