I think your still in denial of your first hope, may god and his followers have pitty on your so long venture of hope and ventured imagination/
Look, TLH, you sound depressed.
Go over to the "mind control within the music industry" thread, that ought to cheer you up.
Or, put on a Springsteen CD:
That will certainly "lift you up."
Because if you "fall behind, he'll wait for you and if he falls behind, you'll wait for him."
Don't look in his eyes, though, cause he doesn't know who he is and he might be wearing a "brilliant disguise."
He also follows a "code of silence."
He'll "show you courage that you can understand."
BUT YOU'LL HAVE TO PAY THE PRICE!
He "knows your lonely for the words he ain't spoken, but tonight all the promises will be broken."
BROKEN PROMISES!! Love when promises are broken, don't you?
If you can't keep a promise, I say, don't make it.
It's "you and him and the faith you're bringing into the real world."
"It's gonna take a LEAP OF FAITH, but I'm sure you can do it.
Leap on over!
Yeah, go venture over.
That thread should CHEER YOU RIGHT UP!