I am in the process of compiling a list of the posters who were present during the time I was on his official site.
They are in no particular order, but I will have to say that VastRightWingConspiracy also known as @ as he admitted for a short time, was instrumental in getting the ball rolling towards my "altered state."
Emails to him were sent to VastVastVastyahoo.com. He goes by the name of Michael Cheney. Emails also sent to MichaelCheneymsn.net. He stated he has a black American Express card but also that he had to work three jobs to pay for braces for his kids. Professed at one point to be self-made millionaire. Something to that effect.
His signature for quite some time was "witness protection program off the coast of Florida."
Springsteen's close friend, as he stated, was also a major player. His username was DoubleNegativesAllowed.
Springsteen's sister, PaminCT, was present.
MadisonMel, CRT, tiesthatbind, nightstalker, holeyghost, JCainforBruce, GoBruceGo, BossAngel, Immy, EELawson, Scott1234, Hemi, donnap, BostonBlackie, Freedomfighter, flyingzambini, Darkie, Lampshade (first emails were PM's to this person when I said, but THEY said, and he said, what did they say? I replied that I didn't want to say it on the board and that was that he would trigger sexual programming). He replied, PM me, Darlin'.
Also present, Mr. Mercury, Hard2baSaint, Jillian, Dangerbird, Who Am I, punchbuggy, Gaz23, Kirkaiya, Paddy (major player), PM's were also sent to EELawson.
Bobinto, 2Hearts, Tougherthantherest, Louie, Iverille (stated I was back after I had left my house for a while), Mark, Blue (later ***, major player), CountrygirlColorado, Mary6742, RED, first amendment guy.
Immy asked if it was time for an "alternate reality?"
Donnap instructed all those without intelligence to leave the room.
HoleyGhost was the disgusting poster in the RightWingLounge together with another disgusting poster HEMI constantly talking about licking Charleze Theron's a**.
HoleyGhost and Hemi were responsible for posting information in emails that weren't sent to them on the board regarding LIES I told purposely to HIM about not having an orgasm with my husband during sexual intercourse.
Saying, I did what you told me to do.
HoleyGhost the one who said I should scream louder next time after they were apparently listening while my husband and I were intimate.
When I had almost bought the LIES, in an altered state, believing that the INSTRUCTIONS I was armed with from my PROTECTOR(s), was Springsteen, Gaz27 said, or HIM using GAZ' username said, "who'd you think was talking to you, Charles Heston?"
Also, in one of the threads, of course, as per usual, there was alot of chatter in an attempt not to be able to pinpoint to whom a comment was being made.
Naturally, to me. A remark, "I finally found my Wendy."
DNA was the poster who said to the tiesthatbind when he was complaining about my cut and paste, "Carl, this isn't a free ride" and signed it Bruce.
Like I said on the site, "I've been down the rabbit hole and now I'm back."
Vast is the poster who said, "Wendy, take your meds, you know what you have to do, and who posted the picture of a person in a strait jacket when another poster on his UNOFFICIAL site just recently started a THREAD saying he missed me.
DNA is the poster who gave me permission to eat and commented, "meltdown, anyone?"
CRT is the poster who authored the GOOD NIGHT THREAD with the songs I have mentioned in a previous post.
HoleyGhost authored the "RightWingLounge" with the words "cum on in."
HoleyGhost and MadisonMel were the posters, but CRT altered the state of consiousness first, who gave the command, "GO PACK."
Dangerbird is the poster, whom after I indicated in an email that I felt suicidal, came onto the site in order to control my mood into "happy" after the emotional state of depression was induced by them.
He also asked if I remembered where we were. Reference to one of Springsteen's songs, "hill of Virginia" were called up.
Dangerbird said he had some CD's, etc. he wished he could show me. Said I should sell my lyrics to LeAnn Rimes.
After I recalled disinformation about cutting up a baby, CRT posted a thread about some criminal act he committed.
RED posted lyrics to a song, I'm coming, I'm coming, I can't make it yet. Go down to pleasant stream....when I was thinking he was coming to get me.
Punchbuggy, after I began writing lyrics, when Vast wrote a good-bye thread, commented something like see, "see what you were meant to do."
The "Picture Thread," was authored by Vast. Another poster whom I forget to mention, LordStanley, was the person to whom you emailed your picture to have placed on the thread.
Yes. This is where the "one big happy CULT family" came together.
During an email, he was hyperventilating because he had asked for a picture so that he would know it was ME!!
I emailed some pictures, but I think, in the long run they really wanted a picture of my on the thread believing, because of this, I wouldn't implicate any of them.
Vast asked if I was cute. I said, 'cute as a button.' This was during the beginning of my stay there. He began asking for a picture and I declined until the email some time later wanting to know that is was really me.
Then there was the email, "I love you, now what?" Then the email go back to your husband. I could never make you happy because of the past.
Then there was the email that this person I was corresponding with was really "beautiful Joseph," a poster on the site whose username was never revealed and he was intrigued with me and pretened to be Vast, Michael Cheney; whomever and that he had my pictures on his wall.
How am I doing as far as a "photographic memory" is concerned when one is not tortured, drugged, brutalized, hypnotized, altered, etc., to induce amnesia?
When I was believing, to a limited degree, that I had been "programmed" against him. That they brainwashed me against him so that we couldn't be witnesses together and he was professing his love for me, I called his "bluff," and said divorce yoru wife.
Vast indicated he was divorcing his wife and rumors of Springsteen and his wife possibly separating/divorcing began to surface. As if!!!
Like I said, "this would be a condition in light of such an important matter?"
There was a comment by Vast once that I was his wife which plays into one of Springsteen's songs where disinformation is planted that we were married by a gypsy.
There was an email saying he wanted to telephone me and hear my voice, but not until I was ready.
I was told to KILL THE LIE of being programmed against him.
At one point, while revealing information on the site, and suicide commands surfaced, Mr. Mercury posted a song that had the lines (double-bind) something like, "is my baby alive, she danced herself to death."
Mind you, HE supposedly rescued me from the "satanic cult." Is knowledgeable about MKULTA/Project Monarch but not one single reference to this nefarious group is mentioned on his site.