The song, "Waitin' on a Sunny Day" with the verse, "don't worry, we're gonna find a way," reminds me of something I said in an email.
I think I was questioning the PLAN. Like, how is this going to come about. You don't have a plan and on a thread the message was posted.
"You know I would have had to."
Oh, certainly, I know you would have had to, but at that point, as I detected, the plan was to emotionally traumatize me, psychologically abuse, sexually trigger me, control me, etc., etc., etc., perhaps to the point of institutionalization and/or suicide.
Because remember, this same poster said to me. "You know what you have to do."
At one point, in another email to this same poster, I said, "you haven't offered me anything." What can you provide me?
He commented in a thread, cBS, which meant bullshit.
Oh, I get it. Everything offered to me are in the lyrics of his songs.
You know, that's where all the evidence, hidden messages, mixed messages and triggers are contained as well.
As I have written on this site, when I was once walking with my husband in my neighborhood, a helicopter flew over and the next comment on the site was, "I'm out of here, oh this jealousy.
The next email, he was going on a trip. Probably a lie, like all the rest and I said, "don't walk next to any women." This was tongue in cheek referring to his leaving when I was walking with my husband. I couldn't have cared less if he walked next to three women. The comment back was something like you are the woman I love. I want all of you forever. Something to that effect.
At that point, I was still somewhat in my core and realized that anyone in "their right mind" who was a witness to my abuse and wanted to go public with it would not be stringing me along, triggering sexual programming, implanting disinformation, listening to me suffer in my house without any communication and demanding that I can't love two men at one time.
What's love got to do with it?
Last edited by BlueAngel : 03-30-2015 at 03:55 PM.
The point is not just to destroy society, but to teach the worship of Satan disguised as "liberation". Because basically it is liberation from Christian values, or just everyone's inborn sense of decency, which is errantly equated with "Christian guilt".
This was all part of a large--scale mind-control project. One version was for the masses, the other was for specific individuals, or Manchurian Candidates, trained as 'assassins", or more specifically terrorists.
The use of music to induce trance states is the very basis of the occult. This is referred to in the BIble in the episode of the Golden Calf as "pagan revel". It involves the use of music in combination with intoxicants, to rile the worshippers, until they become possessed by 'the god' [demon], and are able to perform supernatural feats, like soothsay, or more heinously, kill a child. This was then followed by the consummation of the child, and then orgies.
In ancient times, these were called Mysteries. They formed the basis of first Mitthraism, and from there to the rest of the so-called Western occult tradition. Today is simply referred to as Black Magic.
Those with a hidden insight into the activities of the occult, like the Illuminati, represented by the 20th centuries leading figures, including the Frankfurt School, recognized the possibilities of music to induce susceptible states of consciousness. So they created Rock and Roll, evidently produced by some of their most dysfunctional children.
Last edited by BlueAngel : 03-30-2015 at 03:55 PM.
I'll never FORGET these words written to me in an email while I was on SPRINGSTEEN's official site:
I want all of you, Wendy, forever and ever not to leave you alone again. Not to be alone.
I didn't feel alone! not until I entered the "mind control" site and was almost sucked back down into the rabbit hole, reality altered and isolation from everyone and anything except THEM began to occur.
SOUL SUCKERS attempting to suck the life out of me.
Do they thrive on this? You betcha. Makes them feel powerful being the "sadistic pigs" they are.
Do they like watching people suffer; making people suffer. You betcha. Being the "sadistic pigs" they are.
What else can they do when the word GUILTY is written on their foreheads.
By the way, his site was run by Sony which is owned by BMG and Columbia.
America is ONE BIG CORPORATE conglomerate owned and operated by THEM.
At one point, on Springsteen's official site, when I was being emotionally "jerked around," I indicated that I felt like I just had to get away. Or that I had to be alone.
One of the "tools" on the site, who apparently doesn't have a job, other than posting 24/7 there like so many of them, and Springsteen's sister indicated I could talk to them. They were very good at counseling.
So, I conversed for a moment. The conversation focused on how when one of them needs a break, their husband goes fishing with the kids for a few days.
I said, well, my husband is always around. At that time, I felt like I couldn't be NEAR my husband. Probably due to the control mechanism. You know, when you're in a cult, it is really only the cult members you associate with. This is part of the brainwashing and isolation.
As I think back now, I wonder what kind of "mind games" they would have played if I had convinced my husband to leave for a few days.
This was at the height of my fear.
Another time, a poster by the name of BOSSANGEL appeared. I had posted under BlueAngel only briefly. They knew it was me and he said he was going to be in the same city I live in on Friday. This was an indication that we would be meeting. My bags were packed at this point and I was waiting.
When nothing transpired (I'm sure anger is what they wanted to induce) and they did, this "tool" said, "like her mother says, it's all water under the bridge."
I thought to myself. Are you nuts? Water under the bridge?
Yes. I'll just treat all of this abuse like it's water under the bridge.
To be alone would have been a major mistake and thankfully when I expressed to my husband this is what I felt, he advised AGAINST IT!
I couldn't run away from my past, is what he said.